My Life
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now, I dont know it all yet, but Ill try and cover it as best I can.
I am an explosive individual who loves his work, is passionate about life, and
has wild dreams.
English was my favorite subject in school, and introduced me to a world of
reading and writing, but that never took off until one of my greatest dreams
was crushed. It was in the midst of the heartache that I found writing was
an amazing way to let off the emotions that were bottled up inside. And
now, three years down the track, its become something I do out of force of
habitexpress what Im feeling through poetry.
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My Life - Joses Tirtabudi
Copyright © 2014 by Joses Tirtabudi.
ISBN: Softcover 978-1-4990-0136-5
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Contents
How I Got Here
Run and Hide
Today’s My Birthday
White Flag
Pieces of You
ANZAC
Magic Smile
All
This Hour
Ghost of You
Open Your Heart
Mirror on the Wall
Who I Am
With My Heart
Creator
Picture Perfect
The Things We Have Seen
Leave Them Behind
Blaze of Glory
Death of Innocence
To the Wild Sky
Butterfly
Hurting People
Torn Picture
Burnout
Perfect
Crocodile Tears
Love You More
Because They’re There
My Promise
Big Daddy
Step Out
Dream On
Damage Control
Lonely Road
Play My Heart Out
Another Pretty Face
Jesus The King
Behind the Smile
Bleeding Hearts
Kiss the Dirt
The Lies in Your Head
Almost Right
Nothing’s Wrong
Sincere
ME
What You Never Knew
Nothing In My Hands
Little Guy
Armchair Expert
Fall
Darkseeker
Fall for Anything
Bus Window
Already Dead
Six Strings
Fatality
Bulletproof
Golden Eagle
I’ll Be a Wall
Silent Screaming
You’re There
We Run
Rewind
Second Chance
Impossibilites
Hold On
Catching Fire
mE
The Lord is My Shepherd
I’m Coming Down
Whisper Me Lies
For You
Jesus’ Love
Matchstick
Breath
Change Your Mind
Never Know Their Name
Walk in the Rain
Price to Pray
Hero
Land of Fairy Tales
Long Way Down
Fading
Resistance
Year of the Jubilee
Fragile
Roaring Lion
Shooting Star
Suspended
Light Up My World
Unsheathe Your Swords
Teeny Flame
Storm’s Coming
Slip Away
Round Trip
Still Standing Here
Midnight Kiss
Victors
Start of Something Beautiful
Praying Man
Best Thing Ever
200 Miles
What We Were
Little Worm
Implode
Loved You Too Much
Truth Don’t Hide
Move On
Greater Man
Slow Dance
One Wish
Hell We Created
Big Boys Don’t Cry
Homesick
Wretched Man
Wisp Away
Lil’ Sis
Things We Don’t Say
Confounded
Stuck Thinking of You
Scarred
No Negotiation
Friends
Losing
Nothing At All
Instead
My Strength
Eagle’s Eighth
Blackhole
Hugs for Free
Breathe Now
Sorry Ain’t Enough
Sunbeam
Missing Parts
Remember Me
Game Plan
Don’t Lie
Sky Blue
I Am Religious
Kiss the Son
Already Broken
Roadkill
Last Night
Hell Ain’t Deep Enough
The Princess
Forever Leave
Kissed Me
Never Know
Battleship
Dry Tears
A Dry and Thirsty Land
How I Feel
Rage
If You Could See
Like It’s
You Could’ve
All I Want
Butterflies
Risk Taker
How I Got Here
31820.pngHow did I get here? It’s taken 19 years to get to where I am today, and even now, I don’t know it all yet, but I’ll try and cover it as best I can.
I am an explosive individual who loves his work, is passionate about life, and has wild dreams.
English was my favorite subject in school, and introduced me to a world of reading and writing, but that never took off until one of my greatest dreams was crushed. It was in the midst of the heartache that I found writing was an amazing way to let off the emotions that were bottled up inside. And now, three years down the track, it’s become something I do out of force of habit—express what I’m feeling through poetry.
This book is dedicated to my Oma who has always been such an encouragement when I’ve written things and keeps them tucked away inside a book—even the poems I wish I could throw out because they don’t make sense. So here’s to you, Nan. Lots of love.
A shout-out to all those faceless people out there who inspired me through their words, actions, reactions, and whatnot. You made me the person I am today. Thank you.
Joses T.
31892.pngRun and Hide
31805.pngTo run: To run and hide
Afraid to face the giants that arise
Strong man, strong man
Now too weak to stand
All courage ‘tis faded
With an unseemingly fate he’s faced
That of a great seasoned warrior
Who now is no longer conqueror
To hide: to run and hide
Unwilling to face the divide
On the bullet teeth break
As fear leaves devastation in its wake
Unable now to face tomorrow
Refusing to take that which is hard to swallow
Impending doom now closing in
On he who shuts himself in
To run and hide, to run and hide
Will only a little time bide
Till your fears you will face
As you are caught by your greatest test
Strong man! strong man
Now too weak to stand
To run and hide
Will with defeat coincide
Strong man, strong man
Now too weak to stand
31899.pngToday’s My Birthday
31794.pngToday’s my birthday
Thought you’d be here to stay
Thought I’d see your eyes gleam
As we run through meadows green
Feel the warmth of your hand
As we walk over the sand
Thought I’d have you next to me
Wild and free, a sight to see.
