Deeply Scarred Pictures: Painful Sorrow

By Sean E. Porter

As the second book of the poetry series, Deeply Scarred Pictures, Painful Sorrow. These poems reflect my life, in small moments at a time. They express my life, or the life of others around me that has no voice, but their stories needed to be told. My poems represent the struggles in my life, my fight through an abusive childhood, my troubled youth, being brought up in a home of poverty and violence. They represent my battle through prison, fighting for my freedom. These books represent my broken heart, and my battle with depression. These books tell the stories of broken relationships Ive had, and the endless pain that thrives from them. Lost love, along with the sadness of my experiences in life. My books, tell my story about homelessness, by battle with cancer, my close and sad relationship with alzheimers and dementia, and my battle with heart disease. These books tell my story, and in hopes that other will know that theyre not alone in their pain. The words deeply scarred pictures, they are my way of describing painful memories that stick with you, they are fragments and pictures of pain that all tell a story. My poems are those pictures from within me. I always told people that there was a purpose for all the pain Ive experienced in my life, that my pain would be my success. When I express myself in poetry, my pain flows out of me threw the tip of my pen, on to the paper, and it releases pressure, and I feel so much better. My gift to the world is my poems. I dont want anybody to ever feel as if they are alone, the fact is that, I share their pain.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Jan 30, 2016
• ISBN: 9781514454831

Sean E. Porter

My name is Sean Porter. I was born in SouthBend, Indiana on September 16th 1974. My childhood was filled with a lot of sadness, and so much pain. Tragic to experience, Constantly overwelmed with abuse, alcohol abuse, mental, emotional, and spiritual abuse. I had to find ways of copeing, so I faught a lot, spent a lot of time studying martial arts, art work, and a lot of solitude that was forced upon me. I decided that poetry was my only option of expresing myself. Through poetry I could express myself, be honest, and relief myself of pain. I called this book ,"Deeply Scarred Pictures", for the purposes of showing the world that no one is alone in their pain. I've been beaten, did 11 and a half years in prison, I've been homeless, and I've had cancer, and yet I stand before you strong.My book is a window and reflection I want you to see, I can look out, and I'm allowing you to look in.

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