The Divine Language Of The Universe ''The Awakening''

By Bulent Gardiyanoglu

Something was not quite right in my life. I had been struggling for years. I was nowhere
near where I wanted to be, not even close. Everything I ever tried to keep under control now
had gone astray. I had exerted myself for the sake of everyone; and yet I did not feel valued
I befell victim to unfortunate events, time and time again.

But I had had enough of failure!

I felt like a car stuck in mud even though I was doing my utmost to be the “good person” as
the society expected of me.. I sank deeper into mud no matter how hard I tried to escape ,
until finally I found myself at a deadlock. When I came to the realization that everything I
ever feared was happening to me, that is when the AWAKENING began.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Bulent Gardiyanoglu
• Release date: Oct 23, 2018
• ISBN: 9780463300107

Bulent Gardiyanoglu

BÜLENT GARDİYANOĞLU KİMDİR?2012 yılında ilk kitabı ‘Evrenin İlahi Dili-Uyanış’, 2013 yılında ‘2 Tam Bir Tek’ ve Haziran 2014 te çıkardığı ‘KADIN Olmayı Hatırlamak’ , 2015'te çıkardığı Her Şey Hakikati Görmekle Başlar, 2016 yılında Mucize Şifa, 2017 yılında, Her Güne Mesajın Var ve 2018'de Gönül Gözü, kitapları yazarı, 19 Mayıs Kıbrıs doğumlu Bülent Gardiyanoğlu ilk, orta ve lise öğrenimini Kıbrıs’ta tamamlamıştır.İstanbul Marmara Güzel Sanatlar Fakültesi Endüstri Ürünleri Tasarımı Ana Bilim Sanat Dalı Bölümü’nü İnternet’e Bağlanabilen Buzdolabı projesi ile tamamlamıştır.Bir çok özel sektör firmaları ile projeler üzerinde çalışmalar yapmıştır.Hayatında yaşadığı iniş çıkışlar ve sıkıntılı dönemlerden sonra bunları neden yaşadığını araştırmak ve kendini bulmak için çeşitli kişisel gelişim eğitimleri almıştır.Aldığı eğitimleri hayatına uyguladıkça değişimleri fark etmiş ve kendi geliştirdiği teknikleri çevresindeki insanlar ile paylaşmaya başlamıştır.İki yüzden fazla canlı yayına katılmış, binlerce kişiyle bire bir seanslar yapmış ve üç yüz bin den fazla kişiye uluslararası birçok ülkede seminerler vermiştir. Brüksel, Türkiye, Almanya, Avusturya, Hollanda, Fransa, İsviçre, Fas ve Kuzey Kıbrıs’ta seminer ve atölye çalışmalarına devam etmektedir

Book preview

Fast Asleep

(I am asleep please do not disturb...)

Before the awakening, I did precisely what my ancestors had taught me to do. I was a good person. I got the job my family expected me to get. I went to work at 8.00 in the morning, came home in the evening. I constructed the home I was asked to. I put my heart and soul into work and carried on with my life... I worked harder than anyone else I knew. I became what the society refers to as a good person. I gave my all to everyone; labour, love, wealth and most things I owned to anyone without a second thought.

I tried to see the nuances and fine details of life as I proceeded through. It Sometimes I used to observe those around me and say to myself "I am not sent to this Earth just to get a diploma and go from door to door with it to secure a good job, to serve others’ aims, get retired and wait for my call to pass...

Alas! There were so many people whose opinions I listened to more than myself I valued them to such an extent or so much so that I realized the more I valued them the more I neglected myself.

One day I asked myself:

What do I do for myself?

The answer was:

Nothing

I thought:

I need to do something for myself.

Then I realized that every sentence which begins with I is negative. Most people associated the word I with something negative... I=selfishness, they claimed! I had been told since I was just a child that selfishness was a bad thing. This is the reason; I was always afraid of and in fact avoided doing anything for my self. Doing anything for oneself was bad in my eyes. So as always, I listened to the’ comments of those around me. I did my best to share whatever I had, material or otherwise, with those around me. I exerted myself by giving whatever I had. It was a shame to demand yet a merit to grant, after all. This was a sort of endless cycle for me.

The day I heard the death of a beloved friend, I started questioning the purpose of my life—this lasted for a few days. But I guess I settled back into the same routine: Home-work-home-family visits-home..... I did everything I could to avoid confronting myself. I created distractions without realizing that I was running away from myself. Just like the others (who were sleeping), I carried on taking precautions in order to ((make myself)) feel safer. It didn’t matter whether I felt happy at my work place; the only thing that mattered was that I got the pay check every single month and had a secure pension.

I was an excessively generous person who was always ready to compromise in every aspect of life. I was always the one who arrived at work the earliest and left the latest. I was vigilant against waste; I would make sure that lights were off and the taps were turned off. Wherever I saw any litter, I would pick it up and put it in the bin...

I wanted the others to care in the same way that I did!

Although I was the one who went to work the earliest and left the latest, I did not have any lunch-breaks –ate my lunch in three minutes- and thought Later... when I really needed to go to the toilet; I was also the one who earned the least money.

I realized that people, who didn’t care about anything at all found themselves in better positions. Whenever I felt the need to rebel and stand up for my rights; fear would nail me down to my chair. I would think to myself I have a guaranteed salary which I must not lose. I would always remember my parents’ and my loved ones’ teachings Don’t make a fuss, just do your job and get your salary no matter what. Do you know how many unemployed people are out there? This is how I would take a step back and give up on my rebellion.

I was used to think Never mind, that’s all I can do... There are so many people living in much worse conditions that I do., this would stop me from reaching higher even though I knew that I could. Furthermore, I used to repress my thoughts by coming up with excuses such as everyone is struggling in the same way to earn a living; to relieve my conscience.

I lived like this for ages. Whenever I felt the urge to question my life I kept sleeping instead, with the words Be quiet, obey, do your job!

I encountered self-help books and awareness and self-improvement programmes on