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Forward to Divinity
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Following a near-death experience, an O&G Surgeon began integrating complimentary medical practices into his mainstream work, with amazing results. In recent years, he has acquired an even wider range of further energetic methods. Transcending from the average, he improvised on his treatments using the holistic approach thereby empowering not only self-healing, but also a transformation of lives. And all of this without infringing on the most stringent of professional effectiveness. "Forward to Divinity" will change your lives.
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    Forward to Divinity - Igor Leon Maximilian Biskup

    Publisher director: Jason R. Forbus

    Written: 2018 / Print 1 (2020)

    Author: Igor Leon Maximilian Biskup

    Illustration and Pictures: Pure Energy Design

    Subeditor: Amrita Doris

    Lector: Hafsah Ali

    Proofreader: Michael Chorvat

    Translator: Sarah Lechner

    ISBN 978-88-33466-61-3

    Ali Ribelli Edizioni, Gaeta 2020©

    Essays – Ventus

    www.aliribelli.com – redazione@aliribelli.com

    All quotations younger than 70 years are approved by the author. The work including its parts is protected by copyright. Any use without the consent of the publisher is inadmissible. This applies in particular to the electronic or other Reproduction, translation, distribution and other publications.

    Igor Leon Maximilian Biskup

    Forward to Divinity

    "A near death experience

    of a medical doctor changed his life"

    will you change yours?

    AliRibelli

    "Good people do not argue;

    Who likes to argue is not good.

    True words are not beautiful;

    beautiful words are not true."

    – Lao Tzu

    In this book you will find the definition of word hygiene, which I hereby recommend having practiced it for years. Word hygiene means avoiding the use of negative words. This often results in a language that you are unfamiliar with: something new. In order to better illustrate which words in this book are defined in this way, I have crossed them out. This will allow you the opportunity to activate yourself and invite you to reflect on how many times you use words in your language which are not positive or do not swing positively – words which hold you down when used in a low-vibration network. Try to do the following with every crossed-out word: find a positive synonym, neutralize the word by using not, or use other energetically-refined paraphrases. Have fun practicing word hygiene, although this is far from fun and to be understood as extremely serious.

    It is known that this is the first book written in this style. If you have picked this book up, then you need this information – consciously or subconsciously. I recommend reading the book both in a transpersonal manner and step by step, as this will shape the appearance of the content. If you cannot understand parts (the content is also unconsciously recorded) take a break and continue reading the next day. Most questions will be formatted in your sleep into a self response…Start the act of Energetic Experience today… So you can feel the experience itself…and all of a sudden it will be like that…

    A key access: I am, that‘s the way it will be, so that‘s how it already is. Thank you, God.

    "It may be so-called Providence,

    which may determine which people or beings you meet in life.

    What’s different is that it’s up to you,

    whether one is aware of the found contacts or connections

    and if they are voluntarily or not."

    Igor Leon Maximilian Biskup

    Contents

    Coming in to being of the book

    Self-expression of Readers which this book already changed

    Inspiring poem

    The emergence of the book

    My near-death experience

    Continuity of near-death experience

    The psychosomatic doctor‘s office

    Ambition method in the field of medicine

    Multidimensionality - the experience begins

    Do not miss the synchronicities

    Relatively serious meeting with negativity

    How can one recognize the positive if one does not know the opposite?

    Energetic transformer

    Fervor

    Give me a definition of good

    Multi-conscious self-development

    Everything is energy

    The theater theory

    Helping is growing

    Every path starts with the first step

    Radiesthetic insights

    How to be and not to appear to be

    Use your intuition & never give up!

    Passion – integrated medicine

    Meeting with the Pope

    Dangerous energetic vortex

    Case study 1 – Metamorphosis

    Transversatio - karmic reptiloid phase for many years

    Communication without information

    Master patients

    Case study 2

    Life exams

    Transparent (collant) thinking as preparation for higher densities

    Thoughts hygiene – Word hygiene

    How to pray without any dogma

    Energy, telegony, and other energetic flow

    Social group pressure

    Self-love has nothing to do with egoism

    Inception – The conscious sleep (LD)

