Cool Wind's Gate

By Wayne A. Bernard Sr.

This book is about people whose ancestors lived in bondage and the ordeal and challenges facing them finding freedom in a world where others were still in bondage. It tells of the simple life challenges and the struggle of being accepted. It tells of those that were not resposible for the things that were done in the past but were willing to sacrifice everything to make the world they now live in better. It displays the simple beauty that life can hold and the courage to keep that beauty alive. It tells of how their leaders built a challenging world around them and proved to them they were equal to any man. This story contains hardships, challenges, humor and a zest for life as free as it possibly could be. The story takes place in the mid 1800s on a Louisiana cane Plantation. It tells of free people and the challenges they faced to hold that freedom as it was at a time and place in history that just wasnt ready for the change. It tells of the struggles and the pleasures that evolve through the good deeds of a group of people that had the belief that the best people in the world were treated the worst. To see the beauty of the outcome of this story, just take a stroll to the place called Cool Winds Gate.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Jul 9, 2012
• ISBN: 9781477224847

Wayne A. Bernard Sr.

I was raised in a small town in southeast Louisiana not far from a fishing community. My siblings and I, when in grade school witnessed kids pulled from our classrooms at a young age to either work on the shrimp boats or make a winter trapping trip. We understood what was taking place because we were told the stories by our mother and father of how they were pulled from school to work in the fields or babysit siblings. Education was not highly thought of by many that lived this kind of life. My mother and father preached to us about the importance of education. They both always said they would have loved to finish their education and in later years when we were on our own, my mother did so. We were not raised poor or needy but we were far from being well to do. My father worked hard and my mother raised her family. There may have been things we wanted and didn’t get, but we had all we needed. The main thing we had was a loving and caring family and each other. As a young boy I played in the woods and swamps that today is a National Historical Park. I have walked my children and grandchildren along the board walks that follow the trails where I played and hunted as a boy. I return every now and then just to feel a small piece of the simple life we shared. After my Military Duties I went to work in the Maritime Industry as a field service technician. I have had the opportunity to travel the state of Louisiana and many others from one end to the other. I always thought the land and the scenery was beautiful, but the real beauty was in the culture of the people. Like my brother and sisters, we have never met a stranger. Still today I work in the same industry and look forward to work every day. Life is only as beautiful as we make it. Some time simplicity is pure quality and beauty.

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Chapter I

The Year 1846

It was late summer in August of Wil’s 17 th’ year.Wil lived with his family on their farm near a small town along the Mississippi River in the State of Louisiana. His mother and father were married late in life and Wil was an only child. Life had been good for his family and he was pleased to be part of the family life he has known. His parents were very much devoted to home and family. Wil so love’d the farm life his father had built for his family, and really didn’t mind the hard work it took to keep things going. His father had always taught him that hard work is the root of a successful life. Wil was well trained on taking care of the livestock and all the tools needed to keep a farm operating. The main money making crop was sugar cane and long before the harvest, all the equipment needed for cutting, loading and hauling the cane to the mill had to be in good working condition. Wil was also well trained in the trade of blacksmith. His Uncle Charlie whom had shortly passed away had taught him how to tend to the animals. Shoeing Mules and Horses has become Wil’s chore since his uncle’s death. He also kept very busy with horness and wagon repairs. It was very crutial that equipment breakdown didn’t happen during harvest. Weather during harvest was sometimes harsh, wet and cold and even the mules would sometimes get to the point of being overworked. He knew how important it was to be well prepared. If the crop didn’t get to the mill shortly after harvesting and sat in the weather the price of the crop would fall, and this was one of the prime concerns during harvest. His father would always tell him that it doesn’t pay to plant a crop if you can’t have a successful harvest. Wil made sure he checked his work time and time again because he was well aware of how much his family relied on the quality of his work.

There were still a couple of months before harvest and the late August rains hadn’t set in yet. His father had told him not to worry, the crops would be fine. The cane was already high and the spring and early summer rains had filled all the streams and ponds on the property. Wil knew he really didn’t have to concern himself with such things but he was a natural born farmer and he wanted to stay focused on all that made the farm work. He knew that he would be a farmer all his life, so learning when to be concerned was important to him. His father would always tell him not to worry about the needs of the farm that God provides. He would tell Wil that some things just had to be left in the hands of God because man just couldn’t control everything. His moto was that hard work and the will to achieve is always well paid in full and luck had nothing to do with success. Planning is how they stored the future and their farm had always prospered. This year they had planted an extra 50 acres that they had been clearing for quite some time. His father said the extra crop would pay them back for the younger Mules they would have to purchase for this years harvest. His Father had been talking about a mule buying trip to the Town of Houma. It seemed that some trading company had recieved a new crop of Mules. His father said the younger mules could handle hauling the heavy loads the long distance to the mill while the older mules handled the work in the fields. He was taught to take care of the animals that had taken care of them for so long. Wil felt his father would always point him in the right direction! It seemed he just knew what to say and when to say it. There was so much Wil wanted to learn about his father. He really didn’t talk much about himself. Wil would talk often to his mother about him and she would always tell him what he wanted to know. But Wil wanted to hear things from his father about himself. Every young man wants to know the story of whom and what made their father the man he is.

