The Holy Instant in an Imperfect Mind: The Union of The Creator, The Inner Self and The Body

By John Kishore Kumar

Fear NOT, God is at work in YOU...
The EPINOIA, is a Greek word, which means ‘The Power of Thoughts’, first introduced by Jesus in the book of ’Apocryphon of John’ during the post Resurrection period. Jesus unveils the mystery of the Creation and its deficiency to John. Jesus says ‘EPINOIA’ is the deficiency correction factor which is eternal and asleep in DARKNESS that unveils the Voice of Consciousness in us. The moment of Connecting our MIND to the ABSOLUTE MIND, the OASIS, is the Holy instant in an Imperfect Mind. The connectedness with the Creator gives the awareness of – who we are? And why we are here? This very understanding opens our heart to the LIGHT thus awakening the EPINOIA that is asleep in us. This book is CHRIST Centric that helps you discover ‘The Power of Thoughts’ that exist in you to know Thy Self and to experience the ‘The Power of Invisible’ in you. It imparts a system view to understand ‘The Power of MIND’ which is synonym with the ‘The Power of Thoughts’. The book brings out, how to diferentiate ‘The Brain – the Matter’ V/S ‘the MIND – the Consciousness’. The book encompasses with short stories to instil the Balanced Life Style – Living by the FLESH V/S the SPIRIT. This Book softens your heart to cuddle the Trinity of life, Think Good, Speak Good and Act Good in all walks of life and you will not die in VAIN.

• Language: English
• Publisher: BooxAi
• Release date: Feb 7, 2024
• ISBN: 9789655780208

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THE HOLY INSTANT IN AN IMPERFECT MIND

KISHORE KUMAR JOHN

Edited by

JACQUELINE LOBO JOHN

This Book is a TRIBUTE to my Loving Parents

Late John Baptist

&

Late Mercy Baptist

For their LOVE and AFFECTION and Instilling VALUES of LIFE in me ….

Kishore Kumar John

The Holy Instant in an Imperfect Mind

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Copyright © 2022 by Kishore Kumar John

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ISBN: 978-965-578-020-8

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Contents

Acknowledgments

Preface

Introduction

Book 1

THE PASSION OF SALVATION

Chapter 1

The Path of Salvation

Chapter 2

Passion of the CROSS

Chapter 3

Passion of the Soul

Chapter 4

Methods of Transcendence for HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS

Book 2

DEFICIENCY IN GOD’S CREATION & ITS CORRECTION: THE EPINOIA — THE POWER OF THOUGHTS

Chapter 1

The Mystical Gift

Chapter 2

A glance at the authenticity of the book of ‘Apocryphon of John’

Chapter 3

Dialogue between Jesus and John based on the book ‘Apocryphon of John’

Chapter 4

God’s New Covenant – JESUS writes the Covenant and its intricacy in life

Book 3

ISAIAH <53:11>: JESUS DID NOT DIE IN VAIN …

Chapter 1

Why Jesus had to die alive on the CROSS …

Chapter 2

Reasons for the creation of Earthly Life

Book 4

SONG: OH MY MIND…

Chapter 1

MIND Reflects THOUGHTS ...

Book 5

EPINOIA — ­THE AWAKENING DIVINE SPIRIT〈’THAT WHICH’〉

Chapter 1

Mystics behind Human Origin

Chapter 2

Origin of Thought

Chapter 3

The physics of the Opening of the MIND

Chapter 4

Choose your way of life

Chapter 5

Planes of the Realm of God

Chapter 6

How to initiate ‘SPIRITUAL SEEKING’

Book 6

THE PROCESS OF SPIRITUAL AWAKENING

Chapter 1

Where there is ‘Will’; There is ‘Wave’

Chapter 2

Physics of the Body

Chapter 3

The dynamics of the Spiritual Awareness & the Spiritual Awakening

Chapter 4

The Spiritual Battle Zone

Chapter 5

Crucifixion & Resurrection & Its UNIQUENESS to each one of us

Chapter 6

Jesus as a Role Model

LIST OF REFERENCES

Acknowledgments

I am thankful to God for guiding and supporting me in writing this book. I felt God has prompted me to write, otherwise it would have been impossible to come up with these UNIMAGINABLE ideas and sources of knowledge on my own. Before starting on this book, I spent about 10-12 years studying various religious holy texts, keeping The Bible as a central theme. I have studied the Bible thoroughly, working through the whole contents four times while kneeling down with a burning candle. This gave me an IMMENSE sense of gratitude, source of knowledge and LOVE of God. Divine Wisdom, Divine Word and Divine Grace are the motives for writing this book.

I am thankful for the quiet period of rest we all got owing to COVID-19 pandemic, when I could focus and concentrate on writing my book without any disturbance. 

I am thankful to my dear wife, Jacqueline Lobo John for her support and encouragement. She is the book’s first editor, who went through my rough draft, bore the patience to its limit and brought the book to a reasonably good shape. 

I am thankful to my children, Dr Joanna Baptist and Joel Baptist for their support and love. I am also thankful to my Son-In-Law Dr Ravi Ongole for his support and encouragement. I am especially thankful to my grandson, Avniel Ongole who taught me to be like a child and learn from nature with an enhanced sense of humility and innocence.

I am thankful to my friends and relatives, specially my Sister Dr Alphonsa Hamsa, my brother Emmanuel Suresh Kumar and my beloved friend Johan Volschenk from South Africa who showed utmost care and showered love when I felt dull at times. 

Last but not the least, I am thankful for my Publishing team, especially Mr Adam Gilmore, Reena Porter and Sandra Grosberg. I thank the entire team for their patience and for coming up with creative ways to handle a first time author like me and helping me greatly in publishing this book.

Preface

Before everything, God existed. He created the Invisible world, The LIGHT and the SPIRIT according to His thoughts. He created the Mother first, the womb of everything and thereafter, the Son and the helper, Holy Spirit and gave His Son the authority over the creation. The Three, in their own wisdom with the consent of the Father, created 12 AEONS with ‘THE WILL, THE THOUGHT, THE LIFE and called it AEONS of the Invisible World. The entire AEONs were perfectly filled with angels and heavenly bodies in the presence of the LIGHT and the SPIRIT.

