Diary of a Mad Woman

By Beth Hoyer

Mad Woman’s thoughts of as thought them down via typing onto the laptop. This is the journalistic entries of one clone named Victoria Montreal Thunder with a mental illness and detailing her life having that medical ailment and living on planet Aire. Have you ever wondered what the mind of a person with schizophrenia is like? It is chaotic, at times distress and always very inspirational. This is the diary of a mentally ill woman who is also deaf. It is creative, and creates understanding and sympathy for people who deal with oppressive inner voices, even that of a person who has never heard sound in her life.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Beth Hoyer
• Release date: Sep 8, 2017
• ISBN: 9781370178063

Beth Hoyer

I'm currently a lover of cats. I love to type stories on my computer for hours. I like the science fiction fantasy genre with romance thrown in it when it comes to my stories. I like to take hikes through forests snapping photos to use as my covers for my stories. I'm an aspiring author of science fiction fantasy.AccomplishmentWe that seek goals and dreams,Seek many ways for the dreams,To be accomplished.We that seek the path to the goal,Know there will be many paths.Choosing the right one,Will take time.We that dream the impossible,To be accomplished,Will face many,Obstacles, bridges,And challenges,To be overcome in time.It will take time for,There’s no challenge too great,Nor too small that waits,To be conquered.

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Diary of a Mad Woman

Edenia Series

By Beth Hoyer 2021

Diary starts:

Mad Woman’s thoughts of as thought them down via typing them down. Recorder interrupted from typing a line by a kiss on the side of the neck by her Tom Thunder aka Tim the original of Tom Thunder/Keo hybrid Banshee’s clones as he's preferred to be referred. Recorder gave Tim a glare of annoyance to notice he was still clad in his loin cloth underwear garment and nothing else on his form.

Recorder unsure of her name despite known as Veronica Thomas spoke to Tim Shouldn't you be wearing clothes Timmy dear?

Tim in response gave her a kiss on the lips she broke it off while clearing her throat.

Tim spoke in response I prefer not to wear anything confining. It's from wearing that piece of garment going around as Timer the Souler's leader in some proxy joke.

Recorder ignored Tim's insult term of proxy joke involving the Soulers' Leader; Timer himself.

According to Tim Timer was an implanted brain in a machine made to look humanoid looking.

No one knew who that brain was actually but there were rumors among the inhabitants of Mister Jinks Montreal's residence that the brain was of Alexei Zesky after his body failed function.

The Soulers according to Tim guarded this Timer very religiously and refused to let anyone see him except a proxy version aka I myself posing as him via restraint garments which he would give me orders to do in his place.

Tim had added according to him once spoken to Recorder, spoke Nope don't give a damn about the Soulers as long as I stop going around as their leader in some posing form in confining garments. I'll wear clothes when I'm good and ready. Besides its time for you to eat so stop fooling with that laptop now, Veronica.

Recorder found food next to her laptop and set aside the laptop to eat the food then resumed this typing involving what was going on among her in the dining room of Jinks Montreal's residence.

Recorder found Dalton original of Jinks Montreal clones as assumed despite some suspicion of him being a cloned copy. Dalton was seated next to her in his chair in Jinks' head spot of the table officially referred as Jinks Montreal privately among the inhabitants not in his presence. Mostly referred as Dalton to his presence despite him seemingly in denial about being the original Jinks Montreal, as in source of the clones of Jinks Montreal, while taking the Lance Richard a god of the First Ones’ also known as an annoyance god by the High Council. Lance Richard’s title is known publicity among the Humans also known as First Ones by the High Council. Dalton according to Recorder was seated in his seat by the word of the butler, James manipulating him to sit there. Recorder found Dalton had fallen asleep while seated in his chair and appeared to be remembering something despite not displaying his Lance Richard persona. Recorder frowned as Dalton woke up to give up bah fits like he remembered something bad as said by the Meritanians Tank and Merra broadcasting to her once.

Recorder recalled Tank said to her once asked these questions What's going on with Dalton's memories anyway? I thought he was aware of everything involving him and his cloning?

Tank said Dalton knows only from the moment he wound up having his horse shot dead which resulted in horse bones and then he knocked out to be put into a tube. Happened after he was sent back to Lance Richard's time to help the High Council with a silly problem of getting a Highlander to lead a group. He doesn't know anything involving his clones' lives and we Meritanians are giving those memories to him to remember once we're sure he's sane enough to receive them. He's a bit on the lunatic side from his time being in a tube for too long and hardly ever taken out. He prefers to call himself Dalton because he felt like Dalton, Lance Richard's original son born to Lance Richard himself via another female hence he calls himself that. Don't mind his hissy fits he gives because he's getting memories of his clones from us. So don't ask us again or we'll dump you and thingy into the pool. Ha-ha.