At dinner that evening the Mule buying trip was brought up again. His father said Wil, your mother and I have discussed the ides of you going along on this Mule buying trip instead of me. We feel it’s time for you to venture out from your chores here. You are well ahead on the repairs of the wagons and tools so I feel it will do you some good to get away for a spell. Our good friend Mr.Collins is organizing the trip with some of the other growers in the area and I will have to talk to him about this. Would you be interested? Yes I would papa said Wil. That’s good because I will be going to visit with him soon to talk over some other business he and I are involved in and I will be discussing this with him, and I would like for you to come along. Although you know Mr.Collins, I want him to see and meet the man I want to replace me on the trip. He hadn’t seen you in a spell, and he may be thinking that you are still the scrawny little kid he had seen in the past. I wouldn’t want to disappoint him or you. Ok Papa, when do we go? We will go in a day or two after I get some things ready for him. I also want to bring along that last horness you’ve made Wil, he might be interested in the changes you’ve made. It’s much better than the old stuff we’ve been using and he likes new ideas. He’s not afraid of change, and he is an old and dear friend. Without him we wouldn’t be where we are today. He has always been a good man and a dear friend and I want you to get to know him better. He is a man you can trust at all cost and he is a man of his word. Yes papa it’s been a while since I’ve seen Mr.Collins, and People do seem to like him. Yes Wil, people around here, have good reason to like him. In one way or another he has helped every farmer here to get on their feet. Like I said Wil, He’s our friend.

Wil’s mind was really running wild with thoughts of all that was told to him. He visioned the meeting and the trip. He thought of how difficult it would be to leave his family even for a short time. He feared that Mr.Collins wouldn’t want someone as young as him on a trip like this, but he trusted his papa. And if his papa felt he was ready, why should anyone question that. He felt if his papa didn’t think he was ready, he wouldn’t be bringing him along to meet up with Mr.Collins. He knew his papa wouldn’t do anything to let him down and he knows what he’s doing. Wil figured he had better go to sleep and just put all this in his papa and God’s hands.

Chapter II

The Meeting

Wil was so looking forward to meeting up with Mr.Collins, and he knew nothing but good could come out of it. And he also knew his life as a farmer was going to take a turn for the better. For a young man Wil’s age, new adventures and challenges were definitly welcome. But Wil had to be at his best when he meets this man again, that is going to play such a large role in his future.

The following morning Wil and his father set out on their journey to visit the Collins plantation. The excitement of the trip had Wil’s stomach all in an uproar. His father talked about his past Mule buying trips trying to put Wil at ease. My Lord son, you are really worked up. Is it the trip to Collins that is bothering you or is there something else? I guess I’m just afraid to let you down papa. Son, don’t think you have to put on a show of some sort because Mr.Collins will accept you for who you are and just be yourself and that should get the job done. Collins is a down to earth man and I’m sure he will be pleased with you. Don’t keep working yourself up about today and learn to take your challenges as they come and worry about handeling them as they occur. It’s the same thing we do day in and day out son. We handle things as they come up and we don’t make our troubles any bigger than they are. The best way to be approved and accepted by anyone in this life is to show people that you believe in yourself and your own judgement. OK Papa, I’ll try to just be myself. That’s what I want to hear son.

Wil was amazed at the amount of people that were doing different chores at the Collins home as they arrived. There were many out buildings all along the fields. He also noticed that the people tending to these jobs were Black People. He knew that some planters had slaves working the fields, but he didn’t know they kept up the property also. There were so many cottages just off from the main house and he was amazed how well they were kept. He thought slaves lived in small shacks and were treated badly, but this did not seem to be the case. These people looked very healthy and happy and kids were playing and the women doing laundry were singing and chatting. This was not the picture he had expected. As they passed the main house heading to the Barn, he noticed a young red headed girl and she seemed to be a couple of years younger than him. He kept trying to remember if he had met her before or not when he heard his father say, Look Wil, Lena is back from school. You remember Lena don’t you? Lena Collins, yes Papa, I remember her, shes really grown. Last I seen of her she was a scrawny little thing fighting boys at Miss Rachel’s schoolhouse. That may be so son but Mr.Collins and his wife Ida sent her off to one of those Finishing Schools in Natchez and she is a young lady now. I see Mr.Collins out by the barn son, let’s go meet with him.

Hello Clem, yelled out Mr.Trahan. Well howdy do Levi called out Mr.Collins. Who’s that with you Levi, that can’t be Wil? Yep, it sure is, Wil, do you remember my dear friend Mr.Clem Collins. Hello sir said Wil. They climbed down from the wagon and shook hands. Wil grabbed Mr.Collins’s hand in a very firm grip. Pleased to see you Wil; like a man with a good grip. I guess that’s what I’ve always liked about your papa. His hand told me all I needed to know about the man. Levi, before we get down to business there is something I would like for you to do for me. And what would that be Clem? One of my best riding horses, old Lucky has gone lame on me. My smithy tells me to put him down and I’d just like for you to take a look at him first. I’m hoping that some of your Brother Charlie may have rubbed off on you because that man was great with animals. Well Clem, how about we let Wil take a look at him while we talk. Charlie rubbed off on him more then me. Wil followed Charlie like a pup and he takes care of all my animals. Well ok Levi; come this way Wil he’s in the barn. Old Lucky is my daughter Lena’s favorite and as far as I can remember he was the first horse she had ever ridden. Yes Sir I’ll tend to him. Wil was looking up at this big beautiful golden brown stallion and just couldn’t believe how gentle this animal was. The horse allowed him to do whatever he wanted and it seemed as though the animal knew he was there to help.