When everything was perfect in the invisible world, something happened which was NOT perfect in the LIGHT and the SPIRIT without the consent of the creator. This mystical event in the invisible world disturbed the serenity of the creation. God, in His own wisdom, addressed this IMPERFECTION in the PERFECT creation through the creation of the VISIBLE world. The Visible world will address the imperfection of the Invisible world. The visible world is the IMAGE of the Invisible world. The reality of God is existing in the INVISIBLE world and His image surrounding the Visible World.

God created this visible world along with the angels and the heavenly bodies. The entire creation of the visible world is HUMAN-centric. God created human beings with the resemblance and Likeness of the angels and the heavenly bodies. This means human beings are in the same form as the heavenly bodies and He filled them with the LIGHT and the SPIRIT like them. God saw all His creation, found it good and blessed them abundantly to grow and multiply. From that day until today, everything exists as He created. God has placed the INVISIBLE in the VISIBLE world as to how He hides stars and moon in the sky in the daylight. Unless you know the NIGHT, you will not know it in the day. God has hidden the Spiritual Vision mystically inside the illusion of the Material world.

There is a dichotomy that exists in God’s sixth day’s creation and God’s Eight day’s creation. This is also mystical in the eyes of the visible world. God created Adam from the SOIL and Eve from the Bones & Flesh of Adam. God did not bless His eighth day’s creation, in fact, He CURSED and punished His creation for the act of Disobedience. This means that there are TWO races in the MIND, one is Lord’s Sixth day’s creation likeness of the Invisible world and the other is one is from the FLESH <07 demons – darkness, Ignorance, Forgetfulness, the 04 cardinal traits of Flesh – Pleasure, Desire, Fear and Grief>. Therefore, there is a constant CONFLICT between the MIND of the SPIRIT and the MIND of the FLESH in each individual.

What God wants from you is to FIGHT against the FLESH and become a SPIRITED SOUL upholding the Sixth day’s creation while living in the FLESH. This is the DEFICIENCY to be corrected in the earthly life called SALVATION, restoring the SPIRIT of GOD in the FLESH. The SPIRIT and the FLESH have their own traits, which are conflicting with each other. Thus, living by the Spirit and living by the Flesh are two faces of a coin. The living by the Spirit will lead to the path to the Salvation. Only through the MIND, one can achieve – Fruit of Salvation in the FLESH. The Salvation thus lies between the EARS. The SPIRIT & LIGHT belongs to the INVISIBLE world and the FLESH belongs to the VISIBLE world. The INVISIBLE is hidden within the VISIBLE. Your main task in the FLESH is to awaken the hidden SPIRIT & LIGHT and become IMMORTAL. Until this happens, you are in the prison of the BODY in the birth and Death cycle. Only through your MIND, you can save your SOUL. The EPINOIA, the word is from Greek, meaning the ‘Power of Thought’, is the deficiency correction factor that is hidden within us. The word EPINOIA was first appeared in the book of ‘Apocryphon of John’, where Jesus had a direct dialogue with John revealing the Mystery of Creation during the post resurrection period. This EPINOIA, which resides within us will help us to restore SPIRIT over FLESH in life. We need to listen to its call.

At the helm of the creator, there are two books, the ‘Book of God’ and the’ Book of Life’. Your name is written with a UNIQUE identity in the Book of God, to tell you that you are a part of the Invisible world, the AEON. The Book of Life holds your Divine Identity and creates a new Identity and tags you with a message from the creator, what you must do to fulfill the WILL of God in the FLESH. The Book of Life also known as the ‘Book of Lamb’ in the Bible as Jesus holds the cumulative occurrence of your life with a Time stamp in your Birth & Death life cycle. Both the Books are part of God’s Creation and are maintained based on the COSMIC laws.

The salvation lies in offering ‘the will, the thought and the life of FLESH’ as a burnt offering to God by aligning to the WILL, the THOUGHT and the LIFE of the SPIRIT of the INVISIBLE world. The book provides the means and methods to achieve this. Everything of the Salvation is in the MIND and everything of the Salvation is in the THOUGHT. A thought can bring a holy instant in life to heed to the knock of the EPINOIA in the HADES. Only when you lift your hard-hearted stone in your heart , LIGHT can enter and expel the 07 demons of the FLESH.

The theme of the book is to emphasize that unless you have a strong faith in the Reverence to God, the Reverence to Humanity and the Reverence to Deeds – in thoughts, in words and in actions, you cannot awake the EPINOIA within you. You can begin the process little by little through LIGHT towards others, which awakens EPINOIA within you and you will give a good fight to counter the effect of the 07 demons within you. The awakened EPINOIA can be identified in you with the on setting of unusual calmness and patience filled with the spiritual glow on the face. You need to be patient, in order to do the ‘WILL’ of God and receive what He promises – Hebrew <10:36>. The awakened EPINOIA gives two gifts to the FLESH.

The awakened EPINOIA reveals to you the presence of SOUL Conciseness and helps you in the process of Transcendence of the Consciousness to move towards the Higher Consciousness levels. There are FIVE levels of the Consciousness and the lowest being the Self-Consciousness and gradually moving through the higher levels like, Human Consciousness , Universal Consciousness , Spiritual Consciousness and lastly the Divine Consciousness

The awakened EPINOIA gives you the MIND to make you understand the words of God the way they should be understood. It makes you to see what you could not see before, makes you to hear what you could not hear before, makes you to feel what you could not feel before and makes you to think what you could not think before. Only the awakened EPINOIA can mystically reveal to you the Spiritual Vision within the Material Illusions.

You will witness a Holy instant in your imperfect MIND. You will be Luminous like Adam and Eve before their act of Disobedience. You will be able to hear even the footsteps of God within you and able to converse with HIM. You will be the LIGHT for humanity.

