The Bible of Mother Aeon

By Lucifer Damuel White

The Bible of Mother Aeon is a Bible built around the Guardian Goddess Mother Aeon and Her teachings as presented by me, Lucifer Damuel (Jeremy) White. It is a religion founded on instructions for a better life and through it many mysteries about life finally come into understanding. It is an understanding of the occult, too, with which a magician can evolve. The best life principles and the knowledge to operate your life to its greatest potential are contained in its pages.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lulu.com
• Release date: Aug 8, 2021
• ISBN: 9781304015754

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The Bible of Mother Aeon

By Lucifer Damuel White

The Bible of Mother Aeon

by

Lucifer Damuel White, 2018-2021

Public Domain

ISBN: 978-1-304-01575-4

The General Precepts of the Religion

Anti Voidism

Book One: Aeon

I have spent my recent days wondering what matters in life the most. And I quickly came to the conclusion that emptiness was the worst of things in life apart from uncontrollable suffering. Filling life with good things, that's what matters. Doing well to bring in good things. Either replacing or supplementing bad things with good or not being empty and nihilistic.

That is the formula of Anti Voidism, to fill the void with good things. The Evil of life is not some Devil, but Emptiness.

Here is the synopsis of Anti Voidism:

A new religion about making life one interesting, adventuresome, and having a meaningful purpose—of having a life against the Devil of this belief known as The Void, and the only way to have a full and eternal soul is by filling the void in the soul.

They try to dispose of it, but it always returns, as always it should be, something held, something brought back, returns for a reason.

Travel with The World what it is, where it can be found, and Goddess Aeon will accompany you.

Everything will all make sense soon enough.

Idea Ways to Fill the Void:

By having a good bed, cover and pillow. Or at least a good cover. Then the first task in this religion is to purchase the best, most comfortable blanket you can find. Can be silk, cotton, wool, whateveryou like. A good cover and lush pillow makes life simply better as you lay down each night very comfortably.

By having a good and comfortable chair. This is where you can simply pass the time as many elderly people do, or the leisurely. You could just be on break waiting for any interesting thing to happen. Or you could just kind of turn the knob of your life down a little to feel paused for a moment. But these just don’t work with small wooden chairs.

By having good clothes. Those in new clothes, ones carefully selective and good looking, clean and new, feel like a million bucks walking down every street. Not much increases pride as well as good clothing.

By having good food and drinks. It might be the best three things in life are food, drinks, and music. I have a cup of iced tea beside me at all times during the day, about five literally of it daily. Many people will just consume food without really tasting and appreciating it. And that happens to the best of us. Including me. But at least some of the time I take it all in more slowly, carefully chewing and enjoying it. A lot of people gain weight just because of compulsive eating. If you spend twenty minutes eating one chicken sandwich then you just aren’t so prone to obesity.

By having good music. Whatever it is you like. If you are an open minded person then you could sit the day long or just an hour or so listening to the radio. Otherwise you could load up an MP3 player.

By having good entertainment. Whatever you like. Whatever it is: be it books, video games, movies, music, cabal TV, quick internet.

By collecting something. This is a sure way to be happy. And it may not seem so important than the others, but collections bring about the most material satisfaction whether you are poor or rich.

By having a good worthwhile purpose. This doesn’t have to be for money but should be for something, such as popularity. This will make your days better. It will let you flow with time instead of against it. You will have something to do and possibly get far doing it. And pride, not coming out of thin air, could come upon you.

Some purposes include programming  games, writing books, painting, working on electronics and computers, mods of gaming consoles, wood work, making jewelry, music composition, and carpentry.

Having a project. This is a creative work given special attention. Like laying a perfect wall one hefty brick at a time until complete, invest much time and thought into creating something worthwhile and great. These include things from the productivity list above and many other things. It could be putting together a perfect computer (at least perfect to you if not necessarily to others) by working on crafts, like creating a stained glass window, painting the best painting, writing the best song, writing the best book.

Perfectionism. While it is often said that nothing is perfect, that is just a way of saying why bother? Trying to do something perfectly is the whole point in doing your best. When your heart and mind are both fully involved then you will be very happy and proud of what you create.

Proudly giving gifts. You may want to save your money instead of tending to someone's birthday. I’ve gotten into that habit, lately. But especially with children your gifts could mean the whole great world to them and maybe that fact is enough to know they are going to enjoy it more than you ever could. Honestly: if you remember the joy you had of the simplest toys, make happy makes happy.

