Telling My Story: the Journey of a Ghetto Girl
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Officer begins her memoir by candidly detailing her life as a young girl growing up in the inner-city of Kingston, Jamaica. Born to a twenty-one-year-old unwed mother of two other children, Officers journey was often difficult as she was shuttled back and forth between her mother and fathers homes. Repeatedly molested by first a stepsister and then a family friend, Officer relays how she finally told her fatherand was shocked when he did nothing. As she shares the details of her lifelong battle with suicidal thoughts and images fueled by years of sexual abuse, low self-esteem, and self-loathing, she also provides hope to others by illustrating how she was eventually able to rise above lifes challenges and learn to love herself once again.
Telling My Story: The Journey of a Ghetto Girl shares one womans poignant journey of survival that will remind women everywhere to never forget their inner beauty, no matter how difficult life becomes.
Allesley Officer
Allesley Officer is Jamaican by birth and nationality. She earned a bachelor’s degree in special education and completed her master’s degree in educational psychology at the University of West Indies. She is a special education teacher at a public charter school in Washington, DC. This is her first book.
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Telling My Story - Allesley Officer
Contents
Dedication
Preface
Acknowledgements
1 Born To Be A Rebel
2 A Slice of the
Hellish Pie
3 Loving the Unlovable
4 Sex in the city oops!
Sex and the Church
5 Captive and Hell bound
6 Glimmer of Hope
7 Adam Where Art Thou?
About the Author
About the Book
Dedication
For my mother, Imogene!
You are a wonderful woman and a dear friend.
Preface
You may not know me. You may not even like me, but you can believe me that there is a conflict raging between good and evil. Unfortunately, we are all a part of this great conflict. The battle is hinged on the theme of worship—worship of God or worship of Satan, His rival and archenemy.
The King James Version of the Bible cites And the four and twenty elders and the four beasts fell down and worshipped God that sat on the throne, saying, Amen; Alleluia.
Revelation 19:4. To ignore this is to result in your eternal demise and that’s a probability that none should gamble with. It’s just too important that we understand that our Savior and Lord, Jesus Christ is doing all He can to save us but, we must desire to be saved.
My prayer and hope for all of us living in such treacherous and evil times is that we will sense our need for God and the nearness of His glorious coming and become needy of His saving grace and greedy for a place in His eternal kingdom. Therefore I say unto you, what things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them and ye shall have them. Mark 11:24 (King James Version).
Lovingly, Allesley
Acknowledgements
By the time this book comes out there would have been many persons who have contributed to its successful completion.
To My Co-Author, my Supreme Provider and Instructor Jesus Christ who became my Husband when I was rejected and abandoned. Thank you for being there and loving me in spite of me. I love You Lord and I’ve learnt to trust in You. This book is dedicated to You God, to bring You Honor and Glory. All this is for You Lord!
To all my family members who have challenged and annoyed me but I know there is love in all your hearts for me I love you all and share this with you. Yes Andre! If I make some money you’ll get some.
To friends who have journeyed with me and have not found it easy but have stuck with it, much love to you all Ava, Petol, Paulette and Lorenza, I just had to call you by name. Special thanks to Diona!
Last but of course not least, to the praying women who helped me to discover who I am in the body of Christ, my sisters at the Restoration NOW Ministry. You all who have laughed and cried with me, this is for you!!! Remember on the 5th of July 2005, you invested in this book in cash, prayers and motivation. Thank you, Nelma, Yvonne, Jodi, Pearl, and Alecia you are my strength and my song. One love!
To my editing and publishing team from iUniverse who worked tirelessly to make my manuscript a readable material; I sincerely want to say thanks for making my dream of being an author a reality.
"OUR GREATEST GLORY
CONSISTS NOT IN NOT
FALLING, BUT IN GETTING
UP EVERYTIME WE FALL".
ANONYMOUS
1 Born To Be A Rebel
My whole life I have wanted to be loved. I have struggled with the insatiable need for man’s love and approval and wrestled with my Savior’s love. The Creator of the universe had always loved me, but I never truly believed or understood the depth of His love. That is, until my life became a suicidal travesty.
I have been a teacher for the past 15 years, both in Jamaica, where I was born and in the U.S. where I currently reside. In my classroom I shine. My light radiates and my students over the years have blessed me with their love and acceptance. I was never able to do that for myself—embrace who I am and what I have done with my life. In the past, I have selfishly believed that if I was someone else, then I would be special. I think it’s a result of the memories that have never faded, drifted into the back drop of my mind and buried forever. I hope that writing this book is one way I can finally silence the voices in my head that tell me every day I am living a lie. That I am still the fragile, unkempt girl I was that I am not the overcomer I proclaim myself to be. Therefore, I am facing me! I am now willing to admit that most of my life I have desired to take my life; that I have been afraid almost every day that today would be the day I commit suicide. How scared I have been to be lonely, hurt, depressed or overwhelmed out of fear that I would succumb. This is for me and every other woman just like me who has been abused and has forgotten how beautiful she is. Here