This is the first step in the battle of Goliath within you. The Eden Garden with two trees, the tree of knowledge and the tree of Life are within you. The path of salvation leads to the tree of Life to achieve eternal life. The book exposes how to begin your Journey to the Promised Land and how to receive 05 Seals from Jesus while you are in Flesh. The FIVE seals are, The LIGHT , the SOUND , the YOKE , the CRUCIFIXION and the RESURRECTION which are part of the salvation in the FLESH. With these 05 seals from Jesus, you will have a PEARL in your palms when you are in FLESH that you can give him when you meet Jesus in his realm after this transit journey. The entire heaven will go in ecstasy when Jesus hugs you and puts you in the adobe of God in eternal life.

The write-up is in SIX books.

Book 1 – The Passion of SALVATION

Book 2 – The Deficiency in the Creation and its correction: THE EPINOIA - The Power of Thoughts

Book 3 – Isaiah <53:11>: Jesus did not DIE in VAIN …

Book 4 – Song: Oh My Mind…

Book 5 – EPINOIA - The Awakening Divine Spirit <’That Which’>

Book 6 - The Process of Spiritual Awakening

This write-up takes the reader through the Passion of the CROSS and connects it to the Passion of the SOUL. The EPINOIA is the part of the INVISIBLE world that is trapped in the FLESH. There is a need to awaken the EPINOIA, which is hidden in the FLESH. Unless it is awakened, it will not help human beings in the process of salvation. Awakening EPINOIA is HUMAN and Salvation is DIVINE. The salvation lies in the FLESH alone. How blessed will be the Body that awakens the EPINOIA within? The EPINOIA is referred to as ‘that which’ in the Spiritual process of salvation.

The salvation lies in the MIND and nowhere else. The entire process of salvation is in the MIND and how it can help in Salvation. The derivative of the MIND is THOUGHT. Only thought can make the difference between a Human being and a BEAST. The book gives details on how to distinguish thoughts that originate in the MIND belonging to the SPIRIT or the FLESH. The Book also gives details of Spiritual warfare and counter warfare to counter the wrath of the FLESH.

The books are arranged in a sequence such that the reader can take himself from the lowest level of understanding of the process of salvation to the WINNER’s podium, where you can free your SOUL from the bondages of the Birth and Death cycle and become part of the INVISIBLE world with IMMORTALITY. The whole idea of this book is to remind you in FLESH of your connection with the INVISIBLE world and to awaken the EPINOIA within you.

Jesus holds the responsibility to awaken the EPINOIA in you and help you to fight against the FLESH and become a part of the AEON . Jesus is in distress till he achieves the PERFECTION in the IMPERFECT world – Luke <12:50>.

We all belong to the INVISIBLE world and we are in TRANSIT on this earth. We come here, LIVE here and go back to our roots in the INVISIBLE world. While we are living, we will forget our roots and the relationship with the Creator. The purpose of our TRANSIT journey is defeated for NOT establishing the relationship with the Creator while life on earth and going back with a STRAINED . The ONLY way to re-establish the relationship with the Creator is by abiding HUMANITY in life and full use of the MIND to pass the TESTS in deeds – in Thoughts, In words and in action and to JOIN His adobe after the transit journey.

This book gives the essence of recognizing the Lost relationship with the creator and gives glimpses of an Awakened MIND and the process of awakening to RE-ESTABLISH the relationship with the creator in this TRANSIT world. There are short stories presented in the book to enhance your understanding of the subject.

The Bible is the main focal point on which this book is written. However, I referred to many holy books from other enlightened ones of the world. The other books are from the list of ‘The Lost Bibles’ to understand the gaps in the Bible and to bring the concept of ONENESS and CONNECTIVITY of our souls. I have put the list of references at the end of book 6.

The Creator gives numerous ways and means to recognize His relationship through HOLY instants in our Imperfect MIND. The book helps in recognizing such Holy Instants to kindle His relationship in the empirical world of FLESH.

A prayer is attached herewith for this book.

"If what I have brought out in this book is of human origin, let it perish;

But, if it comes from YOU, my Lord, Let thy WILL be done.

Amen.

This book itself is part of a Holy INSTANT in my life.

Group Captain KK John

Author

Introduction

If you care for the SMILE on your face; first bring a SMILE on others face. The SMILE is contagious and we always get it from others. God’s greatest gift in His whole creation of the visible world is the SMILE; and He gifted it solely to the Human Face. Through your deeds - in thoughts, in words and in actions restore the LOST smile in others. The World that SMILES, is the World at PEACE. The SMILE is an Oasis of the internal energy in the Body. The SMILE means– Stimulate My Interior LIGHT Energy. This inner LIGHT which is hidden in your HEART, sparks LOVE on your FACE. If you don’t bring a SMILE on another’s face, you die in VAIN.

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We are born with the LIGHT and as we move on in the prism of life , the Natural MIND applies the theory of Dispersion, giving full colours of Illusions. The Seven colours represent the seven demons of the life that Jesus casted out from Mary Magdalena, for whom Jesus gave the first appearance in his Resurrection. The EGO splits the white LIGHT into seven illusive colours and sets the life in Living by the FLESH lifestyle. The physics of the LIGHT is applicable here to keep one more prism in the Inverted direction to achieve the theory of Inversion of the colours to get back the LIGHT.

The Dispersion belongs to the FLESH and Inversion belongs to the SPIRIT. Both Dispersion and Inversion lies in the MIND. By nature, human beings are influenced by the animal instincts. If one continues with the animal instinct, he or she will be a candidate to be a BEAST. There were many beasts <666> born on this earth who brought disaster to the Human race and nature. To be a Beast or to be a human with the likeness of the creator is in the MIND. The MIND makes a human being a beast or a Saint. Every generation, you will find a few beasts who dwell on this earth. In the end, Nature will heal the world and bring a sense of humanity to the fore front.