At the moment according to Recorder, Tank went into a laughing fit which Recorder figures out that Lance Richard was mean to the Meritanians aka setting off his earthquake powers. Hence Meritanians retaliating against Lance Richard for that by making his own offspring Dalton suffer from memories of bad things done to his clones in his mind. Hence his hissy bah fits in response to those memories appearing to be bad enough to bother him.

Recorder resumed typing onto the laptop this scene till Recorder once again interrupted by Tim kissing the side of her neck and rubbing her back-

Recorder found Tim managed to get her to stand up and form turned around for a lengthy kiss on the lips.

Tank's blaring voice heard in her mind Enough of that kissy face ritual. The High Council wants you, Timmy, into their presence.

Recorder found Tim in response breaking off the kiss and snarling Only Veronica can call me Timmy and no one else.

Recorder doesn't say a word in response as Tim disappears into a light show indicating Meritanian transportation when she resumes typing onto the laptop her story only to hear "Veronica, why don't you make that story involving your favorite person Tom himself?'

Recorder found the voice spoken that question was Barry, aka clone of Jinks Montreal and Barry the Builder some lame Humanoid who went around via cane speaking gibberish like language as a compeller.

Barry as he calls himself wound up appeared to have used the kissy face ritual between her and Tim to read her story on the laptop.

Recorder gave Barry an all black eyed glare in response only to get him flaring his evil eyed look of golden eyes and giving her a Confess your crime glare.

Recorder didn't comment a response to that talk instead heard Dalton giving off one of his bah fits again as Barry continued Just don't want to be reminded of my brothers' and myself as Barry or whatever name, living in whatever this planet is called and their demise by the High Council soon after the group left the planet. Hence I, Barry living on as a survivor of those four in a body form as Jinks Montreal's clone.

Recorder cleared her throat loudly while still flaring the Source her all black eyed glare in response only to get Barry speaking Compeller's chatter which she was compelled to speak Alright I'm out of ideas for a story at the moment hence I typing whatever comes to mind memories, including what I'm doing at the moment.

Recorder found Dalton in response giving off a loud Bah Hah comment of a Shadonian, before they devolved into Tennans, some bugged bird faced antenna like humanoid hive species that don't seem aware of their former lives as Shadonians.

Recorder remembers that Dalton’s fits involves the clones are like a hive species via memories which one clone knows all clones of the same person knows. Meaning all Dalton’s clones have memories that all of the Daltons know and are put into the current Dalton by the Meritanians hence his lunatic bah hah fits. Recorder figured she was spared of that hive cloning mentally but suspects her dreams in bed involved something of memories fully in mind. Sometimes Recorder remembers those memories other times she doesn’t remember them.

Recorder looked at Dalton while giving him a glare only to get him speaking some memory involving Lance Richard appeared to be raised by someone else than his actually mother.

Recorder typed it down onto one file and wound up saving it onto another file called Mordred.

Dalton made his story seemed like it was involving King Arthur’s son Mordred returning from the dead. King Arthur in case anyone wants to know is an ancient Earth legend in a nation of Great Britain.

Recorder wound up of needing to have something to type.

Recorder interrupted by again another kiss on the neck by Tim doing it.

P.U! Recorder heard from Dalton finding the male was holding his nose indicating some stinky smell.

Recorder gave Dalton a glare of annoyance-

Recorder found Tim managed to pick her up and ignored her pleas of Put me down now!

Tim according to Recorder managed to get her into her bedroom's private room into the shower stall for a shower and cleaning including a familiar sexual ritual involving touching each other all over the place and doing mating behaviors. Tim wound up ending it by getting Recorder out of the shower stall and dried then clothes put on again that were the same as ever. Sweat shirt, sweat pants, omitting undergarments and slip on flat shoes and hair dried by hair dryer in the wall watched by Tim standing with arms folded, he appearing to be amused by it. Recorder found Tim appeared to not have any hair anywhere on his body including his head hence his Souler appearance on his face despite having Human black eyes. Recorder also noticed that Tim's arms were appearing to be bony with tight skin over it and not many muscles despite a muscular form elsewhere including yummy abs for rubbing and feeling via hands. Recorder found Tim followed her to the dining room to back to the laptop computer she spied Barry nosily reading its contents.

