You and I

By Destiny L Adkins

A poetry book specifically about a twin flame journey involving a spiritual awakening within myself. There are poems about heartbreak and how I have healed and what I have felt during this whole experience. Healing my childhood wounds and facing my own darkest battles have taught myself to love who I am due to the strength that I carry as I stoo

• Language: English
• Publisher: Destiny Adkins
• Release date: Feb 5, 2024
• ISBN: 9798869166241

Book preview

Two

Is it really wrong?

How could something so wrong feel so right?

The love we both felt was so intense as your arms held me so tight.

Imagine us leaving together in this moment, could us together start something so beautifully new?

I love the person that I am whenever I am with you.

Do you feel it too?

Three

You

The moment that I had a realization that I was in love is when the exhilaration that I felt had made my heart skip beats when I wanted to be around you.

I knew.

This is it.

I cannot tell him, I would always say that to myself. That is what I had always thought.

But then there's your eyes, so dark..

your smile, so irresistible. 

I love you even though you may never fully understand just how much.

The moment that I get to see you, it seems as if my world pauses and just gets put right back into its place.

You may not see it like I do, but my heart does too.

Your arms shelters me and when you do that, I finally feel okay.

Your kiss makes my heart give in.

Your body, I crave your touch.

Your eyes, there is nothing better to look at. I can gaze into them all day if you allowed me to.

Your voice, that is the only thing about you that I will always hold on to. It soothes my chaotic mind.

Four

Someday

There will be a day that I will no longer feel this way, I will no longer feel this type of pain.

One day, there will be someone who will love me, all of me, as if there was no other woman who can be compared to me as being the same.

They will love my child too just as their own,

and one day I will feel like I made it home.

Someday, I will be wrapped in someone else's arms and they will hold me as if I am glass-made.

They will see how easily I can be broken and they will keep me safe.

Five

Us

You: and the kisses?

Those are special to me, and it will always keep me wanting more.

I got addicted to you without wanting to.

You: lots of passion, couldn't stop thinking about it.

~ That was the beginning of our bonding. Don't forget it.

Six

Forget me not, maybe you should

The first time I shared my body with you, it left a spark between us that I couldn't turn away from.

I loved every single damn thing about you.

You were never my type or pick in men,

so it kind of left me confused on how I felt so strongly for you.

The hope that my mind has left behind, that stupid thought that maybe we could work out in the end still showed that my eyes were so bright only for you.

That was until we both knew.

We acknowledged our connection by running from one another.

How can we just go back to acting like we never met after knowing that we were made to be lovers?

He loves me.

He loves me not.

He never forgot me,

but I am working on forgetting him.

Seven

That Fire Sensation

My cheeks flushed red when I seen you.

The sensation of the warmth of you hits me as if it were something new.

The love that I thought we shared is so strong, 

and maybe one day you will see that maybe our love was never wrong.

I see you everywhere I go.

I feel you whenever I am minding my business in life and whenever I am traveling on the road.

I cannot resist it anymore nor do I want to wait.

Please come back to me, I hope it isn't too late.

Eight

Memories

- November 1st, 2023

Was it really so wrong to be with you?

Maybe so, but did you feel that exact same feeling that I mentioned that I do.

The urge to be around you haunts me because then if I were to be around you, I just may lose track of time.

Would you dare to run away with me to a place where we can build