Erotic Depression

By Candice Christian

Katerina or Boots as she is called, meets the wife of one of her bosses, while doing an internship for college. Gray Dove is the wife and she spends little time grooming Boots for the lesbian lifestyle. Not that Boots needed grooming.

Finishing her internship, Boots picks up with an early childhood friend, Anita, and when Boot lets her friend know her feelings for her, she is shocked that Anita is not offended. It seems that Anita had the same feelings.

During their first encounter, the two girls become rather frisky and make sport of the need to use the bathroom. One girl gets tickled until she pees her panties and then the fun begins. The other girl retaliates and soon there is a warm wet puddle in the middle of the kitchen floor. Each girls has a great laugh about the incident. But it weighs much more heavily on Boots than it does Anita.

Boots endures bouts of depression over the years, because of her fetish and resorts to drink and solitude to repress the depressing images. That is what she is doing when she meets Tilly. She is spending time at her mountain cottage, and Tilly is her neighbor.

Tilly senses Boots is in need of understanding and attention and Tilly soon begins her own brand of therapy to help Boot overcome her depression.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Tenth Muse
• Release date: Feb 27, 2019
• ISBN: 9780463155363

Candice Christian

Candice was born in Paris KY on 9 January 1988. Her parents, George Bertrand Christian, an attorney who once aspired to be an actor, and Frances Hollowell insisted that Candice and her sister Simone, be sent to a Catholic school. Candice was deeply religious as a child, at one point thought of becoming a nun.

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Erotic Depression

Candice Christian

Copyright 2019 Candice Christian

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Acknowledgments

Paul Clayton       

Part One

My name is Boots, it is my nickname for Katerina. Kat equals Puss, which was out of the question so Boots it became, about as feminine as a girl can get. Right? Well I am hardly a girl, I am 42 years old. I had 2 major life crises over the years which have haunted me to this day. The first was a lifestyle change and accepting my bi-sexuality, to which I responded by bedding as many women as I could. The second was my discovering my fetish for golden showers, peeing both on someone and being peed on. I was alarmed at the taboo inclination and at times went into a deep funk, some might classify it a depression. When the depression was at its worse I loved going to my summer cottage.

After a couple months of moping around the house spring had arrived and summer approaching. My parents had left me financially secure and also with a cottage on a remote lake only accessible by logging road. I decided to head up there for the summer, or as long as the food and booze lasted. Just the thing for the depression blues.

I loaded up my SUV with food, booze and various supplies I knew I would need for at least a month. I would probably come out after that and restock. It seemed the perfect place to be alone as there was just our place and one other on the small lake.

I arrived after dark, much later than I had wanted because I got lost on the road a few times. But I made it, safe and thirsty. I unloaded my SUV to a lantern's glow, fired up the propane fridge and put things away. I sat down with a chardonnay and before long it was gone and so was I.

I awoke to the sun beaming through the open curtains and stumbled to the kitchen. I put on a pot of coffee and got out the Bailey's to add a little hair of the dog. I was certainly feeling a bit under the weather. After I drank a couple of cups I realized it was already noon and the day was looking fabulous.

I thought about my first crisis while taking in the sun and letting the vodka do its job of relaxing me. Thoughts of Gray Dove and our first encounter.

***

I traced my coming out to myself as a bisexual to the day I realized that I was in love with Gray Dove.

Oh, sure, I'd made love to women before, but I'd also taken some psychology classes. Thus, I handily dismissed these infrequent and guilty encounters as 'normal adolescent exploration.' Obviously I wasn't gay, I told myself, since I liked fucking men. What can I say? I was young.

But Gray Dove, well, that was different. *She* was different.

I was an undergraduate math and computer geek, stuffed to the gills with theory, but with little practical experience. So I decided, one summer, to do an internship.

My boss was a Cal Tech PhD, prototypical computer geek.