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Family Shame: Lost Boy
Family Shame: Lost Boy
Family Shame: Lost Boy
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Family Shame: Lost Boy

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Family Shame is a tragic true story of an 11yr old boy looking for love in all the wrong places. Timmy finds himself in a dark lonely horrific world of child pornography.

While trying to survive physical and mental abuse he suffers by his mother Linda, who is constantly looking for ways to punish Timmy. Linda who was also abused as a child drinks and does drugs and is crazy with anger, and her youngest son is clearly in her way. Timmy’s father works out of town and is hardly at home and when he is, he wants nothing to do with his son Timmy.

When not being beaten at home, he is being tortured and forced to perform sexual acts on other boys and men and coerced into appearing in pornographic movies for a group of men who serve as his surrogate parents. The group of men shower Timmy with affection and gifts. However, the older Timmy gets the harder it becomes to control him, and the men revert to intimidation fear and black mail to keep control over Timmy.

Bill is a high-power lawyer and the leader within the group of men who has taken Timmy under his wing and winning the favor of Timmy’s parents. Bill showers Timmy with affection and gifts; he becomes the male role model Timmy’s needs and hunger for. Even so, Timmy is misguided and thinks sex means love, and money tells him how well he is, Making him the perfect victim.

When Timmy is found out by his father, he becomes the big family secret. Family Shame tells of a scary and lonely world of abuse and pornography and the effects these environments had on him as a child and an adult.
LanguageEnglish
PublisheriUniverse
Release dateSep 16, 2019
ISBN9781532077579
Family Shame: Lost Boy
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Timmy Fielding

TIMMY FIELDING was a successful businessman who suffered childhood sexual abuse at the hands of a teacher in his elementary school. After seeking counseling as an adult, he decided to share his story with the hope of helping all silent victims find peace.

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    Terribly written. Full of grammatical and punctuation errors. Whoever proofread this work needs to be fired. Couldn't bring myself to read the whole book. Disappointing compared to the first book. Would not recommend as it hurt my brain to try and read.

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