The Medicine of Selves Volume 2: Tribes

By White Eagle

Have you ever wondered about How The Creator intended for us to Live here on Mother Earth?
Have you wondered about Pole Shift, Aliens, 2012, or Armageddon?
Have you ever desired to break out of the Mold and Restrictions of the Prevalent Culture?
Have You Really considered just What a Life experience Should be?
Have You ever considered What The Creator desires of and for You?
Do You have any Idea as to Why You are in Life here on Mother Earth?
Do you have any desire to be of Real Success and Proper in Life?
These questions and many more are now answered in this material that has become available through the channel of White Eagle and Great Pop. This material is in a sense an extension of Origins and includes the parallel experiences of the continuing Odyssey of White Eagle in both the physical and Spirit Realms. It is also heavily illustrated with detailed descriptive diagrams to facilitate ease as well as a more complete Understanding. It is being presented in this manner so as to best enlighten and assist the reader in realizing the Reality of Being a Being in Life, as Well as How to start Realizing a greater Potential than one might have ever imagined for oneself.
This is a must read book for anyone that wishes to make positive changes in themselves or the result of their being in Life and thereby.... the Future!!!!

• Language: English
• Publisher: White Eagle
• Release date: Jul 19, 2011
• ISBN: 9781465901514

White Eagle

White Eagle is a practicing Medicine Man who has been blessed by the Great Spirit Father with both Healing and Vision Medicine. Being part Algonquin and Arapaho, He carries forward a mixture of both traditional and nontraditional Medicine techniques. Ever seeking to serve the will of The Great Spirit, White Eagle endeavors to enable all of the Great Spirit's children to learn of His love and in the many ways in which we may allow His Light and Love to enrichen our well-being and lives. Ever in a constant vigil in seeking ways to serve the Will of the Great Spirit, White Eagle has left the normal order of the societies that we live in to walk totally the path of a Shaman in order to embrace and help in the initiation of the New Order of the Great Spirit's Will and Consciousness in humankind. In the last period of time much information about the coming events as pertaining to the reawakening of Spirituality has been provided to Him by His guides, or Angels so to speak, as well as by The Creator Himself in order to bring forth a new and heightened life in the Spirit of each of His creation. This document is a product of this endeavor as given by the Great Spirit for him to do in answer to his prayer for guidance in his daily meditation. As a Shaman, White Eagle is a Priest, Healer, Teacher, Visionary, Counselor, and Ceremonial Leader but perhaps most important, a Guide in the way of discovering the Truth and Perfect Child within each of us.In the traditional way a Shaman would give a person a Medicine Name usually around the birth time as a vision would be given them however, several years ago during one of his daily Meditations the Great Spirit said for him to start naming people with a Name that describes His Original thought as He Created each of them. This Name describes the perfect pattern of each self as He created them and describes what they not only have always been but also that which they are and ever will continue to be (or better said What Does not Need Fixing). The Medicine name as described by White Eagle helps us understand why we have certain likes or dislikes and habits that are most normal for us, as well as abilities in which we can easily excel and use in our growth. White Eagle explains the Name as well as its Medicine and tendencies but always reminds us that we are ever in growth as to become greater channels of the Great Spirit's Light and Love and to do this we are ever learning new Medicine to add to that of our beginning so as to please The Creator. This is our true desire of our inner child.In addition to the naming vision, White Eagle has also been given abilities in vision such as looking inside ones body to detect illness or infirmary, finding objects that are considered lost, going backwards or forwards in time as well as others. White Eagle has also been given the ability to Channel or so as to say, allow another person's guides to speak to them through the body of him as well as to channel his own personal guides in an advisory capacity about all matters current and past that are having an immediate influence on one. White Eagle lives in what might best be described as altered states and does not use or condone the abuse of any drugs nor of anything or of anyone. Another of the abilities that has been given to White Eagle is for him to walk in another's moccasins in a past life review in order to release carryover problems that often occur from past lives. This process takes several days to complete and the product is specific documentation and a channeled review. White Eagle's knowledge of the Spirit world also provides dream state interpretations as well.As a Healer, White Eagle has many abilities in working with energy, potions, and teas as well as Medicine stones. There have been many instances whereby he has cured someone's headache or hiccups with a single thought. White Eagle will also be the first one to thank another for healing themselves and as he says that he takes no credit but full responsibility in such matters as he only invokes the Will and Love of The Creator. White Eagle guides people in the process of meditation and from time to time holds workshops in learning the Medicine Wheel Way as well as about Plant Spirit, Animal Spirit, and Mineral Spirit Medicines and how we can use them to enrichen our lives.White Eagle sometimes kids around about being a Native American Ghost Buster, but know well that he takes these matters very seriously. Unlike some others, he uses the unlimited potential of Love to help in problems with discarnates, or entities, and possession as they are very dynamic in the well-being of all involved. White Eagle is not a Witch or Witch Doctor, although he has much knowledge about such things and will refuse any who are not aspiring to the highest ideal which is To Walk in Balance and With Harm to No One, Including Oneself! If possible White Eagle will record personal readings on cassette tape and asks that each provide their own tape for use. He says that one receives what they are willing to invest in any matter. He asks that each desiring a reading, prepare and bring a written list of questions to be answered for their own use, as he does not want to see them. White Eagle also makes many ceremonial items and personal items such as Prayersticks, rattles, shields, earrings, necklaces, as well as paintings.Often White Eagle will speak of only charging a commitment to change when asked about receiving money for his services. However, as all truly know, one must be willing to give something away to receive more of anything at any point in time. Gifts or donations of money or other things that might support the work will be welcomed by him. As White Eagle recognizes that in a respectful sharing way, those who have resources to share will be the first to benefit in the sharing process. However lack of money or resources are often manifestations of symptoms of other Spiritual dilemmas and he would never deny his services to anyone because of their lack of a comfortable money supply. Each one should feel comfortable with whatever they feel they should provide as it is a contribution not a fixed price. White Eagle sees it only as a contribution to God and the Church.

