Under the Nihil

By Andy Nowicki

"I go forth, without apprehension, to my own abortion; I will dilate myself, extract myself, blow myself up."

Enter the life of an unnamed American man. Ejected from Catholic seminary school for his social awkwardness, pitied and loathed by his family, he has failed at everything in life. After being hospitalized for a nervous breakdown, h

• Language: English
• Publisher: Terror House Press, LLC
• Release date: May 22, 2020
• ISBN: 9781951897130

Andy Nowicki

Andy Nowicki is a writer, speaker, prophet, seer, revelator, gigolo, assassin, and empath. Former co-editor of Alternative Right, Nowicki has contributed to numerous dissident online journals and has published several works of both fiction and nonfiction, including Considering Suicide, Meta-#Pizzagate, and Ruminations of a Low-Status Male. He lives (for now) in Savannah, Georgia.

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