Musings from my porch in Chicago that ask: am I good at hosting happiness? Am I the right shape to hold onto the life that I want? What noise do I make when I get knocked around? read this episode at ismatu.substack.com.Jazz of the episode:Why, Buzzardman, Why? x Alabaster PlumeThe Jordan River Song x Emahoy Tsege Mariam GebruLena’s Song x The Sweet EnoughsYou Go To My Head x Billie HolidayExit x Sebastian MikaelStill thinking of Jordan Neely.ismatu gwendolyn This is a public episode. If you’d like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit ismatu.substack.com/subscribe