The Vulnerable Truths Of An Anxious Mind
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The Vulnerable Truths Of An Anxious Mind shares a visionary's experience with the reality and fragility of the soul, as it takes readers through an exploratory journey of life with mental illness.
In darkness and light, narrated through poetic verse, these insightful writings reveal the raw understanding of finding yourself again, while ch
Lilian Grace M.
Lilian Grace is a small-town poet from Vancouver Island, British Colombia. Her poems have been featured in Darling Magazine, and her book, The Vulnerable Truths Of An Anxious Mind, has been sold worldwide.Lilian was born with mild cerebral palsy and at age twelve she was diagnosed with clinical anxiety and insomnia. It was later discovered that she is also autistic. Lilian has since used her story to spread awareness of physical and mental disabilities. Through these hardships, Lilian has found comfort in writing poetry. She published her first book in January of 2023. Sparked by a literary journey of self-discovery, Lilian continues to write and challenge her creative spirit.
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The Vulnerable Truths Of An Anxious Mind - Lilian Grace M.
Picking Up The Pieces
Would You Hate Me Too?
Choking on the fumes,
Hatred burning my eyes;
The gas gage
Climbing higher,
Hands steadying the wheel.
I see a child in the reflection,
Cheeks covered
In tear stains;
She waits,
But I drive away.
Headlights;
Squinting,
The lingering light
Away;
As a stunned deer,
My eyes sting
That loathing smell,
I have
For these yellowed beams.
Suffocation!
Jaw clenched,
Aching to cry out;
I am a lost echo,
Bouncing
Off the walls,
To find another voice;
Anyone.
A tangled mess
Of forced smiles,
Lungs exhausted;
My seatbelt,
holding in place
The last of my efforts.
If only love were as easy
As hating myself,
Maybe then,
I wouldn’t be here;
As an ostrich,
My head buried,
Between the sands
Of my paranoia.
Struggling forward,
Nakedly self-aware;
What if they knew…
If I showed you my true self,
Would you hate me?
As a theatrical dance
My personas unfold;
Severe depression
Masking my innocence,
Anxiety
Faking her confidence,
While the exhaustion
Of running
From my own body,
Finally caught up with me.
The sign taunting, 80km/h.
Numb,
That’s all I felt;
I’ve lost all sanity.
90…100…110…
I can’t feel the steering wheel…
Bathroom Sink Pep Talks:
Staring blankly,
My own worst critique
In this small confinement
I stand over
The bathroom sink.
To draw smiles
On the fog of a window,
In hopes
Of brighter days.
The heavy sigh,
Emerging from my lips
As thick cream,
Poured,
Into the mug of
My depression.
Looking into
That murky mirror
Of my soul,
Wishing,
I could awake;
To feel the sticky calm
Roll across my tongue,
An aftertaste of joy.
The Self-Harm Of My Mental State:
My mind a greying quilt,
Devoid of colour and warmth;
As I lie on the floor,
Reaching for the doorknob.
This dizzying life
Splinting my thoughts,
Like a pod of peas,
Scattered along the realities of my indecision.
My brain screams like a freight train,
As I unravel this uneasy desire to hide.
Trapped in the bathroom,
Locked in
By my pigeon-like stupidity;
Always returning
To my home of anxious habits.
I need