Confessions of a Cafeteria Catholic
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The thoughts contained here have more to do with me and my own perspective of life than the perspective of any one established religious institution, Catholic or otherwise. That is perhaps the goal of all men and women who strive to find themselves and their God while facing the joys and challenges of life, trying to find the faith that keeps them on the path of discovering who they are and what they believe. If we are true to our faith, whatever that faith is, the most important thing is to listen to God, to His revealed message for us personally. God speaks to each of us personally, uniquely, speaking to our own needs. These essays are intended to help open your mind to the possibility of asking questions, not about the veracity of the revealed Word of the Scriptures, but about how we see our relationship with God and how we find our way home. I hope you will find this a useful tool in your own attempt at finding your path.
Richard Phillips
Richard Phillips was born in Roswell, New Mexico, in 1956. He graduated from the United States Military Academy at West Point in 1979 and qualified as a US Army Ranger, going on to serve as an officer in the army. He earned a master’s degree in physics from the Naval Postgraduate School in 1989, completing his thesis work at Los Alamos National Laboratory. After working as a research associate at Lawrence Livermore National Laboratory, he returned to the army to complete his tour of duty. Richard is the author of several science fiction and fantasy series, including The Rho Agenda (The Second Ship, Immune, and Wormhole); The Rho Agenda Inception (Once Dead, Dead Wrong, and Dead Shift); The Rho Agenda Assimilation (The Kasari Nexus, The Altreian Enigma, and The Meridian Ascent); and Mark of Fire, Prophecy’s Daughter, Curse of the Chosen, and The Shattered Trident in the epic Endarian Prophecy series. Richard lives with his wife, Carol, in Phoenix, Arizona. For more information, visit www.rhoagenda.com.
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Confessions of a Cafeteria Catholic - Richard Phillips
CONFESSIONS
of a CAFETERIA
CATHOLIC
Richard Phillips
Copyright © 2012 by Richard Phillips.
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Contents
1 Hiding Myself
2 Family Faith
3 Faith
4 A Child’s Faith
5 Christmas
6 A Christmas Story
7 Christmas Benevolence
8 Evil
9 Life and Darkness
10 Forgiveness
11 Which Wolf To Feed
12 We Are All Different
13 The Shack
14 Ministry
15 The Institutional Church
16 Conflict
17 Eternal Family
18 Demons In the World
19 Gospels
20 Anger
21 Religion & Relationships
22 Eternity
23 Other Gods
24 Lector
25 Poetry
26 Salvation or Damnation?
27 The Salvation Story
28 Personal Integrity
29 Eucharist
30 Sacramental Grace
31 Fishermen
32 The Human Christ
33 Created By God
34 Our Core
35 Prayer
36 The Blood of Jesus
37 An Adult Examination of Faith
38 Theology
39 Mother Mary
40 Faith in a Citizenship in Heaven
41 Three Wise Men
42 Grace Differences
43 Capital Punishment
44 Baptism
45 Different Views of God
To Ellen and the rest of my family.
For your support, encouragement and inspiration for this work.
For Mom.
You may not have agreed with all contained herein, but your example as a Catholic-Christian made me who I am today.
And To Joe
For the gentle nudge that gave me the confidence to pursue a dream.
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Confessions of a Cafeteria Catholic
Following are thoughts concerning the faith of a cradle Catholic who has seen some things that are spiritually moving and spiritually destructive in the Roman Catholic Church during the course of a lifetime. This is not intended to be an exhortation to other Catholics to change how they feel about their Church or to challenge their faith (two separate things.) It is not intended to be a theological treatise or some new catechism. If some find thoughts here that strike a chord of familiarity in their own conscience, it is because they are not alone in their search for God. From where I stand, that would be a satisfying result, as it has seemed like a lonely journey at times for me. A search for one’s faith is an intensely personal one, wading through the lessons learned from the nuns and teachers as young people, the wounds experienced at the hands of men and women of the Church and finding solace in a faith that is at once mostly Catholic yet ultimately personal. It takes time, a lifetime, to examine what it is that we believe, who it is that we are, what our relationship is with God. And those examinations can only come from an adult view of all that it is that we have learned and experienced during that lifetime, what it is that we agree with and that with which we do not. These are thoughts, questions, observations, criticisms and in some cases condemnations. But they are my own. I speak for no one else.
By way of introduction, I was born and raised a Catholic in a small town in Nebraska. I spent two and a half years in a minor seminary studying for the priesthood, but at too young an age. I married a Lutheran and raised my kids as Lutheran. At one time I thought of leaving the Church but decided against it. I have been away from the Church for extended periods of time for one reason or another during my life, but have always returned. As I have aged I have been more and more inclined to consider my faith and how it relates to Catholicism. These are musings on some topics that at the time captured my interest and caused me to write them down. It has been my inclination to write down my thoughts in an attempt to organize them and to make them coherent for me. This allows me to move on to other considerations, whereas otherwise I would have these thoughts rolling around in my mind and coming to no satisfactory conclusion. There is no real consistent thread between any of the chapters contained herein, as they were written individually with no goal toward organizing them into a cohesive unit. But after some time and re-readings it occurred to me that they are, in fact, a unit—a unit that may be of interest to someone else. If you find it so, I am happy. If not they have served to formulate a sense of what my faith consists of and who it is that I am at this stage in my life, and that is what they were intended to be to begin with. But life is an ongoing, ever-evolving journey, so this may not be the end of my faith story. In fact it most certainly will not be. Things and people who enter my life will undoubtedly have an impact on that story and necessarily change it to some degree. In fact I am currently involved in a study with a man who will certainly cause me to re-examine what I think about certain aspects of my faith. But in looking back at a lifetime of change in my feelings and opinions about life and faith, I am convinced that that is a good thing. There is always a positive result that comes from examining one’s position on any number of life’s issues, in keeping one’s mind open to other possibilities and new revelations. That has been the journey of mankind’s evolution since the beginning, looking at the same things and seeing different views of the same idea and coming to a new clarity based on experience and a fuller knowledge of the topic as the result of new insights gained along the way.
I guess in considering the thoughts contained here it has more to do with me and my own perspective of life than of any one established religious institution, Catholic or otherwise. That is perhaps the goal of all men and women who strive to find themselves and their God while facing the joys and challenges of life, trying to find the faith that keeps them on the path of discovering who they are and what they believe. Pride and despair could cause that path to become obscured without a faith in a Creator who wants us back home with Him again. We have all been through both, hopefully finding that neither is the way to be honest about who we are, what we believe and who it is that we believe in. But it has become clear to me that there are as many paths to that goal as there are individuals trying to attain it. That, too, is a good thing. We must, each of us, find our own way. That does not give us permission to condemn anyone else’s attempts, but rather to simply acknowledge that we are all following different maps. Our goals are the same, but how we arrive is as individual as our personalities are, as our experiences have been and who has had influence on us during the course of a lifetime. The goal is salvation. The way to salvation is between us and God.
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Reflections On
Faith and Morality
1
Hiding Myself
My wife suggested the other day that I tried to keep myself private. I thought about this for awhile and decided that she isn’t entirely correct. There are aspects of me that I do keep private, but it has more to do with personal perspectives on topics of importance to me, and a sense that revealing some of these perspectives to others would serve no good purpose. Anyone who knows me knows that I don’t have a problem expressing an opinion if I feel strongly about something, so the idea that I would try to hide myself from the outside world isn’t an accurate description of who I am. I do feel that at a certain point in our aging process we arrive at a time when we