A Holy Instant can happen in the Imperfect Mind to INVERT your MIND to get back to the original LIGHT within you. The beginning of the Inversion in the Mind is the sign of the awakened EPINOIA in life. In the Inversion, you will experience the ‘Born again’ condition in the FLESH, which sets in the Living by the Spirit lifestyle. This book makes you understand the physics of Dispersion and the physics of Inversion and its CONFLICTS in life. We are Divided by the FLESH but United by the SPIRIT. The conflict resolver is the EPINOIA within you. The EPINOIA is that which resides within you, is the deficiency correction of the creation. This book will restore the LIGHT in you and give you the PEACE & the JOY of Jesus in your Heart & Mind.

The world is now so much materialistic like never before. Gadgets like the mobile have changed the MIND set of the people and created a paradoxical relationship among the people. It gives connectedness and, at the same breath, disconnection among the people. The world is in total denial mode for any real aspects of life. Humanity has taken a back seat. The traits of FLESH like Anger, Pleasure, Desire, Fear and Grief have taken the forefront and the traits of SPIRIT like Peace, Love, Kindness, Forgiveness and compassion have frozen in the world of Illusions. The entire world is running against time and humanity. Life is self-centric and bizarre in nature. The world today is different and unnatural.

We have forgotten the essence of Nature and are totally lost in the desert. In this typical lifestyle, there are many people searching for inner peace and Joy. To have tranquility in the heart, there is a need to develop Calmness and Patience in life. This book will give us the means and methods, bit by bit, to achieve the serenity in our hearts even in the midst of our chaotic lifestyles. At the end of the life, what we rejoice in is internal PEACE & JOY within and our surroundings. This book invokes – Soul Consciousness within us. The more we have peace with others, the more we are at peace within. Our peace resides in others’ hearts. I believe this book will work for us.

This book transforms you from the phenomenon of Dispersion to the Phenomenon of Inversion, uniting with the creation. If you just see nature, like Sun, earth, wind, rain, river, stars, trees, flowers, all of them are NON-PROPRIETARY in nature. All of them belong to others and there is no concept of SELF here. All of them exist in silence. Only human beings, who are the custodians of the earth, are different and divided the world into pieces, created borders and electrocuted it. Neither one can enter or leave without permission. Human beings created a boundary in their hearts and electrocuted it, so that neither one can enter or leave without the permission of EGO. This book will transform the readers from the notion of caterpillar to the most fascinated living thing called butterfly .

This book establishes your relationship with the Creator and removes the curse of God of the forgetfulness of the creator. You will be able to seek and find an answer to – Who Am I? God will give a special MIND to find out what is the Message he had tagged on you when you started your journey from the origin. You will find your purpose of coming here by this birth and Death life cycle. Each time the SOUL will take a new Garment and the body will serve the SOUL and the SOUL silently bears the life. The SOUL is in the flesh, holding a relationship with the creator. I call it a Fourth Dimensional relationship with the creator and how Jesus will help you to awaken the EPINOIA within you to kindle the relationship with the creator and How EPINOIA will help you to give a good fight. The book provides a tactical strategy that Moses used little by little and an inch by Inch in the journey of the ‘Promised Land’, which is only 155 Kim distance that took Moses 40 years, otherwise the journey would have lasted for 11 days <@ speed of 15 Km/day> as against 40 Years - Deuteronomy <1:2>.

With this transformation, even if you cannot wipe the tears of the people, it's fine, but do not be part of it. This transformation will bring SMILE to the faces of the people. This book will bring such SMILES to the faces of the people of this world. You will care for the SMILE on others' faces than yours. When you smile, an unknown calmness and peace will enter your heart. If you SMILE, your Heart will Smile. When your heart smiles, the whole world around you SMILES. Everyone has loved Jesus for centuries because He brings a SMILE to each one of us with a new Hope. The mere hope brings happiness all around you.

This book also brings out the ‘Power of the Moment’ to inspire your MIND to catch the moment and make merry of it. Looking at the past in life is like driving a car looking at the rear view mirror. You will lose both speed and opportunity to enjoy your travel. Remember that you are a TRANSIT passenger here with a purpose. Many of us are past onlookers and part of – Living by the Past. Living by the Past is one of the main reasons to be UNHAPPY at each moment and make you live by the animal traits. Living by the present is called PRESENT and a gift from God for each one of us without a bias.

You can learn from Jesus, how he could forgive his executioners while dying on the CROSS alive. Just imagine , if Jesus did not forgive his executioners at that moment on the CROSS, the world of Jesus would have been different. This moment of Jesus is the Holy instant in his life on the CROSS and showed the world – How to live by the Moment in life. This event is the turning point for the globe from generation to generation and that never fades. Whenever you look at the CROSS any moment and anywhere, you will get a sense of Forgiveness and bring new life within you. Jesus is immortal in this world for this very act of Forgiveness on the CROSS. This light-giving CROSS will fill his riches in your heart. You need to look for such moments in life, seize them in your heart & Mind and act on them. At that moment, you will feel the experience of the Holy instant in the Imperfect Mind.

Jesus is so fluid in nature that anyone can create him in their own image. The fluidness of Jesus lies in the heart & Mind of the beholder. This book gives glimpses of how one can create Jesus of his/her own based on the circumstances in life. Jesus will show his magnificence the way you wanted Jesus to be.

When the world was facing COVID 19 pandemic, the world forgot to SMILE for about two years. The world leaders, Religious heads, the riches could not stop people from dying from the invisible intruder. Millions have died in the pandemic. There was a death in each house of the world. Then, scientists invented vaccination and brought back the world from the crawling state. Still, human beings did not understand why and how COVID 19 was created. And even before the SMILE was setting in the world, there was a war where millions got displaced and many have died. The main reasons for this disaster is EGO and the greed of the leaders. If people SMILE, the world smiles. This book presents the means and methods to restore SMILE in others. To begin with, just practice one good deed per day to bring the SMILE on others' faces. In the end, you will see yourself as the BLESSED one and filled with God’s Grace and BLISS. You will be luminous like Adam & Eve and able to hear even the footsteps of God and able to converse with HIM. The world that SMILES is the World at PEACE.