Wil walked the animal around and brought him out on level ground. He noticed that the shoes weren’t fitting just right. He took the animal back to the barn and removed the shoes. He located the files and clippers he needed to dress the hooves and found the right front hoove was very sensitive. The animal reacted every time he messed with it because the hoove had grown sore under the shoe and Wil knew this would take some time to heal. Lena walked into the barn and said, and who are you. I’m Wil Trahan mam. Don’t mam me my name is Lena Mr.Trahan. Please call me Wil, Lena. I remember you exclaimed Lena. I remember you from school. You were a year or so ahead of me. Yes and I remember you Lena. You sure are different. Different, in what way may I ask kind sir. Different in a good way he explained. And what does that mean Wil? Well the last time I saw you Lena you were still fighting with boys. Well you had better explain what you are doing to that horse or I may be fighting you. My papa and your papa are tending to business and they asked me to take a look at this horse. Yes he’s lame. Not any more explained Wil. Walk him around and see for yourself. His right front hoove is still sore but I think you will find that he is walking a lot better now. He just needs some healing time before he ever sees another pair of shoes. Well that is great; I was worried that papa might give up on him. He seems to take to you real well Wil. My uncle Charlie always told me that animals are sometimes a better judge of people than people are. Well it seems that uncle Charlie just might be right Wil.

Mr.Collins and Mr.Trahan returned to the barn to find Wil and Lena discussing the horse. Look papa said Lena, Old Lucky seems to be in a lot less pain and he can stand on his right leg. My Lord Wil, Your papa told me not to worry about you and this horse, I guess he was right. His hoove was sore under the shoe sir; it was a real bad shoeing and they seem to be too small of a fit. Well I guess my smithy isn’t as good as I thought he was. Everyone makes mistakes sir. Yes Wil you’re right. He’s a good man. He just may believe that old animals just aren’t worth the trouble. I’m glad someone came along and helped out Old Lucky said Lena. By the way Trahan do you remember my daughter Lena? Hello Lena expressed Mr.Trahan. You have grown to be a lovely lady like your Mother. Why thank you kind sir to be compared to my mother has always been my dream. Very lovely exclaims Wil in a very low voice. Very lovely! You said something Wil, asked Mr.Collins. No Sir said Wil just thinking out loud sir.

Papa, I think I’m going to go help mama prepare some lunch for our guests. That’s a good idea Lena call us when it’s ready. I will papa. Lovely young Lady you have there Clem, don’t you think soWil? Yes I do papa. Well thank you fellas her mama and I are really proud of her, and we are so happy to have her back home. We would love it very much if she would stick around awhile. She wants to go to a university up north. I just hate the thought of being without her for so long, but I did get her to agree to wait till next year some time. We would like to have her around for the harvest to help out her mother. And we think her younger sister and brother would benefit from her being around. Her mama missed her company while she was gone but she admits that she sent away a little girl and got back a wonderful young woman. I’d say, said Wil under his breath. Said something Wil asked Mr.Collins? Just thinking out loud sir! Levi, this young man sure does think out loud alot doesn’t he? Much more than usual Clem, much more than usual! And all three of them started laughing. This was really turning out to be a great day for young Mr.Wil Trahan. Up to this point he just didn’t think this day could get much better. Let’s make our way to the wash area on the back porch and we can clean up and chat until Lena calls us for lunch.

Wil I really hope you can continue the care on Old Lucky? Yes sir I would like to but it will be a couple of weeks before he will be ready for shoeing. And Sir, it would be wise for him to be walked on good soft ground until he heals properly. Wil, I’m sure my boy Anthony won’t mind helping out with that. And I’m sure your papa can turn you loose for a day to come take care of Lucky and I will gladly pay you. No payment would be necessary Sir. My mama and papa always tell me that the Christian way is to help thy neighbor. Yes that’s right Wil, but even good Christians have to earn a Dollar or two now and again. And if your papa doesn’t mind you could tend to all my riding animals because you have proven yourself to me young man. Time for lunch, called Lena. We’re on our way.

As they entered the rear of the kitchen, Wil saw this lovely lady! Hello Levi she says. She walked up to Mr.Trahan and hugged him like she had known him for ever, as she had. Hello Ida, lovely to see you again. So this is Wil whom I have heard so much about in the past half hour. Hello mam pleased to see you again. She put her arms around Wil as his mother has always done. So this is the little boy that Ava and I used to watch crawling around on the floor. Your mother and I go back a long ways Wil and when you get home I want you to return that hug to her for me. I do love your mother so, and I miss her dearly. It’s been so long since we’ve spent time together. Come let’s eat and get to know each other all over again. Yes mam lets. Mama says Lena, Wil says Lucky will be ok. Well that is great to hear, Lucky is like part of the scenery around here. Ida, Levi has asked me to take Wil along for the Mule buying trip in his place. He wants to let Wil get some exposure to the rest of the world outside the farm and I’m sure it will be a good experience for him. And he surely does know his animals. He may be very helpful in our pickens. Yes Papa, says Lena. It looks like you’ve got the right man for the job. Gosh Wil, I’m sure glad I agreed with your papa or my whole family might have turned against me. Wil I’ve prepared a basket of special things that I would like for you to deliver to your mother including a letter that I have been meaning to get to her for so long said Miss Ida. I sure would love to see her soon.

