True Love is Hard to Find

By Dinesh Kr. Acharya

Love is a universal thing. Love touches everyone in one day or in many days. In different ways, in different times love comes to our life which we also accept knowingly or unknowingly. Love is not the thing which can be denied so easily. “True Love is hard to find” is based on that one type of real-life story of two persons ‘D’ & ‘P’. ‘D’ is the boy who falls in love with a very beautiful girl ‘P’. But when he comes to know this, it was too late that her marriage was fixed with someone else. Though D proposed P and told his feelings to her. But what will happen next when that girl with whom he falls in love truly, reject his love? Will D could be the success to convince his love in the next seven months? This real story is based on that couple who may not be in the relationship in those months but it was also more than a single side love story.

We all believe that true love wins always. But is it really applicable in all cases? If it is ‘no’ then what will happen to the boy and if it is ‘yes’ then what will be the turning points in his life? The story is that extraordinary love story which is not a relationship and also more than not a relationship.

• Language: English
• Publisher: One Point Six Technologies Pvt Ltd
• Release date: May 4, 2018
• ISBN: 9789387649590

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Chapter 1

Year 2014. I am living my regular life with my current job and career. 4 years back my heart was broken in so many pieces when I found that the girl with whom I was in love is not going to be mine anyway. She was the girl whom I truly loved since the last two years but which was a one-sided love story. I hoped that she might have some feelings for me also and that’s why I was waiting for her response. But what I ‘have thought, that was not into my luck. At the time when I proposed her through one of our mutual friends, she told me that she does not have any interest in me at all and there is no such thing in her heart for me which can be called as love. That time I had been disappointed so much and cried for so many days. But I was still in hope that I can convince her and one day she will be able to understand my feelings and the true love. But it was again my wrong hope. After three months I came to know that she is in a relationship with some other boy and dating him since a few days.

This was the turning point of mine when my heart is completely broken down and I had not any hope for longer. This was the time when I began to hate my life and have no wish to live more. I asked the question to God that why it happened to me? If the girl was not for me then why he put so much love into my heart for her. God did not give me any answer. With that broken heart, I could kill myself but, I am not such a weak person anymore.

So I began to start my life again with a little smile on the face with the thinking like that I am not going to fall in love again with anyone whatever the reason will be. At the same time, it was also in my mind that there is someone who is made for me & who will love me like anything and would be able to win my love also. Probably this is the feelings of every young age boys who have such a broken heart.

Slowly I also succeeded in not to miss her anytime and not go into a sad situation where I lost my true love. After that, I concentrated on my study, my part-time jobs and on my life. Now I finished my MBA doing a job in a private company. Till now in this past 4 years, there was no girl in my life and I am happy with my single life. I was enjoying my life, my work, my family, everything. None of my new friends could tell that I have such a broken heart.

But in this year i.e. 2014, I found another girl in my life. This girl is 6 years younger than me. She is studying in class XII. I met her first when she was in school at class VIII. Though I met her so many times I talked with her only once at a marriage party and that was also a casual talk. I remember, I asked her name but at a moment I forgot her name too (Because on that time my first love was in my heart). She even did not remember anything.

I don’t know but when I was with my broken heart and I was seeing her I became so glad. I liked her. But I knew it was not loved or not any crush. But somehow I wanted to make a friendship with her. And probably this was the reason that she came into my life through facebook. In facebook, I found her and send her a friend request. She accepted it and so does it all begin….

In her this facebook account she didn’t use her real name. It was some Sh****. But from my source till that time I am able to know her real name which is P**************** But I started communicating with her fb name only. Because I thought if she kept it on fb that means she really likes this name & also want others to call her with this name. So I started conversations with this name. I started giving like-comments to her status as usually, I do with almost all of my fb friends if those posts are really remarkable. I was also started getting her responses to my messages. So, I thought it’s time to do at least a good friendship with her and whatever the next will be can be seen later. After someday her final exam of class XII, get began and she was irregular in fb. That’s good anyway. On the other hand, on her every exam I wished her all the best.

Once her exam had over she again comes to fb & as usual, I was again happy to talk with her. One day we did long conversations which were so long till now. I tried to remind her about me and about the marriage party when we talked with each other. But she was so unable to remind anything. Suddenly I told her that I want to meet her, will she? After a few minutes, she replied that she can meet me. Then I gave her my mobile no. And asked her no.also. Without any hesitation, she had given her no.to me & make a condition that I would not give anyone her no. I told her that I definitely not & she can trust me. Then I said I will call her & tell the venue & time where we can meet. She said OK. After that, some normal talks & hung up for that day.

Later, one evening I called her but she had not received the call. So I send her an SMS saying that I want to talk with her. No response for a couple of hours from her. But then she texts me asking Who are you? I surprised for a moment thinking that she did not save my no.yet? So I introduced me to herself & then she able to recognize me. I asked her that may I call her now? But she said she is now at home with her family so she can’t talk with me. She told me to call her tomorrow. I agreed with her & asked her about the comfortable time what she said that morning 10-12 is a good time. I said fine. Then we talked about the India-Pakistan ODI Cricket match which was played on that day, through SMS. I knew she has an interest in cricket. She said that she was unable to show the full match because of the load shading in their area but she knows about the result & feeling happy that India had won. After sometimes, we then said goodnight to each other & I again remind her that I would call her on the next day.

