The Walls We Build
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The Walls We Build describes dysfunctional barriers that protect emotional well-being. This book is the result of having lived through the frightful and disheartening experience of rape as a young child. This book was written because of these experiences. It is the story of a young child having undergone the traumatic experience of rape while her inherent G-D given gift allowed her to block the infringement from her subconscious memory.
This child allowed this automatic built-in defense mechanism to take over and protect her mind, her free will and her emotions. She blocked this painful memory from her conscious mind, implanting it deep into the safety of her subconscious. It was not until thirty years later that she was set free as she was healed emotionally and spiritually.
Having experienced first hand the healing power within, she can now share this experience with others. It is our hope that others will be able to draw from the knowledge and truths contained within this book. This will allow them to recognize if they have built walls and are willing to permit the Spirit to break down those barriers that causes dysfunction within one’s life. Once a wall has been torn down by the healing powers of Spirit, healthier marital relationships, healthier sexual relationships and healthier spiritual relationships will be possible.
Jewels Prophet
Jewels Prophet is a spiritual teacher of Hermenutics at HIS Love & Truth Ministries International; currently teaching at Risen Christ Church in Labone, in the Greater Accra Region, Ghana West Africa.. Her articles have been featured in several magazines. She has over 25 years experience walking and weeding through denominational dogma searching for and receiving Truth that portray the greater oracle of Light and Love of a Divine Creator. Jewels Prophet is a pseudonym for Apostle Rubie James. She has authored several books and is the creator and steward of the widely acclaimed publication Revelation Today for the Nations and Preparing Mindsets For A Higher Truth. Her writings touch the heart with wisdom and love causing the mind ito be renewed in the Spirit of Truth as one is being drawn into deeper contemplation. Her writings are for any one on a spiritual quest from every walk of life and every belief. The foundations of her teachings and writings are based on books of historical facts and truth from books of antiquity, including esoteric and prophet Principles in the Scriptures, the Bible and from direct Revelation.
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The Walls We Build - Jewels Prophet
The Walls We Build
Apostle Rubie James
Copyright 2000 by Jewels Prophet
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Dedication
I dedicate this book to all husbands who are able to rise above the stereotype macho man
image of those who would lord over their wives. To my sons Apostle/Prophet Darrell L. Kinsey, Oscar L. Kinsey III, Demetris Lee Kinsey, and Loyd Lindsay ‘JR’ Sellers Jr.; to my grandsons Bryston J.M. ‘JP’ Pennucci, Javelle D. ‘G-man’ Avant, Jamall Kinsey, Christopher Sellers, Durrell J. Kinsey, Jordyn Kinsey, Judah Kinsey, William Sellers, Andrew Sellers and Abree M. Kinsey; and, To Joel T. Pennucci, Jr. Always remember to treat a woman with the utmost respect.
My prayer is that each of you learns to appreciate the value of women. Honor and love them. Be considerate of their feelings. Recognize their talents, abilities and all the various attributes it takes for women to be a ‘woman of virtue and might’ as she maintains her femininity. Remember that any relationship is built upon sacrificial love, mutual respect and esteem. However, unless GOD builds, he that labors builds in vain. Keep GOD in the center of your lives and relationships.
In memory of my daddy, Robert James, Jr., who finally made it. Know that the power of GOD has broken down the walls in the family for all who would be free.
Table of Contents
Dedication
Acknowledgments
Research Sources
Introduction
Chapter One
The Walls of Sex
Chapter Two
The Walls of Divorce
Chapter Three
The Walls of Marriage
Acknowledgements
First and foremost I’d like to thank YAH VEH—GOD, who is Lord of my life, and GOD the Son, YAHSHUA the MESSIAH, for giving His life so that I could be made whole and restored. Thank you Lord for entrusting me with these special-healing truths for your people and all those women who have experienced evil injustices such as rape.
I dedicate this GOD-inspired book to those who, because of the walls of denominational and religious traditions, have tucked their dysfunction away and are living lives of shattered dreams and fairy tales. It is my prayer that all the sons and daughters of GOD will tap into the awesome healing power of GOD to claim their full inheritance, particularly that of being free sexually, mentally, physically and spiritually.
Special thanks to Arthur D. Taylor, my long time friend, mentor and confidante, for always being there, in good times and bad. Thank you for helping me to see that those bad
times were opportunities to be used as stepping stones to my destiny. Art has gone on to be with the Lord prior to publication of this book. To his family, know that we all miss him and that one day we will see him again in all of his glory.
A very special thanks to Apostle/Bishop Lenox E. Baxter Jr. who was there to help me find those stepping stones. The first teacher of Truth in my life who made certain that the stones were set on a firm foundation, that foundation which other builders
rejected, that "cornerstone" who has cut, forged and is chiseling me into that precious sapphire which GOD is using to proclaim His truths.
Thanks to my sister, Christine E. James, for always being there for me. Although you are my sister-in-law, you have been closer than any sister could be. You have always supported me in whatever I have undertaken. You have believed in me and encouraged me to accomplish all that I have put my hands to do. When GOD called me into the ministry and revealed His Truths to me, you were there when it seemed that other family members had abandoned me. You accepted, respected and honored the office GOD placed on my life. You had the spiritual fortitude to see me through the eyes of the Spirit and not as just a mere woman. Although hundreds of miles separate us and we seem to be out of touch, you will always hold a special place within my heart. I know that one day GOD will bring us back together to work for His Kingdom.
Thanks to the Galaxy Group for all your help and for the many hours you invested in me. Thank you, Axel, for your creativity and your programming expertise in developing and keeping my computer systems up and running properly. Thank you for going that extra mile, for being a confidante -- someone from whom I could seek wise, spiritual counsel when I could not see through the clouds that sometimes blurred my vision.
Thanks to my Editor, Carol von Raesfeld of New Writers Literary Agency, for your intellect and expertise in helping me make this work from GOD a reality. You are more special to me than you know.
Research Sources
Dr. Janov is a Clinical Psychologist and the author of Primal Scream.
Bishop Lenox E. Baxter was the pastor and chief apostle of the Jewish Christian Church of GOD and Bread of Life Sabbatarians Inc. Bishop Baxter was administrator at the School of Theology in Lake Shastina, California. Bishop Baxter now rests with the ‘Elders’. He has finished his course and he kept the faith until the end. Thank you.
Rabbi Hayim Halevy Donin is a teacher and interpreter of