White Trash Warlock
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Magic
Family Relationships
Family
Mental Health
Personal Growth
Family Secrets
Urban Fantasy
Sibling Rivalry
Chosen One
Mysterious Past
Possession
Fish Out of Water
Forbidden Love
Supernatural Investigation
Brotherly Love
Supernatural
Self-Discovery
Spirit Realm
Responsibility
Trust
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Not all magicians go to schools of magic.
Adam Binder has the Sight. It’s a power that runs in his bloodline: the ability to see beyond this world and into another, a realm of magic populated by elves, gnomes, and spirits of every kind. But for much of Adam’s life, that power has been a curse, hindering friendships, worrying his backwoods family, and fueling his abusive father’s rage.
Years after his brother, Bobby, had him committed to a psych ward, Adam is ready to come to grips with who he is, to live his life on his terms, to find love, and maybe even use his magic to do some good. Hoping to track down his missing father, Adam follows a trail of cursed artifacts to Denver, only to discover that an ancient and horrifying spirit has taken possession of Bobby’s wife.
It isn’t long before Adam becomes the spirit’s next target. To survive the confrontation, save his sister-in-law, and learn the truth about his father, Adam will have to risk bargaining with very dangerous beings … including his first love.
David R. Slayton
David R. Slayton (he/him) grew up in Guthrie, Oklahoma, where finding fantasy novels was pretty challenging and finding fantasy novels with diverse characters was downright impossible. Now he lives in Denver, Colorado, and writes the books he always wanted to read. His epic fantasy, Dark Moon, Shallow Sea, won the Colorado Book Award. In 2015, David founded Trick or Read, an initiative to give out books along with candy to children on Halloween as well as uplift lesser-known authors or those from marginalized backgrounds. David is a regular speaker and panelist at fan cons and writing conferences. Find him online at www.DavidRSlayton.com.
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Readers find this title satisfying and truly amazing. The book has an original and well-crafted storyline that feels so realistic. The characters are relatable and the complexity of the main character, a young gay man, is portrayed naturally. It is considered the best thing in the fantasy genre by many readers.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Jun 16, 2023
Original storyline. So realistic it is like he is telling us what happened to people we already know in an actual world. Adam is almost painfully familiar, and the fact that he is a young gay man is conveyed so naturally that it adds one more layer to his complexity of character without this being an exclusively-LGTBQ+-themed story. Best thing I've read in the fantasy genre in a long, long time. Waiting for the next one eagerly! - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Apr 26, 2023
Truly amazing. Original and well crafted, I already want more. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Sep 5, 2022
Satisfying, and characters you really care about. Will love to read more.1 person found this helpful
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Jan 4, 2023
This urban fantasy deals with Adam on the trail of a dark warlock who he is believes is his dad. His older estranged brother Bobby calls him begging for help with his wife, Annie has been possessed by something that has taken out the mortal magic users in Denver. When Adam was younger and struggling to deal with magic Bobby had him committed until his 18th birthday. Adam has always blamed his brother for this but Annie has always been nice to Adam so he goes to help on her behalf. When Adam gets there things are very complicated very quickly. The guardians of the magical towers in the area know about what has attacked and killed people and they want Adam to take care of it and they will help him.
So much of this book gives you background on Adam and how that affects everything happening in the story. It isn’t a happy story since there is so much grief in Adam’s life as a child that comes up in all his adult encounters with his family. Hopefully in the next book things will be a bit better for Adam, he does get a boyfriend and makes peace with his past in this one even as it has him traveling to see his great aunt at the end of the book.
Digital review copy provided by the publisher through NetGalley - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5
Dec 26, 2022
His mother and brother didn’t believe in his magic, so they committed Adam Lee Binder to a mental institution. Years later, he’s scraping by, still resentful, when his brother calls, asking for help with his wife. The journey will force both brothers to confront the bitter legacies of their childhoods, and also expose Adam both to a former lover and a potential new one—a handsome cop whose life he saves. It was fine but didn’t grab me. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Jun 10, 2021
Urban fantasy. Good magic world building.1 person found this helpful
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Dec 24, 2020
This book had cool world building, and I really want to read more of it—I particularly want to see more of where the romance is going! I hope there are additional books in the series. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Feb 2, 2021
This originally appeared at The Irresponsible Reader.