By reading this book, you will definitely learn – how to bring back the lost smile in others. You will be able to master – Learn to SMILE and set SMILE in others by letting others SMILE. When you give something that you have to others who are in need, you can see a big SMILE in him/her face. This smile is very infectious and unknowingly, a strange joy sets in your heart. By giving, you will receive. The more you give, the more you get. Practice little by little the sense of giving to others till it hurts you. That is the point of the epitome of giving. You must experience it while you are in FLESH. This act of giving is part of the Spiritual Insurance Plan for you that you can claim after your Transit journey. That’s the reason that the taker takes in kind and the giver takes its fruit. This is an opportunity while in FLESH to claim the Right to admission into the Kingdom of God.

I have discussed the difference between BRAIN and MIND. In short, the BRAIN is a matter and the MIND is a PASSION. This book gives details on the difference in life when you are living by the BRAIN and Living by the MIND. The BRAIN is mapped to the FLESH, living by the FLESH in you and the MIND is mapped to the SPIRIT, living by the SPIRIT in you. BRAIN is local to the Body and the MIND is Non-local to the Body. Surgeons can only perform BRAIN surgery. The BRAIN dead person due to accident or anything, when he/she recovers, the entire skill, knowledge and everything are restored. This is the Miracle of the MIND. The MIND holds a copy of your BRAIN in Non-local Area, outside the Body.

The other important learning from this book is how to isolate your EGO for a while and the ability to see yourself how it would be keeping the EGO outside of your body when you are addressing any circumstances in life. You will experience a sense of detachment. You will be able to apply this isolation method when your EGO comes between others and you. You will be developing different ways of life and restoring light within you. Similarly, you will be able to use the same technique to isolate your Mind and Body. Especially when you isolate your body from yourself and see yourself from the outside, a chilling experience will encompass you. You must apply the isolation methods to experience oneself and seek the answer for ‘Who Am I’?

The most important learning from this book is awareness of ‘ONENESS & CONNECTEDNESS’ in life. We are like leaves on the tree. Every leaf looks different and every leaf thinks that it is different than others because it appears so to it. If one traverses down the tree from the branches, and when it reaches the TRUNK, the leaf feels ONENESS and CONNECTEDNESS. But it is too late in life to realize it and each leaf dies in VAIN without knowing the TRUNK. We come, live and die in cyclic manner without realizing the ONENESS & CONNECTEDNESS of the World. This is the mystery of the creation.

There is a difference between the Old Testament and the New Testament. The Old Testament is focused on the FEAR of God and the New Testament is focused on the LOVE of God. Both are paradoxically opposite to each other. One sets FEAR and the other sets LOVE. There is a reason for this change in philosophy. In the New Testament, Jesus is accounted from his birth to the Visit of Jesus to the Temple of Jerusalem at the age of 12. Then again, Jesus is accounted from the day of Baptism at the river Jordan by John the Baptist till the death of Jesus on the Cross. Clearly, there is a gap of 18 years of life of Jesus, which is NOT accounted in the Bible.

Definitely, Jesus was not assisting his father in his carpentry work. There are some researches that exist on ‘the lost years of Jesus’ that he has spent the 18 years on the journey on the road covering India, Tibet, Afghanistan, Iran, Iraq, Syria and back to Jerusalem. The journey was ended when Jesus reached the river Jordan where John the Baptist was baptizing people. Jesus acquired Eastern spiritual knowledge and brought the concept of ONENESS and CONNECTEDNESS of the SOULS by focusing on the LOVE for God and LOVE for Humanity, which is ironically different from the Old Testament. Jesus himself went through the wilderness of the World in FLESH like any other human being and attained enlightenment. Jesus led his life on earth living by the Spirit while in FLESH. Jesus blended his teachings by taking the good portions from the Old Testament and as well as from the knowledge that he gained in his journey. That’s the main reason that Pharisees and Sadducees of that time of Jerusalem refused Jesus and his teachings point blankly. Jesus was also worried about the sheeps that are not part of the sheepfold that he was talking about. According to Jesus, one day there will be ONE sheepfold and one Shepherd when the world embraces the Love for God and Love for Humanity in deeds – In thoughts, in words and in actions.

I started thinking of writing a book on the principle of living that can adopt THREE best known practices, which are the CORE principles of the Bible and every other religion. I have been working on this book for the last TWELVE years. Preparation for the book took about nine years of studying many references and related books. After the preparation, I first surrendered to God and prayed intensively from my Heart and Mind. The complete surrendering to God and the sincere prayer from the Heart & Mind will give you a sense of Providence in God. When the providence of God sets in you, God will provide the required Intuitions, basic Instincts, Insight, Foresight, awareness and understanding while you are thinking on the subject. Wherever the MIND is, there is the Treasure. The Kingdom of God is the Eden Garden and that which is within you. The gate is closed and it is LOCKED. The key is hidden deep in the Heart. The process of salvation in this visible world while you are in the FLESH, is to find the key which is hidden within, identify the key hole and open the Lock to enter into the Kingdom of God. The MIND is the Key, the key serrations are the words of God and the key hole is the HUMANITY. Only the MIND, God’s words and the commitment to Humanity in your deeds – in thoughts, in words and in actions can help you to open the Lock and can get you the Right to admission in the Kingdom of God.

I surrendered completely on HIS foot and used Covid 19 period of silence and completed the book. I have convinced myself that I AM NOT the writer. Only through HIS grace and love, I could come up to this stage. It is the honour and glory of God when people recognize this book and lay hands on it. The entire book revolves around three facets of being HUMAN. The Goodness of Creation was LOST in the very First generation when Cain killed Abel out of jealousy. The EPINIOA, the ‘Power of Thoughts’ can assist to restore the goodness of creation within. The restoration of goodness of creation lies in the Trinity in life is:

Reverence to God

Reverence to Humanity

Reverence to Deeds – in thoughts, in words and in actions to the least of the Least.

