Desirable but destructive: Desirable but destructive

By Zaet Langerman and Boitumelo Langerman

There is a desire,an ambition, a plan and a path that seems right to man but at the end it leads to destruction. Desirable but destructive. The reason Judas Iscariot betrayed Jesus Christ was because of his desire and ambition to have money. He never thought that his desire and ambition will lead to his destruction and the death of Jesus Christ. His story is my story and can be your story too. I never thought that my desire to become rich will lead to the death of the Roman Catholic priest, and to the destruction of my future and dreams. A desire mother of all temptations took over my life and future.Why do people commit crime?Why do people lie and betray each other?Why do people cheat their partner's?Why do man and woman of God live secret lives?and why do man and woman of integrity only have it to loose it overnight?The answers to all these questions are found in the pages of these book,"desirable but destructive. 

• Language: English
• Publisher: BookRix
• Release date: Feb 26, 2023
• ISBN: 9783755432128

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Zaet Langerman, Boitumelo Langerman

Desirable but destructive

Desirable but destructive

The book is dedicated my beloved mother, the late kediemetse Lydia Langerman. My dearest wife,Irene Goitsemang Mashigo Langerman. All the people I have hurt through the crime I have commited.All the inmates all over the world and the author and finisher of my faith, The Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

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Table of Contents

Dedication Acknowledgements

•     A way that seems right to a person

•     Don't disqualify yourself

•     A wheel of change

•     My deepest fear

•     Beauty in the ashes

•     Yearning and Ambition

•     After every dark cloud, there is a glimmer of hope.

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Acknowledgements

Acknowledgements Jesus Christ, for having converted a ruthless monster into a merciful servant, and loving the unloved, forgiving the unforgivable.

Special thanks to one irreplaceable and worthwhile lass, my exquisite wife Irene NathiGoitsemang Mashigo Langerman. Thank you for your unconditional love and commitment. For perception my temperament as I labored my way via the book. For giving me love and hope when I was at my wits' end. You are the very essence of my life in this world. I like you and I love you more than you realize. Your heart rate is off the charts!  

My kids, Mzwandile, the late Lerato, Katlego, Resaobaka and Remofilwe! You are indeed a blessing of God. I'm loopy about you guys.

To pastor KJ Mophethe and the whole family of Eagle Christian church, Thanks for the doorways of your hearts and spiritual support for me during my imprisonment. preaching the uncompromising gospel. You are dearly loved.

To the family of my victim, the late Father Mahula, the bishop of St. Peter's Catholic Church in Klerksdorp, the priests, the fathers and the congregation. You pardoned the unforgivable

and gave us a second chance when we least expected . Thou artwork the actual embodiment of true forgiveness, You are loved. To my favored brethren, and friends.

Mendy Davies-Thank you for your spiritual counsel, wisdom, generosity and love. You exemplify Christ's love. My beloved, Evangelist Fusi Chakache, John Teko Koboekae, the prophet Maleka, minister Sibusiso Mutsenga and Ashley Johnson,Your love and help by no means goes unnoticed.

Acknowledgements Jesus Christ, for having converted a ruthless monster into a merciful servant, and loving the unloved, forgiving the unforgivable.

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DEDICATIONS

Dedicated to my loving parents, the late Abel Pitso Langerman and the late Kediemetse Lydia Langerman, the later whose unwavering stroll with the Lord impacted my existence greater than any other has. I am a pupil of several ministries that have assisted in developing, edifying and revitalizing my spirit, to whom I'm ever indebted. However, with no disrespect intended, her influence remains incomparable. Her death, resulted in losing my first book, due to

the negligence, carelessness and lack of support in the preliminary

edition of this book from my family. Now I'm writing it with a new title Desireble but destructive. In the procedure of my imprisonment, she departed from this world on the 18th of March 2018. Therefore, she was once unable to see the booklet of the ebook, I'm so honored to commit it to her. Her love, aid and consistency thru my imprisonment afforded me strength. Her spirituality validated real faith. If I were to pick a phrase to safely symbolize this valuable soul, Virtuous would win unanimously. Mother, thanks a million times for everything. You were my sweetest soul ever.

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A WAY THAT SEEMS RIGHT "

What are you willing to give me if I hand him over to you? So they counted out for him thirty silver coins. Since then Judas watched for an opportunity to hand over Jesus! "(Luke22:4)

There is a desire, an ambition, a plan and a way that seems right to you, but ultimately it leads to destruction. The story of Judas Iscariot is my story and may be yours as well. Judas betrayed Jesus because he was trying to make money. He never thought that his ambition would lead to his own destruction and the death of Christ. Desirable but leading to destruction

An urge to make money, the mother of all temptation. The love of money and wealth took control of my mind and brought me to destruction. I used to work at Naphakade security Department. During the month I was helping

my boss to supervise the employees, and month end I made salary payments. Therefore, I was working with the financials of the company, I also helped myself as Judas Iscariot. A lot of love for money breeds greed. And an avid person can do whatever it takes to get money. I needed more and the demon inside me knew I needed more. The devil has used my flesh and blood, my brother for deceit.

In or around February, my brother