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Another Spiritual Odyssey

And Medicine Primer

A MEDICINE MAN'S UNDERSTANDING OF

THE MEDICINE OF SELVES

BY

Copyright © 2003 White Eagle

Smashwords Edition

AN INTRODUCTION

White Eagle is a practicing Medicine Man who has been blessed by the Great Spirit Father with both Healing and Vision Medicine. Being part Algonquin and Arapaho, he carries forward a mixture of both traditional and nontraditional Medicine techniques. Ever seeking to serve the Will of The Great Spirit, White Eagle endeavors to enable all of the Great Spirit's children to learn of His Love and in the many ways in which we may allow His Light and Love to enrich our Well-being and lives. Ever in a constant vigil in seeking ways to serve the Will of the Great Spirit, White Eagle has left the normal order of the societies that we live in to walk totally the path of a Medicine Man in order to embrace and help in the initiation of the New Order of the Great Spirit's Will and Consciousness in humankind. In the last period of time much information about the coming events as pertaining to the reawakening of Spirituality has been provided to him by his Guides, or Angels so to speak, as well as by the Creator Himself in order to bring forth a new and heightened life in the Spirit of each of His creation.

This document is a product of this endeavor as given by the Great Spirit for him to do in answer to his prayer for guidance in his daily meditation. These manuscripts are still new and seeking conventional publishing and support in distribution. As a PohTikaWah or Medicine Man, White Eagle is a Priest, Healer, Teacher, Visionary, Counselor, and Ceremonial Leader but perhaps most important, a Guide in the way of discovering the Truth and Perfect Child within each of us.

In the traditional way, a Medicine Man would give a person a Medicine Name usually around the birth time as a vision would be given them however, several years ago during one of his daily Mediations the Great Spirit said for him to start Naming people with a Name that describes His Original Thought as He created each of them. This Name describes the perfect pattern of each Self as He created them and describes what they not only have always been but also that which they are and ever will continue to be (or better said, What does Not need fixing). The Medicine Name as described by White Eagle helps us understand why we have certain likes or dislikes and habits that are most normal for us, as well as abilities in which we can easily excel and use in our growth. White Eagle explains the Name as well as its Medicine and tendencies but always reminds us that we are ever in growth as to become greater channels of the Great Spirit's Light and Love and to do this we are ever learning new Medicine to add to that of our beginning so as to please the Creator. This is our true desire of our inner child.

In addition to the Naming Vision, White Eagle has also been given abilities in vision such as looking inside one’s body to detect illness or infirmary, finding objects that are considered lost, going backwards or forwards in time as well as others. White Eagle has also been given the ability to channel or so as to say allow another person's Guides to speak to them through the body of him as well as channel his own personal Guides in an advisory capacity about all matters current and past that are having an immediate influence on one. White Eagle lives in what might best be described as altered states and does not use or condone the abuse of any drugs nor of anything or of anyone. Another of the abilities that has been given to White Eagle is for him to walk in another's moccasins in a past life review in order to release carryover problems that often occur from past lives. This process takes several days to complete and the product is specific documentation and a channeled review. White Eagle's knowledge of the Spirit world also provides dream state interpretations as well.

As a Healer, White Eagle has many abilities in working with energy, potions, and teas as well as Medicine Stones. There have been many instances whereby he has cured someone's headache or hiccups with a single thought. White Eagle will also be the first one to thank another for healing themselves and as he says that he takes no credit but full responsibility in such matters as he only invokes the Will and Love of God. White Eagle guides people in the process of meditation and from time to time holds workshops in learning the Medicine Wheel Way as well as about Plant Spirit, Animal Spirit, and Mineral Spirit Medicines and how we can use them to enrich our lives.