First, surrender yourself to God and pray from your Heart and Mind. For God’s WILL, you need to have patience. With patience in you, God will provide you the Awareness, Intuition, Instinct, Insight, Foresight and understanding and make your heart listen to HIM. At this Holy Instant in life, He will open your eyes to see what you have not seen before, He will give you the ear to hear what you have not heard before, He will give you the heart to feel what you have not felt before and He will give you the MIND to think what you have not thought before. You are now a ‘Born Again’ person with spiritual senses to understand things around you the way they must be understood. This is your Holy instant in the Imperfect MIND, the MIND of the Inversion.

The MIND is infinity and is connected to the main OASIS – The creator. All MINDS, including animals, plants are connected to the main OASIS. Your intuition, basic instinct, insight, foresight, awareness and understanding all emit from the main OASIS. There are FIVE basic elements of the Spiritual body in the Flesh. These FIVE spiritual elements are complementary in nature with the FIVE elements of the FLESH Body . The MIND plays a vital role in the Spiritual journey. They are all connected in the circular pattern, as shown below. The outer arrow indicates the generation of the spiritual elements and the inside dotted red arrows indicate the Control mechanism of the spiritual elements. The Body lifeline and the Spiritual Lifeline complement to each other. Both lifelines will coexist in the balanced lifestyle .

For example, the SPIRIT generates MIND, the MIND generates the THOUGHTS, the THOUGHTS generate PASSION, the PASSION generates DEEDS and the DEEDS generate SPIRIT. If the DEEDS are part of FLESH, the SPIRIT is NOT generated and thus blocks the other spiritual lifelines. In the controlling mechanism, the SPIRIT controls the THOUGHTS, the THOUGHTS control the DEEDS, the DEEDS control the MIND, the MIND controls the PASSION and the PASSION controls the SPIRIT. The Spiritual MIND can connect your MIND to the OASIS of the creator. Living by the FLESH connects the PASSION to the 7 demons of the FLESH and BLOCKS the OASIS to the MIND. Living by the SPIRIT lifestyle reconnects the OASIS to the MIND, blocks the seven demons of the FLESH and letting the STAR activities in the life. The connection of OASIS and 7 demons of the FLESH are mutually EXCLUSIVE in nature. Sincere prayer and total surrendering to the creator can restore the OASIS connection. For every problem in the FLESH, the OASIS can provide the best fit solution. Just concentrate on this connection.

Only DEEDS that are spiritual in nature can kindle the EPINPOIA to activate the controlling mechanism of the Spiritual STAR. The LIVING by the SPIRIT is the lifeline of the FLESH by which one can activate the Spiritual elements of the FLESH. The STAR in the figure represents EPINOIA within you. The centre point is the SOUL, for which these FIVE Spiritual elements exist in the FLESH. All FIVE spiritual elements are SOUL centric. The SPIRIT of the SOUL, the MIND of the SOUL, the THOUGHTS of the SOUL, the PASSION of the SOUL and the DEEDS of the SOUL. The main beneficiary is the SOUL, freedom from the bondage of the Birth & Death life cycle. You need to IGNITE EPINOIA within you, the Rest is Divine. Ignition is very simple, DEEDS that wipes the tears of the people who are in need of your LOVE & GOODNESS to restore SMILE on their faces. To begin with, render the service of the little lamp in the night in the absence of the SUN to the world. The simple deeds like – Giving food to the hunger, cloth to the Naked, a place for the homeless, a visit to the prison and to the Hospital. These simple habits in deeds will bring internal JOY and HAPPINESS in life, thus activating the STAR in the Spiritual lifeline.

I Retired from IAF as a Group Captain in the Aero Nautical Engineering cadre after serving about 26 Years and held appointments at the operational squadrons and as well as at HQ IAF. I am holder of the Kargil war medal. The last posting as a Chief SW Engineer at Software Development Institute Bangalore responsible for design and development of Weapon Algorithms, Defence Acquisition and Aircraft Up gradation programme like MIG 27, Jaguar and SU-30 aircraft. On retirement, worked as a Global Engineering Manager for 06 years for Honeywell Aerospace Design group at HTSL Bangalore, responsible for the Design and Development of Avionics system for the General Aviation. I was CEO, HAL Edgewood Technologies Pvt Ltd for 04 years and created an Aerospace company in Bangalore, for the Joint Venture of HAL and USA Company.

Presently, working as an Engineering Advisor for Reutech Communications, South Africa for Software Defined Radio design and Development in India.

I have TWO US patents. I hold Postgraduate degree in M Tech Computer Science and MBA – Finance

Date of Birth – 02 May 1956

Place of Birth – Kollegal, Mysore District, Karnataka, INDIA

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Book 1

THE PASSION OF SALVATION

Chapter 1

The Path of Salvation

The Passion of Salvation is an urge and willingness for the restoration of a state of humanity in the world. The Salvation, in real meaning, is nothing to do with heaven and hell; it is something to do with Humanity. Reaching the state of humanity is an act of life in this world. So the passion of salvation is an act of life involving only self. Everyone who is born of a human must adopt humanity in words, in deeds and in actions, which is a part of three gifts from the creator. The three gifts are will, Thought and "life’, which are the means and methods of transcending from the lower consciousness to the higher consciousness . The Humanity lives at a higher consciousness level, which needs to be achieved in one’s life. Lower the consciousness the easier the life, path of Broadway and many are on this path. The higher the consciousness the more difficulty in life. It’s a narrow path and a few will follow this path. But the fruit of life lies in the narrow path. To achieve a higher consciousness level, one has to know himself thoroughly; 5Whys&1How, and one who knows himself inwards and outwards shall have the knowledge of the higher consciousness. He will be like an empty flute filled with music in the hollowness, without any EGO in him and a perfect Human filled with the fullness of humanity. A perfect human is an image of the creator in the form and virtue of the creator's likeness. He reflects ethical and moral life with his thoughts, in deeds and in words carrying the essence of righteousness and truthfulness. The DIVINITY flows ONLY through HUMANITY. The DIVINITY does not exist alone, but it COEXISTS with HUMANITY. Humanity is AGNOSTIC to religion, caste, creed, race, location and colour. Figure 1 depicts the essence of adopting the narrow path of Salvation.

