Under The Kimono

By Justine Oubre

On his death bed, a Japanese Man tells a heartbreaking story of his life, full of twists and turns, from struggling with childhood abuse, love & murder, self identity, marriage, and death in a pandemic. Just when you think you know what’s going to happen next, another bombshell drops that changes everything.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Justine Oubre
• Release date: Jan 13, 2021
• ISBN: 9781005812898

Justine Oubre

Aspiring Writer In The Making Trying To Give The People What They Want. I grew up with very overprotective parents and older and younger brothers who see me as the typical silent submissive girl who just do what she is told by those around her who are superior and in authority. Seen and not heard, the silent slave. So for me, I think my writing is my way for me to express myself and show a part of me that I can’t let be seen by my parents or other family members. I tend to express everything that I’m feeling through my writing. My fantasies, my thoughts, my desires, how I would want to live my life. I even express things that are going on in my life, that I can’t really share with the people around me. I really would like to be open and honest about how I’m feeling but again I don’t want to be judged by people so I keep it to myself. I do know that sometimes my thoughts and my feelings can be a bit contradictory but it’s just who I am. I know when people say give me your honest opinion they really don’t mean it so I do tend to lie to their face but in my writing where I’m basically a stranger and anonymous, I will tell it like it is and tell you the truth. I also know people will do the same to me and be honest and truthfully sometimes I wanna hear it and sometimes I don’t and I will get an attitude and judged them. I know it’s not right but nobody’s perfect.

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Under The Kimono

By Justine Oubré

Copyright 2020 Justine Oubré

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Chapter 1.

They say before you die that your life flashes before your eyes, I guess I’m at that point. I still have so many things left to do; I’m not ready to die yet. I never thought this would happen to me, but than again so did no one else. I guess that I should start from the beginning. I'm an accident and not supposed to exist. My mother, if you can call her that was a stripper. She worked in a club dancing, but for the right price she'll let you fuck her anyway you want or anywhere. The right price starts at $20 or a case of beer or a dime bag of crack. At the time, my dad was working for a company that wanted to place a business in America. They (the company) ended up in talks with a guy who was a little shady as fuck but would come through. This guy who I'm going to call Buddha Boss because he clams to spiritually enlighten to all things and opened minded and humanitarian and other bull crap to trick people. So Buddha invited them (the company) to come over so he could wine and dine them into making a deal. My dad (Genji) was sent along with his friends (Ryuu, Juro, Michiaki) (not they're real names) as representatives of the company. This was in June 1974. Things seem to be going well, but to really seal the deal and his plan; Buddha took everyone to the strip club. Buddha was a regular there and new which strippers were up for anything if you had the money. Let's just say, Buddha put up the money. Now I should point out that Ryuu was divorced, but Juro and Michiaki were married. So I ended up being conceived in the back room of a strip club. Anyway after that it wasn't long before Buddha had taken over the company my dad worked for and got rid of his boss, basically stealing the company.

Because my mom has sex with many guys, she didn't know who got her pregnant. I was born premature on February 14, Valentine’s Day. When it was obvious that I was half Asian it narrowed it down to my dad and his co-workers. My mom placed fatherhood on my dad, but she had no idea if he even was the father. She contacted Buddha and told him and he told my dad. This was a shock to my dad who immediately booked a flight to America to come to me. My mom's side of the family didn't take too kindly of me being a trick baby and my dad for being a creep. For the next four years