White Eagle sometimes kids around about being a Native American Ghost Buster but know well he takes these matters very seriously. Unlike some others he uses the unlimited potential of Love to help in problems with discarnates, or entities, and possession as they are very dynamic in the Well-being of all involved. White Eagle is not a Witch or Witch Doctor although he has much knowledge about such things and will refuse to help any who are not aspiring to the highest ideal which is, To Walk in Balance and With Harm to No One Being or thing, including Oneself! If possible White Eagle will record personal readings on cassette tape and asks that each provide their own tape for use. He says that one receives what they are willing to invest in any matter. He asks that each desiring a reading, prepare and bring a written list of questions to be answered for their own use, as he does not want to see them. White Eagle also makes many ceremonial items and personal items such as prayer sticks, rattles, shields, earrings, necklaces, as well as paintings.

Often White Eagle will speak of only charging a commitment to change when asked about receiving money for his services. However, as all truly know, one must be willing to give something away to receive more of anything at any point in time. Gifts or donations of money or other things that might support the work will be welcomed by him. As White Eagle recognizes that in a respectful sharing way, those who have resources to share will be the first to benefit in the sharing process. However lack of money or resources are often manifestations of symptoms of other Spiritual dilemmas and he would never deny his services to anyone because of their lack of a comfortable money supply. Each one should feel comfortable with whatever they feel they should provide, as it is a contribution not a fixed price. White Eagle sees it only as a contribution to God and the Church.

This document is presented in what might best be described as pristine in its word usage and while sometimes the word usage might not be considered to be grammatically correct, it is in its original true condition to the Spirit of the consciousness and is most proper. As it is given to express this information in the English language, many of the words available for use fall short of the full dynamics of the total scope of the consciousness being expressed. In no way is it also to be inferred that there is any bias or weight given to the male or female of the human species. All true Beings, which are all Spirits created by The Great Spirit or God as some refer to Him, have chosen to incarnate into each of the Body-forms and races; which is why the Great Spirit created the diversity in the first place. I call Him Great Pop and I am certain that He loves and favors each as equal in His esteem and so should we. As the Earthplane experience is truly that of learning the unlimited ways of experiencing Brotherhood and expressing Love, the consciousness associated in the term Brotherhood is that of the willingness to support, sacrifice for, share, care, nurture, guide, and most important, value another Being regardless of what sex or other condition the body is in. Any other word associations that might even in the slightest way be considered to be gender biased should be considered the same way and the consciousness to the Spirit of the use retained. This material is presented in the Spirit of Onement and the Law of One and is meant to be received in the same way, each samely unique and in their uniqueness the same.

This material was completed in 2003 is the sole property of White Eagle and all rights are reserved. No part of this book may be transmitted or reproduced in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical including photocopying and recording, or by any information storage or retrieval system, except as may be expressly permitted by White Eagle.

White Eagle may be contacted at ASpiritWalker.com or at:

PO Box 183

Pinebluff, NC 28373

It is my sincerest hope that this material will in some way be of service in bringing forth some of the abundance of Light and Love that the Great Spirit has for each and every one of you.

In the years that I have been guiding peoples, I have always cautioned them about what they read in books as I do also to you here and now. A book in its very best of conditions is but one person’s documentary of their observations as they walk the path of life, and indeed can be no more than that. But, while they might speak of the squirrel running up the tree ahead and share their vision of that, they might miss the butterfly emerging from the cocoon behind. This book is a composition of information that comes to me both through meditation and channeled through me by my Guides. It is presented in the Spirit of Love. It was given to me to understand that the purpose of each person’s incarnation to Earthplane for an Earthwalk is to learn more about the unlimited ways to experience and to express Love and Brotherhood.

In many of these books I talk about the Prevalent Culture. When I call it White, I am not meaning Caucasian or even European for any that might be sensitive to such or take any offense as none is intended. The current Prevalent Culture, which is at times also called the White Western Way by some, actually has it genesis long before the man named Jesus was hung on a cross. I consider that event to be an act of Being Murdered by some of its adherents because of its Religion and foundation of materialism. And as Great Pop often tells me, This too can Change. I hope He was Not talking about those 30 pieces of silver, don’t You?

Presented With Love,

TABLE OF CONTENTS

(TOC)

AUTHOR’S NOTE

Part I - The Odyssey Continues

WELL ....

NOW

Then

OKAY

MONEY

Part II - The PRACTICE

THE GROUP

AGAIN

I Wonder

PHEW!

AND THEN

Part III - the Game

LUCK ?