    The forbidden hugs

    Case study 3

    Case study 4

    Case study 5 – Relieving anxiety

    Case study 6 – Think equally little about tomorrow and yesterday

    Case study 7 – How hard it can be in the 3rd dimension

    Case study 8 – The partner syndrome

    Mothers out of freedom, own family role and sovereignty

    Case study 9 – Transformation at the end of an incarnation

    Case study 10 – Animal race

    Energetic distortion The next transversatio

    Abstraction understanding

    The practice of abstraction

    An excerpt from the book: history of the human mind

    The soul as a bet

    Divine security protection

    Glitter of metalline knowledge

    Receptor thesis

    Immaculate conception – crystalline water energy

    Keeper of the ancient knowledge

    Holistic healing experiences at different places in the world

    India

    Matrimandir

    Sun Yoga

    South East Asia

    Thailand - Beyond borders, get rid of the matrix

    Antidote to humanity & humility

    Expansion of consciousness

    What happens after the happy ending?

    Behavioural coexistence

    Entities – Parasites Information

    Pyramids – Orion emission

    Divine frequences

    Pan medicine

    DDI – Divine Dedicated Intimicy

    Most holy act of love for vectored energy transfer

    The forgiveness

    Knightly accolade

    The last chapter of life, the end – of the beginning

    A(D)NEX(A)

    Coming in to being of the book

    If for some reason the contents of this book contradict your doctrine, religion or beliefs, please follow your own path and be happy.

    I am childish to enjoy that and immediately recognize it, but grown up enough to no longer accept unnecessary things, acquaintances or relationships.

    Through the partial application of my own biography, including case studies with thousands of patients, I can now pass on what I have found out after years of research of energetic correlations. Through the application of conventional medicine in combination with alternative medicine - integrative medicine, to show you the way to your own lucidity until the state of transcendence…

    In times like these, when there is general destruction of the good, the function of workers for the divine is more important than ever.

    Take care of your lifetime.

    Be different. Be better. Evolve…

    Maybe even follow methods of energetic treatment and life, which will keep you heading towards the positive. That‘s the most important thing for your soul. The soul is the most important thing for us. We treat the body, but we forget the soul. Dissenters are described as mentally ill, but instead of sparing them they should be studied in interest. Perhaps we could even learn from them.

    "It is no measure of good health

    to be adjusted to a sick society."

    – Jiddu Krishnamurti, 1895–1986

    It is said that everyone is and should be original, but you better not be different…

    There is a certain similarity between the words of David Icke and the ones summarized here. Icke dedicates and sacrifices his life to the discovery of bitter truth with enormously comprehensive documentation. That does not affect most people, which is quite unfortunate.

    I myself am dedicated to transforming the same truth in order to gather successors to the above. I am doing so by putting the truth into action; basing this on my own long-term experiences, exercises, etc. Am I even allowed to share what I know based on my own experience, my own knowledge and wisdom with egolessness and humility. Why am I writing this? It almost sounds like an apology – which it is not, because I am consciously writing this.

    As an acceptance of information, what is written here relies on other interplanetary laws of spirituality and health that are based on the supreme God, harmony, truth, light and love.

    I wish to give many thanks to the reader of the book for the courage and for the love of truthfulness, both of which are needed in this case.

    This book will change you…

    Self-expression of Readers which this book already changed

    Following my fiance to South East Asia, and then following my heart to a small non tourist town on the northeast coast of Bali is where I met my healing. This is also consequently where I met Igor I wasn’t even supposed to be there, but isn’t that how miracles often occur? Just 2 weeks prior I had left everything I`ve ever known to move to South East Asia from the United States of America; where I was born, where I grew up, and where I had lived my entire 37 years of life on this planet. That was until I followed Amanda to live with her for one year in West Java, South East Asia while she studied traditional Sundanese dance and music.

    We decided to visit Bali first for a much needed vacation before heading to our final destination. We temple hopped, explored the vast landscape of beaches, rice fields and volcanoes, went snorkeling, feasted and got treated like royalty, and fell in love with this beautiful place filled with beautiful people. When our 2 week Bali holiday was nearing the end, something in my heart told me that it was not time to leave quite yet. I had the choice to go with my gut or go with my girl.

    When it came down to it, I knew I had to stay. Amanda understood and we went our separate ways for a while. Entering the unknown, I hadn’t done something this heart driven and faith based since I moved to Santa Cruz, CA from Chicago, IL almost 3 years before. Similarly, I had chosen Santa Cruz having never been there before, not knowing a single soul, and not having a job or a place to live. It turns out that´s where I met my other half Amanda and what brought me to the very moment I am about to share.

