Soulmate Poetry

By Anmarie Uber

The author invites you on her journey...

A spiritual life quest to find a partner. She encounters many soulmates along the way. Those who become detours, blessings, roadblocks, heartbreaks, and ultimately teachers. Reminding her that everything she is seeking lies within herself.

Experience her profound angst, heartache, and joy in this search for pure love.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Anmarie Uber
• Release date: Feb 27, 2018
• ISBN: 9781393189022

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Soulmate Poetry

Soulmate Poetry

Anmarie Uber

Published by Anmarie Uber, 2018.

Soulmate Poetry

ANMARIE UBER

Tuggle Publishing

Copyright © 2018 by Anmarie Uber.

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Soulmate Poetry/Anmarie Uber —1st ed.

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Dedicated to all my many teachers.

Contents

Introduction

1. 1991

Auguste

How do I feel?

There you are

Why do your eyes look down

You just sit there

The Hate Gate

Just this once

The Right Decision

Dedicated to My Prince of Light

Realizing My Mistake

The Water of Life

The Happy Ending

2. 1992

Alone and lost

When I touch you

3. 1993

Following Your Scent

Scorpio to Scorpio

Sky Eyes

The sound of your voice

The Trap

4. 1994

The Call

Joy

Just Out of Reach

Trust

Home

Over and Over

Since the beginning

I smiled all day today

The Stranger

It seems I have waited

The leaves are singing

Life Companion

Fire. Intelligence. Wisdom.

How do I describe

Free

5. 1995

An Ode to Myself

Drunk

Strangling

A Slow Death

Tristan

The Master

Alchemy

Softly…

Return to Innocence

6. 1996

Soulmate Lost

April 20, 1956 - May 31, 1996

Lily Pad Limbo Land

7. 1997

To My Girl

8. 1998

Karla

Reincarnation Remembered

Self Hatred - Feigning Holiday Cheer

9. 1999

Meeting My Match

Undying Devotion

Purging the Old

Andy and I

One more step

Patience

The Goodbye Poem

The Psalm of the Prioress

None Forgotten

Surrender

Your Loss is my Gain

Meeting a Twin Self

A Thunderstorm’s Magic

A Day in the Life of an Eclipse

They Always Come to Get You, Even in Hell

On the Road to Immortality

Breaking the Ice

My Love

A Blessing on Friday the 13th

Who are you?

To Andy

Mistaken Identity

It’s not jealousy I feel

What is a Friend?

In Front of Me, All Along

The Sun God

The Elfin King

Already Obsolete Prediction for the Future

You live a million miles away

Death, at last

Sweet Fishy Wishy

Recognition of the Twin Flame

The Light at the End

Becoming My Mars in Capricorn

10. 2000

With an observer’s eye

The Bride to Be

Here I sit again

To a Venus in Virgo

…and the one shall surely come, as inevitable as the sun rising each day…

Summer’s Reprieve

Double Jeopardy

My life is empty without you

A love so pure

Virgo

Pitter Patter

Oh tragic one

I walk down the street

11. 2001

Night and Day

All About You

Long Distance Love

Locked up inside

Once again

The Spoken Word

12. 2005

A Frog is always a Prince in disguise

To My Valentine

Freedom Into Bondage

One phone call away

13. 2007

A blessing in my life

Yes

14. 2010

Timeless Distance

Reincarnated Love

A Lifetime in Two Days

So Close

So different and yet the same

A slow painful death

There’s an old saying

Everything is you

Fervently there

Simplicity

Mysterious You

God’s choice alone

I realized the kiss began

There is a halo of light

I’ve waited all my life for you

Everything to Lose

Hidden Leo

Is there a prince out there

Initiation from love to LOVE

Love’s Addiction

Dream or Reality?

