My Awakening Journal: A Journey to Enlightenment

By White Eagle

Many people today are confused about how to become an Enlightened Human Being!
I am asked every day what the secret is in learning how to channel, know what I know, and help people to be all that they are.
Is there an answer to these questions?
Yes, the answers exist within you.
This book is a journal of my Journey to Enlightenment.
It is a book of sharing that will assist you to recognize and become all that you are Mentally, Physically, Emotionally and Spiritually on your personal road to enlightenment!
Enjoy your journey!

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Aug 15, 2011
• ISBN: 9781463437985

White Eagle

White Eagle is a practicing Medicine Man who has been blessed by the Great Spirit Father with both Healing and Vision Medicine. Being part Algonquin and Arapaho, He carries forward a mixture of both traditional and nontraditional Medicine techniques. Ever seeking to serve the will of The Great Spirit, White Eagle endeavors to enable all of the Great Spirit's children to learn of His love and in the many ways in which we may allow His Light and Love to enrichen our well-being and lives. Ever in a constant vigil in seeking ways to serve the Will of the Great Spirit, White Eagle has left the normal order of the societies that we live in to walk totally the path of a Shaman in order to embrace and help in the initiation of the New Order of the Great Spirit's Will and Consciousness in humankind. In the last period of time much information about the coming events as pertaining to the reawakening of Spirituality has been provided to Him by His guides, or Angels so to speak, as well as by The Creator Himself in order to bring forth a new and heightened life in the Spirit of each of His creation. This document is a product of this endeavor as given by the Great Spirit for him to do in answer to his prayer for guidance in his daily meditation. As a Shaman, White Eagle is a Priest, Healer, Teacher, Visionary, Counselor, and Ceremonial Leader but perhaps most important, a Guide in the way of discovering the Truth and Perfect Child within each of us.In the traditional way a Shaman would give a person a Medicine Name usually around the birth time as a vision would be given them however, several years ago during one of his daily Meditations the Great Spirit said for him to start naming people with a Name that describes His Original thought as He Created each of them. This Name describes the perfect pattern of each self as He created them and describes what they not only have always been but also that which they are and ever will continue to be (or better said What Does not Need Fixing). The Medicine name as described by White Eagle helps us understand why we have certain likes or dislikes and habits that are most normal for us, as well as abilities in which we can easily excel and use in our growth. White Eagle explains the Name as well as its Medicine and tendencies but always reminds us that we are ever in growth as to become greater channels of the Great Spirit's Light and Love and to do this we are ever learning new Medicine to add to that of our beginning so as to please The Creator. This is our true desire of our inner child.In addition to the naming vision, White Eagle has also been given abilities in vision such as looking inside ones body to detect illness or infirmary, finding objects that are considered lost, going backwards or forwards in time as well as others. White Eagle has also been given the ability to Channel or so as to say, allow another person's guides to speak to them through the body of him as well as to channel his own personal guides in an advisory capacity about all matters current and past that are having an immediate influence on one. White Eagle lives in what might best be described as altered states and does not use or condone the abuse of any drugs nor of anything or of anyone. Another of the abilities that has been given to White Eagle is for him to walk in another's moccasins in a past life review in order to release carryover problems that often occur from past lives. This process takes several days to complete and the product is specific documentation and a channeled review. White Eagle's knowledge of the Spirit world also provides dream state interpretations as well.As a Healer, White Eagle has many abilities in working with energy, potions, and teas as well as Medicine stones. There have been many instances whereby he has cured someone's headache or hiccups with a single thought. White Eagle will also be the first one to thank another for healing themselves and as he says that he takes no credit but full responsibility in such matters as he only invokes the Will and Love of The Creator. White Eagle guides people in the process of meditation and from time to time holds workshops in learning the Medicine Wheel Way as well as about Plant Spirit, Animal Spirit, and Mineral Spirit Medicines and how we can use them to enrichen our lives.White Eagle sometimes kids around about being a Native American Ghost Buster, but know well that he takes these matters very seriously. Unlike some others, he uses the unlimited potential of Love to help in problems with discarnates, or entities, and possession as they are very dynamic in the well-being of all involved. White Eagle is not a Witch or Witch Doctor, although he has much knowledge about such things and will refuse any who are not aspiring to the highest ideal which is To Walk in Balance and With Harm to No One, Including Oneself! If possible White Eagle will record personal readings on cassette tape and asks that each provide their own tape for use. He says that one receives what they are willing to invest in any matter. He asks that each desiring a reading, prepare and bring a written list of questions to be answered for their own use, as he does not want to see them. White Eagle also makes many ceremonial items and personal items such as Prayersticks, rattles, shields, earrings, necklaces, as well as paintings.Often White Eagle will speak of only charging a commitment to change when asked about receiving money for his services. However, as all truly know, one must be willing to give something away to receive more of anything at any point in time. Gifts or donations of money or other things that might support the work will be welcomed by him. As White Eagle recognizes that in a respectful sharing way, those who have resources to share will be the first to benefit in the sharing process. However lack of money or resources are often manifestations of symptoms of other Spiritual dilemmas and he would never deny his services to anyone because of their lack of a comfortable money supply. Each one should feel comfortable with whatever they feel they should provide as it is a contribution not a fixed price. White Eagle sees it only as a contribution to God and the Church.

