My Doctor My Drug Dealer: Based on a True Story

By Brianna Victoria

SOCIETY NEEDS A WAKE-UP CALL
Written for all the tens of thousands of doctors who write prescriptions, the
pharmaceutical companies who create these concoctions and dont warn the
public of their dangers, and the pharmacies that fill but have the right and oath to
deny those quantities. Would you give one of your family members a medication
you put on the market but wasnt honest about the serious addiction it carried
with it? Written also for the insurance companies that approve payment without
checking the interactions and/or questioning the massive quantities. For all of you
that fall into the above categories, shame on you. You dont socially, morally, or
ethically understand the full ramifications that addiction brings to society and the
way it tears families apart. Its repulsive to think how you get away with fueling
yourselves with greed. What happened to your oath for your patients?
Doctors write prescriptions like the police write tickets all for the money! The
trillions of dollars these companies make out of medications that cost pennies . .
. Maybe they should be responsible to pay for people who need detox or rehabs
and no financial means of getting help for a problem those companies created in
the first place . . .

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Aug 19, 2011
• ISBN: 9781465349361

Brianna Victoria

According to my Constitutional Rights I have the permission to speak freely. Although I haven’t stated any one person’s name, company or establishment directly, I will be getting to people in very high places. The cans of worms that will be opened are immence. So there will be a lot of pissed off people out there. Although this is my first book I did enjoy writing it, I know I had to relive a lot of trauma that hurt, but the book is finally finished and finished just for you.

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Copyright © 2011 by Brianna Victoria.

Library of Congress Control Number: 2011914281

ISBN: Hardcover 978-1-4653-4935-4

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According to my constitutional rights, I have the permission to speak freely. Although I haven’t stated any person’s name, company, or establishment directly, I will be getting to people in very high places. The cans of worms that will be opened are immense. So there will be a lot of pissed-off people out there. Although this is my first book, I did enjoy writing it. I know I had to relive a lot of trauma that hurt, but the book is finally finished and finished just for you.

CONTENTS

Acknowledgments

The Accident

The Drowning

The Funeral

Procedures and Surgeries

Son Hit by a Car

The Pharmacies

Pen Pal

Out of Prison

Heart Attack

Out-of-Body Experience

Where I Am Today?

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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

The one I wish to acknowledge the most is my mother, Elizabeth, the one who gave me life, gave me my name, and nothing but unconditional love. I wish you were here today to see that I finally listened and wrote everything down. She always told me to keep notes and all necessary documents. She used to say you never know when you might need something. This has given me the chance to write this story because I saved every single document and record. I also want to say to my three sisters Debbie, Ann Marie, and my youngest sister Elizabeth that I love them dearly and I’m sorry for not being the big sister I could’ve been. My son, Kevin, thank you so very much. I’m also sorry for taking away any time from your growing up and any embarrassment that I caused you. Thank you so very much for your encouragement to write this book. My eldest son Joel, who is estranged from me, I also love you with all my heart. I’m truly sorry for all the pain you have suffered. I’m praying that one day you can find forgiveness and we can once again be a family. To my husband, Paul, I also owe you an apology and want to say I love you and always will. I also wish to thank the most wonderful doctor, Dr. D, and her wonderful staff that work with her. Dr. D has been an inspiration to me. She has a wonderful bedside manner. She’s a great listener and without her in my life the past eight years I don’t know where I would be. Once again, thank you.

On my first day of starting my journey in recovery and my walk with the Lord, I heard Joyce Meyer’s story. Which is identical to my life’s beginning as a child and it blew me away. I could identify with her so much and to this day I continue to use her to help with my journey with God.

Thank you ever so much Joyce for your influence in changing my life.

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Here are some of the feelings during and after my addiction.

I’m sure you can identify with some or most of these.

Pain

Guilt

Remorse

Fear

Resentful

Embarrassed

Terrorized

Ashamed

Not good enough

Depressed

Lonely

Abandoned

Suicidal

Isolated

No self-esteem

Unloved

Empty

Angry

Blamed everyone else

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Between these covers, I am going to take you into a world where my family and I were for approximately three and a half years. One doctor had prescribed me enormous amounts of narcotics. I wasn’t told about the addiction that was going to ruin my life from that point on. The doctor I trusted for nearly ten years didn’t warn me before all hell broke loose. I followed his directions to the letter. He was prescribing me opiates along with