Inner Alchemy of Wintering: How to Recover from Spiritual Burnout: How Inner Alchemy Works, #4
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Restore and reinvent yourself through the inner alchemy of wintering
Sometimes we hit spiritual burnout because of events in our lives, or in our spiritual work, or because we've just hit the wall and can't go any further. We hit a state of wintering, where we need to rest, reflect, and reinvent ourselves. In this book you will learn:
- What wintering is and how it applies to spiritual and magical work.
- How to make peace with spiritual burnout, instead of trying to fight it.
- Why we need to integrate rest and reflection into your spiritual and magical work.
- How to discover what is truly essential in the face of burnout.
- How to use the ritual of reinvention to transform your life.
If you've hit a state of burnout or wintering, this book will help you work through those states. You'll learn how to use the inner alchemy of wintering to turn the burnout in your life into inspiration that drives the reinvention of your life through practical magic.
Taylor Ellwood
Taylor Ellwood is a quirky and eccentric magician who's written the Process of Magic, Pop Culture Magic, and Space/Time Magic. Recently Taylor has also started writing fiction and is releasing his first Superhero Novel, Learning How to Fly later this year. He's insatiably curious about how magic works and loves spinning a good yarn. For more information about his latest magical work visit http://www.magicalexperiments.com For more information about his latest fiction visit http://www.imagineyourreality.com
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Inner Alchemy of Wintering - Taylor Ellwood
Introduction
I’m writing this book at the end of my own wintering period, and the beginning of a new spring. Some of you reading this book may wonder why it’s necessary to write a book on resting and recovering from spiritual and life burnout. Shouldn’t it be self-evident that in fact we should take care of ourselves enough to know when to rest and relax?
I wish it was, but as someone who has run himself to the ground on occasion, I’ve had to learn the lessons of wintering the hard way. In fact, from what I can tell most people have to learn the lessons of wintering the hard way, especially because of how our modern world is setup. We’re constantly told we need to be happy, productive, and busy, as if being all that, all the time, will somehow make life easier to get through. The problem is that along the way we’ve forgotten how to slow down and take care of ourselves. We’re in such a hurry to get somewhere that we’re ignoring the journey we’re on and the lessons we need to learn until like Wile E. Coyote chasing after the Road Runner we run smack into a wall that looks like a tunnel. Unlike Wile E. Coyote who gets right up and continues to chase the Road Runner, we have a chance to take stock and slow down, if we’re wise enough to take the opportunity presented to us.
I’ve chosen to write this book because of my own recent wintering experiences. I’ve been wintering from 2017 through 2021 in some form or another and it has not been an easy process to go through. Even now, at the time of this writing, I still feel like I am in late winter, but there seems to (finally) be a thaw that is melting the snow. Yet I’m not in a rush to leave this season of winter in my life because there have been hard earned lessons I’ve had to learn here. I want to share those lessons with you, in the hopes I can make your own wintering experience a little easier, while also showing you that this is a normal experience of life and one we must not rush through.
Throughout this book I’ll speak to my own wintering experiences which have included running a business to the ground, getting divorced, moving to a new city to start my life over and of course the coronavirus pandemic, which is a winter all of us are experiencing. I’m also going to speak to spiritual burnout and what that looks like and why it’s so important to recognize it. And I’m going to speak to why we can think we’ve started moving out of winter, but maybe we need a bit more winter before we’re ready for the spring.
Learning how to recognize the winters of our lives and embrace them as opportunities to reflect, rest, and recover is essential for making the living of our lives a bit easier than it usually is, and for celebrating the other seasons that come in our lives, and also appreciating that they don’t always last. Just as important, we need to recognize that the winters also don’t last forever. They are moments that come to us because of the circumstances we find ourselves in, the choices we make or don’t make, and all the other aspects of life that occur.
My winter seems to be finally coming to an end. I don’t know what the spring will bring and I’m both excited and a little fearful as I start to see the possible changes that are coming my way. Even so, I am very appreciative for my own wintering experience and how it has transformed my life and helped me grow into the person I am now.
Taylor Ellwood
Eugene OR
Dec 2021
Chapter 1: What is Wintering?
I know what you’re wondering. What is this term wintering that Taylor is using and how does it relate to inner alchemy? Is this a term Taylor has come up with? Let me give you the answers and share some thoughts and perspectives on what wintering is and why we need to experience it, even and especially when we don’t want to. The term wintering isn’t one I coined. Katherine May wrote about it in her excellent book Wintering: The Power of Rest and Retreat in Difficult times and I recommend reading that book, as well as this one, because it’s a great way to contemplate and recognize wintering in your own life.