Figure 1 - Narrow path of Salvation

This book will bring out the methods and means of transcendence from the lower consciousness level to the higher consciousness level as part of the world of Humanity. Willingly taking the cross and moving with life on the narrow path with a belief in DIVINITY and upholding the Passion of the Soul to restore Humanity in life.

We need to take our cross, one way or other - the cross of Humility, the cross of being Human, the cross of passion, the cross of sacrifice, the cross of failure, the cross of rejection, the cross of righteousness, the cross of truthfulness, the cross of burnt offer, the cross of sin offer, the cross of mercy, the cross of abandonment, the cross of thirst, the cross of falling, the cross of Hope, the cross of rising, the cross of death, the cross of resurrection, the cross of Promise, the cross of gate of the heaven, the cross of divine power, the cross of meekness, the cross of loneliness, the cross of deliverance, the cross of narrow path, the cross of helplessness, the cross of spirit, the cross of hope, the cross of pain, the cross of bleeding, the cross of compassion, the cross of discomfort, the cross of unjust, the cross of scapegoat, the cross of betraying, the cross of weakness, the cross of powerless, the cross of loss of confidence, the cross of helplessness, the cross of Godlessness, the cross of callousness, the cross of shame, the cross of nakedness, the cross of loss, the cross of tears, the cross of belief, the cross of faith, the cross of agony, the cross of mistrust, the cross of abuse, the cross of withdrawal, the cross of nailing, the cross of crucifix, the cross of salvage, the cross of redemption, Cross of salvation …if any one of these is part of your life, the cross is the answer …the cross draws you towards Jesus and he will embrace you with LOVE and GOODNESS.… to UPHOLD HUMANITY.

There were many questions in my thoughts than the answers in my journey with Jesus. I have been looking for many references other than BIBLE. Still, the mystery remained a mystery. The 5Ws and 1H were troubling me. One thing I have is UNDAUNTED trust in GOD, UNSHAKEABLE FAITH in the MIND and FEARLESS belief in my BODY ability to merge my ‘will’ with the ‘WILL’ of GOD. Many years have passed in these thoughts and life took many turns and left me here on this spot to initiate focused thoughts on the above mystery. I also prayed to the creator to shed some clues on this mystery to an extent I can visualize the mystery with reasoning and facts well within the BIBLE and other documents that are available in the famous Nag Hammadi Library in Iraq.

A note on References made to prepare these books:

During my early school days, in one of the Sunday classes, a priest asked a question from the bible to the students and he asked them to write the answer as they understood. We were about 40 students. So, we wrote the answers based on our understanding, knowledge and help of the Holy Spirit based on our strength. We submitted our answers on a piece of paper. It was a BIG surprise to the priest that – there were 40 different answers and each had its own merit and truth in it. The understanding of the truth is based on the helper, the Holy Spirit. .

Jesus has started his mission on this earth with 12 disciples out of many & Mathew <10:1-4>, which he had named as Apostles and gave authority to drive out evil spirits and to heal every disease and every sickness. In addition to these twelve Apostles, Jesus selected seventy-two disciples and sent them out in 2*2 to go ahead of him to every town with the authority to heal the sick and crafted guidelines for the journey. In addition to these selected Apostles and disciples, Jesus had many women followers who were part of his mission. Out of these women who were very close to him were, there were THREE Mary’s, Mary, the mother of Jesus, Mary, the sister of mother Mary and Mary Magdalene. All these people had their own degree of exposure to Jesus over his knowledge and wisdom. Out of these disciples, there are a few and others who were there along with Jesus during his MISSION, his journey in the Calvary and Burial time. In Total, there were 12 Apostles, 72 Disciples and 07 Women who were part of Jesus' MISSION on this earth.

This shows that, there were many who knew Jesus, his work, his knowledge and his wisdom as a Messiah of the creator. After Jesus' death and Resurrection, these disciples got separated and Apostles went around the world and preaching about Jesus and his teachings. Jesus, during the time of his resurrection on this earth, shared many mysteries of the Kingdom of God and opened the minds of Apostles & others who were with him and filled their minds with hidden knowledge and poured the power of the Holy Spirit on them. Jesus also shared many visions and blessed them with the inner knowledge of the mystery of the kingdom of God and its creation.

As time passed, much literature from many Apostles, followers & disciples came into existence. But the early church in their own wisdom and knowledge, created a BIBLE with FOUR Gospels , associated Acts, letters from St Paul, Peter, Hebrews, James, John, Jude and Revelations as part of NEW TESTAMENT consisting of 27 books from the New Testament and 39 Books from the Old Testament <39+27> amounting to 66 books in total in the Bible. At the time of the creation of the New Testament, much early Christian literatures were not available as the same was found during the 18 th /19 th Century. The Naga Hammadi Library holds all this literature and is available for reading. All early Christian literature is true to the authors’ own view, knowledge, experience with Jesus, wisdom and degree of the help from the Holy Spirit. I have taken the themes from this literature to bring clarity to my understanding to explore the answer to my questions. During my discussion in this book, I will quote all the references as I move on with the subject.

Passion:

The meaning of passion is the willingness to suffer for what you love. The passion is very intrinsic and very personal. The passion is driven within you and by you alone. You are a blessed soul if you are born with a passion. You can be passionate about arts, science or sports, but these are all materialistic in nature. The passion for suffering for others willingly and lovingly is the true passion that Christ had expressed for his people. In his own passionate way, he willingly embraced the CROSS and went through misery to save the world from SIN. Christ knew why he was carrying the CROSS and the reason behind the cross beforehand. In order to fulfill His father’s ‘WILL’, Jesus took the cross willingly. Through his death on the cross, he redeemed the world of its sins.

