Neil's Guardian Angel
By Carol Lynne
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After a fall from his horse leaves Neil Peters in need of around-the-clock care, he is forced to face a past he doesn't even remember. Ben Waters, the man constantly at his beside, doesn't even look familiar. So why does Neil feel there's more to the story when Ben introduces himself as Neil's legal guardian?
Ben's inappropriate feelings towards his ward once forced him to send Neil away. Now, Neil once again threatens Ben's control. Ben tries to push aside his desires as he helps Neil but they won't be shoved away this time. And soon he learns, reaching out to the man he still loves is the only way for both of them to come to terms with their pasts and their future.
Carol Lynne
An avid reader for years, one day Carol Lynne decided to write her own brand of erotic romance. While writing her first novel, Branded by Gold, Carol fell in love with the M/M genre. Carol juggles between being a full-time mother and a full-time writer. With well over one hundred releases, one thing is certain, Carol loves to keep busy writing sexy cowboys, shifters, bodyguards, vampires and everything in between. Although series books are her passion, Carol enjoys penning the occasional stand-alone title. As founder and President of GRL Retreat, Inc., Carol helps organize the annual GayRomLit Retreat. Now in its sixth year, GayRomLit is an annual retreat that brings together the people who create and celebrate LGBT romance for a one-of-a-kind, must-attend gathering of dynamic, informal, and diverse fun.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This is a wonderful story about two men with a past who try to find love. Neil has been injured in a fall off a horse and faces months of physical therapy to try and learn to walk again. This is on top of his initial amnesia which means he cannot remember Ben. Ben is his former legal guardian who sent Neil away four years ago to protect him from his love, which he thought inappropriate.
Both men struggle with demons from their past and I loved following their gradual path toward a new relationship. It was very touching. I wish the book had been longer, because I wanted to see Ben grow out of his concerns about "how the relationship should be", based on the way his parents ran their lives. It probably happens, because Neil stays with him, but I would have loved to have "seen" it for myself.
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Neil's Guardian Angel - Carol Lynne
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Neil’s Guardian Angel
ISBN # 978-0-85715-158-2
©Copyright Carol Lynne 2010
Cover Art by April Martinez ©Copyright June 2010
Edited by Claire Siemaszkiewicz
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Warning: This book contains sexually explicit content which is only suitable for mature readers. This story has been rated Total-e-sizzling.
Cattle Valley
NEIL’S GUARDIAN ANGEL
Carol Lynne
Dedication
For Diane and Andrea. Thanks for keeping the sharks at bay.
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Chapter One
Ben Waters finished the rest of his cardboard flavoured sandwich and sipped at yet another cup of coffee. The hospital cafeteria had become almost like a second home to him. It had been ten days since he’d received the late night phone call from Leo Burkowski informing him that his ward, Neil Peters, had been seriously injured in a fall from his horse. Serious, as it turned out, had been an understatement.
For days, Neil slipped in and out of consciousness. Now that he was finally awake, Neil was experiencing a good deal of amnesia. He seemed to remember his friend Leo and Leo’s partner Sammy, as well as the other folks from Cattle Valley that came to see him, but he didn’t remember Ben or his life before he moved to the small Wyoming town.
Worse, Neil’s physical mobility had been compromised by the severe blow to the head. The doctors hoped, with therapy, Neil would regain the use of his hands and his left leg, but so far the young man Ben had always known was practically helpless.
A hand landed on his shoulder, startling him out of his thoughts. He glanced up and smiled at Leo. You scared me.
Sorry about that.
Leo set a fresh cup of coffee in front of Ben and took the chair across from him.
I stopped into the room, but Neil’s napping. I figured I’d find you down here,
Leo said.
Ben nodded. Thought I might as well grab something to eat while he slept.
Leo traced the design on the outside of his cup with his finger. Any change?
No.
And I suppose you still haven’t told him who you really are.
He knows I’m his legal guardian, but he still doesn’t remember me,
Ben admitted.
Don’t you think you should tell him the rest?
The rest? What, like how I kicked him out of my life after he told me he loved me?
Ben shook his head. If there’s a reason he doesn’t remember me, I figure that’s it.
You should tell him you love him.
