What The Heart Wants

By Lisa Williams

Will Jared and Janice’s recent reconnection after two years of separation reignite the old flame they once shared and rekindle lost love, or will the flame be burned out for good after new people enter the picture?

Is Jared’s sudden return to San Francisco planned, or is there something more sinister at play? Jared may have done it this time with his infidelity as he struggles with being a one-woman man.

Saddened by some troubling turn of events, Janice takes a break and goes on a much-needed vacation with her best friend after learning some alarming news.

Janice only went for one thing but might be coming back with more than she could have ever expected or imagined. The question is, can she handle what’s to come? And as Jared bargains with life and women’s hearts, the question is, can he handle what’s to come as well?

This must-read will keep you glued to each page until the very end!

• Language: English
• Publisher: Publishdrive
• Release date: Apr 7, 2017

Lisa Williams

Born in Birmingham, England, Lisa Williams makes her home in Los Angeles as well as in the small town of Redditch in picturesque Worcestershire. She lives with her husband, Kevin, and eight-year-old son, Charlie, who, according to his mom, has already shown an inherited gift for natural healing and talking with spirits.

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Chapter 1

Janice was ready to turn around and smack the shit out of whoever it was that had come behind her and tightly wrapped their hands around her waist as she stood at the bar deciding what her drink of choice would be.

When did you get back!? Janice asked in disbelief as she turned and stared into Jared’s hazel brown eyes.

She went back in time as she looked at his moist, thick lips that she had loved so much as they kissed her body, which seemed like only yesterday. His chestnut brown face was adorned with the five o’clock shadow she had enjoyed feeling as it rubbed against her thighs as he made his way in between her legs.

As she continued to reminisce, she noticed that his body was in the best shape that she had ever seen it. Jared was never the one to ignore his physique and it looked like fitness was still one of his first priorities. Janice’s body naturally took its place in his arms as she adjusted in his strong hold while now facing her welcomed intruder.

As her body pressed against his, she could feel the hardness of his stomach against hers, as well as the growing hardness of his manhood against her thigh.

Seduced by Jared’s presence, Janice slowly inhaled the scent of his Armani cologne that she was always so intoxicated by and if it wasn’t for him ending the silence, there was no telling what she may have done to him right there.

I arrived yesterday, Jared said, his voice smooth and deep, something that always seemed to make Janice wet instantly and today was no different.

I am staying at the Embassy Suites Hotel a few blocks away, I am here on business, Jared said as he continued to hold Janice in his tight embrace.

You better be careful coming up behind women and putting your hands around their waist, Janice playfully boasted.

"You might get fucked up! How did you know where to find me anyway?"

"Woman, I know you will always be in this spot at the same time every Friday," Jared said as he loosened his grip, but still not letting go of her waist.

In that moment, Janice wanted nothing more than to grab Jared, and kiss his lips, she wanted what she had so long ago with him. She longed for his touch, his protective way, and for him to be in between her legs once again.

She wanted what she felt in his pants, to be inside of her. Before she passed out from Jared’s overly sexy presence, she stepped away from him and grabbed the dirty martini from the counter as the bartender sat it down.

As Janice sipped her drink, Jared looked at her intently, he missed her just as much as she missed him, if not more. He missed the way her thick ass felt against his dick as he fucked her from behind on their many encounters.

Janice was a sexy, golden, brown-skinned woman who worked hard to keep her 5’6" frame toned and thick in all the right places. She rocked a stylish, short haircut that laid exactly right against her pear-shaped face.

The red dress that she wore fit perfectly around her ass that Jared wanted to grab from the moment he spotted her as he walked in the bar. Her four-inch stilettos gave her a few extra inches which put her almost at the perfect height for him to kiss her on her shiny thick lips.

Slow down woman, Jared said, as he laughed and motioned for the bartender to come and take his order.

Vodka red bull, and another one for the lady, he said while laying two twenty-dollar bills on the counter.

For the next hour and a half, Jared and Janice talked about their lives now, which had both changed drastically. Each had grown in their careers that they loved so well, and their personal lives had changed a great deal as well.

Jared was now living in Miami working as a freelance software developer and was in town working on a project with a well-known legal firm. Janice, still living in San Francisco, was still working as a news anchor at a large and extremely well-known news station.

Being that it had been almost two years since they had both seen each other, it was a bit awkward when conversations started about their personal lives.

As it would turn out, neither was seriously seeing anyone, only meaningless dates here and there. Janice and Jared only officially dated for seven months out of there five years of knowing each other.