Recorder gave Barry a glare of annoyance and spoke loudly Don't make me make you a character in my story to kill you off.

Barry, to Recorder's disgust shrugged and flicked laptop towards her side of the table and got from the male speaking in response Just can't help it when I feel like I father you when I'm not.

Recorder gave up a sound of disgust and went to the laptop computer to resume typing, including this scene down followed by trying to figure out what else to type than Tim pacing in the dining room in front of her. Tim seemed annoyed about something and was pacing ignoring Recorder watching.

Recorder thought of typing this down till Dalton's bah fit interrupted Recorder's typing he appearing to have the Source in control and appearing to be having a headache by hands gripping the area. Recorder frowned as Dalton kept on gripping his head she noticed he was grimacing and groaning loudly. Barry, according to Recorder wasn't concerned by that painful status Dalton was displaying. Instead was giving Dalton a familiar glare involving something criminal.

Recorder found Dalton quit the grimacing to speak using the Source's voice I wasn't given the Source and its uses before I wound up in a stinking tube. Hence the Meritanians are giving me painful memories involving how my clones figured out how to use it. Those memories they give me always gives me headaches. Head pains to indicate it's my mind scanned. I can't do a thing about it at all.

Recorder heard Barry speaking Compeller's chatter to find Dalton disappearing in a light show to hear snickering like laughter from Merra sounding in her mind. Merra habitually broadcasts within Recorder’s mind despite broadcasted elsewhere to whoever cares to hear her.

Recorder spoke loudly Barry, what did you do to Dalton?

Barry gave her a golden eyed glare in response and refused to answer that question instead shut his eyes and formed his familiar concentration look involving seeing via an All Seeing One God within his mind.

Recorder was forced to guess that Barry had Dalton transported via Meritanian means to the pool in the attached building to be dumped into. Hence Merra's laughter sounding in her mind for Merra always makes sure that Recorder hears what's she's broadcasting about.

Recorder suspects that Tank is broadcasting onto Tim himself hence Tim's hissy fits of pacing and rubbing his head like he's doing at the moment and acting like he's angry about something and isn't going to say what it is.

Recorder wound up typing this scene out of needing something to type.

Tim again interrupted Recorder to indicate it was time to eat food as said by him You need to eat, Veronica.

Recorder obeyed to eat her food but kept her laptop onto her lap folded out of hand's shot of Barry and his stinking noisiness. Recorder noticed that only Tim had a liquid diet of a brown drink indicating it as cocoa and nothing else. Dalton and Barry, like Recorder, was given regular foods grown from Australia Atoll on one of those islands.

Most of those Humans living on planet Aire left the planet with other species once the Annoyov Barack Station was abandoned to elsewhere. Not sure where those Humans went, but sure its not planet Earth, aka Terra according to Barry. He noticed the planet is underneath High Council's control, by the Highlanders calling themselves Elf or Elves for more than one.

He also according to him during bites of food mentioned I noticed that Tom via Terra has appeared to have some ability to jump all over the place while having his Berserker side in control. Sort of like an acrobat or a gorilla from the looks of him.

Barry heard speaking I think the High Council took Mindbender as he calls Tom with them as their perfect servant who has undivided loyalty-

Tim heard giving off a sound of disgust loudly but ignored by Barry who keeps speaking They must have done something to Mindbender, medically to make him able to jump around like an acrobatic monkey including involving his Berserker side in control. I got suspiciousness that they altered his eyesight involving seeing in the dark from the way he's acting seeing gonoids and avoiding them at night.

Recorder finished eating and didn't comment a response instead resumed typing onto the laptop and figured that Barry had a point of making the story involving her Tom.

Recorder interrupted by Tim again kissing the side of her neck making her annoyed with that interruption and him speaking What are you typing?

Recorder heard Barry speaking Compeller's chatter, found she speaking Just a story involving my Tom.

Recorder got Tim in response flaring golden eyes along with flexing a bony clawed hand into her face and snarling in some angry voice tone growling indicating his Berserker side in control. It's only seen by his eyes turning golden like a Compeller. Recorder not sure of what mental abilities that Tim seemed to have.

Dalton heard speaking I thought Tim was yours, Veronica. Who's this Tom you're referring to anyway?

Recorder figured out what Tim was indicating figured she'll type more lately....

Recorder once assuring Tim You’re my Tom I’m referring to as My Tom!

Tim appearing to agree after doing a mating ritual involving some sexual act of intercourse in private into her bedroom. Tim seemed fine with that mating ritual when Recorder did it to him lying there staring at the ceiling he appearing to be upset with something. Recorder wound up doing that mating ritual as a result during a break of typing.