    You see, my heart wanted healing. I could have resisted, but I chose to follow it. Through my own spiritual journey I’ve learned that resisting is easy. And healing. Now that`s hard. Or is it? Often we look for healing outside of ourselves. Yet I believe that we are truly the only ones that can heal ourselves. Others can of course help us find the way. Even so, it’s still up to us to choose it. The last year leading up to being in Bali, I had been hurting. Hurting worse than I ever have in my life. I have written many songs about my heartache. Often transmuting the heartache into love and inspiration to bring the darkness to the light. This has been my therapy to release emotions. Somewhere along the way, this technique seemed to stop working. I was depressed, I was sad, I was tired and often felt like there was nothing left to look forward to, sometimes even with suicidal thoughts. Why was this happening to me? I was always known as the laid back, happy-go-lucky guy who had it all together and had everything to live for. What happened? I was living in a beautiful beach town in California, engaged to the girl of my dreams (who I create songs with in our music duo In Love), about to move to a tropical island in the sun to live for a year, and I still could not find happiness. What was wrong with me?

    That`s when Igor appeared. Almost like it was out of thin air. Here I am sitting having dinner by myself at the homestay in Bali in the least touristy place you can think of. No one else in sight and along comes a friendly man talking about aliens, Tesla and numerology. This kind of thing just does not happen every day. Everything he said to me upon our first encounter was so intelligent, intriguing, positive and from a place of pure love. I knew right away that he was special. Not in the way that he was better than me or smarter than me, as those are judgements. Just special in the way that his way of being was the inspiration my heart needed to get out of the funk I was in and feel alive again. It was exactly what I was looking for, without even knowing what I was looking for, and I knew it was his energy that drew me in and brought me there. Or maybe it was our matching energy that drew each other in. We were talking about spirituality, discussing awakening movies and documentaries, and sharing what we were both up to in our lives.

    During that time, he even gave me a holistic energy treatment. As a Reiki Master Teacher myself, I was completely open and willing to receive the universal life force he channeled into my body. What Igor did best was hold space for me to grow and get back to me again. Never judging. Always loving. A true miracle and my definition of true unconditional love. The next miracle was him asking me to proofread the English version of this book, which you are about to read. After spending time with Igor and reading this book I can honestly say that I`m not the same person. Something has shifted. Something has transformed. I feel lighter. I am light. So are you. With much gratitude and more love,

    Michael Chorvat - Singer/Songwriter - Santa Cruz - California – US

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    Dear Igor!

    Congratulations… your book is sensational!

    Why was my feedback so long in coming? The content has different and lasting effects on me: on the one hand, it gives wings and gives me a lot of energy. My thoughts often revolve around your views and wisdom of life on various aspects of your and all our lives that are completely alien to me but fascinate me. On the other hand, the book makes me speechless: What do I think of that? In any case, I dive into your world! A unique biography, passed to a unique man.

    It was Providence to meet you in Bali.

    Anita Hochmuth – Lector – Austria

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    Dear beautiful soul,

    "There are certain moments in one`s life which have the potential to impact the direction you are heading (or not). Meeting Igor was one of these. My journey with this book was another. This was not a conventional meeting; this is not a conventional book. Indeed, everything that follows on from here is meant to be in your hands you are meant to be here.

    You will swiftly (or not) learn that nothing you encounter is a coincidence. In June 2018, my Mother (we are both numerological 8) informed me that she had met a lovely author in the jungle of South East Asia.

    I did not know what this was going to mean, at the time – it did not matter. I can now say that I am honoured to have been gifted with the privilege of helping to bring this message to you, at a time when I was not looking for conventional work but rather at a time when I needed this real soul work. Synchronicity. Language was no barrier when working on this text only myself. Everything in this life, as we know it, and as we do not, is only moving forwards. Sometimes we need to hear what we can already see; what we can already feel. Igor taught me how to truly believe in everything I already did and to no surprise, this naturally translated into my daily life (still and forever work in progress). I am truly grateful for this encounter with Igor, my very own soul surgeon.

    No problem can be solved by the same level of consciousness that created it.- Albert Einstein

    I pray that whoever is reading this finds solace and peace in this precious text, the same way I did. I pray that you allow yourself to be or not to be accelerated on your own unique journey of moving forward to divinity. Above all, I pray that you allow yourself the opportunity to realize what has always been within you. Thank you, Mum. Thank you, Igor. Thank you, Amrita.