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WHAT'S WHITE TRASH WARLOCK ABOUT?
Adam Binder has the Sight. He can see mystical/magical beings, forces, phenomena. He can't do much beyond that—he's pretty lightweight in magical terms. But it's enough that it messes up his childhood—he's always looking at and responding to things that only he can see. A family that can't—won't?—see what he says worries for him and tries to get him to abandon this. After his father deserts the family and his brother becomes "The Man of the House," they try to get him help and eventually put him in a treatment facility.
We don't learn a lot about the facility, but it seems to be something right out of Cuckoo's Nest. However, he does meet someone there who teaches him how the magical world works and how to use his meager abilities. He leaves the facility when he turned eighteen and now scrapes by doing car repairs for neighbors while he scours the area for items that seem to be produced by a Warlock. He's convinced that the Warlock is—or will lead him to—his father, and then will understand how he got these abilities.
Meanwhile, his brother, Bobby, having done his duty for his brother got out of their small Southern town, went to college, and is now Robert J. Binder, M.D. in Denver. Robert's wife has had a couple of miscarriages and isn't coping well with them—he's a shell of her former, vibrant self—and really should be getting professional treatment (I'm not sure why Robert has lost confidence in the profession). It wouldn't have done any good, mind you, but he still should've tried—but as the book opens, Robert Sees something attached to his wife. Realizing he's out of his depth, he calls Adam and asks for help.
Adam's clues to the Warlock are also leading him to Denver, so he goes—killing two birds and one transcontinental drive, you could say. Once he arrives in Denver, he Sees that Annie is possessed by some sort of magical being that's running amok through the city. We learn after a bit that this 98 lb. magical weakling is just the David necessary to take down this magical Goliath (yeah, it seems counter-intuitive, but that's part of what makes it work).
He has to make alliances with some of the local Guardians (magical beings tasked with guarding an area) for aid, but ultimately it's Adam versus the Big Bad for the safety of Denver.
ADAM AND ROBERT
This relationship is the most interesting thing in the book to me—there's plenty of competition for that, I should add—the Guardians, the nature and origin of the Big Bad, Adam's abilities, are a few examples. But it's the brothers that captured my attention.
To start with, locking your brother up and never once visiting him to see how miserable the conditions were and how lousy the treatment was going, is not a great way to endear yourself to him. Robert would say he just wants what's best for his brother, and was (and is) just looking out for him. He doesn't understand why Adam just doesn't get an education, find a respectable job and settle down to start a family—you know, be normal.
They grew up poor. Their father physically abused them and did not provide for the family at all. Their mother managed to keep them alive, but that's about it—she was more than ready to let Bobby take over when it was time—and only signed the papers committing Adam because Bobby told her to.
Their horrific childhood left scars on both of them (physical—I assume—and mental). What happened to Adam made things worse for him, and the relationship is apathetic at best, and downright antagonistic at its worst.
Still, Robert knows who to call when he needs help. And Adam responds. They won't admit it, but they need each other. Just neither is willing to pay the price to admit it, or do the work to restore the relationship in any way.
Yes, defeating the Big Bad seems to be what the book is about, but it all hinges on this relationship. I loved the dynamic, the dysfunction, and how that played out.
THE WORLDBUILDING
I'm not going to describe it, it wouldn't be fair to the novel (and I wouldn't do that great a job at it). Ditto for the magic system.
The magic system reminds me of others I've encountered (more in traditional Fantasy than in Urban Fantasies), but Slayton's take on it is pretty intriguing and fresh. His worldbuilding is very developed, it's been a long time since I saw something this well-thought-out and constructed in the first book of a series. Both are commendable.
THE SPOILER-Y THINGS I'M NOT GOING TO TALK ABOUT
So, the things I most want to discuss about this book are all things that are either spoilers or I'd have to spoil something to talk about. Which is pretty annoying. A couple of examples:
There's someone I fully expected to develop and/or reveal magic abilities from the moment we meet them up until the point it's clear that won't happen. I'm happy that Slayton zagged there when I was waiting for him to zig. Also, I thought the way he pulled it off was really well done.
