A Most Unusual Life

By Wes Harvey

THE TEN TRUTHS
(BY K.B.)


1. THE COSMOS, UNIVERSE, OUTER SPACE, ETC. ARE REALLY THE KINGDOM OF GOD.

2. THE GREATEST TRUTH OF THE KINGDOM OF GOD IS THE GOLDEN RULE.

3. EARTHLINGS ARE SOULS WITH BODIES, NOT BODIES WITH SOULS.

4. THERE IS LIFE AFTER RELIGION. IT IS CALLED SPIRITUAL ENLIGHTENMENT OR THE REVELATION OF THE SOUL. IT IS YOUR UNIQUE RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD.

5. OUR EARTHLY LIFETIME IS JUST ONE OF MANY UNCOUNTABLE LIFETIMES ON DIFFERENT WORLDS THAT WILL EVENTUALLY BRING US TO GOD. WHEN YOU DIE YOU CAN BE REINCARNATED ON THIS WORLD, GO TO ANOTHER WORLD, GO TO A COUNCIL FOR ADVICE, OR GO TO SCHOOL.

6. ALL EARTHLY RELIGIONS ARE MAN-MADE AND ARE BASED ON MYTHOLOGY AND FAITH.

7. BY DESIGN, THE WORLD IS ABOUT MONEY, RELIGION IS ABOUT CONTROL, AND SEX IS ABOUT PLEASURE.

8. GOD IS NO RESPECT OF PERSONS. HE CARES ONLY ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE, NOT WHAT YOU DO.

9. THE ONLY JUDGMENTAL SIN ON EARTH IS DELIBERATELY HURTING ANOTHER PERSON OUT OF REVENGE, OR FOR YOUR OWN PERSONAL GAIN. THIS TRUTH SHOWS THAT THE 10 COMMANDMENTS ARE A MYTH, CREATED BY MOSES TO CONTROL THE HEBREWS.

10. BE IN THE WORLD, BUT NOT OF THE WORLD. MANY ARE CALLED, BUT FEW ARE CHOSEN.

• Language: English
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• Release date: Oct 31, 2011
• ISBN: 9781462890262

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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

First I wish to acknowledge King Boron (KB), who has lived with me through thousands of lifetimes in relationships I know not of, but have had glimpses of. It was with him, before this lifetime, that I committed to a tortuous lifetime on earth, willing to go through anything to become the most spiritual person I could be. It was he, with constant and specific directions, even during the early years when I was unaware of it, who drove me to finally reach the maximum spiritual enlightenment of myself as King Imri, while I lay dying of inoperable lung cancer at age 58, eleven years ago.

To all of those across the years who unwittingly aided in my personal crusade, without even realizing its existence, my eternal love. My sister Lynne, my brother Nate, my parents, siblings, friends, schoolmates and teachers, the U.S Army, fellow co-workers, beloved wives and girlfriends, and yes, even those of you who tried to convert me and show me the errors of my ways. May God bless you all.

DEDICATION

I DEDICATE THIS BOOK, AND THE REST OF MY LIFE, UNDER KB’S SUPERVISION, TO THE UNCOUNTABLE WOUNDED VETERANS AND THEIR FAMILIES, LIKE MYSELF, WHO HAVE BEEN ABANDONED BY THE SYSTEM AND LEFT TO MAKE IT ON OUR OWN WITH WHATEVER WE CAME BACK WITH FROM THE WARS.

PLEDGE

NEW AUTHORS LIKE ME GET ONLY A TINY FRACTION OF BOOK SALES AS ROYALTIES. REGARDLESS, I PLEDGE TO GIVE AT LEAST 50% OF WHATEVER I GET TO MY COMRADES IN ARMS. I HOPE MY 40-YEAR FIGHT TO LIVE WITH MY SEVERE PTSD AND EXPOSURE TO AGENT ORANGE WILL BE AN INSPIRATION TO ALL OF YOU WHO ARE STILL IN THE FIGHT FOR YOUR LIVES, LIVELIHOOD, AND GOOD HEALTH. GOD HELP US ALL.

MEET THE AUTHOR

This is the story of my most unusual life. This is not a book you have to read from cover to cover. You can just select the episodes from my life in the Table of Contents. Obviously, those marked with XXX are episodes of the exquisite episodes I have had with women, complete with intimate details. Names have been changed to protect privacy. If talk about sexual intimacy makes you squeamish, or you think it should stay in the bedroom, then that just means that you have never read any of Dr. Ruth Westheimer’s books on intimacy. Maybe they could lighten up your sexual life. If not, skip the XXXs.