Next day morning at almost 10:30 AM I called her & she received the call. I begin our conversations with the name of her on fb, i.e Sh****

Me:   Hello Sh****,,

She:   Hmm

Me:   It’s me

She:   Yes, tell…(her soft voice sounds so beautiful)

Me:   Where are you now?

She:   At home.

Me:   Gud. What are you doing now?

She:   Nothing.

Me:   OK..Sh**** On this Monday can you come at the Mahabhairab Temple (It is the biggest Shiva Mandir of our town) at morning 8 o’clock..? (I asked the question so directly)

She:   This Monday I couldn’t come. I am going to at my Aunt’s house at Tinsukia for almost 15 days on tomorrow morning.

Me    (so surprisingly): O shit...Are you sure..?? When would you come then? (Though I clearly heard she said 15 days)

She:   Almost 15 days.

Me:   Could not you come as early as possible?

She:   No I cant..

Me:   Then where we can meet?

She:   Let me first come from there then we will talk

Me:   Ok.As your wish..Bye..Take care.

She:   Hmmm.Bye..

Though I was so disappointed that we are not meeting on the next Monday as I predicted but I was happy too as I talked with her on phone. She has a beautiful voice tone. That conversation lusts only for less than 1 minute & 30 seconds. But I repeatedly was thinking about that in a whole day and was going happy so often.

I shared these things with my best friend Pankaj & one of my brother cum friend Ashim Da also. I expressed that I have some feelings for someone & I think she also feels the same and we can be a good relationship soon. They both congratulated me. I was so happy but my inner voice was telling that I can’t fall in love again so easily because of the fear of breaking the heart again which happened four years ago. So I decided if she meets me then first we would be good friends, know each other perfectly and then if anything happens like ‘Love’ then I will think on that. So I controlled myself to not be in love again before anything happens positively.

I started sending good morning messages to her mobile no. However, I did not get any reply but I was continued it. Two days later I send her message again on facebook asking how is she & where is she now? She said she is at our town Tezpur itself & now came to her one of the local aunt’s house for a few days. Hearing this I asked her did she canceled her trip to Tinsukia? She replied that her aunt of Tinsukia will come after few days and take her to their home. So she is nowhere only. I said fine but did not ask her will she can meet now or not. I thought she will feel some irritation because she already rejects my meeting proposal once. So I wait for her turn. But she didn’t ask anything about that. Actually, she thought I am a stranger and she doesn’t know me personally so she was not ready to meet me.

Later for some days, I continued sending her messages on her mobile and fb also. But now her replies started to come too slow. She even did not reply me on each conversation. I was annoyed but not so because I can understand she might get some personal problem and she might not have any type of feelings for me. Assuming that I now stopped to message her regularly. But the interesting fact is that on next month which was 19th April 2014 it was her 18th birthday. I make a plan to wish her before anyone at midnight 12 AM and with that, I can impress her and also can know her that I have some feelings for her. So I made a Greeting card on photoshop mentioning her fb name with a teddy bear picture along with a beautiful cake & yellow red roses. This was to impress her and make a friendship with her.

On 19th April her birthday, I wished her as I thought. First I send the greeting card to her fb inbox and then on her fb timeline, at the same time send an SMS to her mobile also. She got everything and replied me as Thank you so much. I smiled, hoped she also did that. On the next day morning, I was in my company meeting so I was unable to send any messages to her on whole day. But after the meeting was over, at evening I texted her on fb asking how was her birthday & how it’s going till now? She shows that messages but did not send any reply to me. I again did not find any reasons and hence surprised with those things.

Same was continued for so many days. She was not sending any messages to me so I also stopped irritating her. With this, I had a mindset that if she is really for me or if there anything between us then she will definitely come to me one day, for that whatever the reasons would be. Later I came to know that she has now in a relationship with a boy of her age and that’s why she is avoiding me. I knew the boy was not loving her truly and they will get a break up soon. And as I assumed same happened after a few months. Anyway, I stopped to think about her and concentrated on my work totally. After a few days, she deactivated her fb account and opened another account. Actually not only one but one by one three accounts were there. I don’t know why she was needed these multiple fb accounts? I knew the usernames of her every account but I did not send any friend request to her. She also not did this. But it was also true that I checked her new fb profiles almost every day to know how her life was going. I can’t share everything but I can say that she was happy and enjoying her life. But she was not matured enough to understand what is bad or what is good to do. She also got some bad colleagues who were misleading her. I knew everything but can’t help her directly because she would not trust me. So I kept it as it was. Whatever, God is always with her.

And I thought probably this was the end of my dreams with her. Probably because somewhere in my heart it was saying she will be mine one day.

Chapter 2

Year 2015. February month. Almost a year passed when she was in contact with me & then stopped. This year I found her another profile on Facebook and the interesting part was that this time she was using her real name, Pi***....... I had seen it in ‘people you may know’ but did not send any friend request her. Believe me, I still like her but I did not want to send her friend request because of the previous reason, the reason which was killed the feelings. I again thought I would not send her the request first. But if she still had any feelings for me or at least remembered me then she will definitely send me a friend request. This was the only thing in