Life With-In My Life

By Hollis Dixon

This book is about the spiritual journey had by Hollis Dixon all his life but realized and noted from a diagnosis of psychosis at the age of twenty-four. A day-to-day account of events of a so-called episode over a period of a year. Emotions, thoughts, and mind processes during that time. Reasoning and theoretical understanding of paranormal experiences had by himself up to this present day. All put into the perspective seen as the normal way of life. Poetry, philosophy, and conclusions extracted from the colorful events within his forty-five years.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse UK
• Release date: Nov 4, 2015
• ISBN: 9781504991865

Hollis Dixon

Born in 1969 and youngest of eight children, Hollis Dixon had a normal comprehensive education, leaving school with three O levels and five CSEs, as well as an unrecognized O-level art, which was done in his spare time. He had a good working life in various jobs from school age up until 2009, mainly the care industry and security-reaching management level in warehouse, care, and security posts. He was first diagnosed with psychosis at age twenty-four, after two years of substance abuse, suffering with visual and audio illusions, of which he knows now were not illusions at all but an awareness of a different plane of life. He had two main relapses, of which the first caused a breakdown of a nine-year relationship with two children and the second relapse caused the breakdown of a three-year relationship with one child at age thirty-two. Both times, the same state was reached without any substance abuse at all. He became homeless in 2010, which he sees as an enlightening and spiritual time. His awareness was heightened, and his spiritual experiences were a daily occurrence, so much so that it became the norm. He sees art and writing as a positive vent of emotions and oneself and the future. We will see.

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