What We Lost in the Swamp: Poems
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This is not a coming out. This is a coming in to one's truest self.
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What We Lost in the Swamp - Grant Chemidlin
I
WHEN I REALIZED I WAS A GREEN TREE FROG IN ANOTHER LIFE
It was a dark & rainy day in sixth-grade science
& the canary-colored light of the overhead projector
showed us picture after picture:
a montage of camouflaging creatures.
The name of the game was simple:
Who can find what’s hiding in plain sight?
& I did. Every time. The only member
of our sleepy-eyed pride who could raise their hand
& give the answer. O their baffled eyes,
the looks of frustration on their flushed-red faces
when they couldn’t understand the advantage
I had, how I knew all the tricks of the walking stick,
of the green tree frog & the phantom moth.
They begged & they begged for me to spill
my sacred secret (that I knew because I lived it).
Because prey sees prey, & I was keen
on all their cleverness, their tactics
to survive.
Take a closer look & see the seams
of my disguise:
the backwards ball cap, the Abercrombie clothes,
my use of dude
in every sentence,
all just fabrics, a hand-stitched invisibility cloak
to hide the boy
who used to try on all his sister’s
dresses,
who liked to play with dolls
when no one was around to stop him,
who wishes, now,
that when the teacher asked the final question,
he had pointed to himself.
I OFTEN FEEL
I often feel
the way a butterfly
flies:
chaotically, moving too fast
to ever really see
clearly,
like a fighter jet flailing,
that out of control,
engine lost,
nose-diving.
But then I land, briefly,
& everything is still,
my wings
included.
& there, right there,
in the daisy’s
drop of dew,
I start
to see it:
my vivid brightness,
before I’m off
again,
tumbling,
a strange
& stunning
violence
on
the wind.
THE BOY & THE BLUE BIRD
I want to see your secrets,
the things you’ve hidden up high
& out of sight.
Little bird,
let my autumn shed your tree,
let me lay down its thistle crown
of crimson leaves.
I wish to see
your nest,
sacred chapel of twigs & grass,
the place you go
when you seek retreat
from song & sea-sky,
hidden home
in which you rest,
undress,
confess your sins
when no one else
is watching.
WHAT WE LOST IN THE SWAMP
Boys do not kiss boys. They catch frogs.
Is what I told myself the second it happened.
& there we were, hidden in the hemlocks of a secret swamp.
Your lips drifting away from mine like a silent ship
leaving harbor. Gone, as quickly as it came. I watched the