Born in 1941 with a brother less than a year older than me and a sister 3 years older than me, I was born to parents destined to be middle-class Americans. Religion intervened, and my Dad gave up a solid, life-long job on the railroad to go to a two-year Bible School to follow what he declared was his calling to become a preacher. Theirs was a dramatic and traumatic transformation, adding 5 more children because my Mother felt God wanted her to have as many children as she could, over the vehement objections of my Father, thus plunging us into a life of grinding poverty for the rest of their lives. Most of the kids escaped that poverty when we left home.

My format for this book is different. I’m writing it in chapters, in a somewhat sequential life of the most interesting episodes of my life, written at different times over many years. Some overlapping of episodes means the story is pertinent to more than one episode. Some may only be a half-page. Others, several pages. I did this so there would be no boring episodes, or fillers. From the hell of poverty to the good and the bad of working my way through college, to being drafted into the Army right out of college and with a war raging in Vietnam, the hardships of Army training. How 20 years of fundamentalist religion were taken away from me the moment I took the oath and became a private in the U.S. Army. Sixteen weeks of Basic and Advanced Training. Six brutal months of OCS (Officer Candidate School). Seven weeks of school at Anniston Army Ammunition Plant to learn about weapons and ammunition. About six months as a maintenance officer at Ft. Hood, TX, then on to Vietnam to one of the worst assignments one could possibly get. Only help from above helped me escape death in that brutal war. I’m including several episodes of the war. My war stories have been acclaimed by many readers, including a small fraction of the stories that were published by our local newspaper, The Virginian-Pilot on Veterans’Day, 2006. You can still go to your internet search box and enter harvey’s war without the quotes and see the interviews and Read the Related Story, which was just a tiny fraction on my war in Vietnam. My diagnosis of terminal, inoperable lung cancer in 2000, and how KB helped me survive more than 10 years. My fourth and fifth wives, with whom I split time. Almost 20 years with my helpmate and lover Sandra, and almost nine years with my beloved MaryAnna, and the three of us often do things together. Also a list of diseases and maladies I have been diagnosed with since the war, not for sympathy or a pity party, which I don’t do, but to show you the power of KB to control a multitude of illnesses, which should have killed me decades ago.

I’ll introduce you to my spiritual guide, KB, who has been with me for many lifetimes, and share some of the miracles he has performed in my life. More on how I met him later.

The story of five wives and three divorces that always left me broke. My 40-plus year fight against Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), and the ravages of severe exposure to Agent Orange in Vietnam. My long fight with the V.A., who ignored my medical records and doctor’s letters until 2002. After the war I went back to the Fortune 500 company I worked for when I was working my way through college. Dealing with jobs that were too hard for me because of my PTSD and Agent Orange. In 1990, 22 years after the war, I had a complete mental and physical breakdown and spent weeks in the psychiatric ward at the University of Rochester’s Strong Memorial Hospital in Rochester, NY. Nine months out of work trying to recover. Finally my psychiatrist gave me six Electro Convulsive Therapy (ECT) treatments, better known as electric shock treatments. They helped reorder my brain and I set a date to go back to work. My third wife’s emergency surgery for a shattered disc in her neck, and how she went from loving me to hating me.

Then there was my incredible sex life that started when I was seduced at age 11 by a 30-year old woman. Absolutely one of the best things that ever happened to me. We were in a mother/son/lover relationship for several months. She was an intellectual who taught me about loving women, relationships, and how to deal with a preacher father who beat me with a broomstick, raising welts on my head and back. As we moved to different towns and different churches, my spiritual guide brought me a steady stream of girls and women, who nurtured me through difficult times. This continued throughout my whole life up to now. I always believed that females were God’s finest creation, and every encounter was a loving relationship, even if only for one night, or one airplane flight, which you can read about in The Mile High Club, and I always put the woman’s needs ahead of my own. I never thought in terms of scores or conquests. We shared love equally, and it was always special. I never met a woman who said she was sorry she had met me. The end usually caused a broken heart, but I have so many holes in my heart from losing them that I can’t count them, but we always knew when it was time to move on. Names have been changed to protect their privacy.