There's a supernatural being that we're introduced to—but don't really get to see at work. I've seen this type in multiple TV series and books over the years. I've never, ever, ever, ever found it done successfully. Most of the time, I want to throw a shoe at the TV or the book across the room (timing has denied me the temptation to hurl one of these books at a fitting TV show—probably saving me from having to replace something). Slayton's approach just might be the exception to the rule. It has good potential, but it'll take at least one more book to know this for sure.
THE THINGS THAT FRUSTRATED ME
The fact that the most interesting part of the book (see above) was the least developed and explored. One honest conversation—or even a half-way honest conversation that gets cut off shortly before it finishes—and we could've seen some really strong development in these two as people and their relationship. Sure, it's probably realistic that we didn't get it. It's a narrative choice to push it further to help with tension. I see and accept that, too. I can probably come up with a couple of other reasons to not give the reader that. That doesn't mean I wasn't frustrated by not getting it. It's just not anything to hold against the book.
The romance on the other hand? Yeah, I think I'm going to. I've seen some references to it being a triangle (which would be reason enough to not be interested), but I think it's more of someone not letting go of something that's over than it is a viable option. On the other hand—the viable option . . . how do I say this? Adam himself wonders if it's an organic, natural interest in each other, or if it's magically-induced. I think the text is pretty clear that it's the latter. Which makes it less a love story and more of two people coming to accept something that's a fait accompli (even if they're both not aware that's the case).
Lastly, the way the book ends—both in stopping The Big Bad and launching into the second novel. I'm not complaining about what happens, just the way that Slayton told it. It felt to me* like as Slatyon's gearing up to start the endgame portion of the novel, he's continuing to plant the seeds for the second book/an ongoing arc that takes more than just two books to resolve, and gets so interested in that arc that he rushed the final 25-30% (or so) of the novel so he could get on to writing the stuff he was really interested in.
I was reading a hard copy, so I knew exactly how many pages were left in the novel, and my reaction was still, "Wait, what? That's it?"
* I want to stress that I don't think Slayton actually did this, it just felt like it.
SO, WHAT DID I THINK ABOUT WHITE TRASH WARLOCK?
At this point, it may sound like I'm down on the novel. I'm not. As I've noted before, it takes more words to talk about a problem/frustration than it does to say something complimentary. Which really bothers me, but such is language, I guess. "The way that ____ hides among the humans and gets Adam the access to ____ that he needs to figure things out is pretty entertaining and cleverly done." Especially without filling in those blanks, it's hard to make that as large as the paragraph about the love story.
I liked the book. I didn't like it as much as I wanted to. I didn't like it as much as many other people did, based on the blog posts I've read since I finished. But I liked it.
I'm also plenty curious as to what happens next and I'm curious about Slayton's development as a writer—does he figure out a better way to pace a novel and to wrap things up? (I'm betting he does). I liked the world he set up and the magic system (systems?) at work, and would like to see them both explored more—I really want to see more Guardians. There's a rawness to the writing that makes it feel more natural than a lot of UF. There's a brokenness—as well as a resiliency—to the characters that is compelling and draws you in. There's nothing but potential for growth here and the series has a strong foundation.
I kept flashing back to last year's Burn the Dark while reading this, they seem to come from a similar place and have a similar aesthetic. I'm glad to see Urban Fantasy like this (I'm sure there are precursors that I'm not thinking of at the moment), it makes me think that the genre is going to stay interesting.1 person found this helpful
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5
Jan 26, 2021
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Adam Binder has freaky powers that freak out his mother and brother so they have him committed to an asylum which makes Adam freakishly angry. Ok, not so freakish there. When Adam is released at age 18 he ignores them and goes to live with his great-aunt Sue who is like him. Only more freakish. In their eyes anyway. So they studiously ignore each other until the day Adam’s brother Bobby needs him. And that’s when the fun begins. And by fun, I don’t really mean fun. You know that, right?
What a great story! Told from mostly from Adam’s POV we do get some chapters from Bobby’s (Robert). Adam is 20, gay, and can see across the veil. It’s caused him some serious problems in life. Unfortunately, instead of his family believing him and getting him some mojo tutoring, he gets tossed into the nuthouse. Yeah, that doesn’t go over so well with Adam. I was prepared to totally hate his mom and brother, but families are never so simple. Be ready for a complicated interpersonal story as well as a gigantic threat from outside the family unit. Holy fuck. That is one scary ass mofo.