Boundaries

THE Plot thickens

Religiously

GOVERNMENT

THE RISE AND FALL

Part IV - MAY BE

IN REVIEW

WHAT WORKS

RENEWALL

AND THEN

PART V - TO THE FUTURE

PLEASE, GREAT POP

A NEW BEGINNING

MOVING FORWARD

IN BALANCE AND….

THE PLAN

THE MEDICINE & PROPER WAY

ACCORD

FULFILLMENT

FINALLY

AND ON, AND ON, AND ON .…

A Note From The Author….

It has now been over two decades since Great Pop first told me to begin the writing of these now many books. At first I was reluctant and told Him that I certainly desired no such thing for myself. I also mentioned that I did not feel qualified or with sufficient skills in writing to do such an important task. He was persistent in His bequest of me to do such though, and soon began the effort on my part of such an important endeavor.

At the completion of the material of the first work that is titled The Medicine Way, I was 47 years of age. At that point, I already was keenly aware of the power and potential impact of the word, be it in song or print. Each of these mediums can dynamically affect and effect an individual’s attitude and perspective and thereby, Life. One can always find something positive or negative about any condition or thing as well. If one listens to angry or sad songs often enough then one will soon become of that same attitude and perspective. Once that occurs, one’s Life experience and expressions will become more of a mirror of that than anything else.

In the material of some of the volumes that Great Pop has given for me to write, He has had me include the parallel account of my personal Life experiences during the development of them. In doing that I can only speak as honestly as I can of my feelings and attitude as each experience occurred. Also, when more than a single Being or thing is involved in an experience, each that is involved will have its own personal perspective of it. Therefore I pray that no one Being or thing be judged or condemned by their behavior or personal choices of expression in such an accounting. Still, I can and do honestly say that these experiences and expressions actually happened, and happened that way to me.

Regarding Grow, Growth and Life purpose….

In asking Great Pop as to how I should be and do while I am here on Mother Earth, He told me Little One, I made that theme park for any Beings and things that want to experience some of the limitless means and ways to experience and express Love and Brotherhood.

Some people profess that we each have a specific mission to accomplish in our lifetime, or that we come here to learn lessons of some sort through which we will Grow toward completing some kind of Spiritual Transformation and thereby achieve a Higher condition of being. I personally believe that all of this aspiration and ambitious thinking about one’s reality and life’s purpose is founded in Fear and is all a falsehood. I am certain that we come here for experiences by our own choice and that we experience things of our own manifestation through our thoughts and Prayers of Desire. This means that there is No mandate or mission, nor any requirement to learn anything, there is only a path of life that is of our own choosing and design.

When I was young Great Pop told me: Grow like the tree and thereby from the inside out in all directions. I thought He meant that I should aspire to grow taller and thereby bigger. I later learned the Proper idea and Ideal meant by His use of the word Grow as being more like the concept of Multi-dimensional Expansion, as in this ideal we are in a sense Ever and Always Complete.

Through each incarnation we gain knowledge and understanding and therefore Expand from the experiences and expressions of being ourselves, thus we have more to offer and share with other Beings and things and their expansion as well. This is the Real and true condition and Potential for every Being and thing in the physical or spiritual condition, from the single celled micro-organism to the entirety of all creation - period.

All Beings and things are considered Even in Great Pop’s idea and Love of us. He would Never favor or set any thing as being better than any other thing of His Creation, therefore, within the contents of this or any of the other material that has been Brought forth by this channel and servant of The Creator, I pray that you will properly interpret and correctly understand the use of the words of Learn, Lesson, Grow, or Growth to mean and be interchangeable with "To Become of, Embody, Expand, or Expansion."

This material is presented in the Spirit of Love. It was given to me to understand that the purpose of each person’s incarnation into the physical realm and Mother Earth is to learn more about the unlimited ways to experience and to express Love and Brotherhood.

So as you read the pages...

I Pray That You Walk in Joy and Enjoy Your Walk …..

PART I

The Odyssey Continues

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WELL ....

Well, my name is White Eagle. I have been a PohTikaWah since birth. A PohTikaWah loosely translates into the current conventional idea in this English language as being a Medicine man. By the time I was three years old, I was telling my dad how many times he would hit the nail on the head before it would go in and making things move. Also, I was openly talking with and playing with Spirits of all kinds, all of the time. This did cause a little a little havoc at times, and my dad more than my mom did not feel too comfortable when I would do such. I was brought up by my parents in the prevalent culture, and told that I should not ever tell anyone that I was a PohTikaWah. Also, they hid the fact that I was a mixed blood of Algonquin and Arapaho. My parents also passed me and themselves off as being Caucasian, even though my dad was mostly Algonquin and my mom was part Arapaho. My dad told me when I was young that he had changed his name from his original Native American one, because it was too hard for people to say. Actually, now that he is on the other side of the veil, I can say that I am certain it was because he wanted people to accept him as being white. You see, being accepted as being a part of the prevalent culture, was Real important to both of them.