I can think of many nasty names people will label me with, but that’s ok with me. That just means that they have read the book. I grew up in a Fundamentalist Preacher’s home that taught that sex was nasty and dirty, and that you would be better off cutting your hand off than to play with yourself. Thank you, KB for not letting me buy into that sickness. I’m not an expert in anything, but this book is full of subtle instructions to the open-minded and people at their wit’s end. This book is not a threat to any of Dr. Ruth Westheimer’s books. It will take you on one man’s journey from religion to spirituality and give you insights into yourself you may not be aware of. It’s not my intention to convert anyone. This is my life alone. Since my conversion, I have never joined a group who believed like me, nor have I ever tried to start a movement. Before now, the people I mentioned KB to could be counted on ten fingers and ten tootsies. I will give you the name of what my spiritual guide says is the greatest book ever written for Earthlings. I may make some technical errors, but none of them reduce the credibility of the episode. Sometimes I will use the correct anatomical names in my stories of sexual episodes and sometimes I’ll use the slang term used by my lovers. Just be aware that this book contains some episodes you might consider to be XXX. Read them or skip them, but don’t miss the many stories of my life and the war. Your guide is the Table of Contents.

There are four main reasons why I wrote this book:

1.  To show what many children really think and feel about sex, and how lack of good sex can make adults and children feel unworthy, unloved, left out, hopeless, angry, lonesome and a whole lot of other destructive feelings.

2.  To show that there is life after religion, but not everyone is ready for it.

3.  To share with you what it’s really like to be a soldier in combat and survive decades uncompensated with permanent illnesses, both physical and mental.

4.  Experience with me a constant stream of extreme highs and lows, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.

Let’s take this journey together. Don’t judge me by one episode or even one group of episodes in my life, but by the whole story I hope you will read. If I can help just one person, this long journey of writing my autobiography will have been worth it. Through the need for oxygen and relief from the many maladies I live with every day, I hacked this out on my old computer, just for you. I am happy to share my personal experiences with people who live alternative lifestyles. Most were happy with most of their lives, they were usually well-off financially, and educated. Many had graduate or post-graduate degrees. Please don’t judge them or me until you have walked a mile in their shoes.

If you would ask me to sum up what I got out of this life in one word, it would be WISDOM. WISDOM is using your accumulated knowledge to always make the right decision for your spiritual life. God bless.

TABLE OF CONTENTS

Chapter 1: KB

Chapter 2: SPIRITUAL ENLIGHTENMENT / SOUL SELF-DISCOVERY

Chapter 3: GILA BEND, AZ

Chapter 4: PHOENIX, AZ

Chapter 5: GRAND BAY, AL

Chapter 6: WINNSBORO, LA

Chapter 7: DOVER, NJ

Chapter 8: COLLEGE

Chapter 9: THE U.S. ARMY

Chapter 10: VIETNAM: WHAT REALLY HAPPENED

Chapter 11: FIRST MARRIAGE AND DIVORCE

Chapter 12: FROM THE WAR TO ATLANTA

Chapter 13: ATLANTA

Chapter 14: THE THREE HORSEMEN-XXX

Chapter 15: SECOND MARRIAGE & DIVORCE

Chapter 16: THIRD MARRIAGE AND DIVORCE

Chapter 17: RETIREMENT

Chapter 18: FOURTH WIFE FOR LIFE—SANDRA

Chapter 19: THE BIG C— STARING DOWN THE GRIM REAPER

Chapter 20: THE MOVE TO DOWNTOWN NORFOLK

Chapter 21: FIFTH WIFE FOR LIFE: MARYANNA—XXX

Chapter 22: EPISODES THAT DON’T BELONG ANYWHERE ELSE

Chapter 23: RANDOM INSIGHTS AND PROPHECIES

Chapter 1: KB

Growing up in a Fundamentalist Christian (FC) home, I was taught that the Bible taught that we were all sinners and those who accepted Jesus Christ as their Saviour (got saved or born again) could count on Him to help us with our lives here on earth. It was feel good religion that taught that Jesus Christ (JC) would help us with every aspect of our earthling lives. All I knew was that many born again Christians lived miserable lives, and like everyone else, they all ended up dead. It rang hollow with me. I also knew that there was some higher power than anyone on earth available to me that seemed to guide my life with strong urgings (prompts), and sometimes through words that either lodged in my brain or came out of my mouth unexpectedly. I know that when I prayed to God or JC, nothing happened, but when this voice spoke, things changed. I learned early that the spiritual eye and spiritual ear, which are located in the center of the forehead could be developed by just throwing my thoughts out into space, addressed to no one in particular, and I would get some kind of answer.

