I promise I'll stop looking at porn... I commit to my partner... I commit to myself... I commit to God... And yet, a few days/weeks/months later, I'm typing words in the search bar. Words I'm ashamed of. Then I sit and look at things that go completely against my values. Why can't I stop? Why do I feel so out-of-control? Why can't I just not look? How is this not an addiction? And if it's not... what is it? Let's talk bout that in this week's episode.