I was born in Oklahoma. In those days being even being the slightest part Native American, was reason enough to be treated worse than the Negroes, as they were called back then. I still remember seeing the signs that were posted in the little town in Oklahoma that my mom grew up in. In big red letters, it said, No Dirty Injuns Allowed. There were other ones that were even worse, but you can pretty much get the picture from that one. At one year of age, my dad moved us into this Middle class subdivision in a little suburban area west of Houston, Texas. We lived in a regular house for that time, on a relatively large lot, that was situated at the edge of the subdivision. Our back yard was large, and my dad had some chickens in it for a while. This was the middle of the last century and that was not too unusual, although none of the neighbors had any as I recall. For a while in my earlier years there, it was sort of like living at the edge of the country, as there were many fields, and no houses, behind us. Of course that did not last long. Pretty soon, the fields gave way to more subdivisions. And soon after that, the city of Houston soon expanded, until that little town at the edge became like an island in the middle of it. Most of the people in that neighborhood were of German ancestry in the most part, now that I think about it. Also, I was pretty much the only dark skinned child for many blocks. Later, some Hispanic people moved nearby, as well as some of Oriental decent.

I am sure that my dad did all of those things in an effort to provide that we all had a better condition of being in life in a way, even though it was in most senses, not exactly being honest. My dad said that he was born in Massachusetts, and maybe he was, ha, ha, ha. He did not mention his childhood much at all to me, except that he had grown up in a military academy. It was after I was grown myself, that I found out about what the government had done for that to occur. This actually was a relatively and extensive common practice at the turn of the last century, which was the time that my dad was little. In one of their many blatant attempts of genocide and assimilation, the government took many Native American children like my dad, and placed them in such places as missionary and military schools and the like. They did this, primarily not to Civilize them so much as to ensure that they would loose their tribal identity and ways. My dad was just one of many such Lost children, and the effects of such dramatically changed his life in every sense. I found out after my dad had exited Mother Earth, that the teachers would feel sorry for my dad during the holidays. Some of them would even take him home with them at those times, because he had no relatives come to see him or take him home. And such hospitality and care was not always the case. If that did not occur, he would have to stay in the barracks of that place, pretty much by himself. Needless to say, this all served to make my dad the way he was, which was fundamentally insecure yet very opinionated about many things, in many ways. Yep, as far as the government was concerned, my dad was a great success story.

In a sense, I do not really blame the government so much for what happened to my dad. Nope, instead I place the bulls eye of the target of blame, square on the forehead of the prevalent society and culture which the government that did such, serves, ha, ha, ha. And it is important to note that just like the wide spread use of electricity, this occurred quite recently in relative terms of time, being within the last one hundred years.

I am being now given to recall of an incident that happened about a decade ago. And this incident reminds me of many such times in my childhood and even later, when other individuals would pretty much behave in the same manner. The incident that has come to my attention was when I was last in Mexico. I was down there working with a woman doctor who was assisting a friend of mine with a certain treatment for cancer that was available there. The doctor had another patient that she wanted me to talk to. It was a young teenage boy who was there with his mother. The doctor wanted me to name him so that she could better understand him and support him that way. Upon meeting him, the boy was of a great posturing attitude, and claimed that he was not of any aboriginal blood or background. Even though he was dark skinned, the child was adamant that he was only white, and only that of the Castilian variety. Yep, maybe he should have known my dad, ha, ha, ha! This child only owned the conquest and conquering identity, and denied having any other type of ancestral heritage or background. His mom was deeply concerned with this behavior and attitude, and I felt for both of them. This child in Mexico was in major denial and illusion, which was obviously culturally founded. Sadly, the child would rather have a Self image of being one the raping and murdering conquering horde, than as being one of the noble and honorable people that they slaughtered and abused, simply for profit and gold.

Yep, this prevalent culture is something else! I had a friend in Texas that was Comanche, and because of the prevalent cultural attitude, he was real proud that his ancestors were known for being ruthless. So also was the attitude of another friend who was Apache. Actually, that might be what one would want one’s enemies to think when going into battle. But the reality in most instances of such in the past was that the greatest honor was not some act of inhumanity at all, it was that of personal displays of courage, strength, and integrity. It was much more honorable to touch your enemy, that to cause any harm at all to any of them. Then, I was given to remember that on several occasions, certain people would even attempt to justify any type of behavior as being the Spoils of War. Yep, one person even had the audacity to say: Well, you were conquered people, so you deserved anything that happened after. And no, this material is not about me being a whiney baby or wanting to put a war bonnet on, it is about the Medicine of Selves, and Tribes. Of course, I do get another opportunity to speak out about the prevalent culture and the dangers that are inherent in it. And the What of the prevalent culture, is not so important to know about, as the Why of it.

