Silent Noise

By Lisa Williams

Life is all about taking risks and accepting new challenges… right? For Jackson Whitman, a 42-year-old, challenge- seeking, logistics manager, she did just that on a recent job promotion that took her from Charlotte North Carolina to upstate New York.

What was supposed to be a new and exciting beginning in her career within her company of eleven years was turning out to be one of the worst decisions she could have ever made while struggling with the tough decision on whether to stay or leave her new home and even her company.

Her decision may be made easier once signs arise of abuse of power by underhanded management staff as well as abuse and belittlement of the hard-working employees that worked within the branch.

Jackson sacrificed many things for her own personal achievement, one including putting off plans with the love of her life, Gail Wilson to relocate to Florida to start a new life of their own as planned. However, one thing Jackson will not sacrifice is her dignity, self-worth, and integrity.

As true colors continue to rear their ugly faces between her own corporate department along with her new, deceitful, and disgraceful branch manager, Jackson’s window is closing around her, and decision time is now.

What does the future hold for Jackson in her new world? What decisions will be made with her prominent career as well as life as she knew it in North Carolina? Will she stick it out in the uncertain, cold world of upstate New York or will she make the ultimate, risky, and brave move to call it quits and return to the love of her life and back to her home in Charlotte?

And if she does, will she and Gail finally make it to the sunny skies of Florida as the two had originally planned? This new and exciting eye-opener, which teaches an important lesson will keep you attached until the very last page!

• Language: English
• Publisher: Publishdrive
• Release date: Jan 26, 2019

Lisa Williams

Born in Birmingham, England, Lisa Williams makes her home in Los Angeles as well as in the small town of Redditch in picturesque Worcestershire. She lives with her husband, Kevin, and eight-year-old son, Charlie, who, according to his mom, has already shown an inherited gift for natural healing and talking with spirits.

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Chapter1

"I can’t believe I am about to move to New York! I mean I can, but I can’t!" Jackson squealed excitedly as she talked to her mom on the other line.

Although incredibly supportive of her daughter, Jackson’s mother was going to miss her dearly. The two were extremely close, probably the closest out of her other three siblings.

They were so close in fact that when the forecast called for dangerous storms to roll through, Macie, Jackson’s mother would call her to come sit with her until it passed.

Knowing how frightened her mother was of storms, Jackson would be right there, even if she had to drive through the storm herself to get there, and even though Jackson picked on her the entire time with every clap of thunder that rumbled through the skies, Macie enjoyed her daughter’s presence.

Macie was also going through some difficult times and Jackson struggled with her decision on whether to leave or stay to help, but her mother would not hear of her staying because of her.

Macie was a single mother of four kids, all college educated with great careers and were all also remarkably close and well-traveled. She loved and wanted her children to take every opportunity that came their way, she wanted them to travel the world and enjoy their lives, never leaving anything on the table.

She wanted them to do everything that she never did, or accomplished in her seventy-four years, so although the mere thought touched her greatly, she would not hear of Jackson not accepting this great venture because of her.

"I can believe it, you work so hard Jackson, that deserves and comes along with rewards. I am so happy for you and your promotion. You just be careful on your drive up, that’s a long way," Macie begged.

"I know you’re not afraid to drive that far but I just don’t know how you all do it. Between the planes, the ships and long distant driving that each of you do, it makes me scared just thinking about it," Macie continued, grimacing at the thought.

So, what about Gail? What have the two of you worked out? Macie asked, concern in her voice.

There was a time when Macie would not have been able to have this discussion with Jackson. Many years ago, when Jackson revealed her sexuality to her mother, their relationship soured.

At the time, her mother had terribly negative views on the LGBTQ+ community and was not afraid to let them be known, even to Jackson. Luckily, as time passed, Macie became more educated on the lifestyle that her daughter was a part of, she realized Jackson was still her daughter no matter how, or who she loved.

Macie also realized that no matter what, she loved her daughter unconditionally. She recognized there was nothing different about the LGBTQ+ community than any other group of people, she humbly realized they were still people and should be treated as such.

Even though their relationship suffered for a while, the end result, and how far her mother had come was worth it. Jackson could not have been prouder of her mother for opening her heart. Now, many years later, Macie loved Gail just as much as she did her own daughter.

Well mama, you know that’s the only way to get around right? And if you want to go anyplace worth something, a plane and a cruise is the only way to go, Jackson laughed as she broke it down to her terrified mother on the other end.

"And no, we have not decided anything quite yet, I would love for her to come with me, but I can’t be upset if she doesn’t. After all, our plans were to head south, to Florida, to palm trees and beautiful beaches not almost to Canada to ice, cold weather, and snow up to your knees!" Jackson laughed at the thought of Gail trying to dig herself out of snow taller than herself.

"Plus, she has some things she needs to handle here, this will not be the first time we lived in separate places, so either way, we will be ok. I still have about another three weeks before I have to be at my new assignment so we will see. So, tell me, how are you doing ma? How is everything going?"

For the next hour, Jackson and her mother did like they had done on countless occasions, the two talked about everything until it was time for one of the two to charge their phone.

