Notebooks: 2010 - 2020
By Cliff Burns
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A collection of reflections, meditations, authorial asides that are one man's attempt to make sense out of a chaotic, seemingly indifferent universe and instill some meaning in our day-to-day lives. Over the course of a decade, author Cliff Burns filled two thin notebooks with speculations, musings and one-liners, and the end result is a short volume that covers a lot of ground, dabbling in theology, cosmology, Mystery, philosophy, etc. etc.
A treasury of quotes and observations for people who like their coffee strong and social media feeds dystopic and gloomy.
Cliff Burns
I've been a professional writer for over thirty-five years and have 16 books and well over 100 published short stories to my credit (including 15 major anthology appearances).In 2023, I wrote and produced "Standing At an Angle to the Universe", a ten-part podcast devoted to books, literature and the writing life (available on Spotify, Podbean, etc.).A partial list of my titles: SO DARK THE NIGHT, ELECTRIC CASTLES, DISLOYAL SON and THE LAST HUNT.Two of my books have been shortlisted for national independent press prizes and my work has earned praise from reviewers and readers around the world, including STRANGE ADVENTURES (U.K.) who wrote: "At last Canada has a literary equivalent of David Cronenberg!"All of my novels and collections are available from Amazon, Barnes & Noble...or (preferably) can be ordered through your favourite local independent book shop.
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Notebooks - Cliff Burns
Introduction
I’ve never been able to keep a regular journal and maybe that’s a good thing.
After all, it isn’t as if my life is incredibly interesting or inspiring—to be honest, the opposite is true.
How can I accurately depict for you just how utterly boring and uneventful it is in my little bubble of reality, the depressing monotony of my days?
Each morning I wake up, cross the hallway from our bedroom to my office, sit down and commence work. And that’s pretty much it. There’s very little variation from that routine, nothing to break a cycle that hasn’t changed much in thirty+ years.
Wouldn’t it be nice if my dull, sedentary existence was my way of observing Flaubert’s famous advice to artists, to be steady and well-ordered in your life so that you can be fierce and original in your work
?
Sorry, folks, but that just isn’t the case.
And what about this book you now hold in your hands, what sort of insights can be gained vis a vis life, creativity, spirituality, philosophy, whatever, from some obscure, cult writer of modest talent, limited readership and no ambition beyond putting words on paper that do justice to the beauty and evocative power of language? What do I have to say that would be of the slightest interest to you or anybody else?
Honestly, I don’t have a ready answer to either query.
All I can tell you is that for the past decade whenever the impulse has struck me, I reach for a thin, Moleskine notebook and jot down a few errant thoughts or authorial asides. It doesn’t happen regularly and sometimes weeks pass before something occurs to me and I scribble a new entry.
I don’t know what compels me to do so, have no idea why I have continued this practice for ten bloody years.
Further on this point, I make no claims that my observations are in any way original or unique to me, or that my mini-epiphanies will resonate with any sentient creature possessing even a modicum of intelligence (how’s that for a sales pitch).
I am not a wise man, philosopher or aspiring theologian. More like a seeker, insatiably curious but lacking the means or mental dexterity to truly address the complexity and grandeur of the surrounding universe.
I guess you could call me an autodidact, no formal training or education in any field but, that said, I have a mind that adamantly refuses to be hemmed in by constricting horizons or cowed by a specific god or dogma or worldview that will not submit itself to close examination.
If you’re willing to make allowances for my lack of academic credentials, plus a lifelong tendency to brood over the weirdest things, well, perhaps you might find something of value here, an insight or reflection that rings true to you and provides grist for further ruminations.
That, I think, is the best I can hope for, a fragile, likely untenable aspiration that permits me, despite my misgivings, to release this odd little tome into the world (where it will undoubtedly sink without a trace).
I believe my motivations to be sincere and heartfelt—ah, but you see, that’s the trouble with hubris, it’s so good at affecting beneficence and sagaciousness it sometimes gets mistaken for perspicacity or perhaps even, God help me, wisdom.
C.B.
(March, 2021)
Book I
I want to forget all I know, begin again at absolute zero; knowledge can be fatal to creativity. Self-reflection sometimes an excuse for indulgence.
Avoid patterns, formulae, common wisdom.
Play the fool, paint my face, run away and join the circus.
If not now, when?
Are you afraid of the burden that comes with being a messenger?
Place your trust where it rightfully belongs.
Surrender, submit; first prostration, then prayer.
I don’t want to die until I see what the future brings.
Like Alice, on the other side of the looking glass, shrieking, palms pressed against an unbreakable barrier.
Heat death, devouring even the stones.
It will begin in Yemen/
spreading out from there/
they’re building a killer bug/
releasing it into the air.
I don’t suppose it matters/
the sun will explode one day/
we live and cry and love/
and then we fade away.
Death: insensate, oblivious to all but the Divine.
Babel separates us. We need a common language, a vernacular