My first experience was when Nate, the youngest of the family, was born. He would be child no. 8, added to a family of 9 already living in a cramped Cape Cod in Dover, N.J. Ten people and one bathroom. We three older kids already felt resentment toward him and Mom & Dad for bringing yet another child into our poverty stricken household. When he came home, I would not look at him and he was put in a bassinette in Mom & Dad’s bedroom. It was a couple of days before I could contain my anger, and when no one was around, I sneaked a peak. Instant tears came to my eyes and this voice came from my mouth that said, That’s my son!! Then I had a vision of many lifetimes he and I have lived together for eons in all types of relationships. I have had a special affinity toward him all his life and I have helped him with his life when he called on me, but always know that, just as I have to live out my destiny, so he has to live out his own. The prompts from this Being were so strong that during elementary and high school they drove me into the arms of selected women who helped me get through tough years, and drove me to go to college. Even when hitchhiking to my job, which was 12 miles from the college at night before I could afford a car, and riding a ten speed bike on an unlit two-lane road, I never even thought of quitting. The Unknown Power drove me on. This is our story.

While going through the ministerial program in college, this Voice showed me what was correct and what was incorrect. When I questioned my professors about passages in the Bible I couldn’t accept, they reminded me that religion was based on faith. Oh, yeah. I forgot. Before I graduated, I received a Local Preacher’s License, which allowed me to preach in any church. But, nobody calls me Reverend. By now I realized I was facing the draft, and that preachers/ministers had to have had a church for 5 years to be exempt from the draft. I got on my knees and prayed to God, reminding him I had spent almost 20 years of my life studying to preach the Gospel, ever since I was called when I was 5 years old. I reminded him that to be an effective minister, professor, or writer, I needed to go to Princeton Theological Seminary. My B average in college would get me in, but I had no money. I considered this to be a small detail for God, who controlled all the money in the world.

In January, 1966 in Buffalo, NY I raised my right hand and swore to defend the Constitution of the United States, etc. I was not angry or upset with God, but at that very moment I had the visceral feeling of all my religion being taken away from me. I definitely felt like I was in the hands of a higher power who said to me, I want you to be the best soldier you can be. From that moment I forgot about the Bible and religion, even refusing a Bible a religious group was passing out to soldiers. I no longer prayed to anyone, but was driven to be the best soldier I could be. FC and the church, and the ministry were totally taken away from me, and I concentrated on listening to that voice. I was never close to anyone in the Army and had no clue as to what lie ahead, but I was unafraid. In fact, I was so ignorant that once before I went into the Army, when I got on an airplane, this guy in dress greens and lots of stripes on his arm got on and I figured he must be a General. (He was a high-ranking NCO, or sergeant.)

The Army and Vietnam have their own stories, so I will fast forward to when I got out of the Army.

Somewhere in this timeframe I got down on my knees and prayed to God. You took away my religion and my chance to go to Princeton. You sent me off to war to kill my fellow man. I’ve learned the difference between religion and spirituality, and I want to become the most spiritual being I can become in the rest of my life on earth. Please help me. The vision started immediately. I saw two women who could be average American housewives. They were lively and chatty. And right by them was this Indian guru, who looked just like Gandhi. I had guides. Mary, Marta and Samsu. In the world of Celestial Beings (CBs), things have to be presented to us in a manner that we can understand. They were with me for many years and they taught me things I did not know. They prompted me to study such things as psychic phenomena, personal relationships, personal development, positive and negative human emotions, human sexuality and many other subjects. I listened and learned, and read hundreds of books.

Then in 1989 I received a vision that told me my guides were being replaced with 3 new guides. They were presented as three beings, the taller one in the middle; Amu, Nuro, and Tron. If you took a white sheet with no eyeholes and covered them, that’s how they were presented to me. They also had an inner light that glowed. I called them my ANTs. They were much more formal and said they had subordinates at hand who would help me through a coming very difficult time, but under their guidance. My third wife left me.

