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Reflections from a Hospice Nurse - Kathy Bezinovich
Copyright © 2016 by Kathy Bezinovich.
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Rev. date: 11/21/2016
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CONTENTS
Dedication
Disclaimer
Acknowledgements
Introduction
REFLECTIONS
I HAVE SEEN DEATH
The Death of a Child
THE GRIEF OF A PARENT
NEXT TIME
AIR HUNGER
The Orange Paper
ODE TO C.H.
The Moment of Death
A Muslim Death
Special Friends
My Dying Sister
IN MEMORY OF MY SISTER CLAIRE
A Loving Family
The Human Will to Live or Die
Peaches
A First Year Reflection
Old Men Are Easily Forgotten
Designer Death
Candy Bars and Conversations
Frozen in Time
The People Who Live Inside
Several Silhouettes
In Conclusion
DEDICATION
I DEDICATE THIS BOOK to my sister, Claire Regina Hoffman Steckman (September 15, 1949—March 10, 1993), and to all the patients and their family members I have taken care of over the past 12 years as a hospice nurse.
"We think of our loved ones whom death has recently taken from us, those who died at this season in years past, and those whom we have drawn into our hearts with our own…
Zichronam liv’rachah
May their memories be for blessing."
DISCLAIMER
A s THE AUTHOR OF THIS BOOK , I can assure you, that any of the opinions expressed here are my own and are the results of the way I interpret a particular situation and/or concept.
I would like to expressly convey to you, that were I to accidentally defame, humiliate and/or hurt someone’s feelings as a result of them reading and/or acting upon any or all of the information and/or advice found in my writing, it is entirely unintentional.
In addition, all names found within my writing, have been changed with the exception of my sister, Claire.
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
I WANT TO THANK my dear friend, Julia Schopick, author of Honest Medicine, for spending endless hours editing my manuscript and advising me on the proper use of grammar and manuscript style. Without her expertise, this book would still be a rough draft. I also want to thank my husband Ned and my children Jennifer, Adam, Laura, Daniel, Holly and Nicholas, for encouraging me to turn my stories and poems into a book. Their constant love and support are greatly appreciated. And finally, I want to thank all the members of The Tamale Hut Café Writers Group, who gave me a platform to share my writing, and the support and courage to publish this book.
INTRODUCTION
W HEN I FIRST started working as a hospice nurse I had only witnessed one death—that of my sister Claire, who died in 1993 at the age of 43 of metastatic breast cancer. I became her unofficial hospice nurse because she didn’t sign up with an agency until the day before she died. Because she had children, she had wanted to try more aggressive treatments before accepting the comfort care only,
provided by hospice. At the time of her death, I had been a labor and delivery nurse for ten years. Being with Claire in her final moments made me realize that, before I retired from nursing, I wanted to