Even so, the question remains. What is wintering? May shares the following about wintering:
Wintering is a season in the cold. It is a fallow period in life when you’re cut off the world, feeling rejected, sidelined, blocked from progress, or cast into the role of an outsider. Perhaps it results from an illness or a life event such as a bereavement of the birth of a child; perhaps it comes from a humiliation or failure...Some winterings creep upon us more slowly, accompanying the protracted death of a relationship, the gradual racheting up of caring responsibilities as our parents age, the drip-drip-drip of lost confidence. Some are appallingly sudden, like discovering one day that your skills are considered obsolete, the company you worked for has gone bankrupt, or your partner is in love with someone new. However it arrives, wintering is usually involuntary, lonely, and deeply painful (2020, pp. 10-11).
I think this is a good definition of wintering, but I would add some additional elements. To me, wintering is the experience of burnout, whether that burnout shows up in your life, your writing, your spirituality, your job, your relationships or something else altogether. Wintering is a sacred opportunity for us to rest and recover, to stop trying so hard and to recognize that we’ve hit bottom and that maybe, instead of trying to climb back up, we just need to lay at the bottom for a bit, catch our breath and do some reflecting on where we are, while also opening ourselves to the lessons we can learn while wintering.
Wintering is an inevitable part of our lives. There will be moments where we fail, where we struggle, and where we’re depressed, afraid, and unsure of what it is we’re doing. We will feel alone, because wintering is an isolating experience, yet conversely we’ll discover who our true friends and family are, because those are the people who will stick with us during our winters. These are the people who will reach out and check on us in our moments of pain and uncertainty, and perhaps shine a light to help us move forward out of the dark we find ourselves, when we are ready to move forward.
What wintering invites us to do is rest and reflect on ourselves and our experiences. It gives us a chance to revisit the stories of our life and ask ourselves if those stories still apply or if we need to change them. The inner alchemy of wintering is the transformation of our moments of grief, fear, and loss into the realizations we carry with us when we eventually find our spring and start to put ourselves out there. The inner alchemy of wintering is the realization that to create transformation in our lives we must grant ourselves the space to be present with what needs to be transformed. That only happens when we give ourselves time to slow down and actually rest, recover and hold space with ourselves. This is possible to do in this hectic world we live in, and it is actually essential. We ignore this need to rest and recover at our own peril and we prolong our winters when we don’t give ourselves that space. I make this last point from personal experience because I’ve realized at the time of this writing that I tried to move out of my own wintering experience too quickly, caught up in what I thought was a spring, but was really another lesson in the need to reflect on the existing lessons I needed to learn about my own wintering experience.
What I’ve observed in myself, and in others, is that when we experience failure the first impulse is to try and stave that failure off or try to recover from it as quickly as possible (See my book From Failure to Success, where I discuss this issue in more depth.). That simply doesn’t work most of the time. Instead what we end up doing is exhausting ourselves trying to climb back to where we were or to some place we want to be, and come up against the realization that we’re not going to make it, at least not right away, in the moment we want to. We’re in a rush to get back to what we had before or to start something new, and yet you can’t force the spring to happen. Spring only happens when the winter melts and it is a tentative start initially, the gradual release from the cold and the acceptance of growth, but growth happens as its own pace and often it’s not at the pace we want, but the one we really need.
I know this from personal experience, because when my wintering first started in the summer of 2017, I kept trying to escape it and I kept failing miserably. I had run my coaching business to the ground because of some bad decisions and some bad advice from online marketing bros whose classes I had taken. I did everything I could think of, ranging from magical workings and bargains with spirits to taking yet more classes from yet more online marketing bros and all I ended up doing was digging myself deeper into debt and deeper into depression because no matter what I did, I couldn’t escape my wintering. I eventually gave in, got a job and spent six months just reflecting on my failures and what lessons I could learn from them. That wasn’t my first experience of wintering, but it was the first time I purposely chose to slow down, reflect and actually allow myself to be in the experience instead of continually trying to fight it. I realized that time around that I didn’t have it in me to keep struggling. I needed time to rest, recover, reflect and rally myself for the inevitable spring that would come if I let myself be in my winter. I also needed to reinvent my approach to magical working and writing.
We need our experiences of wintering because they teach us how to ultimately become resilient and recover:
But if happiness is a skill, then sadness is, too. That is wintering. It is the active acceptance of sadness. It is the practice of allowing ourselves to feel it as a need. It is the courage to stare down the worst parts of our experience and to commit to healing them the best we can. Wintering is a moment of intuition, our true needs felt keenly as a knife...When everything is broken, everything is also up for grabs. That’s the gift of winter: it’s irresistible. Change will happen in its wake, whether we like it or not. We can come out of it wearing a different coat (May 2020, pp. 119-121).
When we learn to embrace the inner alchemy of wintering what we truly learn is how to take the adverse situations of our lives and turn