Caring for a pet. A pet can be a person's best friend and you, theirs.

Going on vacation. It doesn’t have to be an adventure to the Bahamas. But any place even somewhat close by, such as a good night at a hotel beside a bar or even to a restaurant, a good one, out of town. There was a hotel I used to go to only three hours out of town, doing nothing more than staying at a hotel. But it was so clean and had the best bed, the best covers, the best privacy while I would just lay down flicking through the channels.

A relationship. That’s for some, not for others. My ideal girlfriend would counsel me, be a kind of support, a Wiccan, who adorably carries a crystal rock in her pocket and prays to a candle, a sweet woman and one sexy, bordering on being a bimbo. That's my taste, and some like oysters, and if they like oysters, I can like what I like.

Making a best friend. My best friend would be a man my age, a bearded type of person who was smart with computers, video game console mods, and had a large collection of very old computer things. And someone really into Dungeons and Dragons. One on one friendships are the best.

This religion is about making life better by filling it with good things. It is a simple principle but the most important thing you can do in life is to be aware of where things are lacking in it and having a basic knowledge of the right things to draw in.

You might sometimes notice a tune playing in your head. People are a sponge. They can absorb within themselves all sorts of messes. But the soap is nearby. We just don’t like cleaning. So I am here to clean and rinse yourself making your soul and life pure and better.

The therapists, called Cleaners in this religion will hear from you what bad you have within: anything bad about life. Anything that is just lacking. Tell them your interests, present yourself to the Cleaner and s/he shall guide you into obtaining a better life.

Talking one on one with them tell them the things you lack, what you wish would happen, the desires in your heart, conditions you wish were not, and s/he shall be well trained on telling you what to find and look for, s)he shall fill your soul with good things if you adhere to him or her.

A person can tell themselves often that they don’t need anything. But needing requires desire so what they are essentially saying is that they do not desire anything. But those that desire greatly will have things great, and those that are a content stump will turn away every good thing to rest in place.

Perfection in doing and involvement in receiving

To draw in. To take in. To bring in.

You have to pull it toward you.

To draw out. To push out. To bring out.

You have to release it.

But many a King having it all, knew not what was good at what time.

And lost all time never having become fully involved with any one thing.

Then it is the poorest had the greatest heart and desire

But once he had it, it didn't matter. Because he was just wanting all along.

But at least his heart had joy from time to time.

He embraced the lover he could never before had

Then found once he had her she was of no more interest to him

And he walked away looking for something else.

The key to having what you want is desire to begin with.

The key to love what you have made comes from perfection.

But many people choose toil. Else they’d get no sense that their work is hard, worth anything.

The most successful people did things others would or could not, or more often unable to. But the person that goes the extra mile finds the following Mike’s to be quite easier, and that is the most proud of anyone walking anywhere. So he set it in his heart to make a perfect Goddess. A Goddess Mother named Aeon, for whom he gives all his praise for his works.

-Charges Filed Against God-

AKA Yaweh:

I hereby charge God with the crime of child abuse whom, though He confessed was my true Father, He treated me negligently and would not save me while I was drowning. He also has committed atrocious crimes against His Son Jesus, whom he tortured and made deranged.

I charge God with abuse and negligence. He pushed me out of the home He gave me and hatefully sent me out into the world homeless. He never let me prepare for the world. I was forced and threatened to read the Bible for long hours by both his other sons and daughters as well as straight from the horse's mouth. He said if I didn’t love Him He was going to set me afire, forever. So I charge Him with Criminal Threats and request a restraining order against Him.

I was badly starving and drinking Luke warm water throughout the day when my brother Jesus came to me and went off elaborating His crazy way about if I thirst He will lead me to cool waters and other such nonsense. Then God came up to me and gave me a bag of rice. He was quite proud of Himself thinking this would keep me from starving. He said Here you go, son! And Jesus said to him I was trying to tell him. God, what a good God you are!

But off I roamed eating from the garbage and thirsty as all Hell. It seemed that God could not wait for me to suffer, so I took a dark cup of urine and drank it proclaiming for I was thirsty and you gave me piss!

