Intimacy with God - A Journey to the Heart of God

By Thandazile Ngwenya

Thandazile Ngwenya's journey to find intimacy with God, despite her upbringing in a family that practiced ancestral worship, is a testament to the transformative power of faith. Her story resonates with many, showcasing how courage and hope can often fade in those who face similar struggles. Yet, through Thandazile Ngwenya's narrative, God speaks to us all.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Thandazile Ngwenya
• Release date: Apr 10, 2025
• ISBN: 9798314244111

Thandazile Ngwenya

  About the Author Thandazile Ngwenya is a passionate teacher, writer, and follower of Christ whose heart burns to reveal the Living Word throughout Scripture. Her journey has taken her from spiritual tradition to a deep relationship with God, chronicled in her debut book, Intimacy with God – A Journey to the Heart of God. With a love for both children and the Word, she writes to draw readers into the presence of Jesus, page by page. She lives a life of purpose, service, and truth, committed to making Christ known in everyday life and in every generation.     About the Publisher This book is independently published through self-publishing platforms, under the imprint of Thandazile Ngwenya Books. Dedicated to uplifting, faith-based writing, the imprint aims to inspire, equip, and encourage readers through the Word of God. For inquiries, permissions, or bulk purchases, contact:  [e-mail] 

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Thandazile Ngwenya

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Copyright © 2025 Thandazile Ngwenya

First Printing: 2025

ISBN: 978-3-16-547360-5

Publisher: VM Publishing& Distribution Sofaya village stand number 199 code 0890 Tel: [phone]

E-mail Address: [e-mail]

All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the publisher except for the use of brief quotations in a book review or scholarly journal.

Scripture quotations are taken from THE HOLY BIBLE, NEW INTERNATIONAL VERSION® & KING'S JAMES BIBLE®.

Editor: Victor Mfula

Cover design: Victor Mfula Printed by: print Doctor

CONTENTS

Foreword 4

Acknowledgements 5

Preface 7

Introduction 8

The wilderness 10

God’s faithfulness 15

The turning point 20

Embracing god’s love 25

Walking in purpose 30

Trusting god in the waiting 35

Finding god in the journey 40

Overcoming fear with faith 44

The power of forgiveness 49

Embracing your god-given purpose 54

The unseen battles - spiritual warfare 59

God’s unfailing love - the anchor of our journey 65

Trusting god’s timing - the divine delay 70

From fear to faith - overcoming the lies of the enemy74

A heart of worship - the key to intimacy with God. 77

A reflection of God’s grace 80

FOREWORD BY VUSI VINCENT MATEBULA

The greatest longing in our walk with God is intimacy. It does not just happen because one is longing for it, but it's usually born out of difficulties. This is exactly what Thandazile went through. Talk about rejection, she has seen it all. Thank God, none of what she has experienced killed her, as this book is her testimony

While everyone thought she was broken, they were surprised to see her broken pieces come together. Indeed, her burial was only meant to be temporary. God was not yet done with her. She emerged from her wilderness with no option but to begin to explore the possibilities of divine help.

Her journey began, and soon she found out that God did not only want to repair her but to be close to her. It was only when she learnt to enjoy God’s presence that she realized that indeed, in His presence, there is fullness of joy.

The author carefully pens down an emotional story of how she was rejected by her parents and everyone around her. It was these rejections that paved the way for her into the presence of the Divine Master that birthed this book. You will never regret having this book. The reality is that we all need to experience a journey into the heart of God

(Vusi Vincent Matebula is an ordained minister, author, publisher, motivational speaker, Evangelism Explosion Fieldworker, National Director of Leadership International (BLTC) in South Africa based in Pretoria)

March 2025

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

I must say that it would not have been possible without the sustaining grace of my Heavenly Father, who walked with me every step of the way. The Holy Spirit was my comforter, guide, and friend. It is through His presence that I found strength, joy, and the inspiration to write these words.

I want to acknowledge the people and experiences that shaped my story, even those that caused hurt and rejection. Though their actions were painful, God used them to draw me closer to Him. To my family, church members, friends, and all who crossed my path, thank you for playing a role in my transformation.

Special thanks to the teachings of Bishop T.D. Jakes and his ministry, which nourished me during some of my darkest days. His sermons reminded me that God never abandons us, even when the world does.

I would also like to extend my heartfelt gratitude to the individuals who provided support and encouragement during this journey:

**Mrs. Alice Dlamini**, my beloved sister and a teacher at Ndwandwe High School. When life became overwhelming, she welcomed my daughter and me into her home, offering us love, shelter, and acceptance during our most trying times.

**Mrs. Gail Jan Van Rensburg**, the ACE (Accelerated Christian Education) Coordinator in eSwatini. She saw potential in me when I was at a low point, approving and recommending me for a position as an ACE Grade 1 Supervisor. Her belief in my skills and abilities opened doors

to new opportunities, and I remain deeply grateful for her unwavering support.

**Mrs. Evar Chisiri**, the Director of Mother Touch Learning Center School. Beyond being my employer, she wholeheartedly supported my vision of writing this book. Her excitement, encouragement, and insightful ideas gave me the confidence to move forward and bring this dream to life.

**My nephew, Musawenkhosi K. Ngwenya**, who, at just 17 years old, became my first confidant regarding this book. His support, enthusiasm, and thoughtful ideas far exceeded my expectations. His words inspired me to pursue this path, and today, I am proud to be the author of *Intimacy with God.*

***My daughter***, Yenziwe Zoe Mdluli, has been a profound source of inspiration and grace in my life. Her unwavering respect for me as her mother has deeply humbled me, especially during times when life's challenges pushed me far from her and made me feel like I had failed. Despite my struggles and the inability to provide or fully support her as I would have wanted, she has always honoured me with the respect I scarcely felt I deserved. Her encouragement and steadfast support in the journey of writing this book have been nothing short of amazing."

To each of you, I owe a debt of gratitude that words cannot fully express. Thank you for being part of my journey.

PREFACE

This book was not born out of a desire to teach