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Contents

My Awakening Journal

A Journey to Enlightenment

THE CONNECTION OF HUMAN BEINGS

A HUMAN BEING

OUR PERCEPTIONS

GROUNDING

MEDITATION

EXERCISE FOR GROUNDING

PERFECTION

TRAIL RIDING WITH DOLLY

SACRED BALANCE

THE SPIRIT OF SARAH

PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE AND LIVING IN THE NOW

THE GIFTS OF LIFE

LIFE PURPOSE

FINDING ENLIGHTENMENT

~ THE JOY OF MEDITATION

FINDING ENLIGHTENMENT – STEP 2

THE SILENT KNOWLEDGE OF THE CHANNEL WITHIN

TODAY WE SHIFT THE WORLD

MY JOURNEY TO ENLIGHTMENT CONTINUES

SHARING

THE GIFT OF NOW

OUR CHANGING WORLD

THE GIFT OF MOVEMENT

OUR CHANGING WORLD

MISTAKES IN LIFE

THE OPENING OF THE SILENT KNOWLEDGE OF THE CHANNEL WITHIN

INNOCENCE AND SPONTANEITY

CONSCIOUS AWARENESS

YODA, THE CREATOR,

AND THE DUCKS

WHO AM I CHANNELING?

CONNECTIONS

MY SPIRIT, MY RESOURCES, MY CONNECTIONS

A STORY OF REMEMBERING

RESPECT YOURSELF

BRAIN TRAINING

WHAT ABOUT COMPASSION?

HE DOESN’T LOOK LIKE AN ANGEL, BUT HE TAUGHT ME HOW TO FLY!

THE DOORWAY OF

MATERIAL REALITY

WHAT ON EARTH IS INTEGRITY AND WHERE DOES IT COME FROM?

ANOTHER FACE OF BULLYING…WHAT TO DO?

SETTING BOUNDARIES

WHAT IS IT THAT YOU VALUE

IN YOUR LIFE?

THE THEORY OF VALUES

WHAT 10 VALUES ARE MOST IMPORTANT TO YOU?

AN INUIT PRAYER

MESSAGE FROM THE GUIDES

IS YOUR BRAIN AN ORGAN AND IF SO WHAT MUSIC IS IT PLAYING?

WILLOW, CHANNELING

AND THE HORSES

WE ALL HAVE A STORY

CREATIVITY AND HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS

THE HUMAN BEING – A STORY

MY PERCEPTION, WELLNESS AND UNDERSTANDING

WHAT IS MY PERCEPTION? HOW CAN I CHANGE MY PERCEPTION OF THE WORLD?

THE CHANNEL DEFINES LOVE

LOVE

I AM ME, I AM THE

AUTHORITY ON ME!

PEACE

SHARING YOUR BRILLIANCE IS THE GREATEST GIFT YOU CAN GIVE

THE SPEED OF HONESTY

IS EVERY HUMAN BEING UNIQUE?

