Small Happiness & Other Epiphanies
By Sparrow
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"Happiness starts small; learn to recognize it. It's like a weed we see every day but cannot identify." Thus begins Small Happiness, an invaluable guide to “all” of human life including such vital subjects as: decorating with books, dancing as medicine, composting, the "Slow Read Movement," how to conduct a wedding, secrets of invigorated aging (including an interview with Sparrow's 100-year-old father), the art of aroma, and self-psychoanalysis. After buying Small Happiness, you may guiltlessly burn all your previous self-help books.
Sparrow
Sparrow is the author of seven books, the most recent being On certain nights everyone in the USA has the same dream (Inpatient Press), a journal of his 2016 Presidential campaign. (Sparrow is also running for President in 2020.) He has been published in The New Yorker, The Sun, The New York Times, The American Poetry Review, and Reptiles of the Mind. Sparrow plays flutophone in the pro-Zoroastrian pop group Foamola. He lives in a doublewide trailer in Phoenicia, New York with his studious wife Violet Snow. Follow Sparrow on Twitter: Sparrow@Sparrow14
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Small Happiness & Other Epiphanies - Sparrow
Small Happiness
& Other Epiphanies
Small
Happiness
& Other Epiphanies
Sparrow
Monkfish Book Publishing Company
Rhinebeck, New York
Small Happiness & Other Epiphanies ©
2020
by Michael Gorelick
All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner without the consent of the publisher except in critical articles or reviews. Contact the publisher for information.
Portions of this book first appeared in the essay Small Happiness,
published in the July
2015
issue of The Sun magazine.
Fireflyy and Max Powow are fictional musical artists invented by the author.
Paperback ISBN
978-1-948626-29-3
eBook ISBN
978-1-948626-30-9
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Names: Sparrow (American poet), author.
Title: Small happiness & other epiphanies / Sparrow.
Other titles: Small happiness and other epiphanies
Description: Rhinebeck, New York : Monkfish Book Publishing Company, [2020]
Identifiers: LCCN 2020030908 (print) | LCCN 2020030909 (ebook) | ISBN
9781948626293 (paperback) | ISBN 9781948626309 (ebook)
Subjects: LCSH: Happiness. | Conduct of life.
Classification: LCC BJ1481 .S6594 2020 (print) | LCC BJ1481 (ebook) | DDC
170/.44--dc23
LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2020030908
LC ebook record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2020030909
Book and cover design by Colin Rolfe
Cover and interior illustrations by Sparrow
Monkfish Book Publishing Company
22
East Market Street, Suite
304
Rhinebeck, New York
12572
(845) 876-4861
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To Dadaji Daneshananda, my spiritual advisor
Contents
Introduction
Part 1:
Small Happiness
Part 2:
Smaller Happiness
Part 3:
Seasonal Happiness
What to Buy for Summer
Keeping Cool in Summer Is a Breeze!
Winterize Your House, Winterize Your Mind
Part 4:
Practical Happiness
A Guide to Rural Living
Some Secrets of Home Maintenance
Compost!
How to Be a Singer-Songwriter
How to Throw a Party
Dance Your Way to Health
The Slow Read Movement
Fifty-Three Steps to Invigorated Aging
Part 5:
Brief Epiphanies
Part 6:
Extended Epiphanies
My Dream House
The Perfect Wedding
The Aroma of Home
My Father at One Hundred
Lincoln’s Lost Speech
Two Women Speak to Me About Crossword Puzzles
Thieves
Part 7:
Eat Your Dreams, the Ultimate Diet
A Discovery
The Value of Dreams
How to Remember Your Dreams
Quit Your Job
Wake Up Earlier
A Dream Wall
Dream Maps
Paid-For Dreaming
A Dream Club
Bed Care
Sleeping on Cookbooks
Sniffing
Another Method: A Setting
Renouncing Foods
Shopping
Fasting
Pizza
Our Slogan
Bon Marché
Why I Eat Standing Up in My Dreams
What Is Food?
The Conservation of Pleasure
Yet Another Method
Dream Recipe Journal
A Dinner Party
Oranges
Advanced Culinary Dreaming
Donuts
Chicken Soup
Food in Books
Drink Your Dreams
The Gun
Sleep Food Museum
Heroin
Your Dream Genealogy
The Abolition of War
The Golden Pear
Dream Nourishment
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Introduction
I was visiting my friend Srinivas in Chandannagar, India, when his father entered the room. The elderly man held a stick of incense, rang a bell, and chanted Sanskrit in a low murmur while hovering over some small statues on the dresser. My father is a Brahman,
Srinivas explained, a little embarrassed. He goes around blessing the deities several times a day.
I was envious; I wished my father had such devotional rituals, rather than just reading the New York Times and watching Turner Classic Movies.
Most of the readers of this book are not deeply religious Hindus, I imagine. How can we, as citizens of the USA, practice daily domestic blessings? Should we walk through our homes three times a day kissing our eggbeaters and ironing boards? Perhaps. This book is full of such modest suggestions for beautifying the aura
of one’s household.