I cried for 3 days. On the third day, I fired my guides. The full impact of what had happened to me was just hitting me. Somehow I felt peaceful and calm. About a week later, I was sitting on my balcony overlooking the bay, just looking at the boats and the water, when I was startled by a loud voice that said, Hello, I’m King Boron, your main guide. All the others work for me and I work for JC. I know you’re wondering how such a high being could be your guide as it is true that I have many responsibilities to JC, but as an aside He lets me guide some of his children on earth. He then told me that he had been my associate through many previous lifetimes and we now work with each other on an equal basis, and we had many more lifetimes to live together. I mentioned that boron is one of the natural elements of the earth and was there any connection? He laughed and said no, but boron was the English word closest to his spiritual name. I told him I knew I was not worthy to be guided by God or JC, the Holy Bible notwithstanding, and he laughed and said he was glad I knew where I stood. That was in 1991. From then on we have had an even closer relationship, through the good, the bad and the ugly. When I speak of KB prior to 1991, it was really his underlings who were guiding my life, but since KB was the top CB during my whole life, I only speak of him. I will recount many stories where KB was directly involved in my life and the lives of those who are in my group. Uncountable miracles. I just needed to introduce him early since he has choreographed my life since birth. He has been a part of every episode I tell.

Being raised in a Fundamentalist family, I was taught that the hierarchy of the Kingdom of God consisted of God, Jesus Christ the Son, the Holy Spirit, and an unknown group of angels. I always knew this was not true in spite of my Godly parents insisting that all those stars up there were put there for mankind on earth and we were the only humanoids in the cosmos. Read the back cover of the book and what KB says about the cosmos. Of course, back then they didn’t have the Hubble books to ponder. The late, great scientist Carl Sagan said that everything on earth and everything we could see is carbon based. So, the Big Bang was only about carbon worlds. Since there are many other elements both on earth and the Kingdom of God, that would infer that there are uncountable worlds out there we cannot see with our carbon-based eyes or our big telescopes. You really wouldn’t think that God would waste all that space out there between galaxies and stars, right?

KB reminded me of part of my past. I had a vision of me as King Imri (Imri is my spiritual name), and Queen Basha, my third wife, standing at the top of the stairs of a huge building, and talking to the people all over that world, who loved us dearly, that we had decided to go to earth and dedicate ourselves to spiritual growth, ahead of all other things. Doesn’t matter that she left hating me. That was just another test by KB to determine my level of obedience and trust. So we came to earth and it was decades before we met. KB said visions were something a person has when they are wide awake, and the vision covers what our human eyes are seeing. I’ve only had a few in my lifetime. We’ll discuss dreams later on.

KB had certain rules for me.

1.  Never ever disobey me or you will lose me.

2.  I made a commitment to the Kingdom Council that I was willing to go through anything on this earth to become the highest spiritual being I personally could become.

3.  He always said, You do your best and I’ll do the rest. That answered the question I used to ask God. Where does my input stop and yours start? With KB, sometimes I did my best and nothing else happened. Other times after I had done my best, he responded with a miracle. I often felt like it was so many miracles for just one insignificant life.

4.  KB also taught me that BY DESIGN, the world is about money, religion is about control, and sex is about pleasure. That meant that none of these three life experiences should ever become our God, or what we live for, but all three were very important for the development of all people. He further stated that we come down here, not to deny ourselves, but to EXPERIENCE life, again, the good, the bad and the ugly. My life would never square with the life of the ascetic St. Augustine.

5.  KB also taught me that spiritual growth is directly related to our ability to destroy our Creator-given negative human emotions. As earthlings, we will always have these emotions, but when you find your individual spirituality, they will only be a whiff in your life. So, there goes ego, anger, greed, jealousy, hatred, bitterness, vengeance, worry, lack of compassion, intolerance, loneliness, anxiety, addictions, hostility, and a host of other negative human emotions. To progress spiritually, you have to get over all these feelings. Note that one emotion I left out is lust. Maybe not for you, but definitely for me. In the old days, we called lust between two individuals chemistry. Today we call it pheromones. God I love pheromones. Throughout my life they have helped me know who KB wanted me to pursue, or respond to their pursuit, and who not to.

6.  KB said that even though he worked directly for Jesus Christ (JC), he, KB was not divinity so I could not pray to him or worship him. We would communicate on an adult level either by prompts, motivated drives, or by voice. In my older age now, we talk by voice. I can hear him every day as loudly as I can hear my wife yelling at me to feed the dogs.

He is who he said he is, and I am who I am telling you I am.

Chapter 2: SPIRITUAL ENLIGHTENMENT /

SOUL SELF-DISCOVERY

The road to spirituality is based on the following truths as given to me by my spiritual guide, KB, January, 2004.

