Freeing The Unloved Girl: A Woman's Guide To Healing From Childhood Abuse And Conditioning
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“As parts of my childhood memories returned, I tried to make sense of it all. There were many pieces of the puzzle that started to come together as I retraced my steps. It started to make sense why I experienced high levels of anxiety, panic attacks, felt unsafe, and wanted to lock my bedroom door at night.”
Abused as a child
Marisa Catherine Russo
An international award-winning teacher, author, speaker and healer, for twenty-five years Marisa Russo has been changing lives. With her Forensic Healing approach to therapy, the media refer to Marisa as the 'Sherlock Holmes of Healing'. Marisa has a mind that never stops questioning, digging for answers and solutions. She thrives on solving the most challenging health conditions and life circumstances. After working with thousands of clients over the last two and a half decades, Marisa knows the mindset, the healing processes and techniques that really work to help people heal. But it wasn't always this way for Marisa..."I didn't always want to be an alternative therapist. In fact, I wasn't sure I'd amount to anything. I was 40 before I had the first, genuine liberating thought that I might actually have something to contribute to the world! I was emotionally, physically and sexually abused as a child. I grew up feeling worthless and alone. A raft of addictions masked my pain. I was totally dysfunctional. My body and emotions were riddled with so much suffering that life seemed futile and death a welcome option. For many years I travelled the globe, desperate to overcome and escape the chronic pain, fatigue, addictions and illnesses that resulted from years of abuse. The unrelenting pain led me to seek alternative therapy only because traditional doctors said I would have to live with the pain for the rest of my life - a prophecy that I wasn't about to accept!" Marisa tried many different therapies and studied more than 60 courses. $310,000 later she discovered her healing gift. Through clearing her own condition, her energetic connection had grown so strong that she could read a person's body to accurately determine the cause of their condition and know how to bring relief. In 2011, after many requests from clients to learn her methods, Marisa combined all of the alternative healing techniques she discovered into the Forensic Healing homebased and live training courses.
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Freeing The Unloved Girl - Marisa Catherine Russo
ABOUT THE BOOK
Freeing the Unloved Girl is a woman’s guide to healing from childhood abuse and conditioning.
As parts of my childhood memories returned, I tried to make sense of it all. There were many pieces of the puzzle that started to come together as I retraced my steps. It started to make sense why I experienced high levels of anxiety, panic attacks, felt unsafe, and wanted to lock my bedroom door at night.
Abused as a child, Marisa Russo feared commitment and fell into a lifestyle of poor choices and negativity. Finally able to reclaim her true identity in her forties, she made it her life’s work to help others in the same predicament. Having founded Forensic Healing, Marisa’s investigative style of therapy first attracted praise in her book, Women Breaking Free. In this new offering, Freeing the Unloved Girl, Marisa helps readers discover and heal past hurts using a combination of examples and exercises, alongside words of encouragement and validation.
WHAT YOU WILL LEARN
A step-by-step liberating process of self-discovery and empowerment to;
Remove the effects of emotional and physical abuse along with subtle and obvious conditioning from the stereotypes of being a woman.
Reconnect to your ability as a woman to feel and know answers, solutions, and guidance that direct you to safety, truth and empowerment.
Release guilt, negative associations and crippling preconceptions.
Express yourself fully and feel free to be you, using conversation and expression analysis.
Rate your relationships using the Positive Energy Index to enhance your personal power network.
Live a proven, daily system to create a richer, more rewarding, and happier life.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
An international award-winning teacher, author, speaker and healer, for twenty-five years Marisa Russo has been changing lives. With her Forensic Healing approach to therapy, the media refer to Marisa as the ‘Sherlock Holmes of Healing’.
Marisa has a mind that never stops questioning, digging for answers and solutions. She thrives on solving the most challenging health conditions and life circumstances. After working with thousands of clients over the last two and a half decades, Marisa knows the mindset, the healing processes and techniques that really work to help people heal.
But it wasn’t always this way for Marisa…
"I didn’t always want to be an alternative therapist. In fact, I wasn’t sure I’d amount to anything. I was 40 before I had the first, genuine liberating thought that I might actually have something to contribute to the world!
I was emotionally, physically and sexually abused as a child. I grew up feeling worthless and alone. A raft of addictions masked my pain. I was totally dysfunctional. My body and emotions were riddled with so much suffering that life seemed futile and death a welcome option.
For many years I travelled the globe, desperate to overcome and escape the chronic pain, fatigue, addictions and illnesses that resulted from years of abuse. The unrelenting pain led me to seek alternative therapy only because traditional doctors said I would have to live with the pain for the rest of my life – a prophecy that I wasn’t about to accept!"