I love this world that David Slayton has conjured. I love the characters, the conflicts, and the danger. While I think it drags a bit in spots and is a bit unclear how the other side works I am looking forward to seeing where Adam’s story is going. I’m totally here for the journey. With snacks.
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White Trash Warlock - David R. Slayton
1
Adam Lee Binder
Adam shivered at the taste of black magic: battery acid and rotten blackberries. It mixed with the odors of cheap beer and cigarettes. Even the lake’s sweet air, wafting through the bar’s open windows couldn’t scrub it from the back of Adam’s throat. He shivered and wished he’d worn something thicker under the flannel button up he’d dug out of his closet. Forcing his fists to unclench, Adam tried to relax as he waited his turn at the pool table. He sucked at looking casual.
I’m telling you—
said one of the two players. Keg-bellied and older, Bill took a long chug of cheap beer from a plastic cup. He wore a trucker cap emblazoned with a Confederate flag crossed by a pair of six-shooters. Greasy curls poked from beneath it. There’s lizard men—what do they call them?
Saurians,
Adam muttered, watching the second player, Tanner, take his shot.
Tanner was closer to Adam’s age, around twenty-two. About six foot, a little taller than Adam, and sandy blond, he also wore a flannel with two buttons open at each end, showing off a clean wife-beater and hinting at a built chest. Tanner caught Adam looking, and his gaze narrowed.
Shit. Adam took a heavy pull from his cup to hide his face. He did not want to be read—not here, not now. This wasn’t that kind of bar, and he hadn’t driven all the way to Ardmore to get his ass kicked.
. . . Under the airport there,
Bill continued.
There are lizard people living underneath the Denver airport?
Tanner asked. He stepped back from the table so Bill could take his shot. Tanner flicked his eyes over Adam and smiled a knowing little smile.
Adam blinked. Well, huh.
Yeah, man.
Bill tugged on his cap and took his shot.
Tanner watched the results, but Adam’s eyes were on Tanner’s cue, specifically the band of jet and ivory at the middle.
Bone bound in iron—nasty work, even if Tanner didn’t seem the sort to trade in torturing magical creatures.
Damn,
Bill drawled as his shot missed the mark.
Tanner held the cue across his shoulders and stretched, giving Adam a peek at his heavy belt buckle and a bit of his flat belly.
You just gonna watch?
he asked.
Adam took another gulp of beer to cover the hitch in his throat and said, I’ll play the winner.
Aight.
Tanner positioned himself for another shot.
The winner was never in doubt. Lean hands gripped the cue, and Adam felt its magic stir. Adam needed that cue. Well, he needed to find the warlock who’d made it. The thing itself was vile. It had to be destroyed.
Adam cleared his throat.
Casual. Casual.
Nice cue.
Tanner looked up from beneath the rim of his ball cap.
Thanks,
he said.
It’s a custom job?
Don’t know,
Tanner said. My dad bought it for me.
Tanner lined up the cue, took a shot, then another, finishing off Bill in a few quick moves. Adam felt little spikes of magic as the cue did its work. It was made the same as the other artifacts he’d found, a pair of dice, a flask: bone sealed with bog iron, trapping the creature’s pain to power the charm.
Someone had maimed a magical creature so they could cheat at pool. Adam fought to keep a grimace off his face.
If that someone was who Adam suspected, then he was so much worse than the man he barely remembered.
Tanner slapped hands with Bill.
You’re up,
he said, smiling at Adam.
Cool,
he said, the hitch back in his voice. He reached for a cue.
You meet Bill here?
Tanner asked. He likes conspiracy theories.
I’ve never been to Denver,
Adam said.
He didn’t mention that he’d seen stranger shit than eight-foot lizard men, most of it in the Carolinas. But the Saurians were supposedly extinct. The elves had wiped them out in the Christmas War of 1983.
It’s not a theory,
Bill said. The government keeps ’em secret. Five hundred kids go missing every year, and they cover it up.
That seems like a lot,
Adam mused.
Yeah, yeah,
Tanner said, holding out a palm. Pay up.
Bill took two twenties out of his wallet. Tanner added them to a roll of bills and pushed it deep into his pocket.
Still want to play?
Tanner asked, looking hopeful.
Yeah,
Adam said.
