Journey Through Heartache
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Charlene Roberson Chandler
Charlene Hoglan Roberson Chandler is a native Texan and teacher of Bible study classes in churches for over 35 years. Employed by the Department of Army at Fort Wolters, Texas from 1962 to 1974. Upon base closure, attended and graduated from Chapman Court Reporting College in Fort Worth, Texas. Relocated to Forrest City, Arkansas in 1979 for employment in the First Judicial Circuit of Eastern Arkansas as an official court reporter for the Honorable Henry Wilkinson, retiring in 1995. She married James Chandler in 1984. Children consist of three wonderful step-children and one special son Mark who resides in Seattle with his wife and two daughters. Hobbies consist of oil painting, writing, reading, sewing, and flower gardening. Mrs. Chandler is author of Journey Through Heartache, The Beginning of Christmas, and Childhood Memories 1930s & 1940s.
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Journey Through Heartache - Charlene Roberson Chandler
Copyright © 2006 by Charlene Roberson Chandler.
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CONTENTS
Acknowledgments
Forward
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Postscript 2006
About the Author
Endnotes
To My Son
Mark
Acknowledgments
Permission is gratefully acknowledged from the following:
References from May, 1973 Guideposts article Get Rid of Resentment by Dr. James A. Stringham, Houston, Texas. Reprinted with permission from Guideposts. Copyright 1973 by Guideposts, Carmel, New York 10512. All rights reserved.
Mrs. Wanda McIntosh’s name. Used by permission.
References from the Power of Positive Praying by John Bisagno. Copyright 1965 by Zondervan Publishing House. Used by permission.
References from works of Dr. Norman Vincent Peale and Ruth Stafford Peal: Thought Conditioners, Love Comes First in Creative Living, Insight That Sees Through Confusion, and This Thing Called Guidance. Copyright Peale Center. Used by Permission.
Forward
On April 28, 1984, I married a truly wonderful man in the beautiful little chapel of First United Methodist Church in Marianna, Arkansas.
My twenty-eight-year-old, six-foot-one, son flew home from Alaska to be father of the bride.
We took him back to the airport prior to leaving on a short honeymoon. As my son and I were walking down the long wide corridor of the airport terminal, I took that opportunity to spend a few minutes alone with him before he left while my new husband checked on flight schedules. One of his concerns as he grew up had been that I was alone and not getting any younger, so in trying to reassure him, I said, You finally got your mother raised; I’m all grown up now and you have me safely married so you don’t have to worry about me anymore.
I think the next few moments are moments that we, as parents, treasure forever. He looked over at me with those big brown eyes and in an expression more serious than amused said, Yeah, and it’s been a long hard trip!
As his boyhood years flashed before me, I realized that as difficult as it had been to raise a child alone, it probably had been harder on him than me. For him, growing up had been a long hard trip. And that’s what my search for happiness has been: It’s been a long hard trip! As you read through the heartache and tears, the journey, adventure and joys, you will sometimes laugh; those who know and love me may sometimes cry. But through it all, as you see in my life the inestimable value of what I have learned from others, one great universal truth will stand out: That however exciting the adventures of life may be along the way, our search for happiness may be a long and tedious path that sometimes carries us to a—Journey Through Heartache.
Chapter 1
HOW DO WE FIND HAPPINESS
When our life is in a shambles, we may ask, "How did I get to the place where I am? Lord, this is not where I want or intended to be." But if we look back into the intricate tapestry of our life, we can see it was one small step at a time with each heartbreaking choice in the wrong direction that has brought us to the place where we are.
It is so easy to blame others for our circumstances or conditions in life, which at times may seem like a struggle just to survive. And most of the time we say, It is your fault. You or they did this or are doing this to me!
Therefore, at what point do we stop blaming others for our unhappiness or failures.
I reached this point at about age thirty-seven when I began to learn that the quality of life or true happiness does not have to be diminished by the injustices inflicted upon us by others. It depends upon the condition of our inner being, our relationship to God, and how we react to each situation or circumstance. Over the years, I learned this:
(1) We act or react to any given situation according to the kind of person we are.
(2) The kind of person we are is determined by the condition of our inner being.
(3) And the condition of our inner being is governed by the quality of our relationship to God, or the lack of it.
Some may not even care about the quality of their inner being or whether they have a relationship with God so long as their own selfish desires are fulfilled, thus they become the cause of many problems and grief for others instead of being part of the world’s cures.
Life’s problems are myriad. Many may be trapped in unhappy marriages or other heartbreaking situations: Poverty, hard grinding jobs, or the inability to change a difficult situation. Some suffer financial distress through no fault of their own or because of poor management, poor choices, lack of motivation, or just plain laziness. The list is endless. But many of these situations, heartbreaking as they are, pale in comparison to the heartache of parents who have had children stolen, children with terminal diseases, handicapped children, or children who have ruined their lives with dope and involvement in crime. Again, the list is endless.
Therefore, choices, even little ones, are so important! When we make bad choices, we literally become the victim of our own poor judgment and eventually end up in a situation or circumstance not to our liking. Even what appears to be seemingly small insignificant choices at the time can have lasting, immeasurable, and devastating effects. It’s like passing by our exit on the interstate. To find an exit, we may have to go many miles before we can get off. So it is as we travel through the journey of life. If we make a