MY CHANGES ARE EARTH CHANGES

I AM

BREAKING PATTERNS

HOW CLEAR IS YOUR BLACKBOARD?

POLARITY AND FEELINGS!

FEELINGS

CAN FEELINGS MOVE ME FROM INDIFFERENCE TO CHOICE?

FEAR, DOES IT STOP YOU

OR MOVE YOU?

THE FREEDOM OF ANGER, MAYBE, OR MAYBE NOT!

IF ONLY I WAS, IF ONLY I HAD!!!!!

WHAT’S GUILT GOT TO DO WITH IT!

ISSUES

ARE YOU ADDICTED TO CHAOS?

DO YOU EVER FEEL LONELY AND ALONE?

WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO

WITH SEX?

TRUST IN YOU FIRST!

THE PHYSICAL BEING, THE BODY ~ JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS!

TAKING CARE OF MY BODY

I AM LEARNING THAT THERE ARE DAYS WHEN IT SURE IS GOOD TO FEEL BAD!

WOW, WE SURE ARE ALL STRESSED OUT! WHAT TO DO?

KEEPING POLARITY OUT OF YOUR LIFE BY BEING OBJECTIVE AND KNOWING WHAT YOU KNOW!

EARTH SCHOOL

WHAT IS DIRECTION?

DREAM BIG, THINK SMALL

DECISIONS

THE SAGA OF SUCCESS CONTINUES…

LABELLING OTHERS IS ALL ABOUT WHAT AND HOW WE THINK!

WHAT ON EARTH IS A SPIRITUAL POCKET?

I AM MY OWN BOOK AND YOU ARE YOUR OWN BOOK! THROUGH OUR STORIES WE CONNECT!

WE ARE ALL GEMS, LET YOUR LIGHT SHINE!

YOU ARE A GEM!

AM I TRAVELLING IN MY DREAMS?

I AM ME, AND I AM FREE TO BE!

JUDGE YOU NOT THAT YOU JUDGE YOURSELF!

PLEASE LISTEN, IT HELPS ME TO BE THE AMAZING HUMAN BEING I AM!

WHAT ARE MY LISTENING SKILLS?

ARE YOU ABLE TO RESPOND OR ARE YOU ONLY RESPONSIBLE?

CONFIDENCE COMES FROM ME!

WHERE DO I FIT IN WITH ALL OF THESE SYSTEMS?

WHAT ON EARTH IS A RELATIONSHIP?

THE CREATION OF A RELATIONSHIP BEGINS WITH ME! A Story of Reality!

CHANGING COMMUNICATION TODAY

DOES OUR WORLD NEED TO BE AWARE OF THESE KEYS TO CHANGING COMMUNICATION?

DISCOVER THE TREASURE CHEST OF RESOURCES WITHIN YOU THROUGH COMMUNICATION

WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT ME IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS! OR IS IT?

WHEN MY LIFE SEEMS OUT OF CONTROL IT SURE IS HARD TO MANIFEST! STEPS TO TAKE BACK CONTROL OF MY LIFE!

HOW IS IT THAT WE LEARN THE THINGS WE NEED TO LEARN IN LIFE?

WHAT TO DO WHEN MY EGO SAYS NO AND THE WORLD SAYS GROW!

RESPECT, HONOR AND CHERISH YOURSELF! YOU ARE WHAT YOU HAVE IN LIFE!

WE ARE NOT A LONE, WE ARE ALL ONE!

THE BALANCING ACT OF LIFE

HOW DO WE CREATE WHAT IT IS THAT WE NEED IN OUR LIVES?

CREATING AND MANIFESTING THROUGH INTUITIVE INTENT!

WHAT IS IT THAT YOU

NEED RIGHT NOW?

STEPS IN CREATION!

THERE ARE NO LIMITATIONS WHEN YOU BECOME ALL THAT YOU ARE!

FULFILLMENT

AM I WORTHY OF BEING ALL

THAT I AM?

WHEN I AM CONSCIOUS IS THERE A POSITIVE AND A NEGATIVE?

