The Womb Cries Out: “I Should Have Been a Boy”

By DD Destiny

DD tells a heart-rending, emotional, healing story of her preborn thoughts from the womb. Weaving into her story are encounters with angels and demons’ which swirl Destiny into new dimensions of thinking. Unmasking damaging behavior traits and thoughts allow DD to put her puzzle of life together in a functional healthy way. Trust in her God’s help and determination on her part resulted in victory to overcome life’s negatives. Gifts from her pursuit to freedom resulted in hope, peace and joy.

• Language: English
• Publisher: iUniverse
• Release date: Oct 31, 2019
• ISBN: 9781532076459

DD Destiny

DD Destiny’s calling card is faith and determination. DD is a proud Mother of 3, Grandma of 7 and has 2 Greats. Listening to the spirit of God initiates her actions of life. Living the book of life destined for her before conception is her goal.

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But words are things, and a small drop of ink, falling like dew, upon a thought produces that which makes thousands, perhaps millions, THINK. Lord Byron (1788-1824)

Most people would rather die than THINK, and many, in fact do!

Bertrand Russell

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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Thank you to so many folks. My daughter, thank you for believing in me and encouraging me to do what I felt I was meant to do in writing this book. My cousin for encouraging me to write what is in my heart with as much love as possible. Thanks to supporting family and friends, TV evangelists and pastors, especially Joyce Meyer, for helping me understand God’s Word better. And to my Pencil Sharpener friends (writers’ group), thanks for your input and love into my life. This group was formed to encourage each member to write. It’s Not too Late by Jeff Goins encouraged me in my writing. Jeff said, There is still one story we haven’t heard yet, one idea we haven’t seen, and that is yours. A special thanks to Andre from iUniverse; you are one of a kind. Thanks to you too, Jill, for that last thrust of help to get the pictures and quotes approved for use. And of course, thanks to my editor, Rena from Affordable Christian Editing. Thank you for improving my grammar and thought process so it was clear. I cannot forget my ‘sister at heart’; thanks for the final edit and encouragement. Above all, thanks to the indwelling Holy Spirit; thank You for the wisdom and encouragement You have given me and for Your help in the process of seeing this book in print.

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CONTENTS

Chapter 1     The First Piece of the Puzzle

Chapter 2     Memories in the Womb

Chapter 3     Emotions, Feelings, Choices

Chapter 4     Inner Healing

Chapter 5     Married Life

Chapter 6     Aloneness Time

Chapter 7     Youngest Daughter’s Thoughts

Chapter 8     Healing Conference

Chapter 9     Guardian Angel Help

Chapter 10   Spiritual Attacks

Chapter 11   Satan, Lucifer, the Devil & Demons, Unclean &

Evil Spirits

Chapter 12   Without Faith it is Impossible to Please God

Chapter 13   Self-Damaging Thoughts

Chapter 14   Not Leaning to My Own Understanding

Chapter 15   Keeping My Joy and Peace

Chapter 16   Making Sense of It All

Chapter 17   The Puzzle Completed

CHAPTER 1

The First Piece of the Puzzle

I felt the prod of the Holy Spirit to go up to the front of the meeting room for prayer. Wrestling as to whether to go or not brought a firm inner insistence to GO. I went. Nothing to ask for in prayer came to my mind. Silliness and a feeling of stupidity came over me. I explained this to the person who was there to pray for me. We prayed together for God’s wisdom as to why I had come. We waited in silence. Just as I thought I should sit down, these words bubbled up from my inward parts and out through my mouth: I should have been a boy. I should have been a boy.

My prayer partner and I looked at each other in surprise. Shock was all over my face. Where did that come from? No explanation came to me for the words that had gushed out of my mouth. My prayer partner gave thanks to the Lord for these thoughts and asked for me to find understanding as to what they meant.

I should have been a boy; I should have been a boy. These words remained a mystery until many years later when further revelation came to me.

The womb wants to tell many stories, and my story starts with the realization that I was strongly connected to the emotions of my mom and dad in the womb. I am the second girl born into a family of four siblings.

Mom, the nurturing love