Can true, full, and nuanced love truly exist across parasocial relationships? Ismatu Gwendolyn reflects on the dehumanizing nature of fame (no matter how small the audience) and reflects on their own conceptions of love (or lack thereof) as they accidentally became an influencer.read the full newsletter and join the bookclub: ismatu.substack.comJazz of the episode:Skylark x Wynton MarsalisFeeling Good x Elvin JonesIt's Too Late Now x Wynton MarsalisManhattan x BLOSSOM DEARIELove Song From "Apache' x Coleman Hawkins QuartetBut Not For Me - Live at the Pershing, Chicago, 1958 x Ahmad Jamal Trio'Round Midnight x Thelonious MonkWillow Weep for Me x Ray Bryant This is a public episode. If you’d like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit ismatu.substack.com/subscribe