The game went too quickly. Adam had expected to lose, but at least he got a closer look at the charm.
The cue held just enough magic to shift Tanner’s luck, building up a little charge as they played and altering his shots when it mattered most.
It was a subtle piece of magic, hard to spot, but that was Adam’s specialty. It didn’t hurt that the cue’s magic was similar to his own.
He didn’t cast much light, have much power, on the magical spectrum. Living under the radar, the things trying to hide there were obvious to him.
It needled him that he couldn’t tell what kind of creature the bone had come from. Nothing immortal though, nothing too powerful. That would have brought down the Guardians. They were most concerned with their own.
You got me,
Adam said, reaching for his wallet. Forty dollars was steep, and money was tight. Between the gas and beer, this little trip to the state’s south end was adding up.
Keep it,
Tanner said. He glanced at the clock, then back at Adam. He looked hopeful. A tingle moved over Adam’s skin. Another game?
Adam looked Tanner over. He hadn’t come here for pool. But maybe he could tease a little more about the cue from Tanner.
I’ll just embarrass myself,
Adam said. Want to take a walk?
Sure,
Tanner said. Smiling, he unscrewed the cue.
Adam couldn’t help smiling back. He hadn’t expected this. He’d come for the cue, following a lead from a trucker who’d lost hard to Tanner a few weeks ago. Adam felt that little catch in his throat that popped up whenever he got interested in a guy.
He couldn’t help smiling. He didn’t think Tanner had a gang ready to jump him in the parking lot, but he checked over his shoulder as they left the bar. Just in case.
Nice night,
Tanner said, nodding to the lake. Glossy, it caught the starlight. The sky hung broad and bright over the flat Oklahoma landscape.
Tanner slung the cue’s canvas case over his shoulder as Adam led him toward the lake.
Scrub oak and cottonwood blotted the lights from the bar. Tanner moved like he knew where he was going, like he’d been there before, and Adam watched the shadows. He had a pocket knife, but nothing else in the way of a weapon if Tanner turned out to be other than he appeared.
The sounds of the bar—the Eagles’s Heartache Tonight
and laughter—fell away. A muddy shore of driftwood emerged. Waves tapped the shore. The lake air, wet with a little rot and water-logged wood, slid across Adam’s skin.
He took a breath and resisted the urge to hug himself. He wondered how many guys Tanner had walked down to the lake, wondered if any of them hadn’t made it back. He could feel the cue, muffled by the canvas, but still there, still evil, even if Tanner didn’t seem to be. Appearances couldn’t be trusted. There were spells, glamours, that could hide a creature’s true nature, but Adam didn’t sense any magic around Tanner.
Adam opened his mouth to ask about the cue when Tanner asked, Where are you from?
Guthrie,
Adam said, surprising himself by being honest.
Really? You don’t seem small town.
Tanner clearly meant it as a compliment, but Adam bristled, too aware of his time-stained jeans and beaten work boots that weren’t really black anymore. Guthrie was a good place to be from, but it wasn’t a great place to live, not when you were like Adam, in all the ways Adam was like Adam.
They neared the water. Realizing he’d gone too long without speaking, Adam let his shoulder knock Tanner’s, and asked, How about you? Where are you from?
Ardmore, Oklahoma.
Tanner waved to the lake like a salesman unveiling a car. I go to school down in Sherman.
Ah, big city college boy.
Not exactly,
Tanner said. But bigger than Ardmore.
Pausing, Tanner peered out at the water.
What?
Adam asked, straightening.
Just making sure we’re alone,
Tanner said. He did that little head duck, blush thing again and Adam sort of wanted to kiss him.
Yeah?
Adam asked. He took a step closer.
Tanner put a hand to the back of Adam’s head, pulled him in, and angled his neck to press his lips to Adam’s. A little beer lingered on his mouth. Adam didn’t mind the taste.
He didn’t even feel the cue’s magic as the kiss deepened. Adam almost broke it to sigh. It had been too long since he’d been kissed, especially by a handsome guy. Tanner’s hand slid down Adam’s arm. He laced their fingers, surprising Adam. Adam pulled away.
It’s too bad,
he said.
About what?
Tanner asked. He looked hurt.
We’re not alone,
Adam said, turning to the trees. Hey, Bill.
