Victory in Defeat: Helping Fathers and Men Restore Order Attitudes & Responsibility in Families

By I-nspire Growth

“What type of legacy do you want to leave your children?”

What makes a successful father?

Is it the material things he can give his children? Is it his status in the community that provides him advantages for his children’s advancement? Or is it his ability to be in tune with his purpose and destiny? Victory in Defeat: Helping father’s & men Restore Order, Attitudes, & Responsibility by I-nspire Growth is an definitive guide on how to overcome life adversities, and begin, maintain, or reclaim relationships with your children, and develop lifelong bonds centered around love, respect, and trust. Divided into nine chapters with extensive recommended resources, it addresses the most pressing problems facing men today and provides them with practical strategies and proven practices for success. This book is a look into the life of the author who, at nineteen, had two children out of wedlock, struggled to find his life’s purpose and was both emotionally and physically abusive. It is a look at how one man went on a journey to find knowledge, peace, and understanding in order to be the father and man he was meant to be. He shares the knowledge he gained to help others overcome the roadblocks of life. Victory In Defeat is a must read!

Readers will learn:

• How to overcome adversity in life
• How to find purpose for life
• How to identify & overcome self destructive behaviors
• How to identify & break family cycles
• The importance of mending broken relationships with your children
• The importance of accepting responsibility for life mistakes
• The importance of being present in the lives of your children

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Jun 5, 2019
• ISBN: 9781728314945

I-nspire Growth

This author is a motivational speaker and leader in fatherhood enlightenment and family restoration. He founded an organization designed to get people of all races, sexes, and nationalities to take 100 percent ownership of their lives. It is his belief that people find their purpose when confronting their pain!

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Published by AuthorHouse  06/05/2019

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Scripture taken from the New King James Version®. Copyright © 1982 by Thomas Nelson. Used by permission. All rights reserved.

A CREED FOR SUCCESS

First you have to dream about it!

Then think all day and night and have a gleam about it!

Be willing to die for it! Not ashamed to cry for it!

Tell the world about it!

And when they don’t believe, not have any doubt about it!

You have to develop it, perfect, and relish it!

Be willing to freely share it!

That’s how you truly prepare it!

You have to embrace it!

Not do anything to disgrace it!

You have to believe in it, in order to achieve it!

Give your heart and soul for it!

Find all options to explore it!

If you have great persistence and don’t give in to any resistance! Using all your strength and power, there are no walls or obstacles you cannot tower!

If you give your blood, sweat, and tears for it!

Surrender all your failures, fortunes, and fears for it!

If you are courageous for it!

Willing to follow all the steps and stages for it!

Then and only then will it be before you to grab it!

And with God’s grace and mercy, you will surely have it—success!

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

First and foremost, I want to thank my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ for giving me the vision. I know without you; my life would be nothing. You have kept me during many storms in my life.

To my parents, thank you for bringing me into this world and for all the life lessons you have taught me. No matter what life brings my way, you have always believed in me. I love and appreciate you for it.

To my big brother, I want to tell you thank you for being my guide. I have always looked up to you. Thanks for being there for me through tough times.

To my grandparents, who are no longer with us, you all stepped up in the absence of my parents and really made a difference in my life! Your words of wisdom still ring true to this day. I miss you both tremendously.

To my wife, without you, none of this would be possible. You came into my life and gave me confidence. Your belief in me gave me the strength to feel as though I could conquer all obstacles. Tori, you are my everything, and I love you unconditionally.

To my children, I love you all very much! Everything I do, I do so that you all know that anything is possible. My desire is that after you all see me chasing after my passion and purpose, you will decide to do the same in your own lives.

To my spiritual father, thank you! Thank you for teaching me the importance of finding purpose and destiny for life. Without your teaching, this would not have been possible. Thank you for being a great teacher and spiritual mentor, giving me an example of what a man, father, husband, and leader should be.

CONTENTS

Introduction

Preface

Part 1   Turning Boys to Men

1   Living On Purpose

2   Breaking Family Cycles

3   Check Yourself

4   Man Up!

5   Fatherless Landfills

6   Submission yo Authority

7   Purpose for Work

8   Don’t Be Lazy!

9   Roar like a Lion!

Part 2   Words of Love to My Wife and Children

10 For That Reason Alone, I Love You

11 What Your Love Has Done

Afterword

References

INTRODUCTION

Nothing I’ve ever done has given me more joy and rewards than being a father to my children.

(Bill Cosby)

Interesting Fact

Children in father-absent homes are four times more likely to be poor. Children born to single mothers show higher levels of aggressive behavior than children born to married mothers. (US Census Bureau 2011; Osborne and McLanahan 2007)

I’m not ready! That was my thought when I received word that I would be a new father. Renee told me that she was pregnant with my child. It was 1996, and I was in the Army stationed at Fort Benning, Georgia.

For a very long time, I refused to write or call Renee because I was afraid, afraid because I had no idea of what it meant to be a father. I knew that I was not equipped with the necessary tools to be an effective parent. In my juvenile mind, I believed that perhaps if I didn’t acknowledge the fact that Renee was pregnant, then the pregnancy was not real, and I wouldn’t have to take responsibility.

Several months later, my girlfriend at the time who would eventually become my wife, Joi, said to me that she also was pregnant. Pregnant! I remained cool, calm, and under control offering a simple reply of simple reply of okay. She thought I was the best guy in the world because I kept my cool. On the outside, I might have appeared in control, but on the inside, I was living a nightmare.

For the record, let me paint the picture of how this all happened. It was the mid 90’s, I graduated from a local High School. I had been dating Tonyia ever since middle school. For four years, I assumed this would be the girl I would one day marry. Looking back, I don’t know why I thought she would have married me. I was physically and emotionally abusive. I thought that was the way to get a woman to listen and do what I wanted her to do. Thank God for maturity and growth as a man. I now know that my thinking and actions were wrong. As a man and a father of daughters, I now know it is wrong to be physically or emotionally abusive in any way.

This abusive relationship eventually took its toll on her, and when she went off to college, we started to go in different directions. That was when I began a strictly friendly relationship with my daughter’s mother. She had recently lost her mother to a serious illness, and I would go by her house and take her food or just check on her because she was depressed about the death of her mother. We would talk about life, where we wanted to be in the future, and occasionally, I would talk to her about my troubled relationship with Tonyia.

One thing led to another, and before we know it, we were comforting each other during our difficult times. Unfortunately, when you are eighteen and seventeen and you are alone at home, the comforting can lead to other things. I told Renee that I would be leaving to go in the military in a couple of weeks. I asked her to join the military as well because