Well Mam I have to come back to shoe Old Lucky and maybe mama can make the trip with me. Would that be alright papa? Son I’m sure your mother would like that. Ida to be honest with you, she always speaks of you and says she needs to see you again. We all get so wrapped up in our own lives that we forget to give time to those who mean the most to us and she loves you so. She has always said that you are the sister she never had. Oh my Wil please do that for me. Let me know what day you are coming and I will prepare a special meal for her and you. Maybe we can get back together and be as close as we once were. You know Wil, Clem and I stood up for your mama and papa when they got married. Their wedding took place right here in this house and it was a great day. Such love and joy! And some of those things in that basket will remind her of that day. I have been meaning to get those things to her but like your father said, we just stray away from those that mean the most to us. They got up from the table and walked to the back door. Ida between both men with her arms around their waist, Wil and Lena following and Anthony and Agnes close behind. The visit was coming to an end. Wil and his papa climbed onto their wagon and said their goodbys. Wil let Miss.Ida know that he would return with his mother two weeks from today. As they rode away Wil turned to look back and said, man what a day. What a day.

On the way home the topic of discussion was all about the Collins Family. Wil’s father explained when he met his mother he worked for Clem Collins and had brought his mother there to meet them. The two women became so close that Ida convinced Ava to come live with her until the day came for them to marry. I was in the process of building our house that we live in now. Collins sold me that land for little or nothing. Just as he had done for so many of the other farmers around here! Clem Collins is the best man I have ever known son and he will always be a good friend to you. Treat him with due respect because he has earned it. You will see that on your trip with him and you will get to meet others.

Wil wanted to question his father about the others he had mentioned. He was talking about the other farmers that would be on the trip. But maybe he should just let things stay as they are and just find out for himself what he meant. He was really looking forward to the trip with Mr.Collins, but for now he felt he had better think about the trip he would be making with his mother. This would be another chance to see Lena again. He sure was hopeing he would get to see her then. It sure would be great just to talk to her again. Yes, I’ll get that trip over and done with first. Maybe something good will come of it he thought.

Chapter III

Returning Home

Upon their arrival Wil vas overly excited about telling his mother about his trip. He wanted to tell her how wonderful it was to meet the entire Collins family and to deliver her special basket. He couldn’t wait to tell her the love and joy he felt in his heart for this wonderful family whom his mother had known so affectionately. And he also wanted to let her know that he would do anything to get his mother back in touch with her dear friend.

After their greetings they sat down to dinner and Wil told his mother all that had happened. She felt such pride that her only son was so well accepted by her life long friends. Wil told her about the lovely young lady he had spent time with. His mother hadn’t seen Lena in a couple of years. In fact she hadn’t seen any of them in so long she was trying to picture in her mind exactly what her son had seen. Wil said mama, Miss.Ida is a beautiful person. She is so like you. Totally beautiful, and Mr.Clem surely wasn’t a disapointment because he was everything papa said he would be.

Today was the best day of my life mama, I felt like a man. Well son I’m happy to hear today went so well. Mama I’ve told Mr.Clem that I would return in a couple of weeks to shoe one of his horses. And when I go, I’m going to bring you with me. Papa and I agree and we promised Miss.Ida. Oh Wil that would mean so much to me. Two weeks from today mama! two weeks from today. OK Will two weeks from today. After dinner Wil and his father went out to feed and tend to the animals. Ava grabbed her basket from her friend and settled down in her rocking chair near the fireplace. When she opened the backet the first thing she seen was the envelope. On the envelope was written:

To My Loving Sister and Dear Friend!

She opened the envelope slowly as she wiped a tear from her eyes. She pulled out the letter and unfolded it slowly. She was cherishing every second. As she unfolded the letter she could smell the fragrance of her dear friend. She could feel the love she had for this person unfolding with the paper. The hand writing was beautiful. She thought to herself that nothing but beauty could possibly come from such a loving friend such as Ida. She began reading:

My Loving Sister,

It has been so long since we’ve seen each other. I so long for the day to come when we can put our daily lives aside and enjoy each others company again. I have so much to tell you. Our children are growing up before our eyes and you and I are missing what we had said we would never miss out on. We have grown apart for too long now and it’s time for us to get back into each others lives. I want so badly for my children to get to know you. I want my daughter Lena to know the person I’m always talking about. You have met my children before, but we just hadn’t spent quality time together in so long. I was so touched to see your wonderful son today. He has Levi’s strength and your compassion. What a fine young man. And my Lena was taken by him. Now our children know what we were to each other and how deep our love goes. They are bound and determined to get us back together again. You have always been the sister to me I never had. And I know you feel the same. So lets put our lives back into each others hearts. It will do both of us and our families a world of good. Looking forward to seeing you in two weeks! According to Wil!

God bless, you. I love you so

Your, loving sister

Ida

She slowly put down the letter and started looking through the basket. She found embroidered doilies that she and Ida had made for her wedding day. Some needles and thread, and a pair of beautiful ivory knitting needles! There was also a lovely embroidered table cover. She could feel the love that went into every item in the basket. How she so missed her friend!