THE LADY OF STONE!

WHAT ARE THE REAL

STAGES OF LIFE?

ARE CREATIVITY, IMAGINATION, INTUITION AND MANIFESTATION CONNECTED?

PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE, VIRTUE IS A GRACE AND GRACE

IS A WOMAN’S NAME!

WHAT WE CAN LEARN

FROM AN INSECT!

DO YOU AGREE THAT WE ARE ALL ENERGY?

YOUR JOURNEY TO INNER PEACE BEGINS WITHIN YOU!

WHAT IS THE CORE OF MY BEING?

THOSE WHO HAVE GONE BEFORE YOU WHO ARE YOU ARE WITH YOU NOW!

CHANGING IT AROUND!

YOU ARE YOUR OWN UNIQUE FORM OF EXPRESSION!

CONFUSING RELIGION AND SPIRITUALITY TODAY!

WHEN A HEALER IS NEEDED THEY WILL APPEAR FROM PLACES YOU NEVER EXPECT THEM

TO COME FROM!

WHAT ABOUT IT! CAN YOU

STAND UP FOR YOURSELF?

HOW DO ROUTINES FIT IN WITH LIVING IN THE MOMENT!

WHAT DO I DO WITH DYSFUNCTION WHEN I FIND IT?

WHAT IS IT THAT MOTHER EARTH IS TELLING US TODAY!

LAUGHING AT ONESELF WHILE LEARNING LIFE LESSONS!

EVERY CLOUD HAS A SILVER LINING!

THE FLEXIBILITY OF DANCING WITH THE MUSIC OF LIFE!

ARE YOU CLEAR ON WHERE YOU

ARE RIGHT NOW!

I CREATE IT ALL!

GROWING TOGETHER NEVER ENDS!

THE LEGACY OF MAKING MEMORIES

A STORY OF GROWTH, ADVENTURE AND MOVEMENT!

WHAT WE LEARN FROM THE ROADS WE WALK ON!

HOW TO CREATE WHAT YOU WANT IN YOUR LIFE!

THE CRACKED POT STORY! A PARABLE!

QUESTIONS, SORTING AND CHANGE! WHAT DO I DO WITH IT ALL?

About the Authors

This book in lovingly dedicated to

My Mother, Edna.

She was a gifted and loving

Human being on Earth Plane

And is now a gifted and loving Spirit

beyond our Physical Universe.

Thank you for being all that you are!

White Eagle (Lois)

My Awakening Journal

A Journey to Enlightenment

Everyday we live our lives to the fullest .

•   We know that we are here on this earth to learn some of life’s lessons.

•   Whatever your expectations, aspirations and experiences are, living your life may be difficult, full of problems, fun or wonder filled.

•   Today, we shift the world. This second is a journey to your destination.

•   It’s okay that we’re going in different directions; we are simply covering lots of ground of experiences.

•   We will all find our way back to one another, we may feel like we’re all separated at times, but the inner truth knows that we are walking with one another in the same direction.

•   This can be hard to fathom as we are all so different on this Earth, but together, we are one in our destinations.

•   Our soul has a purpose and we are living it.

•   What is our individual purpose?

•   To answer this we must be quiet and let the revelations come not from our mouths.

•   This is the time to let our Earth teachers take a break and go into silence themselves.

•   Observe what is around you without your eyes to guide you.

•   Within the silence is where we discover the sounds we miss; the water is rushing, the mountains are shifting, the trees are bending, the insects are now vocal.

•   Our purpose is within this mystery of silence.

•   It is now that we discover that our purpose is this simple journey forward. Whatever our situation is now, our purpose is this moment.

•   Our wisdom is the simple being of this moment and we have much to learn from this second and the seconds that have passed.

•   The moments of the future are not important, not as important as this moment of right now.

•   It is important to understand that consciously, as we are discovering our journey, we will always be unconsciously conscious.

•   This simply means that our conscious will always be guided by what we do not have control or power over.

•   This journey that we walk is guided by those that walked this journey before us.

•   In this silence, we discover that there is much in our journey that is woven together with the walks of all that share this space of Earth with us, and woven tightly with the journey’s of those before us.