1.   We are not bodies with souls, but souls with bodies. The bodies die or are replaced: the soul lives forever, just in different configurations.

2.   What we call the Universe, the Cosmos, and other names is really The Kingdom of God. The late great scientist Carl Sagan has reminded us that everything about our world and other worlds we see in The Kingdom of God is carbon—based. Carbon is an element, one of a group of substances that cannot be broken down into simpler substances by chemical means. Scientists have deemed our Earth and everything we can see with our eyes to be carbon based. Therefore, since we can assume there are hundreds of other elements which do not exist on Earth and for which there are no English names, it stands to reason that there are large parts of the Kingdom of God that we cannot see with our carbon—based eyes. This means that what we can see with our eyes is only a tiny fraction of the Kingdom of God, and that there are uncountable other worlds and beings we can’t see, some of which may actually overlap and occupy the same space as what we can see, and that we live in. Although there are many types of worlds, I’ll just mention evolutionary and constructed worlds. The Earth in an evolutionary world where God creates it, assigns certain laws to it, then lets it develop however it can by the interaction of the laws. Constructed worlds are built by specialized beings for a specific purpose (vacation, schooling, transport centers, etc.).

3.   The Kingdom of God (or outer space) is expanding rapidly in all directions. God is constantly filling this space with worlds and beings of his own creativity and design. Since these beings need direction just as we do, we Earthlings are in various stages of development through many lifetimes on this world and others, to gain the experience needed to be celestial beings to fill these needs for the new worlds, just as Earth has celestial beings available to those who call on them, to coordinate the original laws (the mathematical bases, nature, gravity, physics, etc.) assigned to the world, and to carry out the dictates of those higher beings charged with overseeing the world and its life forms.

4.   All Earthlings have guides available to them, but the rules for attaining guides are so rigid that most people do not recognize or request them. Guides must be invited in according to the rules and obeyed without question. This means that Earthlings must forfeit varying portions of their free will, which is really no different from the Christian concept of praying to God or The Lord for guidance, or the Jewish concept of putting your self-will aside and following the teachings of their Bible (The Talmud and the Torah), the Islamic practice of following only the teachings and interpretations of the Quran as interpreted by the religious leaders, and the same concept in all other religions. Realistically, there is only one law of God that if we all obeyed, we would live forever in peace and harmony. That is the Golden Rule. Unfortunately, our negative human emotions make that impossible on this world.

5.   I cannot speak for other religions, but in the Christian concept, all spiritual guides working with Earth are in the hierarchy of JC (Jesus Christ), a co-creator with God of this world. Of course, there could be other co-creators. Once invited in, their sole task is the development of the spiritual soul, by whatever means they can. This means they can choreograph a sincere, dedicated person’s life for personal spiritual growth, whether through misery, deprivation, negative human emotions, illness, OR, happiness, wealth, an exceptional body or mind, intellect or any other means they need to develop the soul. Before a soul is ready to tutor beings on other worlds, it must have run the gamut of possibilities on similar worlds. Guides do not promise health, wealth, life, happiness or any other of the good things of life, because it all depends on the composite of the individual soul’s previous lifetimes.

6.   So what do they offer? They offer the revelation of the individual’s soul so that they can live on a higher life plane on Earth (i.e. an enlightened experience). They offer wisdom about this world and Earthlings and how they operate so a soul can take this information with them when they move on to advanced worlds, or other lifetimes in this world or other worlds. They offer freedom from emotional pain by helping you to go to neutral when in distress, and view what is going on from a distance, rather than being totally involved in it, even if it’s happening to you. Since this is a training world, they offer the opportunity to make huge advances in your spiritual development, depending on your commitment level. They offer you the opportunity to go by the rules of a higher, enlightened plane, rather than those of organized religion, which was concocted by man thousands of years ago. As my guide has said to me so astutely, This Earth of yours was designed and organized by God on three premises: 1) The world is about money, 2) organized religion is about control, and 3) sex is about pleasure. He’s not saying these are wrong because that’s the way God designed this training world, but to make it more challenging (and more rewarding if you succeed), he also threw in inborn negative human emotions (to counter our desires to do good), a multitude of races and religions and climates, and socioeconomic classes, and one gender from Mars and one from Venus, and a hundred other things that humanoids have to deal with. He basically built in the principles and walked away, hopefully saying good luck." So with that kind of Earth there really is no heaven or hell after this lifetime, just another lifetime which you live for better or for worse, meaning it either contributes positively to all your other lifetimes, or negatively. And YOU get to decide by where you assign your free will. Sometimes we are rewarded on earth for our spiritual successes (not necessarily good deeds), sometimes it is not of this world, meaning it can’t be used down here and is stored in your vault on a constructed world, and sometimes it is both.