Well, it is now February 19, 2002. Last week, I finished volume one of this two-part work and material. And as usual, I find myself again not really knowing what will happen in this one, so the Odyssey of this material and my life continues. Naturally I have been trying to apply what I learned in the last volume into my continuing struggle to maintain an existence on Mother Earth. I did have someone scheduled to come for counseling tomorrow, but they cancelled their appointment yesterday. I was hoping that I might get some resources in the way of funds to help my continuing struggle to pay the monthly bills. However, I was really more interested in meeting this new person for the first time, as that is the real blessing to me. My Bark on tree has been growing daily over my situation and although I am not in outright panic yet, again I now seem to be getting Real close to being in that state!

Actually, I am not certain that the check that I recently gave the landlord will clear even. Also, the bank that I was using moved my account to another bank that is not in walking distance, like the first one was. This is just one of the many instances whereby some unseen forces are presently manipulating my life conditions and hence it seems to be way beyond my personal control. I have a meeting with the drivers license people in a week to see if I can get another one any time soon, and find out what it will take to do that. Of course, now I no longer have the funds that Coyote sister sent to help me with that potential, as I had to apply some of it towards the continuing pile up of bills. As mentioned in volume one of this material, getting my drivers license is one of the objectives that will make a great difference at present in my ability to be self sufficient, which is one of my True Desires.

Also, getting my drivers license will perhaps help facilitate me to get employment as well as somehow be in Nolayte’s Life. There is not a day that goes by, that I do not think of Nolayte and long to be with him, as well as my older children. Nolayte is my youngest son who turned six years of age in December. His mom left me and took him away when he was only a couple of weeks old. My current lifestyle is pretty much doing whatever I can to continue to live and still be dedicated to serving only the Will of the Creator. Most of the resources that come to me are from people that try to help me continue doing just, that through donations and odd job kind of work. I used to be what some call a computer person or expert in my earlier years. But since I made the commitment of walking the path of the PohTikaWah in the 1980s, I have no longer been able to get that kind of computer work anymore. That is except perhaps to keep this wonderful Writing machine going, and making these books. Earlier this year, the Creator had me make a website named ASpiritWalker. I was able to use some of those skills in that effort, and it seems to work very well.

Nolayte’s mom knew about all of this before she asked me to commit in the sacred union of marriage with her. She thought that I would change perhaps. I didn’t though. I presently do not know of his address even, as his mother has remarried a year ago and moved to an undisclosed location. Yep, even the child support people sent my money back last year because they could not find her. The first year of Nolayte’s life, I did get to have much time with him though, and for that I am truly thankful.

I really miss Nolayte, as well as my other two older children whom are equally estranged from me. My older children Heath, and Jackie, are about seven years older than Nolayte’s Mom, so in a sense I have already accepted that they do not want me in their life, or even care as to whether I am on Mother Earth or not. But to find Nolayte and be able to be in his life somehow, I need to get a lot of money for that and for an attorney, once I can find where he is living.

I have just become aware that this is the thirteenth book that Great Pop, which is what I call The Creator, has had me write at this point. The Medicine of the number thirteen is that of Purpose. So in the Medicine way of looking at things, one can easily see the perfection in the fact that this material is about the Medicine of Selves and specifically about Tribes. Hopefully, I will get the necessary resources in the way of money to get them printed and published in the normal fashion of such. I say such here, because this is another one of the things listed as being one of my True Desires as found in volume one.

At the end of last week, I was given to walk over to the hospital where Nolayte was born, and submit my resume and applications for two positions of employment that were currently open there. One position was in computers, and the other was as a night shift supervisor of house keeping. It is funny that I have had so many years in computers now, yet the position that I feel has the most potential for me to get, is the one dealing with house keeping. And as has been the pattern of the past, probably neither will be offered to me. I feel this way right now, primarily because of my Bark on tree, which is what I call my ego. Yep, I am sure that I feel such now, because even in playing the simplest games lately, I only continue to loose, and my Bark on tree is what is keeping score

So, in a nutshell so to speak, I am alive still, if not somewhat depressed to some extent. I am continuing to do what Great Pop says, which is to Write this book, even though I feel that I should be walking around and doing something to generate immediate cash. I do not know where my children now are, or if I will be able to be in the lives of any of them anymore. I have my health, I think. I recently spent a part of the meager supply funds that I do have for food. It was for myself and for TohNaWah, who is my feline partner in this part of my Life. I now am again deeply concerned as to how I will be able to continue to live, if some type of help, miracle, or employment is soon secured. But I do have the current resource of time to begin this second and final volume of the Medicine of Selves. And that statement reminds me that I also do have my Medicine, Resource Wheel, and Prayerstick as well. Actually my Prayerstick, rattle, and drum have all been getting much use lately in regard to this current dilemma, or situation, depending upon how one wishes to look at it.