Marisa tried many different therapies and studied more than 60 courses. $310,000 later she discovered her healing gift. Through clearing her own condition, her energetic connection had grown so strong that she could read a person’s body to accurately determine the cause of their condition and know how to bring relief.
In 2011, after many requests from clients to learn her methods, Marisa combined all of the alternative healing techniques she discovered into the Forensic Healing home-based and live training courses.
FREE COMPANION RESOURCE
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CONTENTS
ABOUT THE BOOK
WHAT YOU WILL LEARN
ABOUT THE AUTHOR
FREE COMPANION RESOURCE
CHAPTER 1: BREAKING POINT
Time to Get Real
Short-term Gain, Long-term Loss
Sourcing the Power to Heal
Bare Your Scars
The Magic of Being Connected
Are You Ready to Face What Lies Within?
CHAPTER 2: ALL IS WITHIN
Pain is Your Indicator to Change
Take the Insanity Plea
Time to Change?
Use Your GPS
It All Begins with Energy
Energy Can Heal or Harm
Read the Clues
Who Makes the Rules?
Your Feelings Do Matter
My Mother Compounded the Problem
My Mind was Wired for Hardship
Your Life Reflects Your Beliefs
Persist-It’s So Worth It!
CHAPTER 3: SURVIVAL
Gather the Clues
The Ghost Story
Survival Mechanisms
Flashbacks
Denial: The Best Defence?
Signs of Disconnection
The Path to Reconnect Yourself
Were You Neglected or Abused?
Asking for Assistance
Freeing Women Exercise Knowing Yourself
Flashbacks and Revisiting My Home
CHAPTER 4: ADMISSION
Anger-A Manifestation of Pain
Releasing the Anger
The Five Stages of Healing
Freeing Women Exercise: Express And Feel
The Woman That Was Never Angry
The Apology Story
The Power of Apology
Freeing Women Exercise: The Apology Method
Freeing Women Exercise: The Apology
Practice the Apology and Healing Steps 4 - 10
CHAPTER 5: PATTERNS
The Auction
Reading the Patterns
Remember: Life is Your Message
Everything Consists of Patterns
Patterns In Our Connections With Others
Freeing Women Exercise: Changing Your Patterns
CHAPTER 6: SELFISH
The Reasons: Conditioning
Life is a Science
The Power of Thought
Time To Wake Up
History Has It’s Scars
Who Has the Answers?
Who’s Your Idol?
What is Sacrifice?
Are You Asking for the Wrong Things?
Suffering Bob
What Messages are You Launching into the Universe?
Melissa’s Mum
Freeing Women Exercise: Cancel Contracts, Vows And Obligations
Waking Up
CHAPTER 7: POWER
The Sinking of the Titanic
The Power of Relationships
What’s Your Current Energy Status
?
You Are Like a Magnet
Make Constructive Choices
Science Proves Emotions Create Outcomes
DNA Phantom Effect Experiment
Remove Weak Links
Negative Emotions
Always Trying to Do the Right Thing?
The Power of Emotional States
Freeing Women Exercise: Positive Energy Index (Pei)
PEI Rating
Your Source of Power
CHAPTER 8: EXPRESSION
So Women Have to be Silent?
Top Ten List of Women’s Fears
Freeing Women Exercise: Conversation And Expression Analysis
Empowered Responses
The Handball
Become a Negotiator and Influencer
CHAPTER 9: GRATITUDE
Is Karma a Bitch?
Kindness to Self
Karma Follows You
Karma Clearing
The Power of Thought and Good Intentions
Freeing Women Exercise: Karma Clearing
There’s Always a Bigger Picture
Understanding the Five Functions of Karma
Research Shows Gratitude Heightens Quality of Life
Ingratitude Has Consequences
There’s More Sense in Life Than We Realise
Judgement Day
Words Aren’t Necessary
Breaking Free
Karmic Bank Account
Spring Clean
CHAPTER 10: BECOMING WHOLE
Good Signs and Messages
Finding Answers
What Are Your Blocks Telling You?
Finding a Billion-year Contract
Being Held Hostage by a Contract
Being Sensitive Does Give You an Advantage
Symptoms of Soul Loss
Healing Words to Become Whole
Freeing Women Exercise: Daily System
Conclusion
RESOURCES: STAYING CONNECTED
Social Media
Workshops
Free Resources
Self Healing Video Courses
Chapter 1:
Breaking Point
"Is it just me or does everyone reach a breaking point in their life?