    Thank you, reader. Thank you, God.

    Hafsah Ali – UK

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    Igor, thank you for sharing it with me I remember all you told me and i see this book as a light, it will certainly be helpful for those who want to hear. I’m myself already learning something for me from the very first pages…

    I hope the light of this book can awake more people.

    Fantastic work, thank you

    Yulia – UK

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    Through his positive and thoughtful way, the collaboration has always been uncomplicated and pleasant. I have always been able to rely on him and he has distinguished himself by great flexibility, Igor Biskup very much enjoyed both, his colleagues and his patients and this was obvious every time he was at work. It never seemed to him this work too much, on the contrary he seemed to be with great joy and commitment.

    Dr. Jeggle-Riha – Austria

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    Dr. Igor is a passionate story teller, and in this book he is sharing his life experiences of understanding the worlds wonder. The book radiates a warm positive energy which is felt both by the beautiful composition of sentences, the careful use of words and amusing anecdotes. I am grateful to have received energetic healing treatment from Dr. Igor, which opens me up to a new positive view of life. Dr. Igor states that if you are a person who is responsible for the good for others, then, if you do it with love, you are a master. With this in mind, let us all be inspired by Dr. Igor‘s commitment and devotion to help others on their journey of healing and transformation.

    Karin – Stockholm Sweden

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    The author is a special person, so of course the book is special too. Once started to read, you could not give it out of hand. Many sections just do good, a variety of topics are taken up and have convinced. Some special expressions you had to look up, I thought that was good, so you could argue even more. Partially to read the experience really exciting. In the direct language, the messages are very thoughtful. One should perceive his earthly lore from a different perspective. Thank you, dear Igor, that you had the courage to express your thoughts in words and put into action.

    Ingrid Luchner – Austria

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    I read the book on bali after getting to know you personally. As I read, various emotions came to my mind, from amazement to anger and grief, then to admiration and joy. Everything was represented. If you expect a light reading, is out of place here. For me it was very interesting to read and enrich my horizons. All in all very recommendable.

    Liz – Germany

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    Dear divine Dr. Igor Ji

    Great FORWARD to DIVINITY (Energetic Biography)

    Your book I believe that. Wish publishing soon.

    It will give great direction to the Humanity.

    Swamiji Sun Yogi Uma Sankar – India

    Inspiring poem

    I counted my years and realized that I have less time to live by,

    than I have lived so far.

    I feel like a child who won a pack of candies: at first,

    he ate them with pleasure but when he realized that there was little left,

    he began to taste them intensely.

    I have no time for endless meetings where the statutes, rules,

    procedures and internal regulations are discussed, knowing that nothing will be done.

    I no longer have the patience to stand absurd people who,

    despite their chronological age, have not grown up.

    My time is too short: I want the essence; my spirit is in a hurry.

    I do not have much candy in the package anymore.

    I want to live next to humans, very realistic people who know how to laugh at their mistakes and who are not inflated by their own triumphs and who take responsibility for their actions.

    In this way, human dignity is defended and we live in truth and honesty.

    It is the essentials that make life useful.

    I want to surround myself with people who know how to touch the hearts of those

    whom hard strokes of life have learned to grow with sweet touches of the soul.

    Yes, I’m in a hurry. I’m in a hurry to live with the intensity

    that only maturity can give.

    I do not intend to waste any of the remaining desserts.

    I am sure they will be exquisite, much more than those eaten so far.

    My goal is to reach the end satisfied and at peace

    with my loved ones and my conscience.

    We have two lives and the second begins when you realize you only have one.

    – Mario de Andrade, San Paolo

    The emergence of the book

    Through various messengers, I was constantly encouraged to write a book. But it was never the right time, never to be perceived by me. Always too busy (hamster wheel), I was a doctor working full-time in a hospital with two of my own practices. But once more I was encouraged to write this book. I met a man who is a well-known medium in Thailand and the only fortune teller who makes his prophecies in the High Society.

    When he saw me, he said: "You have the star of planning. This year will be a happy year with new plans, with a new project. Start now – so God wills it. You believe in God, but you always need recognition. You love to teach, but you do not teach. You are clever, really clever. If you do something, you will always be a winner.

    You cannot lose, your life is filled with mercy. If you have time to heal people, to teach, to perform mystical things, then you will have the power to do so. God has created you in the world. I also believe in God; I believe in all Spirit energies.