Share our dreams and our life
The happiness and the strife
But today’s my birthday
And you’ve run away
I’ve got a hole in my heart
And you are still tearing it apart.
The memories and things we shared
Now have become my nightmares
I wish I could change it all
But it never was my call
I gave everything I had
Got stabbed in the back
Today’s my birthday
I thought you would stay
Today’s my birthday
But it doesn’t matter anyway
Cause today’s my birthday
But you ran away
31905.pngWhite Flag
31781.pngWhite flag, white flag
Jesus be Lord of my life
Come and rule that is thine
Fix the shambles and strife
This man is Your vassal
Tell me what You want done
Whatever it is, help me, I pray
Surrender to one
White flag, white flag
Waving in hollow defeat
The enemy has finally won
Brave man hung by the feet
Surrender after surrender
God, what have we done!?
Help us please remember—
Surrender to One
31917.pngPieces of You
31771.pngPieces of me, pieces of you, consisting of others
Teachers, friends, coaches, mothers, and fathers
The older we get, the more we see
Pieces of others, that make up today’s me.
Little things that we learnt from years past
Little things to which we now hold fast
Ways to do, views to see, ways to live
Ways to love, grow, to learn and to give
So many people, each with a little contribution
Many of whom never have attribution
For the things they gave, the things they taught.
Things that are priceless, cannot be bought.
Some of them will never know
How much they helped others grow
They will never perceive their influence
Neither will they see the difference.
Pieces of you, pieces of me, rubbing off everywhere
A little on her, and a little on him there
Forever changing their lives, for worse or better
Making them weaker, or making them stronger
So many pieces of you and pieces of me
Please, be careful what they be
Wherever you go, whatever you say or do
Guarantee that something will rub off from you
Never underestimate your words and actions effect
You never know just who you might affect.
31924.pngANZAC
31761.pngA dark brooding shadow
Soldier standing alone
His head bowed in agony
Soldier standing forlorn
-
His creaking ship landed
Only one month ago
Now all his mates dead
Are buried on the knoll
-
His khaki clothes fl utter
Flutter in a sea breeze
By day they bake
By night they freeze
-
His slouched leather hat
Rests on his rifle
A symbol of courage
One mustn’t trifle
-
Illusion of war’s glory
Has long passed him by
Now all that remains
Is death, dirt, and fl y
-
Anzac, man of honour
He puts a letter away
Last words of the dead
Will shine again one day
-
He whispers a prayer
To return to his land
Far away, so far away
From this bloody sand
-
God-fearing man
Now he asks why
Why did his friends
All have to die?
-
That was a question
He’d never ever fill
As he slowly turned
And went down the hill
-
Farmers and bushmen
Now as soldiers roar
Stories become legends
ANZAC, man of war
31929.pngMagic Smile
31746.pngThere’s a pretty girl
Somewhere in this world
Whose smile shines bright
Even when all’s night
When I’m feeling down
Hers is a smile that turns me round
Shiny blue eyes drag you in
But her smile is what really wins
Her loose blonde hair looks fine
But her smile wins every time
If there ever was a smile
That seeing was worthwhile
Yours was it, a million bucks worth
None other like it on earth
Don’t know if you know
But thought I’d let you know
About your magic smile
Cause its something worthwhile
Baby, don’t ever lose it
Keep that smile on your lips
Smile that smile, that magic smile…
31935.pngAll
31733.pngAll encompasses around
All is nothing left to be found
All is everything
All defines a real king
All is every little bit
All is top of the summit
All requires body and mind
All leaves nothing behind
All circles entirely about
All’s meaning has no doubt
All will bring you pain
All will make you faint
All is till you drop
All never ever stops
When you can do no more
Then you have given your all
31943.pngThis Hour
31723.pngA word for you,
A word for me;
The hour of the legend-to-be.
The moment is here,
The moment is now;
We will not lay down.
Tis time to take the stage,
To light our world,
Have our flags unfurl.
Dress for the battle!
Strap on your armour,
For this is our hour!
Instant in season,
Ready day and night.
Ready to carry the fight.
Never asleep, always awake,
Starting in defence,
Finishing in offense.
In the homes and schools,
Parks, capital, and beaches
Will we fill the breaches.
Though weak yet strong;
Though dead yet alive;
Through Jesus we survive.
Even when wounded,
We will our sword swing.
We will never give in.
With our last breath,