Awaiting the True One to Free me from my Darkness

Upon Living under Apocalypse by John the Destroyer and John the Creator

Awakening through Fire

Purification of my desires for a new beginning

Contemplating

15. 2011

Indescribable

16. 2018

The Way is Near

Afterword

About the Author

To find Anmarie

Introduction

This book is about my personal search for truth, light and the understanding of myself…and ultimately about love, and freedom from the reincarnation matrix. It is written to share with those on their own spiritual path, as we all encounter occasional, or many soul mates on our journey to Home.

1991

Auguste

(1991 …spontaneously beginning to write…)

Auguste

Your presence is enough

No expectations, no demands.

Just you in the room

being you.

How do I feel?

How do I feel?

Feel?

What is this emotion,

Confusion…no…devotion.

Detachment and yet willing entrapment.

And ecstasy beyond reason.

Yes, ecstasy!

My life is filled with ecstatic devotion,

and love is in its eternal season.

As long as you’re with me, and

As long as you love me

I cannot find words to answer

How do I feel.

There you are

There you are

You are not touching me,

But you are.

We watch T.V.

But I see you.

Every move

Affects me

In ways beyond words.

Your foot coming closer,

For the pull is too strong

And I know

We’ll be touching before long.

Why do your eyes look down

Why do your eyes look down

At the ground

When I stand in front of you

Longing for your gaze

For our eyes to lock

And get lost in the maze

Of what your eyes can do to me

When you are not looking down

You just sit there

You just sit there

In your chair

Looking down at me

Poor pathetic me,

Or is it my own mind

Thinking your thoughts?

Yes, I’ll be your friend

Until then,

Until you can see me

For who I am.

Well, until I can see me

For who I am.

Until that day

You remain with another

And I suffer,

But only in my own mind

Which continues to doubt the miracles of time.

The Hate Gate

The Hate Gate

(a lexigram of Auguste’s name)

I approach the Hate Gate

To tug it free,

But I’m stopped

By the memory

Of wrongs in the past

That were done to me.

So I begin to shout

What hate is about

To get all of it out

Unaware that I am surrounded

by trees and bees and flowers.

I look down,

See my face in the lake,

And realize

That is who I hate.

I hate me!

How can it be

That I blamed everyone else

And failed to see,

This new-found wisdom

That could set me free.

Its not too late

To open the Hate Gate.

Just this once

Just this once

Will I let it work out

Let one stay and not go

Instead of one after another

Like a circus sideshow

They could make a movie

Out of my love life

The rate I go through men

But if I agree

To let one stay

What do I do then?

The Right Decision

The Right Decision

Its all right here

An arm’s reach

But my hands are tied

As I walk the tightrope

Which side

Will win with me

The pull of confusion

Or reality

Your ups and downs

Or my sanity

Tell me

Which side will it be

Fate is in the hands

Of my next step

Along the rope

Afraid to lose my balance

I give up hope

Of making a decision

Which side has the net?

Dedicated to My Prince of Light

Dedicated to My Prince of Light

Oh, you, whom I have known

Through eons of time

I shall always know your eyes

When they look into mine.

Such beauty and depth

I am lost in the flame

Of your blazing stare

I shall never be the same.

For you have reached my soul

Though few I would allow

But you, so kind and warm

You are different somehow.

From my heart I speak to you

Oh noble, beautiful one

That my love for you is boundless

And you are my shining sun.

We have met again

Never a time to part

For you are my true friend

And I shall always feel your heart.

Realizing My Mistake

Realizing My Mistake

I sit and bide my time

Trying to find

anything

to inspire me

to get through the next hour

I realize, as the minutes so slowly...tick...by,

How lucky I was,

And I wonder why.

Why, when I was with you,

Did I choose to dwell on things that made me blue,

When I could just as easily have laughed!

Surrounded by so much joy.

Too much to be grateful for.

And now, I would give anything

to be with you again,

Rather than

Each hour filled with emptiness

This strained effort to find pleasure.

I see now that I sit in this void

To show myself how truly