The Secret's Out: Some Secrets Should Remain Just That...

By Tonee Maxx

After years of therapy, all of Maurys secrets were now unlocked. It was then that he realized that he should have never gone digging for answers, because when one digs too deep, one doesnt find gold or even oil for that matter, but rather a graveyard full of skeletons that have never rested.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Jan 24, 2013
• ISBN: 9781477275450

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Acknowledgement

To my lovely sisters: Michelle, Kersten, and Eva, and my little brother Richie: Each one of you will always hold a special place in my heart. We all can say that we’ve been through hell and back, and yet we still remain strong. Our spirits were unbreakable while apart, and invincible while together. It just goes to show that we truly do come from a long line of strong and enduring hearts. I love each and every one of you very much. Thank you for being there for me. Your love and support is in part what kept me going through out all of my own personal trials and tribulations.

Love always

Tonee

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To Christina, A beautiful angel who is very near and dear to my heart,

You have been a driving force in my life ever since I heard that heavenly voice of yours on the Spirit of Philadelphia. You and I have seen each other through our own personal ups and downs, and yet we’ve both managed to come out on top (as only true divas can)! You will, and have always been very special and dear to me, and I love you more than words can say. Stay true to you as only you can sweetheart.

You know you love me

Xoxo

Tonee

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I would also like to extend a very special thank you to my good friend Mrs. Dorothy Scott for editing this book. Thank you so much Mrs. Dot, you are an angel; love you much!!!

Tonee

Chapter 1

Maury opened up his third floor bedroom window, and stood in it looking down at the street below…getting ready to jump.

All of a sudden; a hand swiftly grabbed him by the back of his belt, pulled him out of the window, and threw him in the corner against the wall.

Gwat ju doing meng huh? Carlos asked as he walked towards Maury.

Carlos then picked Maury up by his shirt and slammed him up against the wall, then he grabbed Maury by his throat and asked again, I said gwat ju doing?

Maury was struggling to get Carlos’s hands from around his neck.

I teacha you lesson yeah?! Carlos said as he slammed Maury onto his dresser and pinned his head down like he was some kind of fugitive.

Carlos then unzipped his pants, and pulled down Maury’s pants and underwear.

I going to give ju sonsing to think about. Carlos said as he began to impale Maury with his thick Panamanian tool.

Maury started biting down on his bottom lip so hard that he bit right through it as Carlos began thrusting his thick dick deep inside his body.

Yeah…yeah…ju like that? Carlos whispered into Maury’s ear.

Maury just laid there on the dresser pinned down like a fugitive…tears running down his face as Carlos continued ramming his hole like a jack hammer.

About ten minutes later…Carlos starts pounding even faster…going deeper up inside of Maury. The pain was so unbearable he couldn’t even breathe; so he closed his eyes and detached himself away from his body.

"Yeah…yeah…yeah…yeah…GON YO!!! Carlos yelled as he began filling Maury’s hole with his load.

Carlos then got up off of Maury and went back downstairs to his bedroom to pass out.

Maury continued lying on the dresser with this lifeless look in his eyes as if someone had just ripped his soul out of his body.

With blood and cum running down his legs…he fell to the floor, curled up in the corner in the fetal position, and cried himself to sleep.

The next morning Maury started thinking of how things use to be when Carlos first came to live with them…and how it was so much different now.

{Maury started keeping a journal. He would write everything in it…because he needed someone to talk to. He spoke in the third person though…not referring to himself}

Carlos was a janitor at Harrisburg Hospital where Maury’s mom, Vanessa also worked (she was an ICU nurse). They both worked the night shift.

One night Carlos was making his rounds when he notices Vanessa at the nurse’s station doing paper work.

How ju doing? Carlos asked.

I’m fine…how are you? Vanessa replied.

I’ng ok. Replied Carlos.

What’s your name? Carlos asked.

Vanessa. She replied.

And yours? Vanessa asked.

Carlos. He replied.

Well it’s nice to meet you Carlos…but I have to get back to work. Vanessa said.

What time ju take a lunch? Carlos asked.

Between 2 & 3 am. Vanessa replied.

I can have lunch wid you? Carlos asked.

Yeah…meet me in the cafeteria round 2:30 am. Vanessa said.

Ok…I see you then. Carlos said as he walked away to go finish his rounds.

{Carlos’s Panamanian accent wouldn’t allow him to pronounce certain words correctly; for example… the word What…he pronounced as, Gwat, You… was pronounced as, Ju, Man…was pronounced as Meng, I’m…was pronounced as, I’ng, With…was pronounced as Wid… Face… was pronounced as Fae…, and Miss was pronounced as Meesa"… so when he would call Vanessa; he called her Meesa Vanessa}.

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At 2:30 am Vanessa went to the cafeteria.

Carlos was already there…sitting at a table in the corner next to the window looking down at the Susquehanna River.

