Mercer: The Dawsons of Montana, #2

By Jan Scarbrough

Drake must cowboy up.

The sudden death of Mercer Dawson's beloved father hit her hard. Everyone at Six Buckles Ranch grieved, but bright spots are appearing in the blue Montana skies. The tragedy brought Mercer's stepbrother home and now wedding bells are ringing. The best man is a sexy cowboy and Mercer's teenage crush. Will he notice her now that she's all grown up?

Professional bull rider Drake Hawkins is more than a two-bit, washed up cowboy. He's had some hard luck, but maybe things are looking up. His best friend's little sister has grown into a beauty, and she's in charge of getting him to the church on time. Drake's party-boy reputation isn't the only thing against him. If Mercer ever learned Drake's terrible secret, it could ruin his chance with her.

Can joy and true love grow from the shadows of guilt and grief?

• Language: English
• Publisher: Saddle Horse Press, LLC
• Release date: Jul 14, 2022
• ISBN: 9780989873024

Jan Scarbrough

Whether it is the Bluegrass of Kentucky, the mountains of Montana, or Medieval England, Jan Scarbrough brings you home with romances from the heart. Jan Scarbrough is the author of two popular Bluegrass series, writing heartwarming contemporary romances about home and family, single moms and children. Living in the horse country of Kentucky makes it easy for Jan to add small town, Southern charm to her books and the excitement of a Bluegrass horse race or a competitive horse show. Leaving her contemporary voice behind, Jan has written paranormal gothic romances: Tangled Memories, a Romance Writers of America (RWA) Golden Heart finalist, and Timeless. Her medieval romance, My Lord Raven is a story of honor and betrayal. A member of Novelist, Inc., Jan self-publishes her books with the help of her husband. She has published 26 romances. Jan lives in Louisville, Kentucky, with one rescued dog, one rescued cat, and a husband she rescued 23 years ago. When she isn't writing, she loves to ride American Saddlebred horses, drive grandchildren to activities, and volunteer with Alley Cat Advocates. There is nothing she enjoys more than curling up with a good book. Subscribe to Jan’s monthly newsletter and receive a free eBook.https://janscarbrough.com/contact/

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PROLOGUE

Las Vegas, NV

Professional bull riders’ event

May 2017

Drake Hawkins’ heart surged. Damn! He loved this sport. No matter where events were held, they all smelled pleasantly the same—a blend of dirt, cowboy sweat, and bull manure. Spectacular explosions, pyrotechnics, and earsplitting rock music started each competition, and then the smoky smell of extinguished fireworks mixed with the other familiar bovine odors until the aroma faded as competition got under way.

Cowboy-crazed fans were the same everywhere, shouting for autographs and requesting selfies with their favorite bull riders. And there were plenty of good cowboys at each major event, from the point leaders to hot-riding kids coming up for the first time from minor ranks—all professionals wearing starched jeans and starched Western shirts, their fringed, colorful, leather chaps swishing as they walked and the star-shaped rowels on their spurs chinking with every step.

This was Drake’s life. And he loved it. He wanted to be nowhere else.

It was his best friend Brody’s life too. They’d traveled together for eight years until Brody hooked up with his girl Lori Ann. Even though their hard drinking, partying days were behind them, they continued to enjoy an off-colored joke, a slap on the back, and the kind of camaraderie only good friends could share.

Ya’ got this one, Brody said, as Drake climbed into the chute and settled on his bull.

Yeah, no problem.

Drake spoke with confidence, but he had none. Tonight, his future was on the line. He needed a solid performance in the worst way because he was in danger of being sent down to the lower ranks if he couldn’t keep up his scores.

And if he couldn’t keep up his standing and win events, he didn’t make money. What would happen to Gracie if that happened?

As he began to pull his bull rope, Drake couldn’t combat the nagging fear gripping him in the gut—not so much of falling, of getting hurt—but of failure. He’d failed once before, and the overwhelming guilt of that failure rode him hard, as hard as he rode the dangerous bucking bulls that were his livelihood.

Standing behind the chute ready to help Drake pull his bull rope, Brody Caldera sensed the tension in his friend, and it didn’t bode well for a good ride tonight.

Bulls won most of the battles at an event. Even eight seconds were too long for most riders who were tossed before the buzzer. It wasn’t if a competitor would be hurt, but when and how bad. Bull riders knew that. They knew the odds were against them, but they climbed on board ill-tempered bulls night after night. Whether it was pure, hardheaded orneriness that caused a rider to think he could best a bull or the lure of big money and fame, young men kept coming back for more.

Brody had been one of them at age eighteen. Right away he’d joined up with Drake, and they toured the circuit together, finally making the big times. But whereas Brody’s career was now riding on high, Drake’s seemed to be bottoming out. He’d slid in the rankings, recently fighting injury after injury. Now healed, tonight was Drake’s best shot for making a comeback.

The fifteen-hundred-pound, American bucking bull Drake had drawn was named Hang ’em High. The bovine was solid brown with a white face and clipped horns. He bucked off his rider eighty-three percent of the time and scored an average of forty-five points out of fifty. If Drake could stick this big bull for eight seconds, he’d have a good shot of a score in the eighties—a score high enough to put him into the short-go, the championship round.

