The Deepest Breath
By Meg Grehan
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An accessible and beautifully written middle grade novel-in-verse by award-winning Irish author Meg Grehan about Stevie, a young girl reckoning with anxiety about the many things she has yet to understand—including her feelings about her friend Chloe. Perfect for fans of Ivy Aberdeen's Letter to the World, Star Crossed, and George.
Eleven-year-old Stevie is an avid reader and she knows a lot of things about a lot of things. But these are the things she'd like to know the most:
- The ocean and all the things that live there and why it's so scary
- The stars and all the constellations
- How phones work
- What happened to Princess Anastasia
- Knots
Knowing things makes Stevie feel safe, powerful, and in control should anything bad happen. And with the help of her mom, she is finding the tools to manage her anxiety.
But there’s one something Stevie doesn’t know, one thing she wants to understand above everything else, and one thing she isn't quite ready to share with her mom: the fizzy feeling she gets in her chest when she looks at her friend, Chloe. What does it mean and why isn't she ready to talk about it?
In this poetic exploration of identity and anxiety, Stevie must confront her fears to find inner freedom all while discovering it is our connections with others that make us stronger.
Meg Grehan
Meg Grehan is a writer originally from County Louth, but is now hiding away in Donegal in the northwest corner of Ireland, with a very ginger girlfriend, an even more ginger dog, and an undisclosed number of cats (none of whom is ginger). In 2018, she won the Eillís Dillon award from Children’s Books Ireland. She is currently studying film and likes cake and rain; dislikes going outside. Website: megcathwrites.wordpress.com Twitter & Instagram: @megcathwrites
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Reviews for The Deepest Breath
13 ratings3 reviews
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I loved that this book is such a gentle questioning -- Stevie is at the beginning of her journey into figuring out that she has a crush on a girl, and it's totally age appropriate for kids. It's short, it's in verse -- both really accessible features. It also deals with anxiety and abandonment (her father has left and her mother is her sole parent) -- these are huge issues for LGBTQ kids, and Stevie has real concerns when her mother does not seem receptive to the idea of liking girls. It does a great job of calling out the kinds of messages that kids get every day from their parents -- sometimes inadvertently, sometimes not -- assumptions about marrying boys, assumptions about body image -- there's a lot that kids take in.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Beautifully told, warm, and inspiring. The Librarian who helps Stevie epitomizes so many wonderful librarians. I love the short verse format that emphasizes words and thoughts at line breaks. Give this one to kids who are anxious and doubt themselves. I can't wait to read more of Meg Grehan's writing.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Series Info/Source: I got an ARC for this through Amazon Vine to review. This is a stand alone book told in prose format.Story (4/5): Stevie is 11 years old and loves to read, she also has anxiety issues and can’t understand why she likes hanging out with her friend Chloe so much. We get to glimpse into Stevie’s life via the prose she writes as she works through these issues.Characters (4/5): I felt like Stevie came across as being a few years older than 11 (I have a 13 year old and Stevie feels like she’s more in the 13-15 year old range to me). However, I enjoyed getting to know Stevie through her prose. She suffers from anxiety issues and is trying to figure out why she likes girls instead of boys. I also really loved how supportive her mother was. The characters are generally well done.Setting (4/5): The setting was fine but not the point of the book, most of the setting is at Stevie’s house or her school.Writing Style (4/5): This whole book is written in freeform prose. It does a great job getting the story across and provides some excellent imagery around Stevie’s feelings and struggles. This was a very quick read for me.My Summary (4/5): Overall I enjoyed this and am glad I read it. The prose format works well for Stevie’s story. This does a good job at looking at a character that suffers from anxiety and is trying to figure out her own sexuality in an environment that is supportive. It’s just a little slip of a book and took 20 minutes or so to read. I thought the impact of the book was well worth the time I put in to read it. However, I probably wouldn’t purchase it unless I knew someone with a special interest in the addressed issues because it was so short and doesn’t really cover any new ground. I would recommend borrowing it from the library if you are interested in the topics of coming-of-age identity and/or anxiety.