The other pool player stepped out of the shadows. Tensing, Tanner stepped back toward the water.
What are you doing here?
Bill demanded. He crooked a finger at Adam.
Same thing you are,
Adam said, glancing at Tanner, who stared wide-eyed. Well, not the same thing.
Give him to us,
Bill said.
Us?
Adam asked. Three shapes slid out of the lake. Wet, glossy, and tall. He couldn’t see much of their features, but the smell of water-logged wood deepened when they opened mouths full of spiny teeth.
Adam suddenly recognized the flavor of the cue’s charm and wanted to slap his forehead. Not for the first time, or even that evening, he wished he was better at this.
For months, he’d been gathering dark artifacts like the cue and destroying them, trying to find their creator.
You’re supposed to be extinct,
he said. It’s lizard bone, isn’t it?
What are you talking about?
Tanner asked. He couldn’t see across the veil, couldn’t see the Saurians lingering on the Other Side, ready to cross and put their claws to use. Their tails lashed the muddy ground, their yellow eyes cut with black veins.
It is,
Bill said. "Though we don’t like that word, monkey."
Clueless about the situation, Tanner looked from Adam to Bill.
Stay close to me,
Adam told Tanner. Don’t run.
I tried to warn you off,
Bill told Adam. Green veins marked his face as his glamour cracked. Tell you we were here.
Yeah, you did,
Adam said, squaring his shoulders. But I missed your hint, and I’m not going to let you hurt him.
He tried to sound intimidating, but his voice faltered. There wasn’t much he could do against four of them. Adam wasn’t powerful like that.
He has a piece of us.
Bill pointed a hooked finger at Tanner. Cut from one of us.
He didn’t know,
Adam said. He’s just a dumb human.
I have a 4.0,
Tanner protested.
He’s using it to make money,
Bill said. A thick vein pulsed along his cheek.
Yeah,
Adam said. Nasty piece of work, that. I’m trying to find the warlock who did it.
Why?
Bill asked.
To stop him from making more charms,
Adam lied. From doing it to others.
Adam didn’t think now was the right time to mention he thought the warlock might be his missing father.
Behind them, the heavy tread of Saurian feet scraped against the sand. Adam didn’t know if Tanner could hear it. His own Sight was imperfect. Sounds from the Other Side came through in funny ways, but the Saurians were close to crossing.
Tanner heard something. His eyes widened, trying see what wasn’t quite there.
What are those?
he asked.
Give Bill the cue,
Adam said.
What?
Tanner demanded, voice pitching higher. No. Why?
Tanner,
Adam said quietly. He could take Bill. Maybe. But if Saurians were endangered, not just extinct, how much trouble would killing one get him? The Guardians would surely frown on it.
My dad gave it to me,
Tanner protested. His eyes fixed on the shadowy figures. They were almost through.
And it’s about to get you killed.
Adam pushed what magic he had into the veil, trying to slow the Saurians’ crossing.
You have to trust me,
Adam said.
He could already feel the strain. He had so little power, but he kept pushing, willing the barrier between the worlds to thicken. The headache started, telling him he was at his limit.
Fine,
Tanner said. He stepped forward, cautiously, and handed Bill the case.
Adam stood very still, glad Tanner had stepped away from the unseen threat.
There must be retribution,
Bill said, black veins spreading.
Give him his forty bucks back,
Adam said.
That’s not enough,
Bill said.
Give him the whole roll,
Adam said.
I won’t,
Tanner said. I need it for school.
You won’t make it back to school if they eat you,
Adam said.
Tanner blinked.
It’s not a joke.
Adam eyed the Saurians.
Tanner fished the roll of cash out of his pocket and passed it to Bill.
Adam glanced at the Saurians arrayed behind them. They did not look mollified. Adam did not trust them not to circle around. They were in a gray space. Tanner wasn’t the warlock, but he had used the charm to make money. The Guardians could see it either way if the lizards extracted retribution.
I’ll walk you to your car,
Adam said, narrowing his eyes at Bill.
Why?
Tanner asked.
So he and his friends don’t hurt you,
Adam said.
Adam’s gut sank when Tanner didn’t argue. That they’d shared a kiss was reason enough to be afraid. Adam didn’t have to explain about supernatural dangers as they walked back to the bar’s parking lot.
Was this some kind of a con?