Over the years, bull riders had started wearing black protective vests and mouthpieces. Many had taken to putting on a helmet. But Drake was a purest. He steadfastly refused to don a helmet, saying it hampered his line of sight. He continued the tradition of wearing only his cowboy hat.

The bull remained eerily quiet in the enclosure.

Drake adjusted his seat as Brody leaned over the chute and helped him pull the slack of the bull rope. He’ll go left out of the chute, Brody said.

Grim-faced, Drake nodded. Thanks. I know.

Drake made a hand wrap around his leather glove. He pounded the roped hand with the fist of his free hand, just as the stock contractor wrapped a flank strap around the bull’s hindquarters. Drake scooted up behind the animal’s shoulders and nodded again.

The gateman swung open the gate, and Hang ’em High blasted out of the chute as if someone had lit his butt on fire. The bull whirled left and then turned back to the right with a series of hard bucks. Drake went with him.

Ya’ got ’em! Ya’ got ’em! Brody repeated under his breath, excitement for his friend building with each jump, each kick. C’mon, man, you need this one!

The eight-second buzzer sounded.

Drake yanked the tail of the rope with his free hand and bailed out. But the rope didn’t give. He was hung up. Trying to get his feet under him while his riding hand was plastered to the side of the agitated bull, Drake fought for his life. Hang ’em High picked up speed.

The cheers of the crowd turned into screams of fear.

Three of the best bullfighters in the sport, guys who distracted the bull and protected the rider, were working hard to free Drake, who ricocheted across the dirt tied to the spinning and bucking bull. It wasn’t going well, Brody’s gut told him. Without thinking, he did the unthinkable and vaulted off the chute into the fray.

Heart pumping adrenalin, Brody threw his body in front of the bull, dodging the lowered head and horns. This gave one of the bullfighters enough time to snatch the tail of the rope, unhooking Drake’s hand. Drake soared through the air like a rag doll and hit the ground with a fierce whack, planting his face in the dirt.

The danger wasn’t over. The angry bull turned on the prone body.

Hang ’em High was within goring distance, and Drake wasn’t moving. Brody reacted. Flinging himself over Drake’s body, Brody covered his head with his arms. There wasn’t even time for a quick prayer. The white-faced bull hurdled over them both, grazing the side of Drake’s skull, and then giving up the fight, trotted like a pet dog to the center gate and exit.

Fans cheered. Bullfighters shouted, cursing Brody’s stupidity, while Brody’s ears rang with the rushing sound of his own fear.

Ya’ okay, Drake? he asked, pushing away from his friend’s back.

No answer. Blood oozed from Drake’s head onto the dirt.

Hey, get the docs! Brody shouted.

Beneath him, Drake Hawkins was out cold.

CHAPTER ONE

September 2017

Six Buckles Guest Ranch

Morning coffee in hand, Mercer Dawson sat down on the porch steps of the family’s guest lodge. It was early. The crisp morning air seeped into her bones, but she didn’t mind. This was Montana, after all. She was used to the cold.

Gazing over the creek-fed lake that gave the guest ranch such a picturesque setting, Mercer watched ghostly tendrils of white mist rising over the water. Foothills and distant mountain peaks completed the postcard view. Mercer loved it. She’d grown up here and never wanted to leave—especially now.

For the first time since June and her father’s tragic death, Mercer felt a bit of optimism. Finally, good things were beginning to happen on the ranch to one of her brothers and to the family she loved so dearly.

Everyone had taken Jim Dawson’s death hard. From the moment his prone body had been discovered along the fence line where he’d been working to his passing in a sterile hospital room of a heart attack, Mercer had prayed for a good outcome. She’d prayed for her father’s life, but that was not meant to be. Yet maybe her prayers were being answered, just not in the way she expected.

Her half-brother Brody Caldera had come home. His stepfather’s accident brought him home where he’d reunited with former girlfriend, Stephanie Chambers. Stef was more than his ex. She was the mother of his ten-year-old daughter, Olivia, fondly called Livy by the family. Focused on his bull-riding career, Brody had avoided the ranch for years, and he’d never acknowledged his daughter. Heck, Livy had never known him as her father and neither had Mercer. Her mother and father had known who’d fathered Stef’s love child, but they had never talked.

To say the least, the situation in June between Brody and Stef had been awkward. But it had worked out. Somehow, they got together. Fell in love again. This weekend’s wedding ceremony on the lake was the result.

Which meant Drake Hawkins was coming to the ranch—Drake, Brody’s best man. Drake, the cowboy she’d had a huge crush on for years.

She’d been so silly about him. Mercer winced at the memory, and shoulders slumping, she rested her elbows on her knees and stared out over the lake. Old enough now to understand the infatuation, Mercer felt embarrassed even though she’d only been a kid when it started. Brody had gone off to ride bulls and make a name for himself. He’d picked up a traveling partner Drake Hawkins, two years his senior, who’d been so damn good looking it curled a girl’s toes. She’d papered her room with Drake’s pictures. Begged Brody for autographs. Knew the stats of all Drake’s rides and the outcome of his worst wrecks.

Mercer smiled a rueful smile and took a sip of coffee. Her hero worship had been a safe outlet for her developing hormones. Easier to adore someone from afar than to deal with teenage angst and rejection.

Drake had been to the ranch only once. He and Brody had shown up five years ago just after the championship finals. Both of them had done well, made a pile of