Axe was married for four years and never penetrated his wife; he lost his virginity on a first date at age 30 just before the pandemic hit, and has been exploring kink and poly and what a compatible form of family might look like.* We talk of the desperation of wanting to learn as a submissive, and the moulding, forming and changing word done on a submissive by a good, caring Dominant, and we revisit his sexual history, finding his way from a not particularly open household and abstinence-only sex ed, getting called “pervert” on the playground, and discovering the joys and an inflatable pool and cutting holes in stuffed animals as a kid to college years of evangelical Christianity, abstaining even from kissing, the hyper-masculinity and hypocrisy of that community that ultimately led him to leave it, and trying hard to have sex with his wife (therapy, exploration, viagra didn’t help), ultimately discovering that he had a prolactinoma — a hormone-secreting tumor on the pituitary gland — and what his life has been like since his divorce, what it was like to feel desire and be single just as COVID hit, and how he’s adjusting to stepping off the relationship escalator as he prioritizes sex and connection, not just next logical steps of dating. He’s been exploring his Dom side and suspects he could be a very good boy as well, we talk latex, chastity, deep throating, how he thinks he could give a great blowjob, and how happy he is with the way he thinks about sex now. *Wyoh recommends reading Robert Heinlein novels like The Moon is a Harsh Mistress and Time Enough for Love for examples of nontraditional family units that are awesome. 31 straight cis male; a switch and Librarian from the South. www.mission69.org // www.LikeAKitten.com/coupon/Lover /// www.betterhelp.com/sexstories