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The Deepest Breath - Meg Grehan
First US edition
Copyright © 2019 by Meg Grehan
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First published in Ireland as The Deepest Breath, by Little Island Books, 2019
Cover illustration © 2021 by Ahra Kwon
Cover design and hand lettering by Andrea Miller
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Names: Grehan, Meg, author.
Title: Deepest breath / Meg Grehan.
Description: Boston : Houghton Mifflin Harcourt, 2021. | Originally published in Dublin, Ireland, by Little Island Books in 2019. | Audience: Ages 10 to 12. | Audience: Grades 4–6. | Summary: Struggling with her feelings for a female classmate, an eleven-year-old Irish girl tries to confide in her mother, the person she trusts most in the world.
Identifiers: LCCN 2019037075 (print) | LCCN 2019037076 (ebook) | ISBN 9780358354758 (hardcover) | ISBN 9780358355458 (ebook)
Subjects: CYAC: Novels in verse. | Identity—Fiction. | Self-acceptance—Fiction. | Coming out (Sexual orientation)—Fiction. | Lesbians—Fiction. | Mothers and daughters—Fiction.
Classification: LCC PZ7.5.G7 De 2021 (print) | LCC PZ7.5.G7 (ebook) | DDC [Fic]—dc23
LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2019037075
LC ebook record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2019037076
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For Dylan
For always making everything
A little less scary
one
I know a lot of things
About a lot of things
But the thing I know the most about
Is me
Stevie
I know that I am eleven years and two months old
And that my hair is brown
And my eyes are green
And I’m allergic to peanuts
I know I have a mum
Whose room is right next to mine
And that sometimes we tap and scratch on the wall at night
Morse code is good for scaring nightmares away
I know that
I know I have a dad
And I know that he lives far away
And I know that’s not my fault
And I know that that’s
OK
I know that I have a funny name
Because the doctors said my mum was going to have a baby boy
But then I popped out
A slimy wriggly baby girl
And she liked the name too much by then
So Stevie it was
And Stevie I am
I know I like the color purple
And things that sparkle
And science and books
And cats and stars and space
I know that I broke my pinkie finger once
And that now
It sticks out funny
I know I’m afraid of zombies and clowns
And not much else
I know I can be brave
But that sometimes it’s hard
I know a lot
About me
There’s only one thing
In the whole of me
That I don’t know
It’s something funny
It’s in my chest
And sometimes my tummy
And always my head
It’s a fizzy feeling
Warm and squishy
And it makes me blush
And it only happens
When I look at my friend
Chloe
And I don’t know what it is
Exactly
two
At school I share a desk
With Chloe
And Andrew
And Robert
Us girls on one side
And the boys on the other
Robert likes football
And is really good at math
Way better than me
And he’s nice
Though we don’t talk much
Mostly he talks to Andrew
Andrew has been my friend
Ever since we were babies
And even though we didn’t choose to be friends
I’m glad we are
Though we don’t talk at school too much
Because I read a lot
And he likes to listen to Robert
Talk about football
Way more than I thought anyone could
Chloe paints her nails
A new color
Every week
On Mondays they are sleek and shiny and new
And on Fridays
They are all
Chipped
And bitten
And you have to look
Really close
To see what color they were
But I always know what color they were
I know last week they were pink
And the week before they were yellow
And the week before that they were orange
With tiny black bats on her pinkie nails
For Halloween
Chloe bites her nails
And the last of her nail polish
(Green this week, with sparkles)
Falls like radioactive snow onto our desk
I wipe some off my book
And try to concentrate
We’re learning about
Whales
Whales scare me a little
Because they’re so big
That I must be
So small
But still
I try to concentrate
And I write down
The most interesting things
In my notebook
My notebook
Is gigantic
It has five hundred pages
And