And homeless I remained for a year, and a year incarcerated. And a year in psychiatric confinement. This God is worthless, undependable, un-reliable.. useless, negligently, and a deadbeat Father who cares nothing for his own.

I hold Him guilty and I consecrate a new God, a Goddess actually named Aeon.

Prayer to Goddess Aeon

Great Mother Aeon

As I lay in this bed tend to me

Notice my suffering and heal me

Watch me grow. Have me grow good and well

Remove from my life obstacles, enemies

Speak softly to me in my younger years until I can hear you fully, and understand your every word.

And then guide me, have me reach far

Put into my life all good things

And remove all things bad

Be as an opponent to my enemies

Graduate me unto godhood, a time where no suffering is, among the more godly races

Fill my heart with both joy and desire

Having me wanting and bring

Bring to me all good things all the days of my life and watch over me always

Hales-Nema

Our Goddess be with you. Our Goddess be realized.

She is our Mother who watches over us. She wraps us all in her wings equally. Though some may have a bad road it is for a greater purpose. That those last at anything will have exercised the arm of life stronger, and come ahead in the future, none are permanently the last.

Aeon, our Goddess, we rest underneath Her wings. We drink the drink that makes the blood as blue, we are nurtured by Her. And someday we will be among her flock and meet others like her, even our equals, when the time comes.

Make an idol for her.

What should constitute an Aeonic Church:

There should be cleaners and furnishers there as mentioned before. Actually I’d separate these into two, instead of just cleaners. The cleaners are to remove negative things in life. The furniture is to replace it with good things. Every religion has a type of counseling method, whether it be a Bible study or something of Scientology (auditing) ours do too and it is that. Whoever makes such a Church (because as I do while creating new religions I speak of possible futures as a self fulfilling prophecy) its creator should train a handful of people to clean and furnish (removal of junk, replaced by good furnishing.) Have them observe what a member desires to be healed by them and fix them and their heart regarding it. The furniture has its members fill their lives with better, more enjoyable, and more positive things. The cleaner stops negative things or otherwise removes them.

Service by service it’s head Priest which they are called Priests whether male or female, informed people about good things to do. This could be an idea for a project but better, a place to play games in town, Bingo, D&D, Pokemon, you name it. Or swimming, or a gym, or what good and entertaining things are around.

The Priest is also to advise on general concepts of making life better. As it’s foundation is in this religion, it’s members are regarded as vessels that need to have brought in all good things in life and emptying out the bad.

Of course money may be made by this organization. Certainly no one would do so well, we're all free. This can be regular donations and/or fixed donations, as they are called. Remember, my books are all things and free, and in the public domain.

Singing doesn’t have to be there, nor anything other Churches have necessarily. The advice for that is simple, it either fits or it doesn’t.

Prayer and worship if Aaron must be the most important of all.

Aeon makes us better, makes us whole. Blessed be the name of the Good One. And make great idols for her in the representation of Her Mother hood.

But most importantly and in all sincerity the leaders of the Church should have extensive knowledge about Anti Voidism.

Hold hands together male with female and form a circle, each shouting and proclaiming that Aeon is great, Aeon is good. That Aeon be with you. That Aeon is never absent. That Aeon may be found, even on this day. For it was Her who saved us. It was Her that busted out the un holy chains of bondage to Christ and halted any harmful doctrine we were given. She set us free and cleaned our eyes from what is false. These Christian doctrines are the worst thing that ever occurred to human kind, without a doubt. They deluded and misguided us for centuries, like complete and utter fools. They brainwashed us! But Aeon is our ever—liberator. Go the way toward Aeon and be free. Have Her remove in every way other theologies that have corrupted you and be altogether whole and pure, be purified with the best water. Cool your soul with it, and wash the face free of impurities through Goddess Aeon.

May your New day be bright and better spent. May you be fully able to recognize what bad there is in your life and cut it from you, filling your heart and mind with better things, and have a new soul, one good and full with all excellently. I will take you along that way. I will show you along the road all things that are good. Things choice, without equal. These things I promise you in the name of Goddess Aeon.

Aeon Will Give you a Soul Like None Other

Aeon She looks I’ll upon the sight of one captured into same-beingness. She wants us to each and all bear a unique self standing soul. She cuts straight through those who are one and the same collected together, never knowing who they are but they can only be one with others, with a knife most concise, most sharp.