When my daughter Sylvia was twenty-two, I felt the urge to pass on my wisdom to her—so I had to quickly invent some eternal truths. This became Small Happiness.
Later I wrote the sequel, "Smaller Happiness," which was logically smaller than the original.
Young people seek ecstasy, and they find it. But those dramatic highs have a way of evaporating, leaving one querulously forlorn. The smaller the happiness, the more durable, I have learned. I wanted Sylvia to know this.
Eat Your Dreams
is a true story (though I’m not certain I actually lost weight). In fact, nearly everything in this manuscript is true. The gods blessed me with few desires, a subsistence wage, an extremely patient wife, and manifold eccentricities—resulting in the life history you are about to timorously encounter.
I write this in the midst of the world lockdown caused by the coronavirus. For writers, quarantine is eternal. They sit in soundproof rooms as far from their husbands as possible, forgetting to brush their hair and wash their clothes. Inside their minds is the witch goddess Lamarzia or their stern fourth-grade teacher. I am a member of this tribe. At the moment, millions of new members have inadvertently joined our coterie. Welcome!
My advice: start small with small happiness. The first day, fill up your life with pointless distractions: YouTube, Facebook, reruns of Family Guy. But put aside three and a half minutes to cultivate small happiness. The second day, lengthen that period to three and five-eighths minutes. Each day, increase your dose of contentment minutely. Eventually, small happiness will permeate your existence. You may even reach mid-sized happiness.
Actually, I don’t care whether you follow my suggestions or not. I have not yet registered the Sparrow Foundation of Small Happiness (such a moment may be approaching). Feel free to ignore my unwieldy theses. Write your own book, or encyclopedia, of minimal pleasures—and don’t even mention me in the acknowledgments!
Sparrow
Phoenicia, N.Y.
Part 1
Small Happiness
Happiness starts small; learn to recognize it. It’s like a weed we see every day but cannot identify.
Small happiness is generous. If you win $12 million, you’ll hide it from your friends, but if you’re given a free pizza, you’ll share it with everyone.
If you want big happiness, take ayahuasca. If you want small happiness, wake up early. At 6:00 a.m., the world hasn’t had time to generate trouble. The birds tentatively sing. The sun tentatively brightens the sky. The day starts small.
Big happiness is visual; small happiness is aural. We’ve become a culture so attached to moving images that we’ve forgotten how to hear. We never turn off all the lights, close our eyes, and listen to Debussy. All music has become background music. New music is even written for that purpose! But listening is a key to small happiness.
Sex researchers have discovered that many women believe they are frigid
because they don’t recognize their own orgasms. They expect the convulsive ecstasy of a porn video. Their orgasms seem too small.
Now consider: Ninety-nine percent of the orgasms in porn movies are faked. Therefore, many women (at least of the ones who watch porn movies) are missing their true orgasms because they’ve been brainwashed by false orgasms. In the same way, we all pursue the illusion of ecstasy, missing the small moments of happiness that appear and reappear in our lives.
Medicine created the concept of the false negative,
a test which incorrectly comes back negative. For example, a test may show that you don’t have COVID-19 when you actually do. But one may have a false negative
of the Soul as well. You may believe your life is tragic, pointless, wasted, but your test
may be inaccurate. Beware of the philosophical false negative!
You can’t force happiness, great or small, but you may invite it. One way is to slow down your life—literally. Walk through your house like you’re walking through olive oil. If you always use a dishwasher, wash your dishes by hand. If you already wash them by hand, take ten minutes longer. Don’t try to get the dishes cleaner, try to get them slower.
Turn off the TV in the middle of a show and stare at the wall. Try to learn what the wall is telling you.
Many of us fight depression
rather than seek happiness. One of our goals should be to discover new amusements—to multiply our joys. Seek out something you love that you never knew you loved.
Improve your handwriting. Spend ten minutes a day for a week, attempting to make your penmanship more lovely.
Last night I sat on the sofa during a thunderstorm, flossing my teeth. Every minute or two lightning would flash—quite close—and I could see, through the glass door in the kitchen, the backyard flare up brilliantly. The bushes and trees were as bright as in afternoon but lit with a madman’s light: cold and white. It was like watching a horror movie without characters.
To achieve happiness, your life must have a purpose. I’m sorry, but this is true. How do you find a purpose in life? Here’s one way: take a simple fifteen-minute walk and see if the universe offers you guidance. Quite likely this whole concept is nonsensical—the universe doesn’t offer guidance.
But try it anyway. What have you got to lose? Fifteen minutes?
Choose a one-day hobby! True, most hobbies last for years, but just for once, take up a hobby for a single day. Play the harp; collage maps; climb smokestacks—the choice is up to you. But pour all your passion into a twenty-four-hour spree!
The kindest (and cheapest) gift is a handwritten letter. (In fact, if you want to save fifty-five cents, you may slip it under your friend’s door.)
Go outside and