    In Bangkok with the wellknown Medium

    Your star says that you always strive for perfection – that‘s why you have enemies, because you always say the opposite. You have to be a friend. If you are a friend, you are good. You want everyone to listen to you, and that should not be regarded as negative. Do not worry. You do not bow to others. You do not get anything easily. When the end comes, you will have the ability to help and to give support through spirituality. You have something that others do not have, many things combined in one person, and therefore you can help others. You have to share yourself, for God. He is helping you. I feel the power, I guarantee you. He comes to you and will help you. Whatever people think, good or bad, your mind will know. Work on this aspect of yourself even more.

    Go back and write a book."

    He continued, "Stay true to yourself. God is coming to give it to you. You will stay with a woman who can be your friend. Someone who respects you and respects God can be with you. The more you practice, the more you will grow. You will learn who is good or bad. You cannot predict the future like me. You have to do great things, nothing small. Do small things for yourself, but great things for others. Communicating with others is very important. Money is not important. You take from presidents, but not from the little people.

    Sometimes you like being with people, but sometimes you like being without them. You will want to help and teach people. You have the life in your hands! Your brow has the light. People believe you. Sometimes people ask God for help and you will help them.

    You‘re lucky. You will not die of cancer. The only thing that causes problems is headaches. They will come, the time is coming, the pain of the bones is coming, but rarely. Your bones are being cured by air. You can heal yourself with your thoughts.

    I‘m not worried about you. You have a sacred guardian to protect you. We know each other from another time."

    Guardian of the Light

    I said to him, My desire is to be a Guardian of the Light.

    He affirmed, In the near future.

    Now I am sitting here, writing this book, which strengthens my energetic character. I construct myself mentally. One should always be open for the new and/or the better. The day before yesterday, I did not want to write a book. Yesterday, I started writing. Today, I am enjoying it. Maybe only to me the best is good enough as a numerological eight. This all sounds crazy to normal people anyway, as it would have sounded crazy to me years ago. Today, I see the meaning of it. Today, I can talk about the divine plan for all of us and what an enormous role it plays."

    "Abba, Father,

    I say today to you, the text for the last day of my

    last incarnation: I commend my spirit in your hand."

    I could float through many pages like this – and it probably will be like that. I cannot be so bold and egoistical as to call it Conversations with God, but in a sense it seems like that. It‘s like a transfer of information, which means that I will pass on to you the received texts, formulations, and impulses. Everything which does not come back, I’ll be missing somehow because sometimes there are such nice phrases and they disappear… (they do not disappear entirely because they are stored in Akasha and Akasha is part of divine intelligence).

    Are you wondering where the information is coming from? From positive or negative places? I myself know that I am receiving the information from a positive place. This must be enough for you. You have to be very careful if you receive information about where it comes from. If it is from different dimensions, and we think we know where from, we still only suspect that we know. Even today, you will not be able to better understand this behind the veil.

    "God, I pray that you are well, despite the wrong rotation."

    Non-Personalized, highest, positive,

    living energy of thoughts & simultaneously:

    in all-space & out of space, out of place & time;

    in light, love, harmony.

    Like one order of cosmical multiversal laws,

    the highest vibrating importance.

    Existing everywhere & in ETERNITY,

    in living consciousness, with NO-names,

    without visual imagination,

    in NO-groups, in NO-religions,

    NO-organizations, NO-systems…

    out of physical matter

    (& in physical matter – everywhere…).

    Without religion but with

    positive contact with the omniverse every day.

    (You have not really used

    at all your poore/pure fantasy yet…)

    Nothing global! because

    not on/for/from/through this globe (only),

    operator, generator, creator & commanding

    destroyer or transformer of/in oneness.

    ALL WHAT EXISTS;

    behind dimensional & inter densitial existence,

    behind hyperspace as well as

    behind illusion & negative imagination,

    behind our low understanding,

    beyond our own so called wisdom

    Is…

    ununderstandable…

    implacable…

    indescribable…

    unpredictable…

    ever existing- over superbeing

    in both states: to be or not to be

    what you dare (try) to call…

    … God

    My near-death experience

    After getting my diploma, I had worked for three years and was already pursuing my specialty in the most difficult sector of medicine: obstetrics (and gynecology). After a night shift, which I frequently worked for many years, I was driving home on the highway. As I tried to overtake a big truck in the middle lane, another vehicle was in my blind spot - a 15 km/h slow-moving object. He drove so that he was always in the shadow of the truck and thus invisible to me. I just did not see him.