I love you too ma! Make sure you charge your phone, and I will call you tomorrow! Jackson promised before they ended their call.

♦♦♦

Hey babe, you going to help me pack or just stare at me the whole time? Jackson joked later that evening in her apartment as she taped shut the small U-Haul box before moving closer to Gail.

At this point Jackson’s house looked like a war zone instead of the sleek, comfortable, and overly neat home that it used to be. U-Haul boxes were stacked to the ceiling, her walls were empty of the beautiful canvas paintings and pictures of family and friends that used to adorn them.

Her home of over eight years was sadly becoming a thing of the past right before her eyes.

"I’m sorry babe, of course I will help. I am just going to miss you so much if I don’t go. I want to go, but you know everything I have going on. I have some applications in, but it doesn’t look like Syracuse has too many openings in my field and on top of that, the regulations and employment laws are so different upstate," Gail said, her tone sad as she laid her head on Jackson’s broad shoulder.

I would definitely need to get acquainted, and I am sure certified in different areas to be in compliance with New York laws which are much different than North Carolina laws, Gail added as she revisited her glass of wine.

"Babe, you know I got you until you get on your feet if you went with me, how many times have you had my back?" Jackson asked sincerely and in a serious tone as she looked intently in her lover’s eyes.

But I also want you to do what you need to do, I’m the one throwing a curve ball in our plans, you were expecting hot sunny days not cold icy nights. If you don’t come, you know I will still love you and we will work through it like we always do, Jackson said as she held Gail tightly in her arms, thinking to herself how hard it was going to be to leave the love of her life behind.

Jackson had been with Gail for a little over eleven years. The two met a month before Jackson began working for her company back in 2007 and just like most couples, they had been through a plenty of difficult times throughout the years. One of the longest breakups happened near the end of 2013.

Sadly, things hit tough times and they needed to see if being apart was better for each of them. Both had entered new relationships during that time but could never give their whole hearts to the new people in their lives because they could not stop thinking about one another.

While in their now new lives, with new people they soon realized that moving on was going to be almost impossible. Each time they were apart, they would only find themselves back in each other’s arms and beds.

The truth was, they were meant for each other and could not deny the love that they held in their hearts for the other. They had been through so much together, both good and bad and could not seem to throw it all away.

The last time the two reunited, they each vowed to put forth positive efforts to make their relationship work this time around no matter what that would mean. The one thing each of them knew was they could not and did not want to live without the other in their life ever again.

"I know you got me babe, and you know I got you, and Jackson, know that I am so proud of you! Let’s not even think about it right now, I still have three weeks with you, and I want to enjoy every minute. Now, hand me a box and order some Chinese," Gail playfully ordered, her arm extended.

Yes, ma’am! Jackson said as she stood and saluted Gail who was laughing hysterically as Jackson tossed her a box and pulled out her phone to order dinner.

"I know what though, you better behave yourself up there, you know they have never seen anything like you before and will be trying to push up on you to figure you out. Don’t make me come up there and pull you away by the ear like a child," Gail said, failing to sound serious because she was not able to contain the laugh.

"Girl be quiet, I’m not thinking about those people. Hopefully, I will not be the first gay person that they have seen. Syracuse is definitely not New York City, and it does not compare to Charlotte either, so I don’t know, maybe they are a little behind," Jackson laughed.

As long as they are respectful, we will be good. What do you want? Jackson asked as she watched Gail, who was still tickled at the conversation trying to tape the box close.

My favorite babe, Beef with Broccoli, light onions. I love you, Jackson.

I love you too babe, Jackson replied as she typed away on her Grubhub app.

Chapter 2

Jackson Whitman, a 42-year-old, and highly successful Logistics Manager has worked for the past eleven plus years at a very well-known fasteners company in Charlotte, NC. She holds nearly sixteen years total experience in the fastener industry and is deeply knowledgeable of the ends and outs of the intricate business.

Originally, when she first entered this field many years ago with her now competitor in the business General Fasteners, this was only supposed to be a steppingstone, a bridge until she found her way to her main goal.

Jackson held a B.S. in Biology which she obtained from years of hard work at North Carolina Central University, a historically black university in Durham, North Carolina. She had plans to get into the medical field well before now, but after graduation, life’s hustles and real-world experiences showed itself and proved that getting to her dream career would take some time and patience.

For the time being, Jackson grabbed a mediocre job that would serve as a means to paying a few bills, including her now due student loans while still having some spending money in her pockets until she got herself into the prestigious field of medicine.

After working for General Fasteners for a while, Jackson moved on to Millennium Fasteners, which unbeknownst to her, would be her home for next eleven plus years.

Initially, Jackson hated it there, she felt like she had traveled back in time due to the outdated work environment, which did not compare to the upscale, organized, and modern facility of the company she had just left.

Instead of the fleet of brand-new electric forklifts of any style and model imaginable, along with the organized, clean and functionable workstations that were all housed in the spotless, nearly 120,000 square foot building that she helped coordinate the relocation from the previous much smaller facility, Jackson was now back in a diminutive facility that lacked organization, leadership, and was sadly furnished with outdated workstations and lack of adequate equipment.