Ben finished off his original cup of coffee before pouring two packets of sugar into the one Leo had given him. What good would that do? Maybe it’s better he doesn’t remember. I know how much I hurt him by pushing him away.
Why did you?
Leo asked. I mean, you don’t have to tell me, but I know why Neil thinks you did it.
Ben shook his head. I know what Neil thought, but the age issue was only a small part of it.
Was it because you were his guardian?
Partly. I had my reasons. Things I won’t discuss.
Leo nodded. From what little he’s told me, I gather things were pretty damn bad at home.
You can’t even imagine what that boy went through. In the beginning, it seemed I called the cops at least once a week. They never seemed to do much.
Ben cleared his throat. Did Neil tell you his mom was a dispatcher for the police department?
Leo shook his head. He never mentioned it.
Well, she had everyone fooled, including the Department of Social Services. It got to the point she threatened to move away. In my heart, I knew that I couldn’t let that happen. At least with Neil living next door, I was able to protect him as much as possible.
Sounds like you did all you could.
Not all. I found out after his mother’s death, beating him wasn’t all the woman’s boyfriends enjoyed doing to Neil.
Ben swallowed around the bile rising in his throat. I knew Neil seemed to be unnaturally interested in learning about gay sex. I mistakenly chalked it up to him being curious about my open homosexuality. He never gave any indication he’d been violated, but I should’ve seen it. I should’ve known.
Bullshit. Now you’re being too hard on yourself.
I’ll never be as hard on myself as I deserve. Pushing Neil away seemed like the right thing to do at the time. Part of me was afraid I’d fallen in love with him for the wrong reasons as well. It wasn’t until after he left, and I didn’t hear from him, that I realised I loved him more than I’d ever loved anyone.
Ben sighed and stood. I need to get back up there. Neil may not remember me, but he’s gotten used to having me around. Once again, I’m like an old, ratty security blanket to him.
Leo stood and clapped Ben on the back. I have a pretty good idea that in his heart, he remembers exactly who you are. It just might take his mind a little more time to catch up.
* * * *
Neil opened his eyes and tried to give Leo the best smile he could muster. Hey.
Leo leant over the bed and smiled back. How’re you feeling, cowboy?
Like I got thrown from a horse and smashed my head against a stone fence post. How about you?
Neil spotted Ben sitting quietly in the corner of the room. It wasn’t that he minded the guy always hanging out in his room, but he needed to talk to Leo alone.
Ben?
Ben jumped out of his chair and was immediately at Neil’s side. Yeah?
Would you do me a favour and ask one of the nurses if I can have some chicken broth?
Sure.
Ben’s smile fell a bit as he turned to leave the room.
As soon as he was gone, Neil returned his attention to Leo. That guy makes me sad.
Ben?
Yeah. I know he doesn’t mean to, but I always catch him looking at me like it hurts him that I don’t remember him.
Leo nodded. It does, but he understands. Maybe someday soon your memories will come back and you’ll remember what he truly means to you.
Were we dating?
Neil asked. Although he’d spoken to his doctor about Gavin and his subsequent death, Neil couldn’t recall having another boyfriend, especially not one as hot as Ben.
No.
Ben knocked lightly before coming back into the room, a small paper cup of broth in his hand. I didn’t know if you’d prefer a spoon or a straw, so I got both.
Thanks. I’ll use the straw.
His hands still wouldn’t cooperate, and for whatever reason, Neil couldn’t bear it when Ben tried to feed him.
Ben smiled patiently. I’ll just set it on your tray table.
Ben positioned the straw, getting the correct angle on the bend, before scooting the table close enough for Neil to take a sip if he wanted. It was those little things Ben did for Neil that bothered him most. Why can’t I remember someone like you?
So how much longer are you in here for?
Leo asked, breaking the tension in the room.
Four or five days, I guess,
Neil mumbled.
I’m going to take him back home with me. He’ll be able to start physical therapy in Rapid City,
Ben said, resuming his place in the corner.
Neil gazed pleadingly at Leo. I’d rather stay in Cattle Valley, but Dr. Flatts said a dirty bunkhouse was no place for me right now.
Kade and Lark just finished their new house, so Ben Zook’s place is up for rent again. It’s already set up…
Leo stopped. "It