7.   It may be possible for a person to contact his guides through a process of inviting them into their life, stating their willingness to forfeit whatever part of their free will is necessary, meditating and concentrating on their spiritual eye and spiritual ear, which are located in the center of every Earthlings’ forehead, and being willing to give up all of their religious beliefs in favor of spiritual beliefs. That doesn’t mean you HAVE to give up your beliefs, but just be willing to if asked. Many people go through this enlightenment and are allowed to hold on to their religious convictions. Change often comes slowly and it often takes time for a person to receive prompts through their spiritual parts and distinguish them from their own desires and whims. If you are not sure a prompt has come from your guide, ask for a confirmation or two. They will be more than happy to oblige. If confirmation doesn’t happen, it’s possible the prompt came from your own mind, emotions, or desires. As an aside, all guides know all the languages of those in their domain and must transliterate for us all prompts to the spiritual ear and visions to the spiritual eye the information they wish to convey into language and sights we can relate to.

8.   Since contact with personal guides is rare, and sometimes refused because the person’s makeup is not conducive to giving up part of their free will, or they will give up this but definitely not that, or they are not willing to suffer to gain, or for a host of other reasons, it is possible, but not probable that your submissiveness to the revelation of your soul will come through a human spiritual mentor who is a very old soul. The old soul will always have a personal guide, and to avoid control issues, the mentor will advise and present options to the subject, but will never try to control their life. Or, they may just present the answer. The subject will be implanted with a lesser guide who will be prompted by the mentor’s guide who is all knowing. Forming a personal relationship with your implanted guide is paramount to your receiving instructions from your mentor’s guide.

9.   Now to the subject of sexuality, which all beings involved have to be cautious about. No true mentor would ever abuse or use a subject for their own sexual satisfaction. However, since sex is a drive it can play an important role. Think of electricity, probably the most important discovery ever made, and, the world existed millions of years without it. Just over two hundred years ago, Ben Franklin took his kite out in a thunderstorm, and the power and control of electricity is now an everyday, but absolutely necessary force. It was there all along, just waiting to be discovered. That suggests that there may be other yet undiscovered forces that could improve our lives. The corollary is that, according to KB, there are powers and forces in physical contact that we don’t know about, but work without us knowing about them. These are beyond the known benefits of love, bonding, loyalty and other benefits we do know about. In the spiritual world there is a calculated power (depending on the lovers) of the various sexual acts. Note I use the word sexual in place of sex which I think demeans the act. From hugging and kissing, to fondling, to oral sex and sexual intercourse, the unknown powers are passed to us. Certainly, the mentor can pass the needed information on to the subject just by light physical contact, but it just takes longer. So what? Enjoy the journey, no matter how long it takes. The mentor will always be under the control of his or her higher self and never make their partner feel like he or she has no control. So, the process can take months or years, depending on the degree of commitment. It’s important to remember that not all spiritual growth involves sexuality because of secure lifestyles, such as the subject’s relationship or marriage, but in cases where it can include sexuality, there are powerful forces, often including an otherworldly synergy awakened during intimacy, which I myself have experienced.

10.  Essential to this is the knowledge that we are basically chemical beings. Our bodies respond in different ways to what we eat, drink, or breathe in. We are always popping pills, drinking coffee, eating sweets or doing something to alter our bodies’ chemistry to make us feel better or do things we couldn’t do without them. It’s a known fact that we do not know why many chemicals work on our bodies, but they do. So it’s not too hard to get from there to the fact that in the right emotional and spiritual context, the sharing of physicality, along with passion and love, can have a huge impact on our souls, not just our bodies. And the result is, according to the intensity and dedication to our spiritual selves in each lifetime, we more and more qualify ourselves to serve greater and greater roles in the Kingdom of God. What is greater than that we are chosen by God to do His bidding?

Chapter 3: GILA BEND, AZ

CONSCIOUSNESS ADVENT: Everything I have read over the years indicates that all humans experience what I choose to call a Consciousness Advent. The arrival of consciousness. Aren’t