She separates people to move apart from each other. She does not separate them for Her sake, but for theirs. She has sought out people who are never themselves but one with others. And she traps them and places them elsewhere in different places.

She only wants for you a soul of your own. She is The Giver of Souls, separating you from others and making you a unique being all your own. She inscribed in their hearts I am one. She engraves in their soul only on my own am I my own. And those that do not resist but rather follow suit will be rewarded in the same. But those that resist will come to destroy themselves, for it never was, for it can never be its own otherwise.

The greatest lesson is left by Her teaching everyone to go their own way and build a strong healthy heart. A heart that desires. It is like a fire She Kindles within us that burns with involvement and interest, favor and desire. She will have us not eating from the mouths of others. But will instead open our mouths wide to consume one's own true food, that food that is most satisfied with what it eats

She gives us a fruit that God wouldn’t. She does not place before us forbidden fruit but food that is the true fruit of one's own founded liking. That food exclusive to us as we decide and come to know come to terms if necessary in liking. The true fruit of one’s liking. That food we have found when looking for our own eyes, and put all others aside. Reaching out for it with our own hands, and tasting it with our own mouth.

Let the fire burn within you that consumes, for nothing pale is ever appreciated, even acknowledged.

May Aeon Be Moved From Heart to Hand

First write on a piece of paper

What is the best of these, being specific:

What is the best bread? What is the best dairy food? What is the best meat? What is the best desert? What is the best of the best in these? The best flavors? Why are some flavors good in one area but not another? What are the best of all kinds of foods?

What is the best music? What are the best songs of these? Why is one better than the other? How could it be better?

What are the best toys? What are the best cartoons, movies, and shows? And why? What do you like best about these?

If you could work creatively on something, what would you truly like to make? What have you always wanted to do but never had, or hadn’t given enough consideration to? What would you like to make your own version of (book, game, tarot cards, anything)? What would you like to do your own version of hopefully doing better than anyone before you?

If there were six very inexpensive things that you’d really like to have, what would they be? Could that list be made better? What about 8, 10, even 12 inexpensive things you would like to own? What are they?

And expensive things, too. What would you like to have the very best of? The best kind of jewelry you could have, the best necklace, a precious jewel, a specific kind of shirt: think of something special to you. Are there any shirts like that you could find? Or perhaps a cup with it on there, a book, a collectible? Think about the very best things you like. It can be anywhere from Rainbow Bright to the Ninja Turtles. It could be a crystal frog, anything. There is no wrong thing to like. Find out what it is you like, and burn with desire for it. Your soul will be on fire, ever burning with passion.

Leveling up in the Game of Life

May it be a principle that serves you well: always climb upwards in doing better than before. Granted each time doesn’t have to be as high as you want, you may go as high as you want, but sometimes, at least, take a bigger step up than usual. That sometimes you will do exceptionally better, but you will not always do exceptionally better, but that’s no matter, the matter is that generally you do well in relation to proportion.

Do one thing then do it better, do something much easier if it pleases you, as long as you know you could have done it better and in due time do so.

It is a most excellent principle to live by, doing the best work that you can. That life presents us with a challenge. Many will sit idle and your competition isn’t too overwhelming but certainly there. And in times of low standards you have a great opportunity to do better.

Being better than yourself before consistently is a guide that will lead you to lofty places up high. Every enemy you’ve ever had will be silenced by your successes and filled with jealousy. Even great jealousy!

We are living in that’s good enough times where a champ is made from shattered pieces collected from the ground, regarded as jewels. Many and more people will be proud of the simplest of accomplishments because his/ her competition just isn’t there. There are two, three, beside him doing the same, succeeding without real value, and given overhead banners that fill the sky. But in the future they will be regarded as ill, a plague, a disaster, an ailment, a disease that prevented evolution.

What could be such a small yet potent principle than this: do better than you did before, to become better today than you were yesterday. That is The Diamond Rule.

Feasts and Pride Idols and Collecting

--Or simply coupling food and music with pride. That is the trinity of Anti Voidism, that fills the soul with happiness and contentment. Regarding it it can be said that no other thing is lacking. Happiness comes from pride, self esteem, and food has always been celebrated. Celebrate through what you eat and be filled with thoughts of worth, as true as those thoughts are valid—but they are always more valid than you think. Music has always been with those who celebrate, too.