Wil and his father returned to the house. As they walked into the room, she looked up at them with tears in her eyes. Her husband looked at her and said, I swear to you on my mother’s grave that you and Ida will share each other again. God as my witness, this will come to pass. Wil and I were discussing this in the barn and I promised him that this would be done. There is no reason for you to miss out on so much. You have devoted your life to me and my son. Now it’s time for us to give back to you. And I can’t possibly think of anything we can do that would be better than this. It’s time Ava, It’s time. And when Wil brings you, I want both of you to spend a couple of days there and don’t worry about me, I am a big boy. I can take care of myself for a couple of days. Clem told me before we left that they had the room and he wanted the same thing for Ida. So you will go for a couple of days and that is that. She slowly rose to her feet and walked over to her husband and wrapped herself around him and pulled Wil closer. There is no woman in the world that could possibly have better men than I. I thank you for thinking of my feelings. I feel so much love for both of you right now that my heart is overflowing.

Wil walked away with tears in his eyes. He felt ashamed in a way. His mother had given up everything in her life to make his perfect. He lay across his bed and gasped. He thought about his day, his feeling of pride and happiness. He thought of Lena. He just couldn’t forget her humor and openness. He just couldn’t get her out of his mind. He asked himself if his reasons for this trip back to the Collins home, was a selfish move on his part? He contemplated deeply. No, that is not the reason. Although I want to see Lena again, I’m doing this for my mother. And if getting to see Lena again is part of the deal, so be it, I won’t mind.

The days were passing by fast and Wil kept himself extremely busy. The days were very hot and humid. His father had told him they were well prepared for the harvest. He let Wil know how satisfied he was with all his efforts and hard work he put forth to make the harvest a successful one. Wil you are a passionate farmer and it shows in your work. This will all be yours some day. Papa this place has always been mine. It’s my home and my whole life. Well son I hope you always feel that way. Knowing you feel this way lets me know that my life’s work will go on with you and that makes me feel proud. Now that we have everything ahead of schedule for our harvest, it’s time to see to our commitment to your mother. I’m ready papa.

Wil and his father headed for the house, it was getting close to dinner time. As they walked into the house Ava was setting the table. Dinner time she called. They sat down and held hands and said a prayer. Ava started it off:

Thank you oh Lord for all the gifts you have bestowed upon this family. May we always share the love we feel in our hearts for you and each other! And may our harvest be plentiful and blessed with your bounty. And Levi added: And, look after, my loveones on their journey and return them safely to me. Amen I say to you. Amen.

After dinner Ava went into her bedroom to finish packing. She was looking for something more to bring to her friend than just the handkerchief she had embroidered for her. To her, it just didn’t seem to be enough. Wil knocked softly on the door. Are you all packed mama. Yes Wil but I just don’t want to forget anything and I just don’t feel that this little handkerchief is enough to bring to Ida. Mama that piece is beautiful and the lady I met would be pleased just knowing it comes from you. She’s not expecting gifts she just wants you. But it’s important to me to make this visit as perfect as I can Wil. Well then Ave, when you get there, make it perfect says Levi. Well maybe I’m being silly, but I want it to be special. It will be Ava; I promise you it will be special. Don’t you think so Wil? Yes I do papa, yes I do. Ava she will love your piece. You know she would never judge you by the size of your gift. Her gift as far as she is concerned is you. Isn’t that right Wil? Yes papa, that’s right.

Yes I guess you fellas are right. I’m probably just beating myself up for nothing. Ava, the woman just wants your love in her life again. Clem tells me she cries for no reason at times, and I’ve seen you do it also. You never say why. You always say, oh it’s nothing. Well Clem, Wil and I feel it’s something. We call it loneliness. Wil and I do all we can to make you happy but you need more than just us. I know that and so do you. Now the time has come for us to do right by you and this I know. We are going to have a great time mama, I promise you. I just hate leaving you behind Levi, I wish you could come. We already talked about that Ava, and it has been settled. I had my visit and now it’s your turn. Good night mama i’m going to get some sleep. I’ll get up early tomorrow to be ready. Goodnight son. Goodnight Wil says Levi.

Wil lay on his bed, looking out the window. It was a calm evening. He just couldn’t stop thinking about that beautiful young woman he would get to see again. He kept asking himself if she could possibly feel the same about him. He wanted so much to have a few minutes alone with her. How will I work this out? What can I do? Maybe I’ll just say a prayer and put all this in God’s hands. Like mama always says, what is to be shall be. After his silent prayer he wispered, goodnight Lena! Goodnight my love.

Chapter IV

The Visit

It was a lovely warm September morning. Wil had already hitched the team to the wagon and loaded their luggage and things. He wanted to get an early start right after breakfast. His Mother was anxious to leave also. After saying their goodbys to his father they got underway. They were both silent for quite some time just looking at each other and smiling. Are you ok mama, asked Wil! Yes Wil I’m fine. I’m just so anxious. Mama I have to ask you a question. Yes Wil what is it. Why has it taken so long for you and Miss. Ida to get together? Wil that is a very big question! I can answer that in many ways right now, but I can tell you it’s not any one persons fault. Your papa and I have put our lives into making our farm work. And I guess the years just pass and people grow distant. Ida and I have always enjoyed seeing each other when we would run into each other in town. We’ve always talked about getting together but we just would go on our separate ways and continue our lives. I guess now that our children are growing up and our lives aren’t near as hard as they once were, we can find the time to get together. It seems that a lot of forces have gotten together and made this easier for both of us. Your papa and Clem see each other all the time. They help out other farmers together, go on buying trips and see each other during the harvest.