So, you see, all of my present problems seem to be in regard to my lack of flow and supply of what my ancestors called Green frog skins, which is what people now call money. Also, I am being given to mention at this point, that pretty much all of my life I really have not had much of a positive relationship with money. My dad was obsessed with it, and it seemed to be his primary interest and concern. So, in a sense I felt that money was his first love, and everything else was of secondary importance. My dad, as some used to say, was so tight with his money that he would Squeak when he walked, ha, ha, ha. Like happens way too often, early on I got some negative programming as it were from my dad. This is what happens when a parent belittles a child. My dad would often say that I would never be able to handle money, and so I became of that mindset early on. Actually, when my dad exited Mother Earth, he had amassed quite a lot of money. But in so doing, he missed out on a lot of other things. He missed out on going to Hawaii with my mother and I when he was invited. That was the only time my mom got to go anywhere in her whole life, pretty much as I can remember. Because I was working for Pan Am World Airways at the time, the money needed for the fare was really discounted. Yet, my dad chose to stay home, simply so he could make more money. In a way, I understood his condition and attitude about money in a sense. As oftentimes happens, I tried to be as opposite from him as possible, simply because of it. Of course that behavioral model and choice is not all that Healthy either!

Actually, I did not begin to have the slightest inkling about money until many years after my dad and all of his money were both long gone from Mother Earth. And what I now find to be ironic, is that I discovered it when Great Pop had me write about Death in the material of the Proper Way! Yep, in writing about death, I discovered a huge amount about money of all things! Go figure as some say, ha, ha, ha. You see, what was given in Death Proper was what I call the way of the Seed Fund. I could easily make change and so forth with regard to the Green frog skins. But before this understanding came to me, I could not really understand the idea behind money at all, period. That is except that I would never be able to handle any of it, like my dad on so many occasions had taught me to believe and accept.

Yep, growing up, I worked all of the time. And all of the money I made from it, got spent. If it was not spent in pursuit of a pretty girl, it was spent on my cars. In reflection, I never made as much as other people doing the same things even, for one reason or another. I first started working as a young child doing yard work and whatever other things that came along. I was also always big for my age, so I could pass for much older early on. As a young teenager, I even got the people that I was working for in trouble with the labor board. This was because I was supposedly too young to be doing the manual labor that I was assigned to there. Yep, I know how to work, and I do work real hard. Yet, for most of my life, I never seem to make or have enough money, period. And how in the world is someone supposed to save any of that which is already in too short of supply to cover the seemingly immediate necessities?

Yet, when Great Pop had me write about the concept of the Seed Fund, it all made sense and came together to me in a big picture kind of way. In the concept of the Seed Fund, one is to see money as being seeds of a plant. This I can understand because seeds have Spirit, and to me money is just metal and paper for all practical purposes. Now if I have a few seeds, I can see where there are only a few choices as to what to do with them. And if I desire to get more seeds from those that I now have, then there are even fewer options to consider. I can clearly understand that if I eat all of the seeds of the available supply, soon I will have none and become hungry and starve. I also understand that if I plant all of the seeds now, I will have more seeds in the future. This is Real and true to me because I can see how each seed will grow into a plant that will dynamically multiply the number of seeds that one will then have. Obviously, the optimum condition and thing to do, is to eat as few seeds as possible that is necessary to sustain myself and plant the rest. Then if I continue doing this over a few years time, I will soon have many more seeds than I will ever need to sustain myself!

Yep, the Seed Fund is so simple and clear to me now. In a sense, this material and that of all of the other books are like seeds for the Future in a way. Maybe this is a reason as to why I am so diligent and passionate in their development. Now that I think about it, my passion is not because of any money Potential in them at all. Of course it would be a blessing if these books would become a resource and supply that would become a financial support of Nolayte, as well as myself and other beings and things. No, the Really important seeds that are inherent in these books are not about the potential of getting money or such things as that. It is the seeds of Understanding within their content that is of such importance and Value. Within the now many books are the Understandings that are the seeds of the Medicine and Proper Way of being in Life. And, these seeds of Understanding will not only help those in the present, they will also ultimately feed the children of the seventh generation yet born!

Well just as my Luck would have it, now that I finally have a grasp of the idea of money and how to manage it, I am now currently not able to secure employment so that I may put any of it to use, ha, ha, ha! Now that I finally understand the principle of saving and investing money, I lack any semblance of a reserve that is necessary to make the Seed Fund concept work for me. Actually, I have several ideas now about projects that would make utility of the Seed Fund concept and maybe in time I can initiate some of them.