    All I had to do was switch from the left lane by driving out from behind the truck, so as not to miss the exit to the city where I lived in a small, rental apartment. I drove with high speed behind the truck into the right lane and thus directly into the other vehicle, which was a sort of digger. One second of consideration: on the right was a metal plank, on the left was the truck, and in the front was the digger with a backward lowered bucket, its teeth directed straight at my steering wheel level. What now? The situation was hopeless. I hit the brakes briefly, then I remembered judo (luckily I was not wearing a seat belt at this time), and I threw myself on the seat to my right with crossed arms above the head as a defense. Kaboom…

    I rammed frontally into this digger at 130 km/h. The shovel hit the car through the windscreen and tore open the whole roof, like a tin can, just a few inches above me. From that moment on, this crash, my own near-death experience took place.

    There is a recommended book (Proof of Heaven by Eben Alexander) from an American neurosurgeon who had not believed in something higher. Then after being in a long coma, he had gone through a complete spiritual journey into other dimensions.

    He was awake again, healthy and believing, unclear to the outside world. He says that the brain does not create consciousness and that consciousness survives bodily death. I describe my experience in a few paragraphs and not in the long form for a book. But it was certainly an equally, similar experience.

    Experiences of the type, life after death and similar statements have certain, funny similarities. If you pay attention, you can create your own conclusions. There is also an interesting story about a Russian man who had an accident where because of a drunk truck driver half of the car was torn apart with the occupant in it. This man was delivered to the nearest hospital, in pre-lethal condition, and received only basic emergency treatment without anybody believing that he could survive. This man describes how he met a high master somewhere up there who told him his time had not yet expired and that he should return to tell his own story. I will only briefly describe my experience here to fulfill the others wishes.

    I was clearly taken over and transformed into another reality, maybe a second before the impact. I felt no pain, no fear, no negative feelings, as these had all been suddenly absorbed into a white, sympathetic, non-transparent environment. I stood, as usual and as a human, and in front of my eyes a short movie was playing, like an old movie reel - filled with certain scenes of my life - it was nothing negative or positive, whatever that means. The atmosphere that I saw was beautiful, wordless and immaterial.

    Emotionally, it was beautiful, wonderful - I do not want to use the word beautiful too often, even though it‘s the most important thing. It was full of love. Every scene was summarized into a few seconds and I immediately recognized that each was different.

    It was about seeing the scene again in a shrunken, different time-concept. As if in a zipped form, to consider and in a sense to empathize again, that if I could repeat the scene whether I would go through it the same or similar or completely different. There were many scenes of trivialities. In one I yelled at someone - today I would say, for no reason. In another scene, without much hesitation, I took a very heavy suitcase from an elderly woman‘s hand and helped her walk a very long way. Scenes where pseudo plus and minus were shown, but all in a soft, subtle way.

    Somehow, I felt very nice to the point of unknown bliss. At the same time, I had tears in my eyes. I was not lucky enough to see any great master. I was not fortunate enough to promenade through other dimensions. But I was fortunate to be able to experience this little bit, which for me was a lot. Even if only for the most beautiful, soft, bright environment of this ambience and the entirely new, fascinating, interesting and unforgettable feeling of love. Nobody said anything to me. At the end of this frame-by-frame movie, without any concept of time, I just felt that it was not the time for me to go, yet.

    The first time I woke up was in the backseat of someone‘s car (they had put me there to get me off the highway faster instead of waiting for an ambulance). I was in pain and in bloody clothes. I was able to feel and move my left leg, but the right leg, with the foot turned to the right, I could not move. As a young doctor I was certain, and this clarity is incomprehensible until now, that I had a right thigh fracture.

    Low blood pressure, the smell of blood, the heat of summer, the air and the sounds of the freeway had put me back to sleep into my beautiful, soft state. Back to the white environment where there was no concept of space and time. I perceived myself as healthy, fine, and young. There, touching my own fingers, my own hands, was an unfathomable feeling of happiness.

    The second time I woke up was in the central rescue station in the capital where they asked me what my name was. All I could feel was pain. I could not answer and just pulled out my ID card and sank right back into the white clouds. In a white, beautiful ambience full of love and so different, as you do not know it here. The third time I

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