Don't Tell Your Grandma: Stories and Poems
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In this collection of poetry and prose, Samantha Rae Lazar weaves a story of relationships, sexualization, and trauma. Through tales of magical realism, dark humor, emotional imagery, and social commentary, Lazar shows healing by way of digging deep into memories, dreams, and one's own power.
Samantha Rae Lazar
Samantha Lazar is a teacher and writer living in North Carolina. She teaches her students everything from history and language arts to how to be a good human. She studied English and secondary education with a concentration in creative writing at Appalachian State University. After two decades in the classroom, Samantha decided to delve deeper into the study of how people learn. She has a Master's in Education from Meredith College. She is at home wherever she is with her husband and son.As a child, Samantha knew she wanted to be a writer after connecting with the characters in Harriet the Spy by Louise Fitzhugh and Daphne's Book by Mary Downing Hahn. She spends most of her time encouraging kids and young adults to dig deep and use their power of language to inspire the world. This book is Lazar's second collection of poetry and stories.
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Don't Tell Your Grandma - Samantha Rae Lazar
DON’T TELL YOUR GRANDMA
Copyright © 2023 by Samantha Rae Lazar
Published in the United States of America
ISBN Paperback: 979-8-89091-197-1
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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Thank you to the editors on Medium who
published versions of some of these stories and poems.
All the Lies I Told Myself
- Scribe, May 18, 2021
Unearthed
-Blue Insights, Dec. 20, 2019
Regret Came to Meet Him
- Parlor Tricks, May 13, 2022
This Involuntary Pirouette
- Scuzzbucket, July 4, 2021
The In-Between
- Scribe, Dec. 27, 2019
Just to Remember this Delicious Life
- Scuzzbucket, May 18, 2021
When the Chimes Did Not Ring
- Fictions, Aug. 14, 2021
Soon We’re All Gone to Seed
- Scrittura, May 5, 2021
Perception of Herself
- Scrittura, Nov. 29, 2020
Antithesis
- Scrittura, April 24, 2021
Reverse My Father’s Ashes
– Scrittura, June 20, 2021
A Lazy Witch Under an Aries Moon
– Scrittura, Oct. 22, 2021
Inverse the Devil
- Scrittura, Sep. 20, 2021
Find Release in the Thicket
– Scuzzbucket, Apr. 18, 2022
Between Three Seasons
– Scrittura, Sep. 5, 2021
The Risks of Playing in Nature
– Scuzzbucket, May 21, 2023
My Body, Your Body
-- Scrittura, July 7, 2021
For Jason, who loves the dark with me but reminds me of my light
…And how Death is that remedy all singers dream of, sing, remember, prophesy as in the Hebrew Anthem, or the Buddhist Book of Answers — and my own imagination of a withered leaf — at dawn — …a flash away, and the great dream of Me or China, or you and a phantom Russia, or a crumpled bed that never existed — like a poem in the dark — escaped back to Oblivion — …
— Allen Ginsberg, from Kaddish
THE BONES OF THIS HOME
what can be said that’s never been told — a rock shattered glass and stayed — we played ancient backyards until you wondered about other things — we’re a reality show documentary film crew and someone once buried a broken car under the invasive ivy — and I’m still pulling pieces out — rusted bolts and terracotta pipes — stashes of experimental moonshine —
the bones of this home were someone’s post-war dream — landfills lived where someone slept — and the interstate was not cut yet — nor the smoke shop selling delta eight — nor the waffle house — nor picasso pawn — as if the surrealist would appreciate his namesake stamped on desperate sales, payday loans, or the bike I never recovered — all just stardust returned to stardust
the season changed when I was bargaining sleep for more time for me — the remnants of tulips now make way for early irises — I see the mess of winter — and I think maybe I could sweep it all into the backyard — bury it with the returning ivy I’ve removed barehanded — because I love the feel of dirt and work — vines as veins cycling through the days stubborn as blood
Antithesis
this is not a poem, she wrote
pushed everything in, scraped buttons off the edge
sprayed the past year from her vacuum
took a short, soft look at it all
in the mirror with a mirror
this is not a song, she sung
the lowest notes made her high
that elephant vibration tried to send a message
it took a didgeridoo chirping savagely
on the back porch for her to misunderstand
I’m actually quite full, she shoveled
three more bites, a barista-cooked
lasagna over the fence
trying to attract the lost lovers
back, just to toss them aside
this is not a game, she won
the exact amount to pay all her debts
laughing out loud to earn the windfall
the world lined up to watch her
hula hoop, blow diamonds, and walk away
Unearthed
the dream again
variation on a theme
the backhoe comes out
to dig a grave for the pony
but it is not where I think
it should be
instead of at the homestead
it is next to my urban garden
remains of heirloom tomatoes
tangles of dried vines
I had planned to sow kale in autumn
a gardener’s embarrassment
I didn’t know we had people coming over
for my mother’s pony’s funeral
at first, I panic — confused about where the dirt
went from the digging
there was only a hole
with the cold body of the gentle animal
my son’s first experience riding a horse
the patient eyes closed just gone
as is our ceremony
my shovel finds the pile and
I take my turn to help bury
and say goodbye
my eyes pan out
to the scene