Facing Life After HIV
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The autobiographical writing of “Colibrí”, addresses a painful episode in which she suffered a rape at her adolescence by a taxi driver. An event that changed her life forever and became a strong emotional load since she did not talk about it to her parents. For several years she suffered from depression and her health physically began to deteriorate. At the age of twenty-eight and in the crisis of her “aches and pains” she was tested for HIV. In CAPASITS (The Ambulatory Center for Prevention and care for AIDS and sexually transmitted infections) she began her treatment against the disease and has been recovering satisfactorily, however, the judgments and discrimination towards her were one more fight. Her participation in workshops has helped her to accept her life with HIV-Aids, she also accompanies patients in the task of defending their rights when living with the disease.
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Facing Life After HIV - Colibrí García
FACING LIFE AFTER HIV
Colibrí García
FACING LIFE AFTER HIV
Colibrí García
Premios DEMAC 2015-2016
México, 2016
First edition, November 2016
Facing life after HIV
by
Colibrí García
Cover design:
Mariana Zúñiga Torres
www.marianazunigatorres.com
© All Rights Reserved, first edition, Mexico, 2016, by
Documentación y Estudios de Mujeres, A.C.
José de Teresa 253,
Col. Campestre
01040, Mexico City
Tel. 5663 3745
Email: demac@demac.com.mx
librosdemac@demac.org.mx
Printed in Mexico
ISBN 9781370278466
Prohibited total or partial reproduction of this writing by any means - including electronic - without written permission by the holders of the rights.
INDEX
Introduction
Childhood
My entrance to school
Elementary school
High school
Adjustment
The unexpected
Resume my life
My first boyfriend
The reunion
Confession
New love
End of the anxiety
Pablo
Diagnosis
The Ambulatory Center for Prevention and Care for AIDS and Sexually Transmitted Infections (CAPASITS)
Conclusion
INTRODUCTION
I have thought of several ways to get started. I could do it either in a common way or trying to captivate or amaze the reader. I have decided to express myself as I am, because the main reason is to reflect my story, more difficult than others, or perhaps easier compared to others.
I want to enter the mind, the heart and the conscience of each person that reads me, I want to be known not for my physique, nor the stamp of my voice, but by my writing, and that they know about my childhood, my adolescence and the moments that marked my life, as upon receiving my diagnosis.
It means a lot to me and I write with hope that it reaches the correct hands and it leaves some teaching about the care of oneself and, in time, it can create awareness in society about the human immunodeficiency virus.
I would like to end with comments like only the crazy ones and the homosexuals can get HIV, that is why I will never get it
; with the labels and judgements of those who feel they are in the correct side and with the power to annul other people’s future. I try to help so that society learn that HIV doesn’t distinguish sex, religion, socioeconomic status and sexual preference; that modest
people as well as promiscuous
people can get it; that nobody neither looks for it nor asks for it nor imagines to be in that situation.
I wish that my story helps people know a woman who, as many, has been labeled, marked and discriminated by society from the first minute in which she was diagnosed.
That is why I seek to give a face to HIV and speak on behalf of women, men, trans, lesbians, homosexuals and children. Although, in some cases the sexual preferences distinguish us, we are compatible with pain, humiliation and discrimination.
I intend to demonstrate that a fatal diagnosis does not define my life and that I decide my present and my future, even with HIV. For it I have entitled my work Facing life after HIV
. It will be interesting to narrate what has come as to change my existence. I know that many will suspect how tragic this story will be and it delights me that you think about it and try to imagine it.
I want to thank those who motivated me to undertake this new stage in my life: family, friends, and those who, without knowing, are part of this text. In the same way I thank the accompaniment of great women in this new adventure: Celia Margarita, Petra, Marisol, Carmen, Lupita, Paty. Above all, the one who showed me how amazing and important the writing is: Leonor Vargas. Thank you very much.
CHILDHOOD
Martin G. M. was born in the city of Puebla in 1956; he is the oldest of eleven brothers. His parents, Gabina and Claudio, were born in Tepeaca, Puebla.
Rosa L. S. was also born in Puebla, in 1960; eldest daughter of eleven brothers. Her parents, Elena and Juan, were born in Huamantla, Tlaxcala.
Martin y Rosa are my parents, who joined at the age of eighteen and fourteen years.
My mother’s first pregnancy was at seventeen years old, from which my first brother was born, José Sabás, on December 5, on San Sabás Day. Unfortunately, he died fourteen days after born, of epilepsy, now known as crib death.
Three years after that loss, on August 12, my second brother was born, Martín, as my father. He would become my older brother.
On July 7, 1982, at one o’clock in the morning, three years after the birth of my brother, my mother gave me life, and it is when my story begins.
The doctor confirmed my parents that I was a girl, and although my father wished for another male, since he said that girls were very crazy, when he knew about my existence he became very happy, as he would now have the couple. From that moment I became his favorite.
My name is Beatrice, latin origin name which means she who brings joy, blessed, favored, with natural creative talent
. I could go on citing more meanings, but I will better tell you the reason of this name. My father suggested it, because he liked it and my mother liked the idea. She tells me that when she was small, since she was de oldest, at the age of five she began working in a house where she was treated very well. In exchange of her work, that family allowed her to go to school and paid for everything. Even, every morning when she was early heading to school, Mrs. Aurora, the boss, was waiting at the door with her breakfast so she could take it with her. Also, she made her the costumes for dances and several times she asked my grandma Elena to give her to her, because she loved her as a daughter despite that she already had one, Beatrice, that loved my mother and with whom she shared her things.
For this reason, when my father suggested the name, she accepted with pleasure, because of the affection and gratitude towards the family.
This way I began to live with the name of Beatrice in a numerous family, starting with my paternal grandparents: Gabina y Claudio. As for my maternal grandparents, I met my grandma Elena, since Juan, her husband, died when my mother was ten years old. I had many uncles and aunts and, over the years, too many cousins.
I will try to tell the few memories that I cherish of when I was a child and some others that I know thanks to my mother.
The first garments and bibs that I had were made by my grandma Gabina and some I still have them. When I look at them, I see them so small that I think I should have looked very funny with those outfits. They did my hair with ponytails, I had natural curls, which disappeared with time. I like a lot playing, although I didn’t have the seasonal or fashion toys, because we were poor, but I did have the necessary ones to have fun with my little neighbors, one and two years younger than me: Arturo y Cristóbal. With them I shared many pranks.
With Arturo I played having dinner, he loved to eat all mixtures and jumbles which I cooked, something that little by little displeased me, since I hated doing it all the time. He just wanted to eat and he begged me to play. I cried many times because of him, because he did a lot of mean things to me.
With Cristobal was different, we used to play with Barbies and when I didn’t want to, he borrowed them from me and played alone. Many times he slept over at my house, since his mother worked and