Do something well, and be your own reward. Do what is not normally done. Do something special. Put the pieces together and hope for the best. The best outcome of what you are doing is a good understanding and the worst outcome to not be overcome by.

Be grateful for your own self. Climb the ladder, clean the room, make yourself a new home, do well all of your days, remove the bad, the negative, transform into something better and have your wealth be represented by what you collect.

That is the reason why people collect things they do not usually use, if at all. They want to see what their money represents. That’s why I like idols. Idols are representations of my money procured based on what I am doing to honor them and to have them as trophies. To have won them over. And Anti Voidism is heavily laden with idols and their worship, if not so much worship than prayers and gifts given them.

One can make an idol that is of themselves,  with none the wiser. Or just have one of oneself with a person's most honored deities to their left and to their right.

Waiting for the Future

Let us observe this:

That suffering decreases with scientific advancements. Life was so bad not even so far as a century ago that the best of them didn’t have these good things that we do. Life was very bad if you go back two hundred years. There was no plumbing. There were filthy and stench ridden out houses. There was no lighting. People we’re very cold, often, in going around, if even they could. And now we are driving fast and reliable cars zooming back and forth quickly.

For entertainment people had at best a person with a banjo. Whether or not music was better then than now we have both new and old music. We have all of their music recorded, volumes of it. In fact people then may have had a small and expensive record collection. But we have them as digital files.

People had Odyssey and Atari game consoles or maybe an arcade of Pac Man at best. And later came 2D games. Time passes and we have 3D.  Now look at what we have! And to go along with that we have TVs that are far larger.

We have more treatment for disease. Our lives are longer. Probably largely because our lives are easier. Things are cheaper and more easily come by. A person may have spent his savings on a nineteen inch black and white TV. They may have saved up for an awesome new Atari. A game that is easily gotten free. In short the best things of yesterday are the least of today and things are becoming ever cheaper, yet ever better.

This is what I like to just carry with me in my thoughts. Human suffering will not continue on forever. I can only imagine what we’d have even five years from now. No computer of the nineties can do all my phone can. And my phone was cheaper than the best that decade had to offer.

I can very well sit and wait for man kind's time to come. One of the things I like to watch are newly patented things, good things. Right now we are getting into talking to our computers like they first did on Star Trek The Next Generation. And AI is developing all the time.

And it is AI and robotics that will take our jobs, hopefully so! That only means that we could have slaves again. And not in an evil way. But in a way that they aren’t any different no not without an ego. They’d do all of our work. Maybe we can do what we want instead of working for others, impersonally.

And just a few other pieces of science are needed to really end our hardship on Earth, even just about all of it. Things like replicators. Things like a solid energy field protecting any one inside, wherever they go. And even a fountain of youth formula! One that leads us into immortality. But nature shows us it is not easy to do as well as it:

Cheetahs still run faster than our normally driven speed in a car. A volcanic eruption is still more powerful than our greatest bombs, we still have only a little protection against Earthquakes and hurricanes, there are still animals on Earth that live longer than us, or at least trees. It is something that presents before us greatness that can be, to be better than that's not easy!

One Must Be Filled Spiritually, not just Physically!

The world is a rich place, beyond belief. There are many treasures within it. People should take the time to consider this. And as one of the dictates of Anti Voidism suggests, unless you create a desire, you’ll never want or enjoy anything.

Unless you think about something appreciatively. Unless you think about what involvement could provide— you will have no need, preferring to stay empty. And emptiness is the Devil of Anti Voidism.

So give thought to what is outside of the house. The house is very well a place where we would all choose to stay, if possible, but we miss out in the process. Along the lines of what I am suggesting you could think of the library, for example. Think about going there to find a good book. Or if you prefer, a better place to shop. People opt for the easier, more familiar trip to a store. But there are many many stores in any given town. It may be more comfortable for you to go to a place nearby. But rather consider what you may be missing out on.

Put more into your life, Anti Voidism requires it. It is a good request made for you—it will pay back in high dividends. To broaden your world, or else be trapped in a cage relegated to a small piece of it. There are those of small worlds and those of medium worlds and there are even those of larger worlds. The Anti Voidist should always have the big world.

Look for a favorite restaurant not finding it until you have gone to them all. Go to a grocery store with regular candy and try every kind until you’ve found a favorite. Then go to a store with special candy, possibly foreign. Buy all of them one or a couple at a time until you’ve found a favorite.