I guess Ida and I have just been on the back burner you might say. Your papa and Clem have made good lives for us. They work hard and I guess we just got tied up taking care of our own. I would have loved for your papa to make the trip with us, but who would take care of things. He could have made the trip, but we would have had to leave you behind to watch over the place. And besides your papa wanted to check on the Williams Family while we are gone. Your papa and Clem got Mr.Williams started. We have spent a lot of time over the years helping many people get started. Mam are you talking about the Williams family whose property starts where ours end. Yes Wil. He’s a black man. Yes Wil. How was a black man able to own land mama. Well Mr.Williams was a slave on Clem’s plantation. When your father worked for Clem he was the overseer and Williams was his right hand man. When your father and I got married and moved to our farm which Clem sold to us on time and dirt cheap he gave Jobe Williams the job and his freedom.

A couple years later they built the Williams home and sold him his land. And he has done that with quite a few of his people. From what your father tells me, Clem has given all his slaves freedom. They stay there because they want to. They have their families there and it is their home. That is one of the main reasons why your father has kept his respect for Clem all these years. Clem promised your father when he left that he would do this. You see Wil your father does not believe in slavery and neither does Clem. He inherited them. Clem’s father died when he was a very young man and his mother died shortly after. Your papa is 10 years older then Clem and I am one year older than Ida. Your father knew how to run a plantation and make it produce. When they became friends Clem talked your papa into going to work for him. Clem says when your father arrived, the first thing he done was to get rid of shackels and burned everything that even looked like a whip. He had such an honest way with people that Clem’s slaves loved him and worked for him with no problems. He even made sure that every family had their own dwelling and no one wanted for nothing. The sick were taken care of and the women were treated with respect. This was unheard of in this place. When you make your Mule buying trip with Clem you will meet many of these men. You will hear many stories about your father and Clem because these men have nothing but respect for them. I actually think most of them would give up their lives for them. They are the two best men I have ever known and Ida and I are so lucky to have them.

As they arrived at the Collins home she noticed all the homes just as Wil had when he first arrived. This place has really changed. She noticed the lovely well kept lawn and the beautiful flower gardens. Wil, I remember the first time your father brought me here. It was much different than this. In what way mama! Well, it was a lot more rugged than it is now and there were a lot less houses and the grounds were not this well kept and the house wasn’t quite this big. Clem has really added on. Well mama, papa said Mr.Clem told him there is plenty of room for us. If there wasn’t we would make do with what was offered explained his mother. We would make do.

Anthony was standing out on the porch as they arrived and ran in to get his mother. As Wil pulled the wagon to the front porch the whole Collins family was there to greet them. Mr.Clem, Miss. Ida, Lena, Agnes and Anthony! Wil pulled the horse to a hault, climbed from the wagon and Clem reached out his hand to help Ava from the wagon. Hello you lovely thing you, Clem says to Ava. Oh Clem you are so kind to an old woman. He took her down from the wagon and gave her a big hug. I have a few people here that are looking forward to having you all to themselves, so I’ll get my hug first. Once I let you go I may not get another chance. The two womens eyes met. They both held out their hands and held each others hands and smiled at each other. The embrace was a beautiful picture to see. Wil had to turn his back to them to wipe a tear from his cheek. When the two women separated Ida held Ava’s hand and said, Children my sister has come to visit. The childrtn all gathered around her and embraced her. The tears were flowing. Lena looked past the crowd at Wil and thanked him silently.

Wil lets go unhitch these animals and get a cup of coffee before we get started. Yes Sir Mr.Clem. The women and kids walked into the parlor, the two women sat on the couch holding hands. Please excuse me said Anthony, I’ve got to talk to Wil. Lena explained that Anthony wanted to let Wil know he had done exactly as he had asked. He was looking after Old Lucky. He had been walking him and keeping his hooves clean. He is so proud of himself. Papa told him he had done a great job. He told him that Wil would appreciate that and it was going to make his job much easier. Oh yes let him go cried Ava, he has mans work to do, I’ll squeeze him to death later. They all started laughing. Oh boy this is going to be one great time said Lena. A great time! A great time it will be said her mother. But for now let me show you to your room so you can freshen up from your trip, and I’ll fix you some refreshment. May I show her to her room Lena asked? Yes you may Ida replied. Lena grabbed one hand and Agnes grabbed the other and up the stairs they went. As Ida walked into the kitchen she found Clem and Wil drinking a cup of coffee. Well, what’s going on Ida, Asked Clem! Right now I’m sharing my daughters with my sister and I’m going to fix us some lemonade. Wil, Lena will be down shortly and she can show you where to bring your mothers things. And she can also show you to your room. Thank you mam says Wil. No Wil, thank you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. By the way, Anthony is looking for you Wil. Yes Wil, says Clem. He’s really been keeping an eye on Old Lucky for you.

Wil lets go take a look at Lucky and make sure he healed well enough for shoes, ok. If so, maybe we can get an early start in the morning and fire up the kiln when it’s not so hot. I would like to show you around the place. Your papa showed me that horness you made up. I would like to get your ideas on a few other things and offer you the job of taking care of my other riding horses and wagon teams. I also have something special to show you after we look over Lucky. Anthony was in the barn getting ready to take Lucky for a walk. He seems to be healing well Wil says Clem. Wil lifted the right front hoove and was satisfied with what he saw. Anthony you have done a great job. Thank you. And I bet if Old Lucky could talk he would thank you also. You’ve helped to give this horse his life back said Clem. This horse needs to be ridden Anthony, says Wil. He’s the kind of animal that likes people says Clem. Anthony, take Lucky for a walk. Come Wil, let’s take a walk. In a large corral way behind the hay barn was this beautiful red guelding that looked to be about 3 years old and stood a good 16 hands. My, that is a beautiful animal Wil says. Yes he is claims Mr.Collins.