I couldn’t understand why I suddenly burst into tears as I began my 8.00 a.m. shift at work. I enjoyed my job, my colleagues were nice, and everything had been fine the day before. I wasn’t crying over a breakup, I didn’t have a boyfriend at the time and even if that had been the case, I would’ve been cursing and wishing I’d never met him. But here I was, hiding behind my hands, unable to find a single reason for the uncontrollable tears that were making my body shake. I later realised it was the long overdue opening of Pandora’s Box which, although I resisted with all my might, would never be closed again.
Only hours before, I had routinely gotten out of bed, eaten breakfast, and driven to work. Now, I couldn’t even talk as the emotions poured out of me. My mind flashed back to my thirtieth birthday party two weeks earlier, when I had indulged myself and thrown a traditional ball with a Cinderella theme. I rented an outrageously elaborate pink ball gown, got some friends to dress up as footmen, and danced the night away. Hang the expenses—I wanted a fairy-tale evening of wishful thinking. I’d decided on Cinderella, as she had a happy ending to a miserable life. Now that’s a clue right there! Having begun my thirtieth year with the promise of a great decade ahead, I thought I was happy—or at least, there was nothing discernibly making me unhappy.
Thank God there was no one in the reception room when I broke down. My job was answering incoming calls at the British Petroleum head office. The next co-worker would arrive at 9.00 a.m., so I had one hour to pull myself together before anyone witnessed what a basket case I had become. I felt like an overstuffed suitcase on its way home from an overindulgent shopping holiday: everything spills out as you push and squeeze the contents tightly into the case, trying to close the zipper without breaking it. It was obvious: my zipper was busted and could no longer hold the contents.
Despite the spillage, my mindset wasn’t to take the day off and go home. I was a hard worker who always arrived early and stayed late. Time off had never been an option for me. My only choice was to soldier on and get the job done, just as I’d been doing my whole life. My emotions were pushed down and buried—not honoured, explored, or considered.
I couldn’t leave my desk to go to the ladies’ room, so I dug into my handbag for tissues and a compact mirror. As I looked into it, the reflection looking back could have easily been mistaken for someone the morning after a heavy night on the town. I closed the compact to avoid looking into my own eyes. I just hoped all the redness and swelling would be gone before anyone walked through the door.
Little did I know this was the beginning of an awakening process that would completely release me from my secret life of unspoken misery. Like the overstuffed suitcase, I was too full to notice what was inside and I purposely avoided looking within by creating days full of people to see and things to do. I was constantly rushing from one event to the next. I signed up for every available committee that would have me. I was dedicated to creating a life of constant distractions, so that I never had the time to be still and take a good look at myself.
A few years prior to this unravelling, I had travelled the world, searching for something that I felt was missing in my life. I had left my home in Australia and moved to Italy in my early twenties, where I almost married a handsome Florentine doctor named Marco, just after I joined the Mormon Church. After deciding not to marry him (more about my lunatic behaviour later), I returned to Melbourne and began working for British Petroleum. This is where the repressed contents of my past began spilling out. Nothing I tried could close the zipper on that bulging suitcase of emotions.
I had lived my life as a good citizen. While studying part-time for a health science degree, I was heavily involved in serving others through church callings. I worked hard to give myself a sense of being useful in the world. Yet all my life, my father’s words continued to haunt me: You’re stupid. You’re an idiot and you will never amount to anything.
I was determined to prove him wrong and banish the damning judgement that echoed in my head.
By the time my thirties rolled around, I was struggling with chronic neck pain after a series of whiplash injuries. I spent a small fortune on traditional therapies that offered only temporary relief. Life continued on autopilot. I was like the robot on the TV series Lost in Space, repeating, Danger, Will Robinson!
and ensuring that everyone else was taken care of, without ever considering myself. My automated response to addressing my own needs was: That does not compute.
Putting other people’s needs before my own seemed like the right thing to do. It was my way of being selfless and, therefore, worthy. I lived my life as most women do, believing my self-worth was associated with how selfless and giving I was to others.
My unexpected crying episode forced me to stop and reflect on my life. I began to realise that I had never felt fulfilled or good enough. Because of that, I attracted people who manipulated and took advantage of me. They reinforced the unworthiness I’d felt since my childhood. I had to finally acknowledge the physical, emotional, and sexual abuse my father had inflicted on me, instilling so much self-hatred that my body was reacting. At last, I was required to change, as the pain was too great to bear. Although I couldn’t imagine it at the time, the long process of healing and changing eventually became a precious gift I could share with other women.
Since then, I have earned my black belt in self-respect. I have opened up to an ability to intuit others’ agendas and intentions. I can feel and read people’s energy fields allowing me to assist in clearing the energy blockages that are preventing them obtaining the same freedom and happiness I have finally gained in my own life.
Time to Get Real
As you read this book, you might not yet know what’s stopping your success or happiness. You might not be as deep in denial as I was! Maybe, for you, there’s just