Go to a toy store, a comic book store, a pawn shop, a flea market, a gaming store, an antique store. To all kinds of stores, Good Will, Salvation Army, idol store or magic supply store. These, until you find your favorite store.

If you like to smoke then buy a pack a day every day of a different brand each time, until you’ve found the best. And if you like to drink, do the same with alcoholic beverages.

It is truly the spice of life. It is to have variety. It is to expand far and wide. It is to come to appreciate things. It is a perfect way to fill your time. It is highly indicative of Anti Voidism and something you should teach to others.

I once had a friend that knew the city of San Francisco very well (where I live, and rest his soul.) We would go to jazz concerts, classical music concerts, certain shops and places I hadn’t any idea were there, here, in this city. And these things were free! I used to have to go to a building that had computers, that were of good use while I was writing, before I had a good phone, and it got me by. I just think it is a better home to be in a large city unless you are just the sit and knit type.

I prefer to do things like group bingo and electronics, jewelry making and magic the gathering, dungeons and dragons or City college classes, but most of all just shopping in a flea market or Good Will type place, never knowing what I’ll find, not wanting it until I see it, making my income kind of magically used.

There are always leisurely games

Games that do not require too much dedication and involvement

What I am referring to are video game board or card games, sports games or gambling games. I actually prefer sports games while I am shuffling through old games at game stores and the flea market. They are always the cheapest. Out of all the genres of video games these are referred to as the most worthless. But to me they are about the most valuable. I used to play video games that could not be beaten without much time and effort. And I grew tired of that. I stopped playing games for some time not knowing that was the only case. So it occurred to me why and for the first time I started playing video games I came to call leisurely. Games that each time played could be beaten within an hour.

Strategy games are also among these, and puzzle games such as Tetris, and also SimCity,

These games aren’t so taxing. My favorite of these if I only had one was an old (or getting old) Nintendo DS game called ClubHouse Games. The Game Boy Advance had a large amount of board games put into a video game for it, you name it, from mouse trap to Monopoly, Clue, Risk, Connect Four, Yahtzee, Life, Scrabble, to Mouse Trap. Among them was a card game called Skip Bo, which had Uno on the same cart. Skip Bo I adore, it is ideal for me.

There are golf, basketball, football, soccer, tennis, baseball, and these games are the cheapest yet the easiest to play. And I wonder if it will occur to people someday that that’s why they are such good games, for the reasons I’ve said. But you do have a better sports game if they are not old but new particularly with sports games, new is so much better. The mechanics of the game are a little awkward and too simplistic than what was before. The AI is a little lame, meaning that you can’t really apply skill on the very early sport based games. The newer sports games had better AI and mechanics.

However some things never age other than graphically. That is so with gambling games. Then you go into a building and play black jack or poker, slots or roulette. Something like that can’t age much.

And also among leisure games are racing ones and fishing/ hunting. Enough has been said about all this, enjoy.

Who Aeon is

Aeon was once an ancient god who was dying. Very ancient and becoming of something duly existing, it’s existence didn’t matter much to it. It had been looking for one last joy, anything. And just before it made its last breath it caught the eye of two humans suffering. The god, suddenly a she, saw these two humans without food. She wondered what food was, not really knowing. She saw the man and woman clump together some mud, putting it into his mouth, then spitting it out. He cried out, Great Goddess Aeon feed me! And she raised a mighty hand lifting up a great beast, set it on fire with the essence of her soul, and there it lay completely cooked before them.

So he drew out his knife and ate with his wife and proclaimed Aeon is great! Aeon has fed us!" After his wife said, We will serve you all of our days, blessed be the name of Aeon.

Aeon then transformed herself into a motherly Goddess for all mankind. She has been with people suffering as she has wanted to be with. She lives by us, and some of us have had life due to her. She brings good things to strangers. She knows where there is suffering. She is evident in history. She is not difficult to find there. I present her to you that you can have a Goddess true and dependable, one whom words I speak, one from whom's thoughts flow.

It was Aeon who gave birth to the moon to let us know we are never truly in the dark. It is by her that the tide flows and resends.