John <14-21>

Jesus says, "Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me. He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him." This is the covenant given by Jesus to us. His commands are two folds, one is to love the Father the Most and the other one is to love your neighbor as you love yourself. This is very simple & at the same time, very difficult to follow and you CAN do it for the sake of the salvation of the Soul. Only then you can truly fulfill the purpose of life in this divine world.

Luke <2:45-49>

When Jesus was twelve years old, they went to the festival as usual. When the festival was over, they started back home, but the boy Jesus stayed in Jerusalem. His parents did not know about this, they thought that he was with the group, so they travelled a whole day and then realized he was not around, so they started looking for him among their relatives and friends. They did not find him, and thereafter they travelled back to Jerusalem frantically looking for him. On the third day, they found him in the temple sitting with the Jewish teachers, listening to them and asking questions. All who heard him were amazed at his intelligence. His parents were astonished when they saw him, and his mother said to him, "My son, why have you done this to us? Your father and I have been terribly worried trying to find you out."

Jesus answered them, "Why did you have to look for me? Didn’t you know that I had to be in my Father’s House?"

Figure 2 - Jesus in the Temple

Jesus was not perturbed by his troubled parents and also he was very majestic in answering his mother with authority & wisdom. This shows that Jesus was aware at the age of twelve, the reason of His coming to earth and what was expected of him. He was well aware of His father’s assignment and His mission. This incident of Jesus must remind us of our assignment on this earth. How long can we ignore this call? For how much longer can we be silent about our assigned business by our Father on this earth? Set the alarm in the clock of your life to wake up and undertake the assignment that you have promised to fulfill.

Mathew<16:21-23> Jesus says, "I must go to Jerusalem and suffer much from the elders, the chief priests and the teachers of the Law. I will be put to death, but three days later I will be raised to life Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him. God forbid it, Lord! He said, "That must never happen to you. Jesus turned around and said to Peter, Get away from me, Satan! You are an obstacle in my way, because these thoughts of yours don’t come from God but from man". Jesus had a PASSION of the CROSS right from his birth. This passion helped Him to willingly take up the CROSS. The source of his passion of the CROSS is HIS FATHER, HIS PLAN and its implication in the world. This is the testimony for Jesus’ love for his Father, and his passion of the Cross. He himself followed the commandments and he loved others as he loved himself. Jesus walked the talk and talked the walk and became an ICON, by truly showing the world how one can be passionate, in its truest sense.

Figure 3 - Jesus took the CROSS willingly

God created this universe for the reasons best known to HIM. By going through the bible, it is evident that the center of creation of the universe is the concept of the Last Judgment. Genesis <1:26>-Then God says, "And now we will make human beings; they will be like us and resemble us. Here, the word us" is the heavenly bodies that are present around HIM. The BODY resembles the form of the heavenly body and the behavior is filled with Goodness. Since God has called Human Beings ‘us’, He has filled Human beings with TRAITS of HUMANITY. Thus, human beings represent the inherited form and goodness as part of their likeness and reflect HUMANITY for being HUMAN. God has placed a part of HIMSELF (the Soul) inside the human being, which has no form and is different from the body. The soul represents the relationship between God and Man. The SOUL is the beneficiary of HIS creation. At the center of HIS creation is the last judgment day. He has deployed evil in this world to test and tempt human beings. Evil will try voraciously to make us forget our creator and tempt us to indulge in worldly activities to deprive eternal life to our SOUL. If the body accepts evil and its activities in the world while on earth, the SOUL will not be relieved from its bondage. If the Body does not accept the evil & its activities but listens to the WILL of the creator and leads a life filled with HUMANITY, then the soul will achieve salvation and attain eternal life. Jesus and his passion for the cross is the path towards this salvation.

Blessed is the body, which helps to FREE the Soul and give the soul eternal life. The Goodness of the creation was lost from the very first generation when Cain killed Abel out of jealousy. To restore the goodness of the creation is only through the Salvation . The Salvation emerges from the Passion of the CROSS and the Passion of the SOUL. The CROSS and the SOUL are interconnected and interlaced with the BODY. The CROSS, the SOUL and the BODY is the trinity of ‘will’, ‘thoughts’ and ‘life’.

Mathew <16:24-25> - Jesus says, "If anyone wants to come with me, he must forget self, carry his cross, and follow me. For whoever wants to save his own life will lose it; but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it. Will a person gain anything if he wins the whole world but loses his life ". This is the route to salvation. We must accept lovingly & willingly the Passion of the Soul, which takes the path of suffering for the sake of the least privileged people among us. The suffering has THREE facets and are answers to the Salvation.

The first one is PAIN, which is caused by BODY due to ill-health. This PAIN is mainly due to lifestyle, or living habits and or by the inheritance from genes. This PAIN can bring new circumstances in life to humble oneself, thus learning the essence of humanity. The PAIN is a step toward learning new life. As we are aware that DIVINITY flows through HUMANITY, this new life can lead to the world of Divinity. Thus PAIN can bring salvation to the SOUL.

The second one is – DISTRESS. The distress within self is caused due to various reasons like fear, guilt, anxiety, jealousy and sadness etc. The DISTRESS is associated with MIND & HEART. The DISTRESS can lead to ill-health. Managing the level of DISTRESS purely lies in the MIND and the HEART. The presence of HUMANITY in the heart & the mind is the KEY to addressing DISTRESS. As the HUMANITY dwells in the HEART, the DIVINITY will flow and offer you Salvation for the SOUL.

The third one is HARDSHIP. Hardship is part of life. The main reasons for the hardship in life are Jobless, poverty, being alone, etc. In the Hardship, one needs to learn the essence of HUMANITY. Thus the triggering of HUMANITY will help in flowing Divinity, thus giving salvation to the SOUL.

Thus, suffering is the KEY to Salvation. The key is – the presence of HUMANITY in life. The suffering is the path to Salvation. Once you embrace HUMANITY in you, the DIVINITY will dwell in your heart and strengthen you to achieve salvation. Only through the CROSS one can find Salvation . When suffering comes