The Blood Poems
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The Blood Poems is one part bloodletting, one part healing, and one part sensuous celebration as Jessica Helen Lopez lays out what it means to be a strong brown woman, a single mother, and the kickass bard that the twenty-first century needs. Lopez openly faces a damaging childhood, sex, divorce, and racial injustice in these poems. She proves that love is as complicated as lovemaking—messy and lusty, raucous and powerful, capable of amazing highs and abysmal lows. She proves that when a woman learns to love herself, she will live a fierce and full life and teach her daughters to do the same.
Jessica Helen Lopez
Jessica Helen Lopez is a member of the Macondo Writers Workshop and is the author of four other books of poetry including Always Messing With Them Boys and The Language of Bleeding, which was a limited release in honor of her ambassadorial visit to Granada, Nicaragua.
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The Blood Poems - Jessica Helen Lopez
I PLAY A GAME WITH MY DAUGHTER
My daughter plays a game and asks what type
of plant she would be if she were a plant. I say
succulent, harborer of water even in the driest
times. She likes this and agrees. My mother
is an aloe vera. We agree on this too. My brother Patrick,
a dangerous cactus, poison coursing the needles
protruding from his too-vulnerable, mortal body.
Of course, he is. Some plants were made
from the violence of their surroundings. We imagine
that Angel, my other brother, is a crawling and capable ivy,
clinging to its host, pretty but still a symbiotic and softened
evergreen. My dad is harder to pinpoint and so we skip him.
This is a type of survival. Ignoring him. She says, to me,
you are a tree. I like this and am filled with joy.
For I have always wanted to be a tree. First,
she names me weeping willow and I am too fast
to concur. I imagine my poetic limbs swaying
to the wind, providing shade for the artists
and the lovers. No, she disagrees with herself,
you are too much of a contradiction
for that. You are not a tree after all. You are more
warrior-like. Before my disappointment calcifies she
renames me bamboo. Mambu. Bamboe. Bambusa.
She says you are the sound of its own body imploding
when set on fire. You are strict, she says, rigid
in your ability to fight and feed those whom you
love, she says. You are loud, she says, and quiet
at the same time. An incongruence, she
says. So I am a plant after all. No, a thick-skinned
grass. No, a branchlet of harsh weather.
A surviving thing, in any case. And because
she knows the truth better than anyone I know,
I love her the way a mother
loves her daughter.
ONEThe Parting
SAYING FAREWELL TO NONEXISTENT FATHERS, FUCKBOYS, AND DAUGHTERS WHO MUST SPREAD THEIR WINGS AND FLY
for Mariah, again (Part I)
When we are sieves made of womanly flesh, maternal
muscles that twist and turn in the symphony of our survival.
When all we know is gorgeous, glittering struggle and call
it home. How we hunker down into the nest of our siren songs.
Those fathers and fuckboys who pull our braids, flirt
with the disaster they want us to be and then cut the
twine of our trenzas on some nonchalant Saturday night
of their leisure. Damn their lack of oxytocin and chemicals
that makes a human, human. And then there is shadow.
And moon. And coyote song they never hear. Us, sieves
and sifters of the melancholy. The motherly love of our
boiling blood. The tug of the cervix and salty tear.
When all we are, are caretakers and holders of others’ hearts,
so that one day, inevitably, our daughters sprout shoulderblade
feathers. Leap and swan dive, torpedo headfirst into the
blaze and chaos we know as life. Though, we know that we’ve
always known how to say good-bye before we even say hello.
Dear loves, take our spirit with you. Farewells,
our opulent, lavish gift. We a collection of Lazarus rising,
falling and rising again in our knowledge of grandmother
medicine. We a convocation of praying bodies. A choir of escape,
captured, found, and fooled. We are your mothers, lovers,
and your best foolhardy plan. O’ men. O’ children. We
know how much you want us even when you don’t.
OBSIDIAN KNIFE TO CUT THE SHIT OUT
for Mariah, my sister muse (Part II)
When your pussy is made of volcanic glass, lipsharp
and juice of the blackblue blood, oozed from the memories
of your inbetweenthelegs magic, don’t-want-to-remember but
must-not-forget recollections;
You buy a blade. That blade is a root. Is a truffle you were
always meant to unearth. It is a knife to cut
the shit out. Cut the worry. Cut the ties that bind and strangle.
Cut that man’s anterior jugular vein. You let the blood pour
into a stainless steel singing bowl. Then boil that shit. Pour
the gelatinous waste from your kitchen window. Let the sun-
shine burn the poison from its DNA.
Then, you cut scraps of muslin, stitch medicine
into the flesh of the cotton. Stitch it
with your pussy hair. Weave the wool of you.
You are your own unrepentant Delilah.
Wield that obsidian blade, sharp and pointed
as a stag’s springtime antler free of winter’s velvet.
Take that blade and shave your legs. Or don’t.
Cut your hair. Or don’t. Pull the petrified glass
from between the sorcery of where your thighs
meet. Where your pain sings like a choir of holier-than-thou
bedeviled angels. Glistens with the beauty of your suffering.
Glistens like brine, the way snails and mollusks produce
the fruit of their jelly, propel their muscled bodies forward.
Forward. You will fashion a blade. You will buy a bone-weary
pommel and produce a knife. Carve your name into the nearest
dead tree. Like a good witch does. A bad bitch does.
Cut. Cut the years’ past umbilical and bury it
on the east side of your home.
Or eat it instead. Whatever you want, girl.
Whatever you want.
You will whittle a lover from the bark of a cedar tree. Whittle
a friend, a song. Cut the lonely from your rib cage. Cut the shit.
Let the juice of the blackblue veins drip
from the old house you once called your body.
And in that house, you will leave the lights on,
let them burn for all passersby to witness the hallelujah of your