Even though they loved each other, they decided that being friends (with benefits), worked out better for the two of them. Both had very demanding careers, and a long-term relationship never found a place between them. Before Jared turned to freelancing, he worked as a contractor, which is what sent him on a project in Miami almost two years prior.

Janice’s career blossomed in the broadcasting field, and she was now one of the top reporting news anchors at the station. Her ten years in the business was finally paying off.

She was now sitting in a wonderfully comfortable, well-earned, and lucrative income bracket and even though she hated to see him go, she knew her career was in San Francisco, at least for a few more years.

"So, what are your plans for the remainder of tonight?" Jared asked after finishing the last of his fourth vodka red bull.

Janice, who was nursing her third dirty martini knew how she would like to spend the remainder of the night, but she would certainly not be the one to say it. Being that she was damn near drunk, she did not know how much longer she could trust herself around this man, especially in closer quarters.

It has been a long day for me, I think I will go home, relax, and find a movie, she said as she traced the rim of her glass with her finger before licking the liquid that she had collected.

I see, Jared said softly, his smile intoxicating as he reached for his wallet.

Janice thought she was going to have an orgasm on the spot as Jared’s muscular arm brushed against hers as he reached for the bill that the waiter laid on the table.

I’m only a few blocks away if you’re up for one more drink, you should not be driving anyway right now, he continued while watching intently as she took a long swig of her now warm drink, saving the olive for last.

With three strong drinks in, Janice tried her best to stay composed. However, she aced acting as though she was not sure about the offer as she continued to make excuses, all the while knowing she would gladly join him for a nightcap.

I promise I will not hold you captive; I am just not ready for this night to end yet, Jared said through very seductive eyes. Me either Janice thought as she agreed to finally take him up on his offer.

Chapter 2

As Janice walked in the massive room, she could not help but notice the large bed that filled the bedroom as she walked to the bathroom to freshen up. Oh, how she wanted to be in that bed right now with Jared’s body on top of hers. One thing Janice was good at however, was playing it cool in very intense situations. Luckily, she had her job to thank for that.

He may not even want to have sex Janice thought to herself as she tried to not get too excited over the hopes of getting what she wanted. She did not want to get disappointed, so she decided to just play it by ear. Jared was fine as hell, and she knew he was definitely fucking someone else back in Miami. The last thing she wanted was to get to re-attached and run the risk of getting hurt yet again by this man.

Did his job really bring him back here suddenly, or was there something else? How long is he in town? So many thoughts and questions swirled around in Janice’s head as the water ran quietly from the faucet.

After getting herself together, she returned to the living room to find Jared at the mini bar finishing up with a set of drinks. His sleeves were halfway rolled up which showed off the perfect tattoos of a variety of music symbols he had gotten years ago to show off his love for music.

He and some friends were in a group when they were younger, which they called The Fabolous Four with the hopes of making it big and becoming famous. Unfortunately, for them, that did not exactly happen.

As Janice continued to gaze from afar, she noticed the top three buttons of his shirt were now un-buttoned, revealing a hint of his chestnut brown skin.

His tie hung loosely around his neck, still secured with the two small collar buttons of the crisp, white shirt. As her eyes drifted lower, she could not help but notice the huge bulge in the front of his pants that was tailored specifically for his body. Damn this is one sexy ass man Janice thought as she began to walk towards Jared.

"Why, thank you," Janice said softly as he handed her his special cocktail, while nearly being caught staring at his body.

Drink that one slow, Jared warned as he released the cup into her soft grip.

I am fine. I’m not on air tomorrow until the afternoon, Janice replied playfully as she and Jared settled in and found one of their favorite shows playing on television, New Jack City.

This is it right here! Jared yelled as he got comfortable on the couch before naturally pulling Janice closer.

It was as if they were simply picking up where they had left off two years prior. This would be their thing. They loved to have drinks, laugh, go out, have a good time, enjoy movie nights, and have great sex.

For Janice, she was hoping the last thing on that list would happen since everything else was seeming to fall in place so far. It really did not matter to her in what order it came, and she was more than willing to wait it out because it had been a while since she had any decent sex. Her body was feenin’ for the good shit, and she knew Jared had nothing but good shit to offer.

The world is mine! All Mine! Nino Brown yelled, suddenly waking up Jared who had fallen asleep on the couch along with Janice.

Damn, it’s almost 2am Jared thought as he sat up and wiped his face with his hands.