Tanner asked. He looked sad, maybe a little afraid of Adam. Like, he’ll give you a cut later?
No,
Adam said. I was worried about you. Really.
What were they?
Tanner asked. Those shadows?
It’s a long story,
Adam said. And we both need to get out of here.
Could I call you sometime? Text you?
Tanner asked. You could explain.
Sure,
Adam said, handing over his phone.
So I’ll see you?
Tanner asked, handing it back, his number entered.
Yeah,
Adam said, not certain he meant it.
Tanner walked away.
Adam’s phone blinked. He had a text.
It read:
Call me. Please.
Area code 303. Colorado. Bobby was his best guess. Adam didn’t know his brother’s number, didn’t have it saved in his phone.
His first instinct was to ignore it, but Bobby had said please. He’d texted instead of calling, putting the ball in Adam’s court, probably scared that Adam wouldn’t respond.
Jackass.
Adam muttered.
He couldn’t remember the last time his brother had asked him for anything with please attached. Maybe it was Adam’s imagination. Maybe it was the prickle on the back of his neck, the Sight telling him something was up, but Adam got the sense that Bobby was afraid.
2
Robert J. Binder
Robert eased the Audi into his driveway, avoiding the little dip where it met the street.
He stopped well short of the garage door and checked the parking brake before he climbed out, keys in hand. Closing the door with his free hand, he rubbed a thumbprint from the paint.
The sight of the car almost made him smile. He’d bought it two months ago, a gunmetal consolation prize that didn’t quite plaster over the ache of what he’d started calling their situation.
He squeezed his eyes shut, kept his face even lest the neighbors see him scowl. He’d done everything right, shed his accent, the stink of small-town poverty, and most of his family. He’d kept his mom, though there were times he thought about letting her go too.
But his best move had been marrying Annie. Strawberry blond, willowy, she hailed from an East Coast family who considered Chicago a backwater and acted like nothing existed between Manhattan and the Napa Valley.
They’d been right on track before it all went wrong.
The first miscarriage had dimmed Annie’s confidence, the thing he’d liked about her right away. She gave up coffee and the little bit of wine she still drank. When the second came, they stopped talking about baby names.
At night, she’d curl around him, press her head to his chest. He’d stroke her hair, squeeze her, and remind her it was only a matter of biology. Science had never failed him. But test after test found no explanation, no reason why they shouldn’t have a baby.
The third miscarriage tore down Annie’s optimism and Robert’s assurances.
Robert studied his two stories of white trim and fake shutters. He read the stenciled letters, The Binders, on the mailbox.
He had the wild notion to pack up his hiking boots and his dad’s gun. He could go, make a break for it. Just walk away. He’d done it before.
Robert took a long breath, let it out in a long stream. No. He wasn’t that boy anymore. He wasn’t Bobby Jack. He had a mortgage.
A whispered lullaby sounded behind him. The tune tugged at his memory, something he’d heard in his own childhood.
Robert turned to see Annie rounding the corner. His first impulse was to get her inside before the neighbors noticed. She wore an open bathrobe. Panties, no bra. Her red hair streamed behind her, limp and curling in the autumn air. She’d put on lipstick, too large for her mouth, too bright against her indoor skin. It made her smile bloody.
He started for her but froze when he saw the stroller.
They’d bought it online after Annie met him at the door with a grin so broad that he’d known the good news before she’d said it aloud. It came in a box full of parts and screws in numbered plastic bags. They’d put it together, laughing and chattering about silly baby names. He liked her suggestions better than his. Nothing had ever made Robert feel like that, like he could just burst with joy, like he’d escaped.
The stroller had sat in the garage since the first miscarriage, beneath a plastic sheet, and he’d lain awake at night, wondering if something hadn’t ridden his backwoods blood into their lives.
Now, nearly naked, Annie sang to an empty stroller. Across the street, two gray-haired women speed-walked past the Binders, their elbows lifted. Dark matching sunglasses hid their eyes, but Robert read their pinched expressions and withering suburban judgment.
His mother would have tsk ed at them and shook her head. Adam would have flipped them off or made a crack about their matching track suits, but Robert flinched.
Bending, Annie cooed at the empty stroller. Robert approached with small steps, trying to make himself small and unthreatening, using the same tactics he deployed with disoriented patients.