Recorder once done with the mating ritual kissed Tim on the lips and spoke You’re my Tom!

Tim didn’t flare his Berserker side in control in disagreement instead said I sort of agree. Sounding distracted like he’s remembering something bad.

Recorder once in bed clothe covering form with a still loin clad Tim in response heard her Tom speaking I got a memory involving this Tom I'm not sure what it means.

Recorder spoke in response Come with me to the dining room while I go type this down.

Tim gave up a sound of disgust in response to Recorder's talk only to hear a door knocking sound on the bedroom door.

Tim according to Recorder spoke Answer the door, Veronica. It's your room.

Veronica obeyed to answer the door finding Barry holding her laptop in hand in nearly folded position but still saving her work once checked.

Barry spoke once handing Recorder her laptop I figured you'll need this.

Recorder caught the smirk on Barry's face to figure out that he spied onto Recorder and Tim's mating ritual in the bedroom using his All Seeing One mental ability.

Recorder felt disgust hit took the laptop and spoke with disgust in her voice Thanks Barry.

Recorder shut the door and went to the bed to sit down opening the laptop and typed this down and eyeing Tim to speak something involving his memory despite throat clearing noises sounded loudly multiple times.

Recorder after speaking Tim! got Tim after a lengthy pause spoke his story in response which was saved onto another file onto the trusty laptop.

Tim ended the story according to the Recorder but didn't say anything else. Instead appeared to have fallen asleep while lying on the bed with Recorder.

Recorder heard in her mind Merra's voice speaking Nighty night smarty.

Recorder felt sleepiness hit figured that it was time for bed and will type more lately.....

Recorder woke up to alarm clock blaring loudly to find Dalton had appeared to not taken the air mattress as Barry was no where in sight via armchair.

Dalton was seen coming out of Jinks' bedroom looking annoyed and grumpy to Recorder on the way to the dining room in the hallway. Recorder went to the dining room to find Barry already inside with eyes shut and he forming his familiar concentration looks indicating peeping onto people like a peeping tom idiot. Recorder felt no compulsion to insult Barry just wanted to call him an idiot for his nosiness. Humph.

Recorder wound up eating breakfast as Tim drank his meal then went to sit down next to her appearing to be peering off her shoulder at her typing to her annoyance.

You're annoyed? Tim heard speaking.

Indicated he was reading over her shoulder like a rude person.

Hey I'm not rude! I'm just curious as to what story you got published already for me to read! says Tim.

Barry heard speaking Check the library, Tim. There are books already there by Veronica Thomas-

He was interrupted by Tim speaking I meant my Veronica Thomas here's works and not her previous title holder's personal works.

Recorder found Tim once again peering over her shoulder as in standing and peering while she typed this down along with trying to bribe her with kisses onto her neck as he kept onto doing this nosiness.

Tim, get off from peering onto my shoulder and go do something else!

Barry heard Just type a story for him to read and ignore his nosiness.

Recorder obeyed to type a scene down as narrated by Tim speaking it in her ear involving what he said to Recorder in her bedroom. Recorder didn't protest to Tim's tale speaking it while reading over her shoulder as she typed this. Tim felt kissing her neck again from the feel and is rubbing her back indicating another kissy ritual involving Barry to snoop.

Barry, stay out of my laptop and contents!

Recorder obeyed to Tim's kiss only interrupted by Barry speaking Tim, go practice karate with Dalton. You both need the exercise.

Recorder also got ordered by Barry insisting Veronica, hit the gym room. You need the exercise. Sitting typing all day isn't good for you.

Recorder found while doing karate underneath Barry's drilling towards Tim and Dalton that Tim was distracted like he was recalling something bad. Hence Tim attacking punching bag with furiously angry behavior including full body attack. Dalton seemed to not be spared of this memory thing by giving the punching bag a twin behavior.

Barry seemed to be ignoring that and ordering Recorder to keep on kicking and punching the bag. Recorder obeyed despite not remembering much involving Victoria's life when doing karate. Instead let her body do the karate movements like automatically having muscle memories of it.

Recorder got relief from the karate by Barry ordering her out of the gym room and insisting Tim and Dalton stay. I need to practice karate myself and I need sparring partners. I refused to hit a woman anyway.

Recorder figures to her I'll take opportunity to type onto the laptop.

Recorder wound up going to the dining room to type onto the laptop till her notice a pop up button for her email from the High Council that sends her files to type or edit.

Recorder wound up finding this file included a story she's