•   To be conscious is to be aware of all aspects of our being and this is why we will always be unconsciously conscious.

•   The unconsciousness of our being unfolds to our conscious; we will always have much to learn.

•   This silence of the moment is part of our unconscious coming to the being of our conscious.

•   As our journey is never completely individual, we are always connected with our communities, our families, the space of Earth in which we share, we will never be conscious of the all of the connections we have with everyone on this Earth.

•   This simply unfolds as the moments pass.

•   We are not always aware of the footprints we leave, and whose feet are walking within our footprints. But in time, we will discover this. Sometimes it takes generations for this to unfold.

•   The more we are conscious of this moment, the unconscious is awakened.

•   It is important to understand we simply can’t know everything at once.

•   Our journey is meant to unfold, and it is unfolded as the bigger picture of living is revealed.

•   This is the spirit of learning. Our learning is not all that we learn from our parents, our schooling, our careers, or from the books that we indulge in.

•   We must remember that our learning is from living, it’s the simple sharing of space with those around us. And remember that this space we share is the Earth as a whole. Our movements, our actions, our moods, our beliefs, our values, our teachings and learning are connected and imprinted in the journey’s of those we may not know; even those that live on the opposite sides of the Earth.

•   The Earth is a shared environment with all that is living within its space.

•   Our space within it may be small, in our physical eyes, but we are playing a great part in its systems of living and growth.

•   We are apart of something so much greater than we can fathom in the consciousness of Earth teachings.

•   We simply can’t be conscious of all that is occurring.

•   We are not meant to understand it all at once.

•   This is why it’s a journey.

•   It’s a journey of discovery.

•   What a sad moment it will be when we lose our sense of discovery.

•   A robot we will be – simply going through the movements only to be shut off when our purpose is accomplished.

•   Humans are not meant to be so mechanical.

•   This moment is what is the most important.

•   It is this moment that leads us to the next.

•   It is this moment that our life being can be altered, can be celebrated and also can be completed.

•   It is important to remember that we are not above the natural cycle of dying.

•   Our journey as a human on this Earth is limited.

•   The moments are not forever.

•   So what is our purpose?

•   What is your purpose?

•   Our purpose is simply this moment.

•   Anything beyond it doesn’t matter because that’s not our destination to control it.

•   That is the bigger picture and we’re not the painter of it.

•   Our art is this moment only.

•   Stroke your brush assertively and be prepared to let it go when needed.

•   Our destination and our purpose are to fulfill the greater destination that we may not understand at this moment.

•   That is the gift of this moment, we are being guided to the greater understanding and all will be revealed when the moment is right.

•   Anticipate this moment.

•   Anything beyond this moment we can’t be conscious of.

•   We never know when our gifts of moments will be no longer in this reality.

•   Understand that we’ll always be consciously unconscious, and it’s a beautiful mystery that is revealed to us each moment.

We hope that this guidebook will assist you to get from moment to moment knowing who you are and what gifts you possess on your journey.

Human beings do not come with an instruction manual, but many times in this life it sure would be handy to have a guidebook to show us how to get through life in the most simple, successful and wonder filled way.

When we go on a trip, we take a guidebook, roadmap, and we are prepared for the journey.

This JOURNAL is your road map to you.

You are your own guide, you make the decisions and learn the lessons you need to learn in each precious moment of travel through your life.

Travel safely, wisely and enjoy your trip.

Blessings,

White Eagle and Speaks with Wings

THE CONNECTION OF HUMAN BEINGS

It has been stated that we meet ourselves in the people who are around us! These individuals, creatures, beings and animate objects will show up in our lives through surprising and unexpected meetings, when the time is right for us to learn what we need to learn, in order to move forward with our lives.