Each lost pregnancy had thickened the gloom until it wrapped Annie like a leaden blanket. A miasma of depression seeped into the house. He watched for letters from the homeowner’s association.
His mother was supposed to keep an eye on Annie, not let her wander the streets. Robert seethed, but forced himself to calm, to focus on his wife.
Annie?
he asked, reaching for her. Honey?
Shh,
she said, eyes fixed on the stroller. You’ll wake him. I just got him to sleep.
Robert pressed his hand to her shoulder, hoping he could draw her back from wherever her mind had gone. She felt too thin, pliable, like he could bruise her.
The sunlight was probably good for her, but she wasn’t eating enough. He’d talk to his mother, make sure Annie was getting enough Vitamin D. She needed spinach, kale, foods with iron—Robert forced himself to stop diagnosing. This went beyond diet or vitamins.
There was some justice in that, he knew, reaping what he’d sown. Adam had grown up talking to invisible people. It had been so easy to convince their mother to sign the papers, to commit Adam to Liberty House, to walk away and start over.
But Annie was his wife. Tears welled in his eyes. At least the speed-walking women had turned the corner.
He could keep Annie at home a little longer. She just needed time. She wasn’t a danger to anyone.
Neither was Adam, a thought whispered.
Robert squeezed his eyes shut for a moment, forced the past back down
Annie,
he said, grasping a little harder. The stroller’s empty.
Of course it isn’t,
she snapped with a bit of her old strength, a dismissive glance full of her old intelligent bluntness. She drew down the stroller’s hood.
Robert staggered backward with a gasp. Tripping over the curb, he fell onto his ass. He ignored the pain of contact as Annie scooped up the bloody mess from inside the stroller. Red stained her sleeves as she cradled the glob to her chest. Blood ran down her arms, thick and slow, like paint dripping off the side of a can.
Maybe she’d found a cat or a small dog hit by a car. It couldn’t be a child, a baby. The shape was all wrong, broken, more of a mass than a body. Yet it pulsed with a faint heartbeat, alive, impossibly alive.
Annie!
Tilla called. Her buzz saw of an accent soothed when it should have grated. Robert’s mother came up the walk. Stopping, hands on her hips, she looked down at her son. I’m sorry, hon. I took a nap. She was sleeping in her room. I didn’t hear her sneak out.
You don’t see it, Mom? You don’t see it?
The thing, the bloody bundle, lifted its head and opened sleepy yellow eyes. It yawned, exposing a mouth full of fangs. Its eyes narrowed to slits as it focused on Robert. It sank its teeth into Annie’s breast. She gave a little gasp and smiled, like the bite calmed rather than stung.
Of course I see it,
his mother said. We should cover her . . .
Trailing off, Tilla squinted.
Oh,
she said.
Robert found his feet. When he looked again, the thing had vanished. The blood had vanished. Though no cloud hid the sun, he shivered. Annie looked puzzled, lost and dazed.
Well, shit,
his mother said, drawing out the cuss until it almost sounded like sheet.
She reached for the pack of cigarettes in her back pocket.
Tilla lit the cigarette, took a long drag, and let the smoke out in puffs.
We’d better go call your brother,
she said.
Robert’s breath hitched at the suggestion.
Let’s get her inside,
he said.
He braced for Annie to fight him as he steered her toward the house, but she came, docile and quiet. Her compliance twisted his heart.
Tilla gave the stroller a nasty look as if it were to blame. She dragged it to the garage like a reluctant child.
Annie let him lead her upstairs, to the guest room where she’d been sleeping. Robert had told himself that it was better for her, that he wouldn’t wake her when he came home from work, but in truth he could no longer watch her cringe when he touched her. More often than not she responded like she didn’t know him at all.
He steered Annie to sit on the edge of the bed.
Just stay here, okay?
Robert asked her, trying to not beg.
Annie pursed her lips and nodded.
He closed the door behind him. They’d have to install a lock.
The thing, the bloody glob in the stroller, hadn’t returned. But Robert could feel it lurking, like an aftertaste on his thoughts.
He wanted to tell himself it had been his imagination, the stress, the long hours at the hospital. But no. He’d seen what he’d seen. Something more than depression had a hold of Annie. Something insidious. Something other.
Robert pressed the back of his head against the door.