I swapped a guy in town a wagon and one of my older mules for him. I wanted to use him for riding out to the fields. I have plenty of other good riding horses as you can see. This guy needs some training and I just don’t like the idea of being thrown by horses any more. I could handle it in my younger days but I would like it if you would take him on and see what you can do with him. If he works out, well he would be a much faster way for you to get around. I know your papa has a couple of good animals, but this guy is a runner and he’s a young man’s horse. And wouldn’t it be nice if you could make our mule buying trip on your own horse. Mr.Collins Sir, are you telling me you want to give me this animal. Wil I can’t let my kids ride him, I can’t breed him, and I can’t ride him. I would hate to think that I gave a perfectly good wagon and mule away for nothing. If you can do something with him you can have him. All I’m doing is feeding him and cleaning up his mess. How bout it Wil? Yes sir I’ll try. Good that’s settled. And by the way, Wil, two weeks from today everybody will meet here at 8 O’clock in the morning for our trip. Can you make that work? I can make that work Sir.

In the meantime Anthony was walking Lucky and the ladies were cutting up in the parlor. They were having the time of their lives. Lena and Agnes were hearing old girlfriend stories. They were hearing the making of the friendship the two women molded in harder times. They shared those beautiful memories of days of old. Lena was so taken by Wil’s mother. She had met the lady years ago. She knew who she was, but now she has met her mother’s best friend. She had such a feeling of love for this lady. They sat in stitches waiting for the next story. Agnes sat between the two women holding both of their hands enjoying every word. Ida your daughter’s are so lovely. And Lena, what a beautiful young woman you’ve turned out to be! You had everything going in your favor with such a beautiful mother. And Agnes, your papa is going to have to load his shotgun to keep the Bo’s from calling on you. Tears came down Ava’s chin. I have missed so much of you girls growing up. Your mother and I promised each other many years ago this would never happen to us. Life takes its turns but my men told me the turn my life has taken today is here to stay and my tears are tears of joy. You girls have shared our youth and given us ours back. Aunt Ava will always be a part of your lives and I have longed for this moment. I just have to pinch myself every now and again to make sure I’m not dreaming.

Clem had gathered a few of his best men to meet Wil. They talked about teaming up mules, harnessing and wagon maintenance. Wil was sharing all his best ideas with the people that did the work. He enjoyed the humor and willingness of these men to share what they knew with him. Clem seen in Wil, the same ease of dealing with people that he had seen so many times with Wil’s papa. He saw that this young man had compassion for his work. He also noticed the respect he was showing twords these men. He treated them with dignity and respect. They also treated Wil like a fellow farmer and not a young boy. They all knew Wil’s father and had a great admiration for him and were pleased to meet his son. They knew nothing but good could come from the new found friendship.

Walking back to the barn, Clem told Wil to put a lead rope on the guelding and walk him around until he felt comfortable enough to put a saddle on him. Wil approached the animal with ease, talked to him and even introduced himself. Clem watched in awe. This young man was not afraid of this animal at all. Wil put the lead rope around his neck with confidence and ran his hands all over the animal. He picked up his hooves slowly, one at a time and walked the horse twords the barn. Clem pulled out a blanket, saddle and bridle and brought them to Wil. Wil saddled the animal with no trouble. He walked him around for a few minutes looking him over carefully. Clem was amazed when Wil mounted the horse. It seemed that horse and rider were satisfied with each other. Clem opened the gate and Wil led the horse out. He walked him for a moment and took to a gallop. Wil was amazed at the quality of ride this animal gave. Wil broke him out into a full run. This animal was like nothing he had ever mounted before. Wil brought the animal to a slow gallop and approached Mr.Collins. Sir this animal is great and he’s not a problem at all. Are you sure you had problems with him? Wil, this animal is a Quarter Horse. A cow pony! He’s got good speed but watch him carefully. This guy can make a complete turn in a blink of an eye. And when he does, just hang on!

Wil your father and I figured a young man like you needs a good dependable animal and you look great together. Do you like him? Yes sir I do. Then he’s yours. Get to know him well. You will find having a good horse to depend on at times will make your chores much esaier. I don’t know how to thank you sir. Well he’s yours. What are you going to name him? Well sir he likes to run and open up and enjoys the freedom of the ride. I think I will name him Rebel. That sounds like a good name for him Wil. The man I got him from called him horse. So as far as I know he had never been named. And Rebel suits him fine. Well how does it feel to own your own animal. Very proud Sir! Before you leave I will draw up some papers, paid in full for services rendered. This way no man can make claim on him. I just don’t know how to thank you sir. I will always be in your dept. No Wil, you owe me nothing. My mama and papa always told me that helping my friends was the Christian thing to do, remember? You owe me nothing. Let’s clean up and get ready for dinner. Hi Wil, said Anthony, I put Lucky back in his stall and fed him, and by the way, I put your stuff in your room. I also brought Aunt Ava’s things to her room. Thank you Anthony I completely forgot about that. No trouble Wil. Anthony, we will get started on Lucky at first light. OK Wil I’ll be ready. By the way Wil says Mr. Collins, The saddle, blanket and bridle go with the horse. They came with him so they go with him. Sir you are so kind. Your papa had something to do with this also. He told me that a man shouldn’t have to make a long trip on someone else’s animal. Now you have an animal you can be proud of. Wil dismounted and removed the saddle and bridle and turned Rebel loose in the corral. The horse immediately started running and doing his own dancing and twisting around. Fine animal Sir! Yes he is. Let’s go get some dinner.