As I write these words, my immediate mode is Brush Fire management, at least that is the way it appears to me at this point. In the concept of Brush Fire management, one’s Focus, time, and resources are wasted in trying to deal with immediate and continuing crisis, instead of being applied to facilitate comfort and security in the future. And typically, the immediate Fires are resultant from not applying one’s resources earlier in the Seed Fund kind of way. I will be the first to own that condition in the behavior of myself to some degree or extent at this point. If I had planned better and had planted some of the seeds that I did have when I was younger, my life certainly would not be as precarious as it now is, maybe. Now if I could secure any type of employment that would facilitate me to have monetary resources past my immediate needs and thereby have some reserve, I could get real busy in planting that reserve!

A few centuries ago, money would have absolutely no value on the continent that I now live. And in the really big picture, money is not even a part of what I plan to realize for myself and others in the Future. I say such here, because once I can secure a place for myself, TohNaWah, Nolayte and others to live with the tools and seeds necessary to start with, my goal is Real and complete self-sufficiency in every aspect of being in Life! Yep, once I can get the property and tools, I can build and grow any and all that is necessary to sustain myself, and even others. Even though it might appear as being such, money is not the Real problem for me at all. Clearly, in the really big picture, the problem seems to be the current prevalent society that makes it seem like it is!

NOW

In my Eagle Medicine way, I tend to seek and discover what is unique or unusual in things and conditions. In a sense one might also consider me to be The Word Man. I like that idea of myself, not so much as it refers to my Beginning Medicine which it does, but primarily because at times I seem to talk, a whole lot. So it makes sense to me at least, that the title that Great Pop had me put for this chapter is Won spelled backwards. It is also Mon, if seen both backwards and upside down. And as Mon is my current concern, I see the magic in it as some might say. Typical of Great Pop’s humor and Brilliance in such things, this chapter will be dealing with Now, Mon, and Won, to some extent, if not in total. I am also being given to add here that simply due to the conditions of the Now, all Life on Mother Earth is in the same precarious condition as that of myself as regards the possibility of the continuance of any and all of it. And, Won and Mon have a specific influence upon that condition and circumstance as well. It is important to also mention that if one is not a part of the solution and resolution of this condition of peril, then one is clearly a part of the problem, period. Again, I will place the bulls eye of the target of blame for this condition, squarely upon the forehead of the current prevalent culture and society.

You see, all that I or another being or thing needs to Live and experience a sojourn here on Mother Earth is air, food, shelter, and water. Clothing is actually optional and in some climates, definitely not required. And even though clean air is getting harder to come by, it is pretty much available anywhere at this point.

In volume one of this material is mentioned that one of my True Desires is to secure a place and shelter, meaning land. Before earlier members of the prevalent culture came over to this continent where I now reside, that would not be a problem at all. In that time and condition, I would need nothing, at all. Certainly I would not Need any Green frog skins, just to continue or Live.

Actually, the amount of land does not even have to be very large. However, it must have a renewing and continuing supply of water. If there is a supply of water and land, then I am pretty much secure, period. This is real and true even if the land is rocky and so forth. Actually, it could even be in a swamp for that matter. Of course if it was quicksand that condition might pose a problem for a little while, but I can fix that too. If I get some seeds and take them to this land with water, then I am set for life. Even if the land is all rocks I can succeed because I can either grow the seeds with hydroponics or bring in some soil!

Earlier I mentioned the requirement of shelter. If I have the land, then like the seeds, I have the capacity to build whatever kind of shelter that is desired by myself. If the land has trees, I can live there and even make an arboreal dwelling if I so choose. If the land is all just rocks, then I can build a dwelling out of some of them as well. If I am real lucky, perhaps there already is a cave on this land, and that will be a ready-made home and shelter for me and any others. Once I have the land, water, and seeds happening, then I can be productive in even more efforts of self-sufficiency. If the water is moving, I can make water wheels to use to generate and supply power. If I am at the seashore, I will not ever be in need of food, as there will be a constant supply of marine life. Also, if I am at the seashore and there is no supply of fresh water, I can evaporate and then condense the steam from saltwater to get enough to survive for a while. Of course I can always collect enough rain to develop a renewable and sustaining reserve. If I am in the desert then my dwelling can be underground, again water must be considered in this situation. If I am in the desert without any continuing supply of water then I will simply move to where there is one. Yet even in the desert, water can be found as well as collected, like at the seashore. Now, it is obvious to me that there is no region or part of Mother Earth that I cannot live without money, if I have secured the land with water and have some seeds!

Of course, I would prefer that the location be more tropic, and not brutally cold like some places. Yet if it was necessary, I could thrive there as well. Yep, land, water, and seeds, that is all anyone Really needs. That is what my ancestors had and knew too, before the conquering horde of members of the prevalent culture came upon the shores of this continent. Certainly I am not implying that everything was as some say, " All Hunky