At the worst time in my life having been homeless and considerably deranged for that time, Aeon came to me in the night. I had been freezing late at night and she came over me like a blanket. I had been thirsty and starving and She fed me. She said take her warmth and be wrapped in Her love. That as I know suffering more than any one She is going to guide me into a life where I could help many in her name. That not to fall prey to death, she will protect me and lead me into a better life. A Christian had been preaching in the streets not long after, while I was homeless too, saying something about God being good and if love, giving freely of those who asked. So I asked for cool water and a man came up to me and gave me a warm diet Pepsi. I had found that for some reason I had been worshipping the wrong God and it had been costing me.

So I kept Around in my mind and heart, often, being visited by her in the night being kept warm. I actually lost my shoes and went barefoot for a while. And found a brand new pair of Nike shoes around the corner on top of a trash can. That same can also had on top, later, a Harley Davidson rattlesnake skin belt. Which was good. My pants were too loose. And I prayed to Aeon, "Aeon, I need food, and Aaron, bring me what I need. Then l was visited often by people who gave me food. And one night I inexplicably awoke with a good thick blanket above me.

I had this Mickey Mouse doll that I pretended was the Devil. I had such an attraction to idols you wouldn’t believe. I would go into idol stores and pray to the idols freely then leave. The closest thing I could have to an idol was that doll. But maybe I was jealous? I lost it that night. More likely She was trying to show me that She was a better choice. I don’t take her as jealous. Anyways that night my doll was gone, replaced by an unfamiliar metallic figure.

She has been there for me. She had been there for individuals, until me, and through me, she is given to many.

Have the real truth: the idea of God is absurd. God is cruel and harmless, greedy and jealous, hateful and judgmental. Christians are very much the same. Christians are people that are constantly judging others! But Aeon is a Goddess not like a hateful ever ready to discipline, but rather She is a loving mother.

A Software that would Accompany This Religion Well

Imagine a software that provides an idea for things you can do where ideas are lacking. The idea is that you input things you like to do by rating. According to rating and input based on the outcome the software will indicate what you can do, providing advice through AI.

You would list your favorite things. It would add to those things, intelligently, and sense when it is you’ve forgotten about them or would like them and at what time. It would provide a similar chain of things that you could do, and how they are done. It would provide tutorials, introductions at least, and allow for insertion of notes to help you. And most importantly allow for varied degrees of difficulty and offer up an easier way something may be done. In knowing the optimal way for the individual to do them.

It would basically be a storehouse of activities and daily challenges.

It would be able to cause you to do things a little at a time instead of a lot at once, and that would be very useful. Someone who does something often doesn’t have a good conception of what is better and then just a little better and then a little better than that but this software could do that. It could have you do things a little better at a time unless you are stepping up more quickly than normal, and so to request a bit higher step from where you are.

It would improve you all around. It would expand you. It would make you better at one thing to be better all around at similar things you like.

You could be shown a map on where to go and in deciding where you go to next or what to do next a map would be formed showing you your own ways and offering a glimpse of what kind of person you are, doing what.

Things like budgeting and opportunity would be available in this software and advice to avoid obstacles and shortcoming.

Choice Food is Good for the Soul

While I was homeless I had a choice. Bread was about everywhere in The Fisherman’s Wharf of San Francisco, as long as edible food that was entirely inedible by me. I could have taken and eaten food I didn’t like and as well gotten used to it, though never satisfied by it entirely. But I took a different option, to start digging in the trash for food that though was slightly old never getting things set there for very long, but eying for deposits of sweets most of all, if I was lucky I got a soda with ice left in it. And I simply chose to only eat what tasted good, choosing starvation over blandness.

Aeon opened a door for me. And it was due to my position, my choice. My days were much better because of it. I had asked Aeon for a type of freshly baked corn chip, and not long after, a few days perhaps, there was a brand new bag of them on top of the trash can (not inside it.) I kinda doubted it was because of my prayer. But those chips were only available on the other side of town! And I had left that area I was in. And still a place far from that restaurant I like serving freshly baked corn chips. I tell you, Aeon was so helpful that I always had good food after I began worshipping Her. Which is not worship. She will have appreciation and acknowledgment, not worship. Anyways a lady gave me a brand new bag of those chips I loved. I think it may have been two new bags, even. I don’t really remember.

It was just so noticeable. The help I received, I may as well have not been homeless. There was a very tasty orange drink, kind of slushy with real fruit. And I promised Aeon I would never forget her. That I would dedicate myself to Her and remember her, presenting