{Vanessa was attracted to Carlos immediately…she’s always had a thing for men with an accent…not to mention his body...Carlos stood at about 5’11", 160lbs, tight swimmers build, dark skinned, short black wavy hair, and the coolest hazel green eyes…he also had this scar on the side of face…but he was so fine that the scar didn’t take away from his looks what so ever}

As soon as Carlos saw Vanessa walk into the cafeteria…his face lit up.

Vanessa was beautiful…no one would have ever guessed that she had four kids with the body that she had. (Her oldest son Maury and oldest daughter Adriene were fraternal twins…they were 13 years old…her other daughter Christina was five, and her baby boy Darien was 3) Vanessa was 5’6" at 120lbs, with this long black silky hair that ran down her back which she always kept in a French braid, she also had these mesmerizing brown eyes and gorgeous long eye lashes …her measurements were: 36’24’36. When she walked it was so sexy and graceful that she had both men and women staring at her.

As Vanessa and Carols were talking…Vanessa kept staring at Carlos as if she’d seen him before.

Where are you from? Vanessa asked.

Panama. Carlos replied.

You live there all your life? Vanessa continued.

Yes…why? Carlos asked.

I…you just look familiar…like someone I use to know a long time ago. Vanessa continued.

Hum. Carlos said as he took a drink of his soda.

This was the beginning of regular lunch encounters between them; they met for lunch every night thereafter.

Pretty soon these encounters ran into their days off….and eventually their weekends.

Vanessa had a huge house at the corner of 19th & Market St…so her and Carlos came up with this bullshit story to tell her kids as to why he was moving in.

Vanessa said that she was renting out a third floor room to Carlos…because she needed the extra income.

Adriene saw right though that…She asked Maury, What extra income does she need…I mean seriously…the house is paid for…so are both of her cars…and she’s like the head nurse at work…not to mention the alimony and child support that she gets.

You gotta point there. Maury said.

After Carlos’s first night there is when Adriene really connected the dots together.

That next morning Maury went to Adriene and asked, If mommy rented out a room to Carlos…then why did he sleep in her room last night?

Because she didn’t rent out a room to him you dummy…don’t you get it…they’re fuckin…that was just her way of moving him in. Adriene said.

{Adriene was smart as a tack…you couldn’t pull the wool over her eyes if you tried…because just when you thought that you had her eyes covered…she’d already cut a hole in the bottom so that she could see}

When Maury and Adriene asked their mom why Carlos slept in her room…she said, Because he didn’t have a bed.

Then where in the fuck did he sleep when he had his apartment? Adriene asked Maury.

Maury just shrugged his shoulders and said, I know right?

In the beginning; Carlos tried to be everyone’s friend…but Adriene wasn’t havin it…because she saw right through him.

Carlos was like a teenager; the audio equipment that he had would make any man drool…one would have thought that he had his own sound studio. He had all the latest music…and he would blast his stereo all the time.

Even though Adriene still wasn’t buyin it…Carlos as least had two people hooked (Vanessa and Maury)…and that was all he needed to execute his plan.

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{(It’s a wonder that Maury went through all the trials and tribulations that he did. He was paying for all the shit his family had done to other people long before he was even thought of; stemming from his great, great, great, grandmother, to his mother, and her father. Between the three of them, it’s a wonder that Maury was even conceived at all; but then again maybe he was conceived so that he could pay for the shit that they did to people in the past).

***Careful who you fuck with, because there’s no telling how far down the line Karma will go to get you back!"***

Although it seems cliché; it’s still worth talking about.

Staring with Maury’s great, great, great grandmother, Sally, or Ms. Sally as she was so often referred to as. Ms. Sally was a pistol; even towards her children. This is a woman who took shit from no one. She kinda reminded you of Sophia from The Color Purple. But in the same sense, Ms. Sally got it IN! She had 10 kids; eight boys, and twin girls.

Ms. Sally loved her boys to death, and there was nothing she wouldn’t do for them; but her girls, she couldn’t stand, and they caught hell for it too.

Rose and Lilley were identical twins, and from the moment they were born, Ms. Sally resented them; at times it was so obvious how much she hated those girls…her own girls. Rose was scared of her mom, but Lilley wasn’t; she would go toe to toe with Ms. Sally every chance she got, even if it meant getting a beatin.

By the time Lilley had turned 16, she had blossomed into a flower as beautiful as her name…and she knew it too…you couldn’t tell her nothin. She’d sneak boys in and out of the house at all times of the night while Ms. Sally was sleeping. No matter what Ms. Sally did, she just could not tame Lilley; she was just too wild.

Even when Lilley got pregnant, she still didn’t slow down. That girl truly lived her life; and poor Rose, the only way she could experience life was vicariously through Lilley.

Lilley gave birth to a beautiful girl named Lèla. She was the cutest thing; eyes as big as marbles, and hair like black silk. At first people thought she was a doll baby, because she never cried, she would just look at you as though she was thinking things through.

Rose always baby sat for Lilley while she went out. For those who didn’t know Lilley; one would have thought that Lèla was Rose’s baby; because