Looking at the coffee table in front of him, he saw the empty glasses of the toxic drinks he made earlier and knew they were the culprit for them passing out before finishing the movie.

I should have listened to my damn self and drank slow, he whispered to himself, trying not to awaken Janice, who was now tossing beside him on the couch.

Slowly beginning to waken himself, Jared looked over at her in that sexy red dress, which had now repositioned itself halfway up her thigh while she slept.

Her now, revealed, smooth brown skin caught Jared’s attention, and he could not help but look, as her legs were parted just enough for his sleepy eyes to catch a glimpse of her skimpy red thongs.

As much as he wanted her, he did not want to come off to strong, just in case she was not ready to take that step with him again. As Jared slowly got up, trying not to awaken her, he was taken off guard as he was suddenly pulled back down.

"Where are you going Mr.? You were just going to let me sleep here all night without taking me back home like you promised?" Janice asked playfully as she sat up, now awfully close in Jared’s space.

You were sleeping so peacefully, I didn’t want to wake you up, Jared said, his lips moving closer to hers.

"Well, I’m awake now, so what are you going to do with me?" Janice asked seductively as she looked intently in his eyes.

As if he was waiting for the ok, Jared grabbed Janice gently by the back of her head and gently pulled her into his embrace before passionately kissing her lips.

Jared, Janice moaned, while parting her lips, allowing his tongue to enter as she moved her slender hand to his manhood, which she noticed a few minutes before, was growing beneath his pants.

Shit, Jared moaned while shifting slightly as he felt her warm hand caressing his engorged penis.

I want it, Janice said. Her tone serious tone as she fumbled to unzip his pants. To help with the process, Jared slowly stood, his manhood now directly in her face as he looked down at her while gently stroking her hair.

Oh shit, he moaned as Janice wrapped her soft hand around his shaft before placing his seven- inch, thick, warm cock, which was already glistening with pre-cum in her mouth.

Janice missed this part of him, her mind went blank as she sucked slow, taking all of him in her mouth. Janice took her time to enjoy every inch that she had been missing for two years.

She savored every piece of his delicious meat. Jared’s body quivered with pleasure as she went from his smooth scrotum that hung low, to the thick shaft that barely fit in her small hand before licking her way all the way up his vein filled, rock hard dick, to the tip, which she nibbled gently with her teeth.

That shit always made Jared go crazy and today was no exception as his knees started to get week as he enjoyed Janice’s mouth and the feel of her warm tongue.

I’m about to cum… Jared said calmly but forcefully as he stroked slowly in and out of her stretched mouth while keeping her head in place with his hands.

He knew Janice always liked to taste, and swallow his cum, so he was not surprised when she kept his dick in her mouth to receive his load.

Fuck! Jared yelled as he came hard while watching through lustful eyes as Janice pulled him deeper in her mouth until she gagged, wanting to get every single drop of his warm salty liquid.

As she sucked and slurped from below, Jared’s eye rolled to the back of his head as he never wanted to forget this feeling ever again. Afterwards, unbeknownst to Jared as his limp body dropped to the couch, Janice was far from done with him.

With his dick still standing at attention, she pulled her dress all the way up before moving her thongs to the side and straddling him. Feeling his strong legs against the inside of her thighs made her pussy get even wetter as she sat slowly on his moist, thick dick.

Damn I missed you, Janice moaned in his ear as she rode him, the way that she had always loved to do.

Ride that dick girl, Jared groaned through gritted teeth as he smacked her ass.

I miss this ass, Jared whispered while laying his head against the pillows as Janice continued to grind against him, swallowing his dick deep into her wet pussy that was now dripping with both their juices.

I’m cumming! Janice yelled as her vagina wrapped tightly around Jared’s dick as he came again with her, wrapping her arms tightly around his neck she was locked in place as her body experienced waves of orgasms.

Jared, also consumed with pleasure grabbed her ass and held it tight, allowing his dick to ejaculate and release its milky white substance that filled her to capacity, before pouring out of her pussy and down her thighs.

As the two, lay exhausted in each other’s arms, there was a lot said with no words involved. There were still so many questions, but neither was going to spoil the mood or moment with right now.

Janice accepted Jared’s offer to stay with him the night, where they would find themselves making love repeatedly until the sun peaked through the curtains and the alarm sounded, signaling that a new day had begun.

Chapter 3

I got so much to tell you girl, Janice said to Renee as she walked into her beautiful three-level home.

Renee was her best friend who knew Jared very well when he lived in San Francisco through her boyfriend Al, who went to