For many years I have intuitively known that when I seem to be stuck on an issue, or required information and knowledge, it will automatically come to me, provided that I am open and willing for the lesson to enter. One example of this is my encounter with April. I was taking an intense course in interpersonal skills in a city that I did not live in. I was alone, and didn’t know anyone other than the other participants in the course I was taking. This course was a confrontational course that seemed to break all of the rules I had learned about being a loving, caring and concerned human being. It was perceived during this course that I required much confrontation in order to become congruent, or real. I felt persecuted, misunderstood, and utterly helpless as I received more and more information intended to break me down into what I perceived others wanted me to be. I needed support and understanding and through a fellow group member, April entered into my life. April and myself have maintained a friendship and have been co-workers over the years. I traveled a lot with April, presenting courses and we became a support system for one another. During this time she recommended courses for me to take and introduced me to many of my mentors, teachers, and earthly guides. The first mentor that I met through April was Alan Stibbard. Alan taught a course called Neurontology or Psychological Self Defense and at the time I took his course I was working with many people in group situations and I wanted to confirm that the work I was doing was not harming anyone through suggestion. www.neurontology.ca

Personally my health had been deteriorating because of self inflicted stress. I was worried about everyone and everything, I took life much too seriously, and I was caught in the trap of being overly responsible for everyone and everything but not responsible for me. I was diagnosed with an auto immune disorder and was told that I would never be well as this was an incurable disease. I wanted to be well physically, help others mentally and emotionally, so that they would find meaning in their own personal lives while I was healing my own life.

Through this connection with Alan I did become well. The disease went in to remission and I gained much knowledge on how to work with individuals more effectively and responsibly. The most valuable part of this lesson for me was learning that the healing of me was not done by Alan, he simply guided me to heal myself from within.

April moved North and I maintained contact with her regularly. She was working with a very gifted person name Phil Gatensby and it was through him that I was introduced to a program called Gathering Power. I had been questioning my own personal power and had asked Creator for some assistance to understand the difference between power and control. At times I felt that I needed to control it all, and if I was controlling it all, what was happening to me, my power and the power of the people I was working with? Phil’s knowledge of his culture, spiritual beliefs and his ability to connect with the earth, and all who inhabit the earth Mentally, Physically, Emotionally and Spiritually provided me with a strong base to understand what being a Human Being is all about. I have developed my own power by understanding the teachings of these two gifted mentors even though their concepts and beliefs come from very different perspectives. It is from the base of their teaching that I was able to grasp my understandings and integrate into my life the following definition:

A HUMAN BEING

A Human being is who you are from the inside of you. It is you being you through your Mental, Physical, Emotional and Spiritual nature. You need to be connected and balanced with Mother Earth and come from the inside of you through what some refer to as the heart (the center of your being.)

The newest in the Connection of Human Beings is Mat Walker who is the Graphic Artist and Designer of the cover of our Book. Mat is an energy-healer and earth-based ceremonialist with a personal eclectic synthesis of practices that blend styles from around the globe ranging from New Age to Eastern Philosophy to indigenous shamanistic traditions. As an eternal seeker of the mysteries and truth he is always spiraling upward in growth and learning and broadening and re-defining his beliefs. A Pisces to the core of his being. He’s been into spirituality and metaphysics for as long as he can remember. Mat enjoys channeling spiritual creativity into his artwork to serve the larger spiritual community. His work can be seen on www.starseedshaman.info

OUR PERCEPTIONS

Everything you perceive creates what you believe.

Everything you believe creates what you receive.

Everything you receive creates what you experience in this moment!

This moment continues on to be all that is you in this lifetime.

When you change your perception, your beliefs change, by changing your beliefs, your choices change, and your experiences change to create another precious moment in your life!

An affirmation for me on my journey:

I am free to be me, because my perception of me is real. I believe in me, and I am free to experience me every moment of my life just being me!

I receive all of the lessons I provide for myself through my perceptions, beliefs and experience!

If I wish to change my experience I only need to change my perception, which in turn will change my belief, which in turn will change what I wish to receive, which in turn will change my experience in life.

I create it all!

I am me, free and O.K.

GROUNDING

What grounds you? And what the heck does grounding mean?

I remember a day when grounding was the worst thing that could happen at the time. Of course I was a young child then and it usually meant I was not allowed to participate in something or had to stay in my room. So it meant boredom! But life goes a bit ass backwards sometimes, because now I look to