Destroyed Child Shattered Women: One of the Most Powerful, Horrific, Riveting

By Goldie

This is a true life story of how life can take everything from you, you feel helpless, hopeless, and all alone, and somehow with my inner strength I"m still able to move on successfully,This book will touch every emotion you own, because you will see the depths of hell, but after reading this book you will know that there is nothing in life that can break you.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Jan 9, 2012
• ISBN: 9781468525007

Goldie

The author of this book, is a strong willed, persevering,determined woman. That doesn't allow life tribulations to keep her down .The strength that she posses always inspires other when they lend a listening ear.

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Contents

Introduction,

A Child Is Born,

Encounter of a Monster

Re-Encounter Of A Monster,

The Old G Speaks,

Monster Making Moves,

Prison Release -Character Defects,

A Monster Take’s Control,

Violence And Acting Out,

A Child Is Born, Baby J

The Elderly Man Speaks,

The Chase Is On,

Coward Caught,

Pre – Laid To Rest,

The Greed Begins,

Children Abused

Rape/Abuse

Shh……… Don’t Say Nothing

Help/ Good Person,

Trial/ Plea-Bargain

Sick Minded,

Almost The End Of a Continuing Saga

Eyrania’s final thoughts

About the Author

Introduction,

I’m, not making excuses. But I’m feeling sorry for myself and a lot of others who have shared the same situations. Don’t expect everyone to feel sorry for us. Just want to tell my story while I still can. Just wanted to make sure other people know my story especially all the kids on the streets and the young ones left alone to be adults over night and all lonely broken hearts. Don’t feel alone and left out, I hear your silent cries.

Use my story for uplifting and therapeutic help to stimulate your minds I Do! Stay Up.

A Child Is Born,

I was born forty-two years ago in New York City and then I died at the age of eight years old. At the hands of a very, very, very sick minded man. A well-known former convicted felon, monster. Who brutally violently murdered my mother. People would always talk about how she was so pretty. Very light skinned with a silky smooth complexion with long wavy ebony black hair. A fine ass figure, with legs so sexy they should’ve been insured for millions. CHINA-DOLL that’s what they called her. She was well known for her total pure beauty and warm heart and respect for everybody no matter who she encounter from the poorest to the richest it made no different to CHINA-DOLL. In the early 70’s after travelling back and forward from New York to Baltimore searching so very hard to land a good paying job to support herself and two kids. As time went on mom traveling would seem to pay off I’m not sure if this was what mom really wanted at the present time because she really didn’t want to move to Baltimore but this job offer was for the right hours and it would allowed her to also accept a great opportunity for mom to go and further her education, career at their cost and that would be a big plus for mom. So she moved her family and begins working for Parole & Probation of Baltimore City she also at that time started attending Baltimore City Community College. My mom was studying for her Bachelor degree in social development. Still being a great single mother of two young kids right in the center of very hard times. I still sit and often think about all the wonderful things my mother did with and for me and my older brother. They were always done with lots of love and sugar on it. I still sit and drift off into a daze and then I remember spending time with my mother and older brother just like it was today. Like most days my mother would come home from work and sit and put me on her lap and play the late Sam COOK A Change Gonna Come". She loved that song she would play that song over and over again and now when I drift back I realize the change that mom was looking for never came.

Encounter of a Monster

Towards the end of my mother’s time at Baltimore’s Parole & Probation my mother was assigned to a case of a potential parolee case of Mr. Joseph Pratt. She was sent to the Baltimore State Penitentiary on several occasions to try and prepare the gentlemen to be release to the public once again. To get things in order for him to live life outside prison walls as a normal and potential good citizen. That seemed to be going well. But shortly thereafter my mother had to give the case of Mr. J. Pratt to another officer. She was unable to complete the assignment because she was about to start a new career and had just received her degree in social development from Baltimore City College. She was so happy that now she could finally provide for her two kids and not suffer so bad doing it. Everything seemed great new career, new house, little more money, new friends, and let’s not forget a whole gang of new problems. Nothing seems to be a major problem at this time. Life is great for mom and kids. About a year or more had past and my mother was crossing the street at the corner of Lexington & Park Avenue trying to get to the world’s famous Lexington Market that she and everybody was known to love they were especially known for their corn beef on rye with mustard. Before she could get across the street she was approached by an unfamiliar voice at a very high volume saying ……………sexy legs hey sexy legs!!!!!!!! Remember me? Joe Pratt from the pen. Stopping all traffic. Just standing there him and her looking at each other in the middle of the street along with me and my older brother just laughing from ear to ear. But damn only if you could for see fate". Seeing our mother’s face light up with such joy. But lord behold we didn’t realize we had just encounter a laugh with the devil himself.

Re-Encounter Of A Monster,

Mr. Pratt spoke with such a savory swagger…………….. He started by telling her thank you for putting a good word in for him before she moved on. His words were smooth and in tacked like an animal stalking his prey and she was the catch. He also expressed that he was very broken-hearted that he never got the chance to say good-bye. At first my mother seemed withdrawn from holding a friendly conversation. But like I told you earlier China-Doll respected everybody no matter what. That’s how mom was. Mr. Pratt continued to walk beside her and talk just continuing to pursue her with his poisonous venom with a kindly face. The more he spoke about mom pure beauty. The more mom blushed and her cheeks were turning red as a cherry. "I’m smiling now thinking about that day. Not long after a little more talking mom gave him her phone number to help him with some resources that she knew was available to convicted felons. I remember Mr. Pratt didn’t have a private number because he stated he was in the half way house on work release. I guess stopping traffic for those smooth sexy legs was going to pay off one day for him. After a few calls Mr. Pratt was sent back to jail under violation of parole. He was made to finish his parole time back at the Maryland state pen. Doing this time he met a new friend name Mr. L. Davis who you’re not going to believe this shit he was an ex-boyfriend of my grandmother the late Marguerite Smith. My mother’s mother who had served eight-teen years for murder in the Maryland’s women penitentiary known as the women’s cut to some. My grandmother had met Mr. L Davis through what they called a kite in jail. My grandmother was convicted of killing her mother’s boyfriend who was very abusive to her and her mother. I stop to share this with you all because it lets you know how the terror of events started way back then. At the time Mr. Pratt had returned to the pen Mr. L Davis was serving a forty-five year sentenced