All the ladies were in the kitchen and Agnes was setting the table. His mama and Miss. Ida had prepared a great meal, smothered chicken, one of his favorites. Lena looked so lovely with her apron draped over the front of her dress. He could see her small and lovely features. He thought to himself that the wait to see her was all worth it. Oh Wil we had such a lovely day today his mother said. Lena, Agnes and I really got to know each other. We had a great time. Yes Wil said Lena, and how was your day. Lena, I can’t begin to tell you how great my day went says Wil. It seems I’m now the proud owner of a great horse. Papa sold Lucky to you? No mam he did not. Of course not Lena, he’s family said her papa. I let him have the young guelding for services rendered. By the way Wil, we will go to my study and draw up those papers after dinner. You men have really been tending to business havn’t you exclaimed Miss. Ida. Yes we have said Mr.Clem. That they have said Lena!

At the dinner table Anthony sat on one side of Wil and Lena sat on the other. Clem and Ida sat on each end of the table. His mother sat across from him and Agnes was next to her. She put her arm around Agnes and hugged her and smiled ever so gently and said, Agnes thank you for such a lovely day. You and your sister have made this day so special. I think we will make a full day of tomorrow Wil, says Mr.Clem. Maybe it would be better if you leave shortly after breakfast the next day. Does that sound alright with everybody? Yes dear says Ida that will give us more time together.

After dinner Wil wanted to take a walk out to the corral and just check on his horse. Lena asked if it would be alright for her to go along. The dinner dishes were done and Ida gave her approval. Anthony wanted to go along but his papa told him they were going to the barn to check on a new calf and he seemed to be alright with that. Agnes was reading a book to Wil’s mother and Miss. Ida was looking on. The night was quiet. Wil noticed all the workers sitting on their porches enjoying the night air. As they passed, Wil said, lovely night isn’t it? One man Wil had met named Frank said, yes it is a lovely night Mr.Wil. Enjoy your walk with Miss.Lena. Yawll be careful now.Yes sir, we will Lena replied. They arrived at the corral and Rebel walked right up to them. He’s a beautiful horse Wil. Yes he is Lena. And so are you. The moonlight was shining on her beautiful red hair. Well Lena I just didn’t think this day could get any better. But it just did. You are so lovely and I feel so fortunate to be standing here with you. I guess I was thinking all day of a way just to spend a few minutes with you. And here I am, in the moonlight on this lovely night standing here with you. Lena grabbed his hand and said the feelings were mutual. Wil almost felt weak for a second! My Lena, I really had no idea you could feel the same way. Wil Trahan, The day I found you in the barn looking after Lucky, was the very moment I knew I wanted to be with you.

It seems that things are working out just fine for me. Yes Lena, I guess things are working out just fine. I came here two weeks ago to get with your father about a mule buying trip, and since that day my life has been changing more and more every minute. I have to tell you Lena that the touch of your hand has my heart pounding. Oh my Wil, this little hand of mine is doing that to a big strong man like you. Yes Lena, I’ve read in books that kings have faught wars over the women they loved. And this moment in time tells me this is possible. My Wil Trahan, you sure do know how to make a lady feel special. Lena I see the love and affection in my papa’s eyes every time he looks at my mother. Here I am barely 18 years old and I can see how he can feel that way. Yes Wil, I see my mama and papa looking at each other and wish for someone to look at me that way. And here I am barely 16 years old and feeling what I feel right now seems so real. Maybe we are too young to feel the way we do. But all I know Wil, is that it feels wonderful.

This has been quite a day. Today I fell totally in love with your mother Wil. She is so special. She is so beautiful inside and out. She is all that my mother told me she was. And maybe by feeling so deeply about her; has driven my feelings for you. Oh Lena I guess I want to tell you I love you, is that alright? Have we known each other long enough to talk that way to each other asked Wil? Wil Trahan, you love that horse out there and you just met him today. I do love you Wil and I’m not afraid to say it. But for now we have to remain good friends in front of our families. They may think we are too young and it’s too soon for us to feel this way about each other. I’ve read books too Wil. And some times people just become infatuated with each other when there aren’t other people around. I’m sorry Lena I don’t understand what you meant by that word infatuation. That is when people are attracted to each other and not really in love.

Love has to grow Wil. If we love each other this strong now all it can do is grow stronger in time. If we miss each other when we are apart, that will make it stronger. Oh Lena, I missed you for the passed two weeks. Yes Wil I miss you also! I want to kiss you Lena. I want to kiss you so bad. Lena reached up and put her lips to his. It was a very quick and tender kiss. Wil’s heart was pounding out of his chest. Oh Lena, I needed that. So did I Wil, so did I. We had better be getting back to the house Lena before they start missing us. Yes Wil I’m sure my papa is well aware of how long we’ve been gone. They started the walk back to the house holding each others hands. All the people had gone in. Hello kids called out Mr.Collins. They let go of each others hands and greeted him. Wil I’m glad to see you are taking such good care of my daughter holding her hand so she don’t get lost out here. He put his hand on Wil’s shoulder and shook him gently. Anthony reached out